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silly little deer / 23

[stuffeddeer]

masterlist boundaries for rqs secondary acct

please don't post my work to other platforms and don't upload anything into any AI learning tool/software

[academic-vampire]

𝔞𝔩𝔴𝔞𝔶𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔯 𝔠𝔲𝔭

[stuffeddeer]

hiiiii <333 how have you been? you haven't posted in a long while. i hope you're doing well 🖤

omg hii!! im good ty for asking just been a bit busy lately, i hope youve been doing well too!!! sorry for the disappearing act, happens to the best of us LOL - work has been hectic and i've had no motivation to specifically finish any fics lately 🫩 all my wips are starting at me like abandoned children rn

here's a glimpse into a few of the wips ive compiled during my time away as a treat for all the fans:

Friends with benefits is the wrong term for what is conspiring between you and him, too strong a term as well. The best explanation is more akin to… coworkers with advantages- perks. Sounds much less scary that way, anyway. - fic for my new hyperfix started about a month ago?

With a tightly set jaw, you click through your contacts to find your sister's name, foot impatiently tapping as it rings. Seeing as she just sent you off not 20 minutes earlier, she answers the call in surprise. - normal au sukuna fic from december except i've never watched jjk

Accidentally, you became important at work. A promotion and pay raise seems nice though you know piles of work will follow soon behind. Before that can happen, your coworkers invite you out for a drink, wanting to toast the youngest member of their team on the new promotion. Nothing you wanted to do, yet you smiled anyway and said you'd buy everyone a round as thanks for all the help. - dazai fic from october where the reader kinda sucks

"Ladies, ladies, please— there's enough me to go around," you interject the two vampires, hands raised to stop them from bickering any further. It's played off seriously, like a man genuinely stopping girls from fighting over him, which just makes the joke even more jarring and causes the brothers to pause. - vampire diaries fic from back in august

[stuffeddeer]

mind if i ask two? 😙

❤️ What is your favorite line that you’ve written in a fic?

✍️ What’s your ideal writing

omg ofc hi keshiii :]

❤️ my favorite line is such a hard question 😭 I post fics and immediately forget everything I wrote LMAOO okay less of a line but the following opening to this Dazai fic about his favorite pastime is still one of my faves

If you asked Kunikida, he'd say Dazai loves wasting time. Atsushi would say something more intellectual, like maybe he enjoys crosswords. Drinking would be Yosano's guess, since Dazai does it quite often, and Tanizaki would mention all the girls that call looking for him. Maybe petting the stray cats by the building, Kyoka would offer, and Kenji would agree excitedly with the notion — since he enjoys it, too. But none of them could guess what he really loves to do. Ranpo knows Dazai loves doing the dishes with you.

✍️ my ideal writing set up!!! cup of tea or hot cocoa or smth warm in hand, laptop on a comfy chair might be peak!!! i like being cozy when i write bc then i always have more fun with it like im just a girl kicking my feet writing my fanfic loll

ik with essays and stuff back in college when i needed to focus, the ideal set up was like. laptop with my nice keyboard plugged in sitting 90º at my desk to #lock in 😭 both now and then though, most of my writing is done on my phone in the apple notes app. my prolific set up then would be either at night curled up under the blankets before bed, procrastinating falling asleep OR in the car while someone's driving me somewhere 30/45+ minutes away (roadtrip style).

[myth-blossom]

Fanfic Writer Ask Game

These are always fun so I wanted to make one! Reblog this and let others send you an ask based on any of these emojis/questions:

❤️ What is your favorite line that you’ve written in a fic?

💥 What is one canon thing that you wish you could change?

✨️ Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?

👻 What is your wildest headcanon?

✍️ What’s your ideal writing setup?

🚀 Do you like to outline your fic first or create as you go?

🎁 Have a piece of a WIP you want to share?

🏷 Is there a tag you like to search for when looking for fanfics to read?

⏰️ Do you like to post fics on a schedule or at random?

👓 What helps you focus when you write?

💕 What is your favorite fic that you’ve written?

🐇 Do you write for yourself, for others, or both?

