my diary

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[stupiddangel]

silly me!!!

[stupiddangel]

“why didn’t you say something?”

I FUCKING DID.

[stupiddangel]

another year?

or is it another day?

how long has it been? hours? minutes? decades? i want this feeling to go away.

[stupiddangel]

it was too heavy to carry around, why couldn’t i feel light like the other children?

[stupiddangel]

i watch people have a purpose

and wonder if i’ll ever get my own

[stupiddangel]

i just want to go

[stupiddangel]

why did you bring me here?

you brought me into this world and i can never wipe my impact away

[stupiddangel]

everywhere i look i can see myself

she’s everywhere

[stupiddangel]

it’s manipulative and evil. i just want to look innocent. i want to look peaceful. and i want you to say you love me.

[stupiddangel]

2021 and i still sound like a broken record.

[stupiddangel]

please don’t hurt me

please don’t hate me

i’ll do whatever you want

i’ll lay down and let you do what you want

i know it’s what i’m here for.

[stupiddangel]

but im not that special

[stupiddangel]

because if i wanted someone to do it, i wanted to be small. because if it happened when i was young, i had an excuse. a reason i was stupid enough to let it happen. i’m sick.

[stupiddangel]

please don’t hurt me

please don’t hate me

i’ll do whatever you want

i’ll lay down and let you do what you want

i know it’s what i’m here for.

[stupiddangel]

i am not present

[stupiddangel]

so where do i go???

[stupiddangel]

someone protect me from myself

please!