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[SEMI-HIATUS until the whole colleging thing is settled down.] I'm not dead. [Independent role play blog for Marco Bodt from SnK. Mun is 18, may post nsfw content. PLEASE READ!!!]

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Name: shannon

Nicknames: no

Gender: non-binary

Sexuality: bisexual panromantic

Height: 5'6"

What time and date it is there: nov 12, 2014 at 9:49pm

Average hours of sleep: 7-8

OTPs: jeanmarco and superhusbands oop

The last thing I googled: pretty sure it had something to do with the signifying monkey

What I last said to a family member: good night

One place that makes me happy and why: my bed because then i get to sleep

How many blankets do I sleep under: one

Favourite beverage: apple juice and egg nog

The last movie I watched in the cinema: rosewater 

Three things I can’t live without: my xbox & games, my lap top, and my phone (but only bc it's the only way to contact my parents bc otherwise it's a piece of trash)

Something I plan on learning: how to design video games

You HAVE to listen to this song: lux aurumque by eric whitacre it is fucking gorgeous

I tag: freeflowingfreckles / myhairisspooky and aberrantkin and anyone else who feels inclined on answering

[shakesandnuggs]

an indie fem!jean blog ‼

art source

► 6 years of role playing experience ; 4 on tumblr

► mun is 18 and may post nsfw ; might not be under a read more, but will always be tagged accordingly

► multiverse, multifandom, i ship chemistry 

► para, multi-para, one-liners, etc.

► mun is a college student and will therefore be slow at times!!

home || rules || ask || about jean

[shakesandnuggs]

an indie fem!jean blog ‼

art source

► 6 years of role playing experience ; 4 on tumblr

► mun is 18 and may post nsfw ; might not be under a read more, but will always be tagged accordingly

► multiverse, multifandom, i ship chemistry 

► para, multi-para, one-liners, etc.

► mun is a college student and will therefore be slow at times!!

home || rules || ask || about jean

[consideredhumantoo]

She almost wanted to snort. A few words and she’d deflected suspicion entirely off of herself. It was too simple.

After all, most of the trainees were still mastering 3DMG technique themselves. No one could even think of intentionally sabotaging anyone else because they were all too absorbed in ensuring that they themselves wouldn’t get kicked out of the corps for one misstep. But it was plausible enough that Marco had been taken in by it more or less completely. 

It was enough to get her to give a smile of her own, despite its small size and its heavy resemblance to a smirk. “No problem,” she replied, the amused tinge to her voice audible even now. “How about paying me back with your ration of bread tonight?”

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

"Uh -- well, sure," Marco replied, and as much as he wasn't fully on board with giving up his ration... well, he did owe it to her. He didn't want to know where he'd be if she hadn't come around and been such a lifesaver. Besides, he still didn't really know how to tell Annie 'no.' As much as he physically tried to hide that she intimidated him, to an extent, he couldn't lie about it if ever asked, either. She did deserve this one, though, in his eyes. "I don't see why not! I'd be happy to." .

[myhairisspooky]

To the Window, To the Wall! - clippedwingsoffreedom

[myhairisspooky]

Jean was still running on a bit of an adrenaline high, and maybe a bit of a sugar high (that Mt. Dew he’d had earlier was his what, third cup?), but he was absolutely positive that he hadn’t imagined that pinkish tint on dark-haired cutie’s face. He wasn’t even looking at any of the guy’s surrounding friends, or the hyper idiots around him hollering for more. All that mattered right now was the fact that the guy watched the entirety of his little show and that he was getting a splendid reaction.

And then there was that subtle finger curl. It was barely visible, really, but the blonde is certain (or at least deliriously hopeful) that he didn’t imagine it. His eyes go wide and he nods, mapping a mental route as he grabs his flannel off the ground and begins his journey through the still-pulsing crowd. It feels more crowded now than it did earlier, and Jean’s not sure if it’s because he’d been avoiding the dancing pool of college students or if more people arrived in the while it took him to get the Boy Next Door’s attention. It’s probably a bit of both.

Wading through throngs of sweat-slick bodies is pretty gross, but that’s the least of the pre-law major’s concerns. He just needs to get to the door, down the stairs (because let’s be honest; the elevator’s probably gonna have some horny couple making out in there), and outside, then he’s home free—ugh, please put your shirt back on—and he won’t have to look at these horny teens and young adults. He casually does not remind himself that he is one of them, to an extent.

