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[depaysementpourtoujours]

It makes me feel odd and most extremely poetical to be spending an evening in this little inn, all by myself, just like in the old days when you didn’t yet love me quite so much

Simone de Beauvoir, Letters To Sartre  (via depaysementpourtoujours)

[strongsoftsoul-blog]

HOW I FOUND YOU

Before I paid attention to you I knew you were special

Because I hardly bonded with people from my past

And when you were trying to get with me I was in the darkest phase

I was with people that made me more bitter and I was unhappy

The night we became a thing was an escape  

And at that moment I thought I was getting into “just another relationship”

But it was the beginning of better days

You didn't know I was a mess

And when I told you what I had been through I thought you would be disgusted , like I was , but for some reason you still wanted us

And you always say you love me 

But every time I look at you and im appreciative I also think

“How long will it last?”

Because so many people have said that and done the worst

And so im skeptical , but im optimistic

Because even if you deceive me you do it so well

And im crazy but I want you in my future so bad

And you make me so happy I cant even explain

I love you and I will always love you , you're like an angel

And people that pursue me don't understand that I don't give them the slightest chance

My family doesn't understand when I bring you into the conversations in the sneakiest ways 

And once Alice asked me “so you've found the love of your life?”

And I guess I did , I hope you feel the same way.

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

via @extramadness

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“Don’t forget to love yourself.” - Søren Kierkegaard (via quotemadness)

via @quotemadness

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“Don’t forget to love yourself.” - Søren Kierkegaard (via quotemadness)

via @quotemadness

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“Don’t let us forget that the causes of human actions are usually immeasurably more complex and varied than our subsequent explanations of them.” - Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Idiot (via the-book-diaries)

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[nemophilies-deactivated20190428]

And the poem, I think, is only your voice speaking.

Virginia Woolf, The Waves (via nemophilies)

[strongsoftsoul-blog]

something he needs to know

hey

I say this all the time but I love you so much.

I know im not the best thing you've seen but I get the hint you love me 

To be honest I don't know why

sometimes when we argue the only thing I want to do is read your mind

I want to know if youre saying things like you regret being with me

and when we kiss and I open my eyes and I look at you I feel like im too lucky and I just want you to be with me forever

I pray to God to sustain you and I swear I specifically ask that you never stop loving me

I love it when I see you happy.And those moments you actually reached for me and kissed me or told me you loved me I felt like I wasn't on earth,if you ever read this youd think I was just joking but God knows

He also knows that when im with you,i think of NOBODY else and I just want you

God knows you keep me going cause when I remember you love me you give me a reason to be happy

ive had the most disturbing passed and so many things have happened but I never ever want you to be in the past

I wish you were more open with me

I wish you knew how deep you hurt me every time you say certain things and just brush it off

I wish you knew how happy you made me

I wish you were less quick to react to stuff that happened between us

I wish you confided in me more ,I feel like you keep things from me

I wish I had more assurance that im not just your “ first fling”

I hope you never stop loving me,because now adays you feel distant

-no hashtags this is really how I feel