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7:24am

forgot to update this blog but yesterday was so shitty im not gonna even document it.

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8:58pm

jst finished a pilates workout and made myself my first meal since the 6h window opened. im eating a slice of brown bread with cream cheese and 2 eggs. with a cup of tea. idk the calories. i didnt count bc i dont wanna go insane :)

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6:24pm

im 15h into my fast, i know thats nothing but im glad i held on this long. im doing a 18:6. so 2 more hours and i get to eat. i really dont know what ill eat. probably some eggs since thats what i usually have for breakfast + the only other healthy thing that i actually like in the house is salmon and im too lazy to cook allat. eggs on toast it is.

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160726 | 4AM

im officially gna restart my wl today and now. anything before this doesn't count (for my own sanity)

cw: 57kg

gw: 55kg

ugw : 50kg

my goal isnt to look sick but to look thin and still be able to function properly. my body is very weak and easily overwhelmed so im gna go into this slow.

also psa im not "choosing" to have an ed to lose weight quicker. ive had BED my whole life and last year i restricted heavy and it made my mental health worse. i thought i "recovered" but the thoughts have always been there ever since i "got better" i wont be hard on myself but will hold myself accountable. i still wna be a kid and enjoy life while also feeling good.

hopefully this wont end bad.

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