hiya every1 that’s even still on tumblr lol. i haven’t posted anything to here in a long time. my mental health did a huge nosedive last october but i’m a lot better now. i got diagnosed with adhd which was a big relief for me. i’m still struggling w food but i’m doing so so much better. i figured i could use this tumblr as a means of recording my progress sporadically instead of just posting unhealthy pictures. so, this is me from a couple days ago. i’m 5’10, about 130lbs right now. my body weight is teetering on dangerous right now for my height and if i lose anymore i’ll get pulled off my meds so i’m gonna try my hardest to be better. i hope all of you can do the same and get well. eating disorders are so so hard and draining and not pretty. i may look thin in this video but the cost isn’t worth it. i’m always freezing, my body has started growing some lanugo, my blood pressure is low, my heart beat is arrhythmic, i’m always tired/fatigued, and i have lots of bruises since my iron is very very low. it’s hard and it sucks. i’ve been suffering for 7 years and i want my life back. stay safe, all of you. Xx










