[stupidlyinlove]

12-6-19

I haven't wrote anything on this tumblr for a while, but I wanted to today. Last night we spent the night together for what may be the last night in a while, and next week is the last week of our fall semester sophomore year.

I wanted to summarize our night first, and talk about our life in zanesville. I wanted to be dumb and cliche, so I made you dinner, and made a trail of rose petals leading to where I made a huge blanket for for us to watch a Christmas movie in. It took every blanket from both apartments, and it was lit up with fairy lights. You made it ten minutes in to the movie, but that's okay. I just wanted to show you how much I love you. For dinner I made kind of bad banana nut pancakes with candied pecans (we should definitely do those again sometime. One pound of pecans, one egg white, a teaspoon of salt and cinnamon, and a cup of white sugar). I enjoyed laying with you, and hearing about your day. And as always, I enjoyed cuddling with you all night and waking up next to you in the morning. I'm really going to miss nights like that. I'm going to miss laying in bed talking and checking covet for an hour before we finally get out of bed. I'm going to miss making breakfast with you and watching YouTube videos. But what I'm really going to miss is you. You're doing so great in nursing school, and I'm so proud of you. I'm actually not miserable in my classes, even if my closest friend is Professor Hale. I love our apartments, our Wednesday Walmart trips, and our hour of cuddles before I have to be home every night. I love you, and I love the life we have now. I'm going to miss it, but I know that once I'm back from Athens, once we're out of college, we can have the life we've always dreamed of. Anyway pal, I just wanted to write this, in case I don't have the chance to write about zanesville for a while. I do love you, so, so much pal.

[stupidlyinlove]

This year has simultaneously been one of the most stressful but also most amazing years of my life. I had no clue this is where I’d end up, an apartment in Zanesville going to OUZ for nursing.

There are some really amazing memories that happened in Zanesville this year. From spending time with you, seeing the therapy dogs, the movie trips for end game and five feet apart, all the Netflix and CW shows, cooking dinners, and just the small things like studying together. I still remember the stress of the first day of fall semester and Allison and I getting a picture together. It’s insane that not only is that fall semester over but so is spring.

This year definitely had it’s pros and cons to say the least. One of the biggest pros would be all the time I was able to spend with you, from the big things we did like our few actual dates to just sitting together on the couch. It made me really excited to live with you one day. There’s also the pros of having Allison at OUZ because it makes everything a lot easier (but also in some senses a lot more difficult). Having the independence of an apartment is nice but a definite con is all the responsibilities we’ve gained this past year. I’ve enjoyed the hard work in a way though.

Something I hope that stays the same is the amount of time we spend together, specifically you and I but also Allison too. I hope we have our Netflix show and do family breakfast when we can. I hope to keep up with our fun Walmart and Hobby Lobby trips. I’m really going to miss all the social interaction (Mostly you) but also in the same sense summer will be such a nice break from the stress of college. Definitely gonna miss that WiFi too.

Some lessons I learned this year are Allison’s often a slob. All the housework mom does is completely under appreciated. I’ve also learned I can actually for real study when I need to. High school studying doesn’t measure up anywhere close to college studying. I wouldn’t say I just learned this next lesson but it still applies, time really flies when you’re having fun (even if in some moments I mostly want to die of stress).

Something I want to tell future graduating me is to make time for the fun stuff and never take those around you for granted. Don’t stress so much over school and work that you don’t leave plenty of time in your life for those that matter most. School is really important but it’s by no means the most important thing even though it often feels as if it is. Also future me: great job on finally making it through nursing school, here’s to hoping I love being a nurse and don’t hurt anyone too bad.

[iraffiruse]

[taydrizzey]

There’s a point in a prank where u just say that’s too much

[peterparkerisntdead]

spiderverse au where everything is the same except that blond Peter Parker’s ghost is there the entire time and is a chronically disappointed guardian angel for like half the movie

[worldhammerer-old]

i’m at a loss for worms

[terminusantequem]

Unknown - Flora (woman picking flowers with a cornucopia), Roman wall painting from Pompeii, 1-45  AD.  