🥳 Why did you start writing fanfic?

🦋 Which character is your favorite to write?

🦈 Which character is the toughest to write?

🍬 Do you write for multiple fandoms? If yes, what is your favorite fic of yours for each fandom?

🌻 How often do you read your own fics?

📗 Do you want to write something outside of fanfiction? If so, what about?

🎬 If a movie or show were based on your fic, which fic would you choose and who would you fancast?

💭 What inspires you and your writing?

🧪 Do you research for your fics?

😎 What fics do you prefer on a scale of canon compliant to wildly original?

💎 Do you often write about a relationship or focus on an individual?

🔥 Have you included any sexy scenes in your fics? If yes, do you find them easy or difficult to write?

💘 Is it easier to write angst or fluff?

🚦What sort of endings do you prefer to write: ambiguous, bad, happily ever after, etc.?

💡How many WIPs do you currently have?

🔎 Does anyone beta read or edit your fics?

📚 Is there a fanfic or fanfic writer you recommend?

🤩 What led to your interest in the fandom?

🤖 Are non-fandom friends aware that you write fanfic?

💛 What is the most impactful lesson you’ve learned about writing?

👑 Do you like writing short fics or long fics?

🎯 Do you have a writing milestone you’re working towards?

🔮 Any advice for writers working through burnout or writer’s block?

🤔 Would you ever want to write something canon if you got the opportunity?

💌 Is there a favorite trope you like to write?

🎨 If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?

[stuffeddeer]

Deer.. write anything dazai related and my LIFE IS YOURS !!!!

You lost the game 🫵🏻 | Bungo Stray Dogs | Dazai x reader

cheetozai says jump i say HOW HIGH 🗣️🗣️

"You wanna know what I think?" You grab the nearest towel and a dirty glass, beginning to clean it from your spot behind the counter. "It's obvious you're just in it for the chase."

The man sitting at the bar across from you, chocolate brown hair and glass of whiskey in his hand, tilts his head. It's a silent way of asking what you mean, a wordless plea for you to elaborate so he can make sure to respond properly.

Realizing, in your head, he must be pretending not to understand, you continue on. "You like the challenge of romancing me. It's like a game where you come back night after night to flirt with me but the second I let you get what you want, the game is over. And then why would you need to come back?"

Last sentence punctuated with a shrug, you're terribly blasé about it. Of course, being in the industry of customer service, you know it might not have been smart to say all of that. A simple declination like you always give would've been just as fine instead of opening up a little too much to your regular. And with any other bartendee, you certainly would have.

Someone a few seats down grabs your attention, calling out for a drink. In a playful voice, you quickly throw an "I'd hate to lose my favorite customer,” over your shoulder while moving down the line.

After grabbing a random soda and the bar's top-shelf vodka, you place an empty glass up onto the wooden bar counter. Mixing up drinks all night is enjoyable for you, the entertainment of drunk guests never getting on your nerves (most of the time, rather). Even the rich jerk across from you giving a scrutinizing glare to make sure you don’t skimp out on the vodka doesn’t stop your polite smile as you push the glass toward him.

Dazai pouts, head down to press his chin onto the countertop he always sits in front of at the end of the long bar. Unbeknownst to you, he watches as you take the rich customer’s sleek black credit card, moving to the register to close out the singular drink rather than open a tab. Characters like that rarely order just one drink, and a vodka soda at that, so both you and Dazai know you’ll be catering to this man all night.

It is rather busy.

With one more fulfilled patron later, this next one a chatty girl that maintained your attention while you poured, you finally got to make the mistake of looking back to where your regular always sits. Dazai’s presence is a staple, same stool filled on every shift, so it’s easy to notice when the brunet is missing, even as you open up the girl's tab. He must have left shortly after you stepped away from him.

You're quick to input everything needed into the register before grabbing the same dirty glass as before. Seems the conversation ended early tonight, most assuredly due to what you thoughtlessly said. Or said way too thoughtfully, you suppose. The blue rag, embroidered with the bar’s logo, is merely a prop resting still against the glass as you take a moment to breathe, suddenly feeling less enthused about mixing drinks tonight. The game must be over.

