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  [Independent RP blog for Emil Castagnier. Occasionally NSFW] Current M!A: None

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I Kinda…Sorta…Maybe….                                       Well actually I do…                                                                Like you way more                                                                                               Than I originally planned.

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“Those who grovel and beg, or run away at the first sight of another’s anger, are dogs, or even worse.”

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“Are you a dog, or are you really a man?”

[stutterbugemil-blog]

Click here to support Help Lucy and her human, Jada by Jada Bryson

My name is Lucy and my human was kicked out of her mother's house for refusing to "get rid of me." ---------- So much of my life was spent being obedient to whatever my mother wanted. I finally found something I wouldn't give up for anything when I rescued Lucy. I was thrown out, along with my c...

If anyone has even a dollar to spare it would really be appreciated in helping my girlfriend find her way out to me. She’s had a really awful time and could use the help in getting back on her feet.

If you can’t help then even just a signal boost would be appreciated. 

[southerncrosswaltz]

Asking for help is something I normally wouldn’t do.. I’m a proud person and I don’t ever want to be a bother to other people.

I was thrown out of my mom’s house for defending my cat and refusing to let her loose. My mother then put my cat outside and tried to chase her off. I didn’t find her for hours. I argued with her.. How can you treat an innocent animal that way?

She told me I need to go with the cat and kicked me out. She took my house key and I was made to pack all of my things up in my car. I was left with no money and no where to go.

I am couch surfing right now and my cat is staying in a kennel outside wherever I stay. I have no where to stay permanently. No one has offered to even let me stay more than a few days. The only people willing to take me in are 1,700 miles away from me.

I work and am trying to save money, but at this rate, I will be living in my car soon.

I understand if you can’t help, but just reblogging might help! So, please.. I don’t know what else to do..

[samisoffthewall]

[stutterbugemil-blog]

Click here to support Help Lucy and her human, Jada by Jada Bryson

My name is Lucy and my human was kicked out of her mother's house for refusing to "get rid of me." ---------- So much of my life was spent being obedient to whatever my mother wanted. I finally found something I wouldn't give up for anything when I rescued Lucy. I was thrown out, along with my c...

If anyone has even a dollar to spare it would really be appreciated in helping my girlfriend find her way out to me. She’s had a really awful time and could use the help in getting back on her feet.

If you can’t help then even just a signal boost would be appreciated. 

[southerncrosswaltz]

Asking for help is something I normally wouldn’t do.. I’m a proud person and I don’t ever want to be a bother to other people.

I was thrown out of my mom’s house for defending my cat and refusing to let her loose. My mother then put my cat outside and tried to chase her off. I didn’t find her for hours. I argued with her.. How can you treat an innocent animal that way?

She told me I need to go with the cat and kicked me out. She took my house key and I was made to pack all of my things up in my car. I was left with no money and no where to go.

I am couch surfing right now and my cat is staying in a kennel outside wherever I stay. I have no where to stay permanently. No one has offered to even let me stay more than a few days. The only people willing to take me in are 1,700 miles away from me.

I work and am trying to save money, but at this rate, I will be living in my car soon.

I understand if you can’t help, but just reblogging might help! So, please.. I don’t know what else to do..

[stutterbugemil-blog]

Click here to support Help Lucy and her human, Jada by Jada Bryson

My name is Lucy and my human was kicked out of her mother's house for refusing to "get rid of me." ---------- So much of my life was spent being obedient to whatever my mother wanted. I finally found something I wouldn't give up for anything when I rescued Lucy. I was thrown out, along with my c...

If anyone has even a dollar to spare it would really be appreciated in helping my girlfriend find her way out to me. She's had a really awful time and could use the help in getting back on her feet.

If you can’t help then even just a signal boost would be appreciated. 

[stutterbugemil-blog]

casually makes a post to apologize for not posting lately.

i haven’t been in much of a writing mood so please don’t expect replies anytime too soon. 

[stutterbugemil-blog]

Now see i could do drafts

but i could also go take a nap and entirely forget about tumblr and then play ffxiv

take a wild guess at what i’m probably going to do

[memeyourally]

Coffee shop AUs

Because yes

‘Ever since I made this overly complicated order and you managed to make it exactly the way I asked, I come in every day with even more complicated orders and it’s been my personal goal to get you to fuck up for once since somehow you never do.’

