si j'avais eu la lune

calen/strife, 28, he/him i have a garden, a cat, and a freezer full of so many brain tumors

[strifeyy-y]

im gonna pinned post

i'm calen / strifey (artsy name). i'm 28, and i work in neurosurgery research. i see a lot of brains. i also draw and take commissions, the info of which you can find on my toyhouse (@strifeyy)

i'm a trans guy with a fairly nonstandard story. you'll see transition talk here. i'm multiple years post top surgery & a full revision, and multiple years on testo. i've had metoidioplasty. i share information as i want to, but you are not entitled to my medical history lol

beyond that, i have a dog (BUG), a cat (baker), and an AFT gecko (magpie). i plan a lot of trips and want to visit more national parks coming up ! i talk about my trips, my garden, my original characters, and a bunch of other gunk here

[sasha-on-the-side]

Been talking about this with friends so I present to you, the cursed spectrum of media literacy

[i-might-be-vanny]

Added a Y axis from the notes

[fimbry]

Tobiko is perfect, don't you see?

[audliminal]

Thinking about the whole "there is no platonic explanation for this" thing and how it doesn't account for intense platonic situationships and anyways I think we should start saying "there is no casual explanation for this" bc really what we're talking about is the way the characters in question are Obsessed with each other

[innerchildabortionclinic]

❔

[innerchildabortionclinic]

tornado spawn point

[ganondorf]

i think this captures the defining pathology of the collective social media psyche right now. we are in the thrall of people who are wantonly cruel but who also demand to be coddled at all times in every way

[audible-smiles]

the worst part of summer is that people get sooo comfortable expressing their disgust at having to see other people’s bodies. they’re always complaining about wrinkly old men at the nude hot springs or fat women in bikinis at the beach. I hate that shit. if you’re not capable of being normal about bodies you personally don’t find attractive, just turn your head to look at something else! and if you’re not smart enough to do that, then at least do the rest of us the courtesy of suffering in silence, because we don’t wanna hear your weird comments. thanks.

[gumy-shark]

sometimes my Beloved Mutuals will rb a post about a certain character archetype and i will have to physically restrain myself from saying “yeah you would say that wouldn’t you”

[gumy-shark]

jasper you don’t get to get away with this that easily.

new ask game: what’s the character archetype that makes you go “of course you would say that” when i post about it?

[blinkeasy]

Good Bones, by Maggie Smith / Witch Hat Atelier, by Kamome Shirahama

[huariqueje]

Loon Gathering - Mia Bergeron , 2026.

American , b. 1979   -    

Coloured acrylic on flat panel , 6 x 6 in.

[fantasmadelaciudad]

i'll be honest thinking about las vegas makes me nauseous.

[fantasmadelaciudad]

like this shouldnt be possible.

[sillyspekter]

Every part of Vegas feels like it's pulled out of fiction and is Incredibly off-putting. It's a major city in the middle of one of the world's most inhospitable deserts

Its famous for recreating other world landmarks on a small scale. It uses this as a trap to bait people into making life ruining decisions. It's motto is essentially "never speak of what happened here". Fucked up

[asterwild]

unused/unfinished bear sketches 🐻

[stagbeetleboy]

It would be funny if we were introduced to a vast galaxy of alien life and the blue whale was still the largest animal ever discovered. Like that’s the biggest life has ever gotten. That would be fucked. The blue whale is just the craziest animals would get even with the introduction of a seemingly infinite number of new species. Would you be disappointed or celebrate the enormity of our homegrown big ass creature?

[starlightxraven]

Nobody needs AI to search the Internet, court says in ruling against Google

Google AI Overview court loss in Germany could spell doom for AI search industry.

[appalachian-werewolf]

"Google AI Overview court loss in Germany could spell doom for AI search industry."

It fucking better.

[mrsjdavis]

Like to charge, reblog to cast?

[strifeyy-y]

re: gender thoughts

i pretty consistently pass as male now, and the people in my life (work and personal) have transitioned with me. i have people who have only known me as a man. i enjoy what transitioning has done for me and my body and my confidence. it is still really awkward. i only have access to the scrub machine return in the women's locker room, and i feel nervous/uncomfortable going into the men's at work because i still don't feel like a real man there. i knowww i hold a lot of anxiety and self-doubt about being a gay man; grindr has its faults and cis men will fuck a frisbee before it lands, but for every cis gay man attracted to me, i have another who has a crisis about it. at my brother's wedding i wore a suit and i felt like a fraud, and even my mother understood; she said it's your first time wearing it as a man, of course it feels strange

[penandinkprincess]

having to work when it's beautiful outside should be illegal, actually

[squid--pro--quo]