That's my dick..

sorry if it gets dramatic......oh and ps im gay?

[stupidfuckingdumbfuckingbearname]

does my ex still think about me?

[tigerbeards-deactivated20181217]

“G A Y”

[girlsingreenfields]

Photographed by Liam Aylott backstage at Agi & Sam Spring–Summer 2017.

[stupidfuckingdumbfuckingbearname]

so

the other night i woke myself up out of sleep because i could hear myself talking in my sleep. and i was painfully calling out my ex’s name...

which i dont know why im putting it here, considering that i dont consider this blog a safe space because im convinced that he stalks this blog...

so idk if im putting it here because i want him to see it and i wont admit that to myself, or because i havent told anyone and i want to feel like i said it /somewhere/

[officialfashionistaswonderland]

[kcstea]

[brattys-world-deactivated202010]

I know you still come here and look at my stuff. 

I know you still care about it in some capacity.

I know you don’t know how to talk to me anymore.

I know you don’t know the extent of how much you took from me.

I know you know that you aren’t happy at all, deep down.

I know it would feel good to see me one more time. 

I know that I am alright now. 

[stupidfuckingdumbfuckingbearname]

ohhhhh, this got me fucked up today

[stupidfuckingdumbfuckingbearname]

i.am.so.angry.

like with everyone.

~been 12 weeks since i heard from the “bf” so basically “ex-bf” ~literally the only guys that talk to me are taken and they allllll want to be flirty and then will just disappear ~the last 3 single men i’ve spoken to for a decent length of time have all made it a point to be like “IM NOT LOOKING FOR A BOYFRIEND” after they’ve sat and flirted with me for a hot minute and i said “we should hang out sometime” ~and i KEEP CATCHING PEOPLE LYING TO ME

[tastefullyoffensive]

[noblegrooming-blog]

[whinier]

Don’t you hate when you realise you’re not special to someone anymore? Like you still talk, but they don’t talk to you the same, or do those little things that showed they really liked you.

[panderapparel]

fuck

[lee-enfant-terrible]

Colette Pechekhonova by Mario Testino for Vogue Russia, September 1998

in Givenchy by Alexander McQueen, Fall Winter 1998

[jupitersmusings]

[witchjock-deactivated20221208]

[theycrywolfe]

Be still, my heart.

[contac]

[eatsleepdraw]

“Hesitation” (Inner Discovery) 2/3

www.alexdosdiaz.com

[stupidfuckingdumbfuckingbearname]

im so fuckin horny and i need to get L A I D