‘Yes I know these prices are a ripoff for just one cup of coffee but I keep telling you that I have no control over the prices so please stop whining about it every time you come here.’

‘I don’t know how you keep doing it but you always manage to make me give you a free coffee every time you come here and today’s the day it’ll sto– shit did I spill hot coffee on you oh god I did i’m so sorry here have this new one on me–’

‘To show you that you’ve pissed off the wrong barista I swear to keep writing your name wrong on your cup and will nEVER STOP–’

‘The coffee shop has a challenge that if you’re able to drink their coffee in one gulp you get it free so even though it’s hotter than a thousand suns I will get my goddamn free coffee (though please take me to the ER when I’m done burning my throat).’

‘You always come in and order specific drinks when you’re in a particular mood and the last time you ordered a black coffee you told me that your dog died on the same day you lost your job and got dumped by your significant other. Is everything okay?’

‘You always come in and talk to me about whatever problem is on your mind after buying some coffee and no matter how many times I keep telling you I’m not your fucking therapist you keep doing it anyway. Do you like have no friends or…?’

(Or alternatively for the one above:) ‘Today’s the one day you don’t say a thing but you have the saddest face while waiting for your drink and I’m actually really worried about you. C'mon honey, tell me what’s up.’

‘I always come by here to order a coffee during your quiet hours so I can talk to you and keep you company.’

‘Whenever I ask what you’d like to order you always respond 'just fuck me up’ so I keep making the weirdest brews and today’s the first time you’ve ever managed to cringe at how awful it tastes.’

(Alternative of the above) 'After mixing so many different brews today you’ve actually said that it tastes delicious and we should sell this but shit I forgot which combination I used this time.’

‘You’re always the sweetest barista who constantly smiles and seems to genuinely care about how I’m doing whenever you ask so I always make sure to come in whenever you’re on shift but today you weren’t smiling and I noticed your eyes were all red and puffy, so I decided to buy you a cup and see if I could cheer you up like you always do for me.’

[broughtbychance]

The monochrome haired man sighed as he walked through the streets of the town he was currently in, rubbing a small bit of sweat off from his forehead. Honestly, it can be tiresome of having to walk all the way to the town the Job Bulletin board described.

Deciding to take a break, at least making it to the town his destination hit, he sat down on one of the nearest benches and sighed once more, rubbing the back of his neck.

[stutterbugemil-blog]

Emil absolutely hated traveling between Rieze Maxia and Elympios. And more than that he hated traveling around Elympios itself. Trains made him uneasy and even traveling by foot felt weird thanks to the state Elympios was in. He was completely drained by the time he reached town... though he realized the state he was in wasn’t that bad compared to the guy he just spotted taking a seat on a bench a bit ahead of him. A rest didn’t sound too bad..

“Hope you don’t mind if i sit here too,” Emil announced his presence to the other with a sheepish smile, sitting down on the far end of the bench. “It’s been a long day, b-but it looks like yours has been longer.”

[absolvement]

              【 Don’t ask me to follow where you lead. ღ】

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@stutterbugemil requested a starter

Riding a train was never fun for Kanae - he didn’t care how “convenient” it was, it was humiliating and crowded, with an odd scent of grilled chicken on sticks. For most that may have been an appetizing scent, but for the ghoul it was nauseating. And when the train came to a stop and the doors opened, he like many others were in a rush to get to their desired location. Clutching a paper cup he muttered under his breath, a quiet example of his colorful vocabulary to anyone who tried to listen to what he was saying.

Pushes and shoves drove him to yelp, nearly tripping over the stairs up to the streets and he scrambled to keep himself from kissing the concrete - ultimate throwing his coffee on someone in the process. Not quite entirely “himself,” the teen yelped as he pushed himself up and patted his hands down on his trousers.

“I’m sorry,” not really “–I, uh, my mistake… I.. ah.. I don’t have any napkins on me…” It was hardly his mistake! He was sure he felt someone shoving him from behind! But no use trying to make it look like it wasn’t his fault, he might as well try playing a different card.