After what feels like an eternity, but in actuality was only about two minutes, he is stomping down the stairs two-at-a-time. Almost there. By the time he reaches the bottom (and dodges a good dozen bodies along the way), he’s out of breath and his legs are burning and he’s kinda sweaty so he’s wiping his sweat off on his flannel, but he doesn’t regret this in the slightest. Sure, he’s beginning to question now whether or not it was a good idea to bolt down here before figuring out where to meet BND, but he’s here now. The air outside is cold; a stark contrast to the mugginess of the inside. Unsure about what to do now, he walks towards the opposite building and stands beside the door.

Should he go in, or..? Shit. Now he’s nervous. What if the guy was just messing with him? Maybe he shouldn’t head in. He’ll probably just see him as a horny loser. Fuck, fuck, fuck; Jean, you’re an idiot.

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

Marco's eyes widened the moment Jean had disappeared, realizing what he'd just done. He'd just fucking made the come to bed gesture at him, and flannel kid had nodded, and just like that was out of sight. He was out of breath, suddenly, and he stood almost mechanically, nerves kicking in as he paced, and then grabbed his book, tossing it upon his desk. Wow, shit, this was real. Was it real? Marco thought so.

Shit, he thought to himself, running his hands through his dark hair worriedly. Did he really nod at me? Or was he gone for good? Was he actually coming? Had he scared the boy off? Fuck, had he messed up? Or was he actually gonna show up at his door, ready for a good time? Marco wasn't sure if he was ready for a good time (fuck that, he was totally ready for sex -- but, no, was he?). Was the kid going to be totally smashed and he hadn't realized it? Were they both going to regret it come the next day? God, he hadn't thought this through, he hadn't prepared--

"Marco!" one of his friends called in a hushed whisper, and he tried to calm his nervous trembling as he stepped back out into the common room. His friends were all crowded at the door, watching through the peep-hole to see if flannel boy would come.

When his friends had realized that Marco had reappeared, they turned around, and one of his friends said, eagerly, "He's here! Flannel boy is here!"

"He -- he is?" Marco asked in disbelief. That seemed almost too good to be true.

"Yeah! C'mon, the hell are you doing? You look like you're about to pass out." That was probably true. "We're gonna head out for the night, anyway." That was totally planned. "And it's cold outside, so you'd better let him in!"

Marco sucked in a deep breath and nodded, smoothing himself out. His friends opened the door as he moved toward it, each of them calling for him to have a good night and nodding to Jean in greeting as they filed out. Marco cleared his throat once there was nothing in the way of himself and the flannel boy, and he ran a hand through his hair, having a bit of a difficult time trying to express words.

"Uh -- uh --" Say something, Bodt! "You want some chicken nuggets?"

He'd fucked up.

[renouveleefoi-deactivated201412]

      “I am one hundred percent fine, Marco. And I never said it was a good idea       I jus’ said it was mine.” The blond continued balancing precariously on the rock he was currently on. He could do this. He could totally do this. Upon hearing the other’s words, he turned his head to the side a bit, just enough to catch Marco’s anxious gaze. "Y’can ask me ‘please’ all day but that ain’t gonna change th’ fact that ‘m crossin’ these stones. An’ I know you blurt a lot ‘f shit outta your mouth, but that’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard you say. It’s across a river! ‘Course it’s going t’be soaking wet." A snort. Jean occasionally wondered whether his life would be easier if Marco would just stop worrying about his general safety. They were supposed to be fighting titans after all.       "See?       Look. I’m already almost there.”

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

Marco could kill him. Honestly. If those rocks didn't do the job for him, he certainly was going to finish the moron off. "It rained, for fuck's sake! If you slip and get yourself hurt, this is all on you!" God damn. God damn. Jean had the audacity to call what his reasoning stupid when he was the one performing what was quite possibly the dumbest thing he'd ever seen. They were supposed to be preparing to take out titans, for Christ's sake, and Jean was over here putting his own life at risk. He could kill him. Boy, was he heated.

"Incredible, really," Marco scoffed in response. "And then you're gonna have to get yourself back." He liked to think of himself as a fairly tolerant person -- but, man, this was a new low, here. 