[stuffeddeer]

gonna post smth in 5!

[stuffeddeer]

Pt2of the emperor x reader pls

are y'all still thinking about it omgggg 😭😭😭 i'm glad everyone seems to have enjoyed!

[agaricspores]

[stuffeddeer]

This is the chuuya anon (again). Just here to say that you dont need to apologize!! I understand you, okay?? Take care!!

🍪 have a cookie

ty anon!!! 🍪🍪🍪

[stuffeddeer]

Are you taking requests?

yep! just added boundaries for requests to my pinned for those interested :]

[stuffeddeer]

boundaries for asks/requests: send in whatever but i reserve the right to decline anything i'm not vibing w lol, i don't really take nsfw requests, i have a full time job!! so i'd prefer if you didn't point out in your rqs that i don't post/answer requests often 💀 ik my bad lol

idk what my boundaries are tbh!! i'm cool w people just hitting my inbox and asking like let's find out together lol

please don't post my work to other platforms and don't upload anything into any AI learning tool/software

[stuffeddeer]

hello!! Its the anon who asked for the chuuya hcs! I LOOVED IT. What a welcome surprise!! 🥰

Could you also write headcanons, pretty please?

Chuuya first kiss hcs | Bungo Stray Dogs | Chuuya x reader

got you goat 😎

Chuuya is a character that keeps having to face the horrors yet still doesn't let it change him

he's empathetic, emotionally intelligent, a guy everyone can find themselves becoming friends with (unless you're a certain suicidal brunet)

because of that, i think first kisses w him would be more mature? like he's not going to get super flustered and panic or anything and there will never be miscommunication on it

15!Chuuya's kiss is more prominent than a peck, more committed and self assured. if you don't feel the same (tho he's pretty sure you do) then he can apologize and you both can move on, but at least he'll be getting his feelings off his chest and not having to hide them. he's had to hide wayy too much in his life and isn't honesty better anyway?

still, he'll get a bit shy after, eyebrows furrowing and bottom lip poking out as he looks away. it's a cute pout as he tries to act like nothing out of the ordinary happened

ofc this is all as he asks you out 😭 so yeah man smth did happen!!

or if this is after you've both decided to go out, he'll be even more confident!!! bro stands on business. same slight blush and brows furrowed but now it's in conviction. bro is CONFIDENT and trying not to show any sheepishness.

but w PM!Chuuya, executive of the port mafia, there is no sheepishness. he's cocky; a plethora of experience under his belt even if he devoted himself to his work over the years

a man who knows he's got it, well aware of what he does to people, knows he's a good kisser

he likes u? he's pretty damn certain you like him back? why wait? a hand is on your lower back, the other gently grasping or hovering around your wrist or lower arm, he's a romantic and can make anyone swoon!!!!

or if you both confess to one another the kiss is even more romantic ughh he's perfect 😭 one hand is holding your chin as he holds you against him, the other grabbing your waist to keep you close, he's putting all the love he can muster into one kiss

you're totally breathless after and flustered and it just makes him laugh, giddy that he can make you feel that way since u do the same to him :(((

TLDR even if it's a little clumsy he's still a romantic who knows how to treat a partner 🙂‍↕️

[stuffeddeer]

could you write headcanons of first kiss with 15 chuuya?

First kiss | Bungo Stray Dogs | Chuuya x reader

hey anon this isn't headcanons i'm so sorry. i forgot

He's brash.

A boy raised in the slums of Yokohama, left to fend for not just himself but other kids his age and younger, all finding themselves against a world that is constantly pushing for their demise. Chuuya Nakahara isn't meant to survive, that's what the universe seems to be saying. Even those kids he fought so hard to keep beside him ended up turning their backs on the ginger, ousting their bodyguard from the organization.

In one last act of protection for the Sheep, Chuuya is brought into the Port Mafia, guaranteeing those apart of it will leave the group that betrayed him alone. Even after being back-stabbed by friends he tried so desperately to care for, Chuuya still negotiated their absence from the Port's shit list. Who wouldn't fall for that?

