[studium-stardust]

Hi Alya! How did your college application go, did you get into the one you wanted or do you need to take a gap year? I hope everything worked out for you but if you need to commiserate together I can totally do that. Sending hugs your way, Katie

hey!

i unfortunately did not get into the college i wanted and came here to my last choice. was considering a gap year but ended up not taking one. gonna try and make the most of what i am getting here!

at first i was pretty disappointed, but now i am genuinely happy here.

thank you so much for checking up on me!

how are you? how has life been?

[studium-stardust]

hi codeblr! i really want to learn coding from july (once all my exams are over) and i was searching for a good resource to help with with it. i came across mimo, but i think it is pretty expensive for me.

do you have any good (free/cheap) resources that i can start with? i have completed html/css on khan academy in the past, and also aim to do all the other computer programming courses available there, but is there anything else i can check out?

thanks!

[thecrimsonacademic]

hii katie!!! how are you??? (alya from @studium-stardust here!)

Hi Alya!!!!!

Thanks for putting your other tumblr handle in there, because I was wracking my brain trying to figure out who you were. I have been away from tumblr that long. I've been lurking on here for several months.

I have not been great to be entirely honest. I didn't handle my school burnout well, we had a massive case of family drama that is still ensuing and it has caused problems for so many people, and I may have flunked my course this semester. I have a final exam on Friday that I am not ready for and will never be ready for no matter how hard I study, but I have made my peace with the outcome.

I'm looking forward to summer because I plan on using it very wisely. I'm going to get right with my faith and develop healthier habits there as well as develop healthier physical habits (like better sleep schedule, eating healthier, and getting some fresh air/sunlight every week). I'm looking to take a free online course to maintain study habits so I'm not scrambling for fall semester.

I'm going to begin going to school with a full load this upcoming academic year so that I can graduate on time with my peers and that has me excited! And to make sure I stop falling behind in my courses, I'm reading a book that is literally called How to Read a Book. Sounds ridiculous but I actually highly recommend it. I'm hoping by the end of it I'll be able to read more effectively and efficiently so I can survive my lit classes.

I'm also hoping to develop more diligence regarding my relationships, including posting on here more and keeping up with my mutuals. I've missed talking with you and some others and I do hate being such a bad friend, so I'm going to fix that flaw of mine.

How have you been?! I've been away for so long I don't even remember where we left off last time. Has school been treating you well? Are you taking care of yourself? Do you have any haters on tumblr you need me to tell off?

And thank you for checking in on me, not even my offline friends do that. =\

[studium-stardust]

oh!!! i hope you feel better (feeling burnt out is the worse). and i hope your family drama resolves and doesn’t add to your troubles. wishing you all the best for friday! i know you will give your best, so it doesn’t matter what the result is. i hope your summer is fruitful and you accomplish all that you want to accomplish!

<3 i understand. life tends to get really hard and going off of social media does make sense, as it helps reduce the pressure. you’re not a bad friend, you’re just making your way through life, and life is HARD.

i have frankly, been struggling. i am pretty sure i last talked to you in 11th grade, and now, i have (almost) completed 12th grade. gave some entrance exams (as is the norm in india for college admissions). i did not get a very good score in the most important one that i was targeting, so now, all i can do is give my best for my safety entrance test, which is on the 25th.

we both are in pretty similar boats, i have an extremely messed up sleep schedule, i am not studying as much as i should be, feeling extremely burnt out. but, i just need to push through this last month or so, and then i can go to college.

if i don’t get in, i will have to take a drop (people tend to take gap years here to prepare for entrances and give them another shot), but i really don’t think i am mentally read and willing to put myself through all that strain. so wish me luck! i hope i get into the college i want.

aww thank you for offering to bully the people who are bullying me - though i have none soo XDD

:/ i shall keep checking in on you and i believe that you will get through this!!!

also once all my exams are done, i will definitely read how to read a book because it seems interesting and helpful.

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04.05.2023 & 05.05.2023 • THURSDAY & FRIDAY

I spent the morning on 4th sitting in Starbucks and studying because I couldn't concentrate at home. Then came home, felt a bit ill so went to the doc's, gave a mock test and then studied.

Today, spent the day studying for UGEE, since I have the exam tomorrow. Trying not to pin too many hopes on it atm. Just focusing on the process.

Wish me luck tho!

[studium-stardust]

active studyblrs please reblog! i need some new people on my dash since all the old ones have disappeared 😭

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02.05.2023 and 03.05.2023 • TUESDAY & WEDNESDAY

i have been feeling absolutely miserable these past two days and haven't studied much as well. tried to clear my mind by cleaning my space, but i don't think it worked. anyways, going to try and romanticise life tomorrow.

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01052023 • Monday

going to start posting again for the next month or two to motivate myself to perform better in exams. i revised straight lines, did some logical reasoning and revised a part of sequences and series. hopefully tomorrow will be better.

[studium-stardust]

studying to mitski is the best decision i have made in the past few months

[studium-stardust]

Happy birthday!! 🥳🥳

thank youuuu soooo much anon <33

[view-from-up-here]

[halfinvisible]

queue this post when it’s your birthday and be surprise

I queued this like 8 months ago I’ve waited a long time for this moment

[iwillsurvivecollege]

Thank you so much @notetaeker 😭❤️ for the tag.This was so fun 😭

I love these so much 🤌🏻😩✨️😭

Go to pinterest and type in “[your name] core aesthetic” and create a moodboard using the first nine images. No need to reveal what your name actually is!

I'll tag @studium-stardust @phoenixdiedaweekago @raeiyyn (sorry for the bother feel free to ignore 😭)

[studium-stardust]

thank you so much for tagging me @iwillsurvivecollege this was really fun to do!!! (also sorry for ignoring it for a few days)

tagging: @notes-by-saher @frithams @thecrimsonacademic

[studium-stardust]

reopened a ypt study group! please join if you have the app :)

A new Flutter project.

[hungwy]

um *goes to sleep*

[iwillsurvivecollege]

me and @studium-stardust

[studium-stardust]

so trueee!!! T^T

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i am sooo tired all i wanna do is eat and sleep and eat T-T

[studium-stardust]

// continuity and differentiability notes and lecture //

died doing pe practical work today. this pic is from yesterday. my preboards are in about a week AND I AM SHUTTING DOWN.

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3 december 2022

// practicals and studying salt analysis //

went to school today for practicals again, this time chemistry. i really hate the lab assistant tho 😒. ANYHOO, loved doing the salt analysis, though it was confusing AF. so came home and partially watched a video for salt analysis. i will try to finish it off tomorrow.

i will try to wake up early tomorrow as well.

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2 december 2022

//evening skies and new desk//

took a break for the last few days because i was having panic attacks every few hours. i am a lot better now. 😌

the last stretch of journal work and then i will be done. i might habe my final internal practicals sometime next week and in two weeks i start my pre boards. 😬