[renouveleefoi-deactivated201412]

clippedwingsoffreedom

      “I’ll have you know I know exactly what ‘m doin’.” He couldn’t have told a more obvious lie. Apparently behind the training grounds for hand-to-hand combat, there was a river with stepping stones. Now Jean, supposedly feeling he was the smart one today, decided to try and cross them the day after it rained. The river was already flooding it’s banks and here he was trying to balance his way across it. And there Marco was, nagging him about how it was dangerous and how he’s going to hurt himself.                ”        'm fine! Quit yammerin' and jus' stay over there.”

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

"Jean!" Marco called out yet again, beyond frustrated. "What the hell makes you think this is gonna be a good idea!?" God, he could just picture it now. The idiot was going to try to get across those stones and slip and fall into the river and he'd get a concussion or he'd start to sink or something and either Marco was going to get hypothermia diving in after him or he was gonna be pulled down too -- and either way, he was going to get a talking to for not stopping Jean, because for some reason Jean was, on occasion, his responsibility. This was not what he signed up for.

"Jean, just -- come on, please?! I don't know what you're trying to accomplish here, but it's not worth it! Those rocks still look soaked, just come back here already!"

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

grxdivus | in reply to

"Well -- sure... Sorry, Jean, I didn't mean to blurt that out like that. I'm -- I'm sure it'll all be fine, I got a good feeling 'bout us gettin' Trost back." He just couldn't shake the feeling that Marco himself wouldn't be as fine. "Besides, all we gotta worry about is giving it everything we got, right?"

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

"I am not wearing that.”

ask-armin-snk 

"Neither am I, so let's just -- you know, tell them to buzz off."

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

Send me a sentence for my muse's reaction

"Are you even listening to me?"

"Are you even listening to yourself?"

"Are you sure they won’t find out?”

"Are you sure this is legal?”

"Are you sure you know what you’re doing?”

"Are you threatening me?"

"Be mine."

"Can you be anymore obvious?"

"Do I know you?"

"Do you love me?"

"Do you remember this?"

"Do you trust me?"

"Don’t go."

"Don’t let me die"

"Don’t look at me like that."

"Don’t make me beg.”

"Don’t you dare come near me!"

"Don’t you dare."

"Explain yourself."

"For you, I would _____"

"Give it back."

"Give me another chance."

"Have you ever even done this before?"

"How drunk are you right now?"

"I already regret this."

"I am not wearing that.”

"I can’t believe you missed that."

"I can’t do this anymore."

"I can’t even look at you."

"I could kill you!"

"I dare you." or "I dare you to _____."

"I didn’t do it.""

"I didn’t know you could do that."

"I don’t want to look at you right now.”

"I guess this is goodbye.”

"I hate you."

"I have to go."

"I just want to cuddle."

"I know your secret.”

"I love you, but I really wish I didn’t.”

"I love you."

"I miss you so very much."

"I missed you."

"I need a drink."

"I need a hug."

"I never really loved you."

"I owe you."

"I think I broke it."

"I think I’m falling in love with you. "

"I think I’m forgetting something."

"I think it’s broken.”

"I trust you."

"I want to be yours."

"I want to try this thing I read in a book.”

"I want you. Naked. In my bed. Now."

"I’ll be there in five minutes.”



”This is really inappropriate.”

"I’m all for spicing thing’s up, but isn’t this a bit much?”

"I’m bad for you.”

"I’m dying."

"I’m going to be sick."

"I’m not speaking to you anymore."

"I’m pregnant and it’s yours."

"I’ve never heard that one before."

"If you stay quiet, no one will know.”

"Is that my shirt?"

"It was me"

"It’s so beautiful.”

"It’s time to choose.”

"Just five more minutes."

"Just go."

"Just leave me alone."

"Just let me die."

"Just relax."

"Just what did we do last night?"

"Kiss me you idiot."

"Kiss me."

"Like you even care."

"Little too late, don't you think?"

"Make me."

"Marry me?"

"My Parents don’t know"

"My parents know.""

"Never again."

"Nh, don’t be so rough!"

"No, that can’t be my baby."

"No! You can’t die on me now!"

"Obviously there is something between us."

"Of all the things i've heard, that hurt the most."

"Put it away.”

"Put your trousers on!"