[stupidlyinlove]

Happy Anniversary!

It's been three years and wow where has the time gone? It seems like just yesterday my heart was beating out of my chest as I finally worked up the courage to confess my feelings for you. Truth be told, admitting how I felt was one of the best decisions of my life. You've been my best friend, and my greatest love. I'm so thankful that I'm lucky enough to call myself your girlfriend. So much has happened in the past three years, but you've always supported me. It may be silly, but every morning when I wake up I love you just a little bit more than I did the day before. I always feel like I couldn't possibly care about you more than I do, that there's no way someone could love another person more than I love you, but everyday I'm proven wrong as I fall for you more and more. You are kind, loving, intelligent, funny, supportive, handsome, and so many other, wonderful things. You're all I could have ever wanted Jared. I want you to know that I love you more than I have the words to express, and that nothing can ever change that. You're stuck with me for life pal. We've had an amazing three years, but the best is yet to come. So thank you for our memories, thank you for our relationship, and thank you for the future that is to come. I love you like no other 💜💛

Yours always,

hayleigh

[stupidlyinlove]

Happy Anniversary! I took the time to make this tumblr for you, as you know, so here are some things you may want to know about it!

1. I tried to post every time we did something out of the ordinary or on special occasions (think prom, movies, christmas, graduation, etc.)

2. Every (original) post is tagged so if you're looking for something to specific, you can search for it. Each post is dated (for example this one will be 12-28-18). Beyond that, certain events are tagged such as prom, graduation, and your birthday. Some people are also tagged if they were involved in the memory, but about halfway though I stopped doing that. Anyway, if you search for a name you may find posts involving that person. The last tagging system I used is to classify what type of post it is. All of the posts are either just text, or text including pictures. All posts that includes pictures are tagged "photo" and all posts that are only text are tagged "text".

3. Since the posts that are the oldest would be at the bottom, I reblogged all of them in reverse chronological order so that you could read them in the order that they happened (excluding the two-including this one- posted on 12-28-18). The reblogs aren't tagged, but the originals are so you can click back in the reblog if you want to see the date. The last post (save for these two) is of 12-27-18, when we went to the movies with Aurora to see Spider-Man. If you see that post twice in a row, you'll know that you've made it through all of the posts.

4.Not all of the posts are written by me. There are several that are from your point of view, and one or two that are from Aurora's. If it's not from my point of view, it's labeled.

5. You'll notice that in late spring, early summer, the posts are fewer. Sorry! Things got really busy around graduation and Italy time which lead to this. It getting updated as much.

6. I picked the title "Stupidly in Love" because you used it to describe yourself in your tumblr bio, and as silly as it sounds, it made my heart flutter a little bit. It sounds strange, but it meant a lot that you thought those words were something that was important about you. That being in love with me is something that is an important quality in you. It made my heart happy, and I hope that this tumblr makes yours happy, too.

7. Lastly and most importantly, I love you! I am so thankful for you and I really hope you enjoy this!

So Happy Anniversary, my love! Here's our year in review!

[stupidlyinlove]

12-28-17 Happy Anniversary! We went to the movies and to tlaque today. We saw downsizing and it was such an awful movie. Honestly though, we could have literally watched paint drying for two hours and I’d still be thrilled because I got to spend it with you. It’s been an amazing two years Jared. I’m so thankful for our relationship and for the life that I have because of you. I also want to bring up that on the way home, we pulled off by the Sarahsville park for some us time. It’s silly, but I love times like that. Stolen moments that no one knows about but us. It somehow makes it so much more special.

