ETHEREAL.

ind. shapeshifter oc, est april 2015.

[lifeinpoetry]

I want to drown you when you drink me

Scherezade Siobhan, from “Akashic,” Father, Husband

[studyofsix]

‛     –––––     !     stop doing that.     ’     third time’s the charm.  at this rate,  they’ll have perfected the  startled kitten  sound by eight.

@culebraed

[bamhbies]

[malebasi-blog]

[studyofsix]

culebraed.

❛   my brother  apologizes  to shut the bitch up.  you actually think he  means  it ?  —  but hey,  if you want me to lie,  just  say  so.  &  don’t give me that shit,  i didn’t  make  you do a goddamn thing.  in fact,  this is the first time i’ve heard you complain.   ❜    he’s a compound of vitriol  &  excuses,  most of which are on seth.  tell her you’re busy.  it leaves a sour taste in his mouth.    ❛   you wanted the  high school experience,  right ?  you got it.   ❜

‛     she isn’t.   &   no,  i don’t think he  means  it.  but he has the  courtesy  to say it,  at least.     –––––     then  lie to me.  tell me everything you want me to  believe  if it’ll make you feel like a better man.     ’     not a single trace of emotion   ;   so uncharacteristic of someone believed to be so young.     ‛     it wasn’t a  complaint.  it was an observation.  thank you,  then.  for  indulging  me.     ’

[duskgifs]

[culebraed-blog]

#you are a fucking piece of shit you know that

[studyofsix]

SIXIE MEETS INSTAGRAM,  ft.  @culebraed

[romanoff]

[studyofsix]

culebraed.

muscles relax,  tension  eased  in increments from the point of contact.  laid flat,  each palm spans almost the entire width from hip to thigh.    ❛   you’re the expert.  show me.   ❜

‛     i did that earlier today.  remember ?     ’     but they’d do it again,  if that’s what he wants.  they’d do  anything  within reason     ❪     &   without.     ❫     posture straightens,  hair brushed over one shoulder     –––––     two small puncture wounds on the righthand side of their neck,  his own  infinite  blood supply,  still ache from his last feed.  they would’ve healed,  hadn’t they been so certain he’d be hungry again within the next few hours.     ‛     is that what you like ?     ’

[studyofsix]

rudimentarysurvival.

                “               anythin’ ya want me ta be, sweetheart. though, really,                      d’ya NEED somethin’ from me ?       ”

‛     a name,  perhaps.  i know you have one.  everyone  does.     ’

[dailydavinaclaire]

[studyofsix]

culebraed.

❛   this entire  school  knows about seth,  but you,  what  —  you missed that squad meeting ?  the only time they’re not talkin’ about  themselves  is when they’re talkin’ shit.  everybody  knew.   ❜    it’d be easier to make water flow uphill than to make him admit that she’s  right.    ❛   no,  you’re  not  an idiot.  that’s the problem.  i thought you were  better  than this.   ❜

‛     i don’t  listen  to the  entire school,  richie.  but maybe i should,  if this is how you’re going to act.  it was just a kiss.  how was i supposed to know he was  doing it  on purpose ?  how was i supposed to  know  anything ?  all you do lately is     –––––     make me  late  for practice.  i keep  asking you  to do things with me   &   you tell me you’re busy,  then you show up at my  doorstep  the same night like that’s all you think i’m  good  for.  at least your  brother  has more tact.  at least he apologises,  sometimes.  you don’t.     ’

[studyofsix]

‛     &   who are  you  supposed to be ?     ’

@rudimentarysurvival.

[bonnibels]

[studyofsix]

culebraed.

❛   trophy wife ?  jesus.  you’ve been watching too many  daytime soaps.   ❜    dripping with derision,  more than he has any right to feel.    ❛   &  you have no goddamn idea what you’re talkin’ about,  do you  —  because  we aren’t a couple,  so what the fuck d’ you care ?  you could’ve screwed around with anybody,  but it  had  to be the son of a bitch who almost got my brother  expelled.   ❜

words are  powerful  weapons.   &   men,  they’ve come to find,  can wield them almost too well     ‛     i’m not an idiot.  so,  you don’t get to  treat me  like one.  you’re lashing out at me because your feelings are hurt.  that’s not fair.   &   i didn’t know about seth.     ’

[studyofsix]

‛     there is no  picture.  there’s just you,  him,   &   some stupid pissing contest i’m not apart of.  i’m not interested in being anyone’s trophy wife.  why are you getting so mad ?  we aren’t a  couple.     ’

@culebraed,  cont.

[studyofsix]

culebraed.

❛   yeah,  &  whose fault is  that,  huh ?   ❜     she has a penchant for  stroking his ego  even when he doesn’t deserve it.  they’re an easy fit.  effortless.    ❛   can’t help it if i like the way it sounds.   ❜

‛     mine.     ’     the blame,  theirs alone.  slender fingers interlace at the nape of his neck.     ‛     what  else  do you like ?     ’