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Diary of an overly happy teenage girl ୨ৎ

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𓏲⠀Lena's intro⠀. . .

╰ Hi everyone !! My name is Lena, i'm 17 years old and this is my blog !! You can treat it as my personal diary and a way of looking into my brain ︵ I'm polish and very into history, wes anderson films, adventure time, arts & crafts, kpop and jazz ( ᴗ_ᴗ͈)ഒ ╰ My life may not be the most interesting, but the thoughts in my head certainly are !! So if you're into weird, historical jokes, loser girls with no love life and are also an obsessive perfectionist who has way too much hobbies but not enough time for them - welcome and make yourself at home !! ︵ Quick disclaimer ﹕I hate capitalism, my views are rather left-leaning and nope, i'm not here to flirt with older guys (ó﹏ò｡) Still, i'll gladly talk with everyone, even if our views may be different !! After all, i'm always up for an intelligent discusion <3

That's all for now! xoxo, your favourite medieval knight, Lena♡

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UUUUGHHHHH!!!!!! -_-

I hate hate haaaaaate that all the fics i want to read are SMUT!!!!! I just want to read a cute fic about me and a crazy definetly unhinged and mentally unstable guy, without the constant sex mentions</3 is this too much to ask for i swear to god!!!!! It has happened when i tried to find an edward nashton fanfic, same with adrien chase. I hate hate haaaaate smut with burning passion (sorry for all smut enjoyers!!!), it makes me uncomfortable as hell and i just want a good non-smut fanfic. Tumblr stop being rude to me and please, please, please, let me get what i want. >:(

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being a geeky guys first kiss would fix every part of me

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୭ ˚. Am i ugly or just weird ?

That's a thought that pops into my head at least once a week, sometimes even more often. I guess it's not that suprising since i'm turning 18 in december and still never have been even close to getting into a relationship. Only one boy had ever a crush on me, i never had a talking stage and all my crushes end up not liking me back and thinking i'm weird and probably a bit crazy. I look into the mirror thinking 'what is wrong with me?' and can't think of the right answer. I don't think i'm that ugly, and i'm definetly interesting! So maybe it's my view on the world that doesn't attract boys? Or maybe it's the way i dress? Or the fact that i live in a small village and the only time i'm in town is at school or in my theatre class? It's extremly confusing, seeing how all my friends are in a relationship, close to being in one or at least have been in a relationship at some point in their life. I try not to think of myself as 'unlovable' because, after all, i love myself and i'm sure my friends and family do too !! But it's hard to see yourself in a good way when no one seems to be attracted to you. I sometimes think that i should just become a nun when i graduate because there's no way i'll ever find someone, and that will be just easier than always being alone. Well, maybe i'm overreacting and one day will find a boyfriend, i don't really know. But it sucks when in a room full of people nobody looks at you, and when they do, it's not because they think you're fun or interesting, but because they think there's something wrong with you. Oh, my poor heart won't take this misery and sorrow any longer. I'm just like Werther, Goethe wrote that book with me in mind, i'm sure of that. I just hate not being attractive to boys in a world where love is all that matters.. !!

(Also, I just remembered my blog was supposed to be happy.. well, that went well, didin't it?? But i promise from now on my posts will be way more positive !!)

That's all for now, xoxo, your young werther, Lena ♡

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⟡ ݁₊ . The rise of conservative women these days...

I'm a feminist, obviously. But recently i've been seeing way more women mistaking being a 'feminist' for not only being a man hater, but also a hater of "traditional views". It's trully worrying how many young girls these days think that women shouldn't be able to vote and that men should always take care of their girlfriends, wives etc. and make decisions for them. I believe that if a woman wants to be a stay-at-home mother and wife that's alright, it's her choice - and it's the thing that feminism gave us. The choice to pick what we want to do with our lives. And it really scares me how some teenage girls nowdays tend to support politicians and people who don't care about their well-being. We really shouldn't try to romanticize the overly-conservative views some women have, for example being racist, believing that a man is your 'owner' (it trully shocks me how it's some women's dream to be a 'little girl' while their boyfriend/husband does his 'big boy things'.. uh, it's really concerning !!) and putting other women down. I understand that not everyone has the same views as I do, and that's great! But i'm still very worried about those poor, young girls who think of themselves as less than men and let them sexualize them. Really, the rise of extremly conservative, racist young women these days is terryfing to me. After all, our grandmothers and great-grandmothers fought for us to be able to be free and do what we want to do, and now, some of us want to change it so we all will be dependant on men ?? We really should start reacting to this sort of behaviours before something bad happens, to those girls or even all of us, women.

That's all for now, xoxo, your favourite feminist, Lena ♡