You'll never know, legs dangling over the edge of his grand desk as he scribbles up some report. Why the mafia intended on keeping a paper trail was beyond you, yet the cute ginger writing it stopped you from mentioning how pointless it all felt. Once he calls out your name, you can't help but grin at the symphony.

He's brash.

Chuuya can be quick to anger whenever Dazai is involved, a principled man who doesn't hide how he feels, however he still is magnetic and easy to talk with. The latest addition to the race for seats at the executives' table, the boy has quickly befriended many around him. Sure, he's not exactly opposed to killing, but he feels just as upset when his men are killed as someone not raised around ceaseless slaughter might hope. Chuuya never saw them as tools to carry out the mission but as they are: humans with lives. It's something many others in this place and in his position can't bring themselves to understand.

You yourself tend to forget that fact now and again, though with the sudden addition of Chuuya, you've found that your eyes have remained open for much longer than they would have previously. It's hard not to like what he brings out in you, making you feel human and deserving of more than the death you've brought to those around you. And even though the brunet in your trio would never admit it, you can tell Chuuya does the same for him as well.

A sunflower grows facing the sun, right? Sometimes it feels like Chuuya was uprooted from his garden to be planted beside the rest of you. Yet, instead of shriveling up, the boy keeps pointing in the same direction he's been hardwired to.

Chuuya is brash. And you say that only because, lost in thought, he decided the correct way to bring your attention back onto him was by stealing your first kiss.

"You were zoning out," the ginger says. Fact. There's nothing more to it than that. Even as your body freezes, brain doing a full reboot as your eyes lose focus on everything entirely, you can tell Chuuya is smirking.

It was quick, his face pulling away from yours almost quicker than it appeared. "A peck" would probably be the best way to describe it, nothing more than lips brushing one another before the shameless man sits back in his chair. While his eyes move back to his paperwork, acting as though the action were normal and expected, you can see the faint blush on his ears.

Even in the darkness of the Port Mafia, even after all Chuuya has been through, you can't help grinning giddily at the idea that he still gets to act as a kid - especially with you.

[stuffeddeer]

Haii.. deer.. i havent been activ on tumblr so idk if u even remember me omg

R u still into bsd

CHEETOZAI I MISSED U 😭😭😭 yes i remember you goat omg welcome back!!!!! hope everything's been alright :] also yes!! it's just not at the forefront of my mind anymore bc i'm so bored of the current manga arc LOL i'll get back into it properly when the next season is announced 🙂‍↕️

[stuffeddeer]

are requests open

yes! though it may take me a bit to get to it :]

[stuffeddeer]

Dazai's playful grin falters as you chastise him once more, the words punctuated with his name. His last name, once again.

"Why don't you ever call me by my first name?"

Your playful attitude freezes at his question, your fake pout dropping as you turn slack jawed. "W-what?" A stutter passes through your lips as you just continue to stare.

"We've been dating for a few months now, and you never call me by my name." He plays off his words as a joke, something to fluster you, but with the way his fingers slightly pinch and pull at the edges of his bandages, you can tell he's being vulnerable.

An embarrassed blush decorates your face as you just continue to stare at him.

"I'd like it if you'd call me by my name, love." His flirting isn't helpful. From vulnerable fidgets to a cocky grin, Dazai (for once) inaccurately pegs your blush as a flustered reaction, likely feeling shy at the notion he'd now mentioned.

Inaccurate, because it wasn't a matter of not feeling ready, or close enough, but rather because-

"...What's your first name..?"

-you'd forgotten.

Dazai's eyes widen in a rare expression of genuine shock, his movements pausing at your timid question. The embarrassed blush decorating your face that had briefly fooled Dazai only began to grow.

You bury your face in the palms of your hands and let out a groan as Dazai begins laughing: a genuine, gut laugh that you rarely get to hear.

"It's Osamu," he says politely, not wanting to make you any more embarrassed. As you look up from the palms of your hands, you notice Osamu's soft expression and let out a sigh of relief.

You grin. "Nice to meet you, Osamu."