[stutterbugemil-blog]

Getting out of the house every once in a while was nice, not that Emil had much idea of what to do with his time but it was still a thing he enjoyed. He didn’t have to deal with his aunt or uncle getting on his case for the smallest things, it wasn’t suffocating out in the world. Well... some might have considered the train station to be extremely suffocating, but Emil could easily ignore the crowds, blend in with them even and become part of the background. 

Unfortunately trying to move with the stream of people leaving the station didn’t work out well and instead he found himself pressed into a wall while he waited for an opening to move back into the crowd and head on out. He thought he’d found the perfect opportunity to step forward, making his way out to the street, but it turned out to be a mistake as he crashed right into someone.

Emil couldn’t stop himself from letting out a yelp as the liquid splashed onto him, warmth easily seeping through the thin fabric of his shirt and burning skin underneath. He was less concerned with the minor pain -- and the fact that his aunt was going to tear him a new one for ruining his shirt -- and more concerned with the person he’d run into. “N-no, I’m sorry! I should have been looking where I was going i-it’s really not your fault!” He paused to bite at his lip in thought before speaking again, “I- I can buy you a new drink if you want. I can get some napkins while we’re at it too, so don’t worry about my shirt.”

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[ @stutterbugemil liked this post for a start– wait, aren’t you… ]

    “Don’t I… know you from somewhere?”

        Not in particular. Granted, this certainly wouldn’t be the first time the shadow clone and this blonde haired, emerald eyed stranger had crossed paths, but the last time wasn’t what one would call a ‘standard introduction.’ Rather, he vaguely recalled getting quite the eyeful of this cowlick’s bare exterior– it wasn’t an unpleasant sight, necessarily, though not one customary of two people whom have never met. 

[stutterbugemil-blog]

“Eh heh... um, I think you must me thinking of someone else!” The awkward laugh and slight embarrassed flush told a different tale, but it wasn’t one he was about to own up to. “I’m pretty sure this is the first time we’ve ever met. I- I’m Emil, it’s nice to meet you!” Distract him with introductions, the perfect plan to change the subject.

[innocencekey-blog]

@stutterbugemil liked for a starter

“Ah! A human in my territory! You came despite all the horrible traps  I left? You must be brave to come face me! I, Cirno the Strongest of Gensokyo.” Little did the small fairy know, this human was just strolling near the lake and nothing more. And meanwhile the traps were more so just discouraging frozen frogs.

Did it never occur to her maybe one day someone might just want to say hello or even not bother with her at all?

[stutterbugemil-blog]

Emil didn’t recognize the area he found himself in so he had simply been taking the chance to explore it... he didn’t expect to find anyone here however.

“Huh?” Emil blinked for a moment as he tried to process things before finally speaking again, “S-sorry, I was just passing through. I’m not here for a fight or anything I promise.” Was she a summon spirit? She was definitely odd whatever the case... and just what was this about traps? Emil was almost certain he hadn’t run into any on the way here. Must have been dumb luck.

[stutterbugemil-blog]

i wanna poke at people but it’s 4am and everyone went to sleep sobs

[burnbabyeruption-blog]

He paused, lifting away from Emil’s neck and arching an eyebrow at the blond. “Stuff like what?” he asked innocently, batting his eyelashes and acting as innocent as he could be. Which, to be fair, wasn’t very innocent, considering how he was Zelos freakin’ Wilder. “Are you telling me you won’t give me what I want? You’re so cruel, Emil.” He leaned in, nuzzling against Emil’s cheek while his hands roamed to the other’s rear. “I won’t make you do anything, of course, but it’s been so long, mon chaton. You can’t believe how pent-up I am.”

[stutterbugemil-blog]

“You know exactly what!” Emil pouted for a moment before simply sighing, arguing with Zelos about the embarrassing things that came out of his mouth wasn’t going to get either of them anywhere they wanted to be. He let out a small squeak of a noise when Zelos’ hands reached their destination. “W-well... I... you know I’m not going to say no,” the words were spoken quietly.  Emil rolled his hips down into Zelos’ in a far more deliberate motion than his earlier squirming had been, his cheeks flushing at being so forward and a soft moan leaving him.

[stutterbugemil-blog]

[[HAPPY FECKIN' BIRTHGAY]]

Thaaaaank <3