i get bad energy, sick pleasure from you

a multimuse indie rp blog bemused by hannah.

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logged in here trying to find this other blog trying to find another account of mine but- wow this was such a moment in time. no one will likely see this post ... but- wow. hello to past me from future me. i love you- our life is so different now, and far different than we would've expected.

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stream all of youth and consequences for free now on youtube. if/when i return i’m adding plain back bc yeah i like her she baby.

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waves, disappears back into the abyss. i am and have been staying off tumblr and discord majorly the past couple months or so. idk. i’m sure i’ve missed stuff. sending y’all love like pluto and riley who have had birthdays i’m sorry for missing them i just... not having energy for the internet too much... i do love you both and hope you’re doing well. idk... i just am in a weird place. if and when i return it’ll likely be a new blog. idk though. just doing weirdly. that is all,

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staying off of tumblr bc busy and also i hate that small text works on mobile check

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so uhhhh small text shows on mobile now and my eyes said i hate it

like y’all i’m highly contemplating just... not using small text at all anymore bc seeing it on the mobile dash i literally do not feel okay with this.

mobile is supposed to be accessible, that’s one of the things i’ve always appreciated about it. this is not accessible. my eyes work fine, literally my vision is quote unquote “perfect”

i have trouble reading it and i cannot be okay with seeing this all over my mobile dash i cannot.::

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i definitely meant... to put that soft post elsewhere but uh stand by it and uhhh still soft. i had the best evening yesterday y’all. best way to spend the last night before going back to school ngl

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the amount of soft i feel in this moment. that is all

[dreamcatcherfication]

Riley’s Story

“We are the soul of the school, the pride in the name, the heart and the flame. Our words are pure inspiration, years of creation, changing the nation! We’ll give you something to hold onto when you think your time is up. We’ll give you just the song you want to hear when you’re out of luck.” - Don’t Even, We Are The Tigers

[ruinedchildhood]

Clueless (1995) dir. Amy Heckerling

[macgyvers]

#the sweetest friend anyone could ask for

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if you see the love triangle girls betty jamie and melanie in my oc list mind your business for now... i’m working on some things... 

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hi thank you to whoever is on my google doc rn bc i forgot google did the whole ‘anonymous animal’ thing and the anonymous otter is precious i love this so thank you very much for giving me this solid dose of positive energy today

adding a screenshot so everyone can share my joy at this smol otter pic

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i’m removing muses while i add lena carlsen from the binge movie. it was... very much not my style at all (though i thought the inclusion of a musical number was iconic), but that said grace’s character lena and her relationship with griffin: 

they used to play house/family together as kids to now flash forward in high school gonna go to the same fancy college together and never got to the whole dating thing but maybe finally he’s gonna ask her to the prom like they’ve both deep down always wanted) 

now THAT was very much my style of ship so like... yeahhh hmu for that if anyone watches. especially if we go modern au aka without... the binge premise thing and just the oopsy coming of age cutesy movie style without all the triggering stuff. yeahhh hmu i’d love that so much.

[babegroot]

can you guys like/reblog if you would be willing to play a platonic plot/pairing? it’s for science 

[phantomemes]

credit .

‘ did it really happen if i can’t remember it ? ’ ‘ but you kept trying , didn’t you ? ’ ‘ how can someone be too young to be in love ? ’ ‘ i will never forgive you ’ ‘ you have been the star of each and every one of my nightmares ’ ‘ i’m sorry if i wasn’t the child you had in mind ’ ‘ i only ever wanted to make you proud ’ ‘ silence has always been my loudest scream ’ ‘ i used to think i was broken ’ ‘ i’ve always felt like a stranger in my skin ’ ‘ i still wonder who i would have been ’ ‘ i didn’t realize i could be my own knight ’ ‘ i’m not scared of the monsters hidden underneath my bed ’ ‘ some names will always be cursed ’ ‘ i have so much love to give , but no one ever wants it ’ ‘ in all my dreams i could find myself picking my teeth out of the carpet ’ ‘ i’m sick to death of everyone telling me how strong i am ’ ‘ death is one of the senses ’ ‘ children are not meant to die before their parents ’ ‘ fate is a fucking lie ’ ‘ everyone i love leaves ’ ‘ i’m terrified down to my very roots that there are parts of myself that can never be filled ’ ‘ fuck the idea that there is such a thing as destiny ’ ‘ the pain did not make me a better person ’ ‘ i burned the bridges to all the things i could not repair ’ ‘ i would thank you , but we both know you don’t deserve it ’ ‘ i bet you regret making an enemy out of me ’ ‘ you can hate me forever if that’s what you really want ’ ‘ hurting others is a choice ’ ‘ you can have my forgiveness but you can’t have me ’ ‘ please believe me when i say revenge was never my intention ’ ‘ i am strong enough for anything ’ ‘ i am so glad we were born during the same lifetime ’ ‘ i may not believe in fate , but i believe in you ’ ‘ i am allowed to live my life ’ ‘ do not waste a minute mourning me ’ ‘ maybe you should start treating people better for a change ’ ‘ it is a fucking tragedy when the world does not stop for you when you give it every last drop of your blood ’ ‘ your failures are just what happened — they don’t have to be who you are ’ ‘ you have to keep moving forward ’ ‘ don’t allow the world to take your kindness ’ ‘ you owe no one your forgiveness ’ ‘ love is never a weakness ’

[holoescene]

GENTLE PSA;   the best way to interact with me is through memes.  you could send that thing @ me even though i’ve posted it five months ago and i’d still answer and appreciate it.  it’s hard to think up starters out of the blue unless they’re plotted,  but memes are just good and gives you a general idea of what’s happening.  so please,  if you see a meme on my blog,  SEND THE MEME.

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any muses y’all would like to see added or re-added to this blog?

still no computer because rip my life, but while i wait... i am contemplating the muse list so hmu with ideas or requests