[stupidlyinlove]

12-29-17
We went to the movies and tlaque AGAIN today. I’m kind of popcorned our but I cherish any reason to spend time with you. Sam and Aurora went with us too, and it was a load of fun. I love seeing you and Sam together. It’s so pure and such a good friendship and I’m so glad you two have each other. Auroras cute. It was honestly so great being able to talk out loud and openly about being bi and not being judged like??? I loved it. They’re both such good people and I’m thankful that I get to know the three of you, even if I don’t know Sam and Aurora that well. You’re all I’ll ever need Jared, and I’m so thankful for the chance to know you.

[stupidlyinlove]

12-5-17

Wellll you fell asleep about three hours ago. It’s silly, but I kind of love your messed up sleep schedule. Don’t get me wrong, I wish for your sake that you were able to sleep more routinely. And I wish for mine that you didn’t fall asleep while we text, but there’s something endearing about it ya know? Like it’s so uniquely you it just makes me smile. Plus, if you fall asleep while we’re texting, it means that I may have been one of the last things on your mind that day, and I really consider that an honor

[stupidlyinlove]

Date correction: 1-5-18

[stupidlyinlove]

1-6-18
It’s the Saturday after we were supposed to go back for Christmas break, and you’re on my mind. I say supposed to because we’ve had 3 snow days and a zero day week last week. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’m thinking of you. You’re amazing and winter always makes me feel closer to you. I love winter, and I love love love you

[stupidlyinlove]

Well we go back to school today after 19 days off. I’m dreading it in some ways but I’m ready to see everyone. It’s strange to think that when you read this we won’t be in high school then. I’m thankful for the snow days, but I’m thankful that I have one semester left to be a kid. I’ll update you after school and see if I still feel that way 😂

[stupidlyinlove]

I haven’t posted in a few days, but it’s the Friday after we went back from Christmas break. I dropped anatomy and not I’m taking ceramics so it’s a good trade. I feel bad for leaving you guys in there, but I’m sending you love and good vibes. I hope it goes well for you, but I’m sure it will.

It’s dumb but I want to take a minute to tell you that you’re my best friend. I love you more than anything and im so thankful that you’re in my like not only as a (hella amazing) boyfriend, but also as a kind and loving friend. You mean the world to me, and I thank God for you everyday. Maybe one day I’ll be able to get you to come to church with me some because I feel like I owe him ya know? He put you in my life and all other things aside, that’s what I’m most grateful for. He could have very easily made me five years older or younger or born in a different state or country, but he didn’t. He put us together and I’m beyond grateful for that. I’m beyond grateful for you.

[stupidlyinlove]

It feels like we haven’t been at school in forever, so I’ve had some free time to myself so I’ve been working on things for your care packages, on of said things being coloring sheets. It might seem silly, but each one of these pages takes me several hours to do, which is a lot longer than it takes to write a card or a letter. I’m still going to write to you, but I wanted to give you these to so that I could show you that even if I can spend time with you, I still want to give you my time. Does that make sense? I know by the time you read this you’ll be in college and we’ll have graduated, but I’m writing this in January and I have no idea what the future hold. I don’t know where you want to go to college, and even though I hope that you’ll go to OUZ (for selfish reasons on my part,) I know you’ll make the right choice, no matter where you go. And I just want to be able to send you little things to show you that even if we are far apart, I still love you with all of my heart (do you see what I did there?) Anyway, the future is scary, but just know that I’m always here for you. I promise.

[stupidlyinlove]

MANIA WAS SO GOOD WE JUST LISTENED TO IT AND LISTENED TO HESVENS GATE TOGETHER AND IM HONESTLY SO IN LOVE WITH THIS ALBUM AHHHHH. ITS SO GOOD AND SO EMOTIONAL AND REMINDS ME OF SO MANY THINGS I LOVE IT ALMOST AS MUCH AS I LOVR YOU (except not really but wOW I LOVE IT)

[stupidlyinlove]

We exchanged sweetheart letters yesterday, and yours made my heart so happy. Thank you Jared. I can’t wait to go to the dance with you. I love you ❤️