That Was Just a Dream

(Independent modern!Jean Kirstein RP blog. Multi-ship. Multi-fandom friendly. OC friendly. Please read my rules before starting a thread.) We're all born clueless and sheltered. We all have the opportunities to change. It takes a lot of progress, but it's not impossible. But to what extent must I suffer before I can be deemed worthy or good? My name is Jean Kirstein. I can't really say that I'm the guy you'd want for a best friend. However, I'm honest and genuine, brutally so. I'm just a guy, doing whatever it takes to keep my head up and survive on this cruel place called Earth. Nothing more, and certainly nothing less.

[attackonbandsrp-blog]

ATTACK ON BANDS - SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN RP

Still looking for more members!!

Check us out! Apply for your favourite character(s)!!

The SnK youths are musicians, artists and misfits placed in a modern Japanese society.  The SnK adults operate a venue named Attack on Bands where the youths are encouraged to be themselves. Bands of all genres are equally celebrated.  Whether you are the talented young musician, the adult who wants to help, the lost soul with no where else to go, Attack on Bands will welcome you, so come and take a look around! For the wayward, there is a place where they belong.  Attack on Bands.

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[strungfromthetower]

Hey followers. You all like SnK role-play (otherwise I doubt you'd be following me), so listen up kiddos~ uvu

Join this group. It's a band AU. Nothing gets much better than that.

There's still a crap ton of characters open, so plenty of opportunity! <3 At least check us out, if you would!

That is all! *gets off soapbox*

[hoocooksforyou]

jearmin week: day 2 - lucid dream

[blueravencordyr]

Pixiv

[onlyhalftheproblem-deactivated2]

3+ in a half

strungfromthetower

draconemdehydrargyrum

findingmyownhonor

"Oh hello!"

[strungfromthetower]

"Hello to you, too. What's goin' on, man?"

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

psa if anyone has marco icons or access to them that they’d love to share i would appreciate their existence and love them 5ever

[strungfromthetower]

Pssst I've got some that I cropped for a friend. 

https://www.dropbox.com/s/a046sieujsdbyq5/MARCOOOO.zip

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

strungfromthetower started following you

            Jean! What’s up, man?

[strungfromthetower]

"Not much -- I'm pretty damn bored, actually. How about you?"

[getsuyuubyou]

AU where everything’s the same except when they finally reach Eren’s basement there is only a ball pit in a large empty room.

[asklevivoice]

Visit Original Link

[strungfromthetower]

This is my first time using tumblr mobile and it is a little er...ugly My respect to those patient enough to use mobile all the time. ,,, chi ish

[thekingandtheartist-deactivated]

Put "Notice me damn it" In my ask if I am your senpai

[sketchdream]

Jean plus piercings ♡

[consideredhumantoo]

“And you’re a terrible liar.”

[strungfromthetower]

"Me? Lie? Naaaaw! If you never lie, you don't have to remember. That's why my mom taught me!"

[strungfromthetower]

im-your-demon SAID: ;V; NAH PLEASE DON’T GO BRUH I KNOW WE ONLY TALKED LIKE ONCE BUT THAT’S BC IM INTIMIDATED BY YOU AND SCARED OF EVERYTHING FRIEND AAAH AT LEAST LEAVE IT HERE WHILE YOU MAKE ANOTHER ONE SO IF YOUR FOLLOWERS WANNA TALK W YOU WE CAN ;W; PLS

aahhhh i feel so dumbfounded when people say they're intimidated by me because I'm used to being the nerd that people just ignore and dislike and I'm really just a huge ass derp that's scared of literally everyone around me. q v q don't be intimidated by me. I'm not gonna toot my own horn and say I'm nice or sweet or anything, but I sure as heck try to be as kind and polite as i can and djfdaf; dunno where i'm going with this but just saying that i don't get annoyed when people reach out or send me asks or anything...yeah...i dunno...3:19 am logic. I'll shut up now >u<;;

[strungfromthetower]

I would be very sad if you deleted, I really enjoy your Jean and not many people are so willing to rp with OCs

Thank you for that anon q v q I still haven’t made a clear decision as to whether to continue or not, but after having myself a nice cry and clearing my mind, I figure I might as well carry on for at least a little while longer. Just…aaaaaah thanks <3 you’re really sweet.

[strungfromthetower]

If I'm going to be honest...I've been considering deleting this account lately.

It's not that I don't enjoy RPing Jean anymore. I do. I love it. I've never felt this connected to a muse before. It's just...I dunno.

I feel like my novelty to others as a partner has worn off.

I'm too shy to send people memes because everyone's so much better at portraying their muses than I am, and I don't know how to format my posts to look like a fucking post card to entice people to like me.

I'm sick of reblogging memes and posting starters and whatnot just to not get a response.

I've never been popular with anything. Right now I'm teetering at 159 followers and gradually losing them, yet some blogs only have to be around for a few weeks to gain twice as many followers and RP partners as me.

I feel like all I do is annoy the people that I'm not scared to death of sending memes to and that every time I reply to a thread, my partners all just think "Oh god, not this person again...why won't they go away, damn I have to reply or else I'll look like an ass" and I hate to think that I'm making someone do something they don't want to do.

I guess what it boils down to is that I love role-playing, and I'd like to continue, but I've been feeling like such crap about myself lately, and I feel like my followers would be happier if I just wasn't here. I feel like all of my partners would be relieved if I just left.

I dunno how much longer this account will be up or if I'll even delete it.

All I know is that I feel like crap because I'm not quality, I'm probably portraying Jean completely wrong, and my writing will never be good enough to impress anybody.

Fortunately, this is under a read more, so it's likely no one will read it, and I can leave without a trace...I just really needed to get this out of my system...

Not sure what else to add...I guess this might be good-bye? I won't know until I've made up my mind, though.

And no this isn't a cry for attention. If it was, I wouldn't put it under a read more. This is just me venting because God knows I've got no one else to vent to.

[prllnce]

でっぱ

[oliviawhen]

I’m about an hour away from finishing today’s winter thing, so in the meantime, here’s days 2-6 all grouped together.