"Put. The. Weapon. Down."

"Quiet, I am trying to think."

"Relax, I have a plan."

"Really?"

"Shut up and listen."

"Take responsibility."

"That isn’t mine."

"That looked easier on TV."

"That sounds painful."

"That was a bad plan."

"That’s mine!”

"That’s the cheesiest pickup line I’ve ever heard."

"They’re coming.”

"This seems familiar."

"This stays between us."

"Truth hurts, don’t it?"

"Unbelievable. I can't believe you right now."

"Very good, you had me fooled."

"Want to hear a secret?"

"We need to talk."

"We’re moving too fast.”

"Well that was unexpected."

"What are we doing here?"

"What are you afraid of?"

"What are you touching?"

"What are you?"

"What do you need?"

"What happened to you?"

"What have I done this time?"

"What if someone catches us?”

"What sort of noise was that?”

"What the hell do you think you’re doing?"

"What were you thinking?"

"Where are my clothes?"

"Where did you find this?"

"Where do you even find this sort of thing?”

"Where were you?"

"Who’d have guessed you could pull such a face?”

"Why are you wearing that?"

"Why yes, I am as think as you drunk I am."

"You could have died!”

"You could have killed someone!"

"You coward."

"You don’t need to be so gentle.”

"You drive me crazy!"

"You have ten minutes, so make it quick.”

"You lied to me!"

"You mean everything to me."

"You owe me."

"You. Come. Snuggle. NOW!"

"You’re all out of ____."

"You’re an idiot.”

"You’re bad for me.”

"You’re dead to me."

"You’re pregnant and It’s mine"

"You’re really good at this…”

"You’re so weird.""

"You’re under arrest."

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

Abusive/Toxic Relationship Starter Sentences

{ Which can all be taken out of context if desired }

"He/She promised he/she'd stop.."

"It's nothing, I fell down the stairs."

"He/She says he/she loves me.."

"It's none of your business!"

"No one can know about this."

"Promise you won't tell anyone!"

"I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me."

"You know I love you, and I said I was sorry."

"I promise, never again."

"Y-You hit me.. You've n-never hit me before.."

"I only do this because I care."

"I don't like doing this, you practically make me."

"I didn't tell anyone, I swear!"

"Please don't be mad.."

"That doesn't look like an 'accident' to me."

"Why are you flinching? Are you afraid?"

"I don't want you to be afraid of me."

"I'm not okay with this."

"I said NO."

"I'm worried about you."

"That's it, I'm going to give him/her a talking to!"

"You're not going back to him/her, I'm not going to let you."

"Is there something you're not telling me?"

"If I didn't love you so darn much, I'd let you go. But I can't do that."

"I'm scared."

"I'm broken beyond repair, don't just try to fix me now that you think you know everything."

"I can't leave him/her, he/she isn't going to let me.."

"You deserve to be with someone who doesn't put you through this!"

"You can always leave him/her. You need to."

[justanotherrpmeme]

Send "Don't you remember?" for my muse's reaction to waking up in hospital with no memory of your muse, themselves or their life

[shakesandnuggs]

an indie fem!jean blog ‼

art source

► 6 years of role playing experience ; 4 on tumblr

► mun is 18 and may post nsfw ; might not be under a read more, but will always be tagged accordingly

► multiverse, multifandom, i ship chemistry 

► para, multi-para, one-liners, etc.

► mun is a college student and will therefore be slow at times!!

home || rules || ask || about jean

[renouveleefoi-deactivated201412]

“Mm, nope. You would have been fine. I think you need more faith in yourself. I was jus’ there to help. Nothin’ else.”

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

"I -- alright. If you say so, Jean."

[clippedwingsoffreedom]

renouveleefoi || in reply to

"It's -- it wasn't likely, Jean. Sometimes you have a little too much faith in me."

[animentality]

reblog if you're an asshole

[shakesandnuggs]

an indie fem!jean blog ‼

art source

► 6 years of role playing experience ; 4 on tumblr

► mun is 18 and may post nsfw ; might not be under a read more, but will always be tagged accordingly

► multiverse, multifandom, i ship chemistry (and jeanmarco without shame)

► para, multi-para, one-liners, etc.

► mun is a college student and will therefore be slow at times!!

home || rules || ask || about jean