goodbye

Louis gently hovered over the male, lightly kissing the old and new bruises before gently placing his hands over them, to heal them. He looked at his stomach and peppered kisses all over the area “the baby is okay, just really really scared. Try talking to him or her to relax them” he suggested as he got up to get clothes for the male to wear “I swear I’ll kill him if he comes near you again. No one hurts my angel”

Xavier sighed, watching him kiss the bruises and heal them from his touch. He bit his lips, shaking his head as he looked to him for an answer. “I don’t wanna have a baby,” he whispered quietly, scared that Louis might’ve heard him. But then again, that’d be a good thing. He needed him to know of that, to let him know that he wasn’t okay with the ordeal of being a parent.

Louis looked up at him before gently whispering things to his stomach “honey look I know it’s your body and in the end it’s your choice but I really wish you wouldnt harm this angel. He or she loves you very much”

Xavier sighed, shaking his head as he pulled Louis away from his stomach. “Whatever. I just don’t think I’m ready for any of this,” he whispered, sighing to himself.

"Just give it time darling" he said softly then looked up at his love "I love you darling.."

Xavier sighed, nodding his head as he looked to him. “Okay,” he whispered as he closed his eyes. He didn’t know if he can say it, even though he felt it. @

Louis smiled at the male then gently got up “I’ll make dinner and you just take a nap okay? Are you craving anything?”

Xavier looked to him, smirking lightly. "Cum," he whispered, giggling to himself before moving himself to curl up against the bed sheets.

Louis gently hovered over the male, lightly kissing the old and new bruises before gently placing his hands over them, to heal them. He looked at his stomach and peppered kisses all over the area “the baby is okay, just really really scared. Try talking to him or her to relax them” he suggested as he got up to get clothes for the male to wear “I swear I’ll kill him if he comes near you again. No one hurts my angel”

Xavier sighed, watching him kiss the bruises and heal them from his touch. He bit his lips, shaking his head as he looked to him for an answer. “I don’t wanna have a baby,” he whispered quietly, scared that Louis might’ve heard him. But then again, that’d be a good thing. He needed him to know of that, to let him know that he wasn’t okay with the ordeal of being a parent.

Louis looked up at him before gently whispering things to his stomach “honey look I know it’s your body and in the end it’s your choice but I really wish you wouldnt harm this angel. He or she loves you very much”

Xavier sighed, shaking his head as he pulled Louis away from his stomach. “Whatever. I just don’t think I’m ready for any of this,” he whispered, sighing to himself.

"Just give it time darling" he said softly then looked up at his love "I love you darling.."

Xavier sighed, nodding his head as he looked to him. "Okay," he whispered as he closed his eyes. He didn't know if he can say it, even though he felt it. @

Louis gently hovered over the male, lightly kissing the old and new bruises before gently placing his hands over them, to heal them. He looked at his stomach and peppered kisses all over the area “the baby is okay, just really really scared. Try talking to him or her to relax them” he suggested as he got up to get clothes for the male to wear “I swear I’ll kill him if he comes near you again. No one hurts my angel”

Xavier sighed, watching him kiss the bruises and heal them from his touch. He bit his lips, shaking his head as he looked to him for an answer. “I don’t wanna have a baby,” he whispered quietly, scared that Louis might’ve heard him. But then again, that’d be a good thing. He needed him to know of that, to let him know that he wasn’t okay with the ordeal of being a parent.

Louis looked up at him before gently whispering things to his stomach “honey look I know it’s your body and in the end it’s your choice but I really wish you wouldnt harm this angel. He or she loves you very much”

Xavier sighed, shaking his head as he pulled Louis away from his stomach. "Whatever. I just don't think I'm ready for any of this," he whispered, sighing to himself.

Dannie looked to Xander and bit his lip, then walked to the bathroom and turned on the bath to warm water. He added sweet scented bubbles until the entire tub was full. He then turned on the heater and walked into the living room, immediately wrapping his arms around Xander in a sudden hug.

"I’m sorry you’re hurting so much." He whispered, arms holding the boy tightly into his chest. He couldn’t help but feel partly responsible. If he would’ve known this was a problem, he would have offered help earlier. What could he do now, though? He sighed, a bit stressed out by the problem.

Dannie slowly removed his jacket from Xander’s body, as well as the boy’s shirt. “Go on, hop in the bath. When you get out I’ll be here. I promise.” He swore, pressing a gentle kiss to his array of dark curls. It may not have been healthy for him to be so attached to this boy, but in this very moment, he didn’t care.

Xander sighed, sitting down on one of the chairs as he looked around their home. It was empty, but cozy. He didn’t know what he loved especially about it, but he just did. He walked himself towards the bed, sighing as he fidgeted around with the sheets.

When he felt Dannie’s arms around him, sighed quietly, shaking his head as he hugged him back almost simultaneously. “It’s not your fault Curly, it’s not,” he whispered, sighing as he helped Dannie take off his jacket and shirt.

"What if the water makes me turn fatter?" he asks quietly, looking up to him and waited for an answer. He then looked back down, pinching at the skin that clung to his bones that were so prominent he’d probably be considered a skeleton. "I don’t wanna get more fat," he whispered, still pinching at the skin.

"It won’t. Water physically can’t make you fat, it’s impossible." He said with a slight chuckle as he pulled the sheets back off the bed. He opened a drawer connected to the bottom of the bed and pulled another blanket onto the bed. It was bound to be extra cold tonight.

When the boy finally left the room, he slid out of his boxers and into a fresh pair from the dryer. He then climbed into bed and stretched his body out, closing his eyes as he relaxed into the mattress. He took in a deep breath and inhaled the scent of bubbles, shampoos and other such things flowing from the bathroom and smiled.

Dannie hoped the bath would also calm him down a bit. Though, if this continued, it would be a real problem. He’d probably end up force feeding him or making him drink water, or even worse, he’d have to start taking pills. He cringed at the thought.

#goodnight lovely!#have a good day tomorrow! xx #maydaymuse

Xander sighed, nodding his head as he made his way to the bathroom. He decided to keep the door open for Dannie, just in case he'd want to go inside to get something.

He sighed to himself as he stripped down his clothes and go down into the tub. The angel let out a little sigh, instantly relaxing into the warmness that came from the water.

The boy closed his eyes, keeping himself drenched underneath the water and bubbles. His head hung low, close to the edge of where the water would come. He began to think of a life where he doesn't have to be like this, doesn't have to think or do; he began to think of a life when he commits suicide.

Dannie looked to Xander and bit his lip, then walked to the bathroom and turned on the bath to warm water. He added sweet scented bubbles until the entire tub was full. He then turned on the heater and walked into the living room, immediately wrapping his arms around Xander in a sudden hug.

"I’m sorry you’re hurting so much." He whispered, arms holding the boy tightly into his chest. He couldn’t help but feel partly responsible. If he would’ve known this was a problem, he would have offered help earlier. What could he do now, though? He sighed, a bit stressed out by the problem.

Dannie slowly removed his jacket from Xander’s body, as well as the boy’s shirt. “Go on, hop in the bath. When you get out I’ll be here. I promise.” He swore, pressing a gentle kiss to his array of dark curls. It may not have been healthy for him to be so attached to this boy, but in this very moment, he didn’t care.

#then go to sleep love #maydaymuse

Xander sighed, sitting down on one of the chairs as he looked around their home. It was empty, but cozy. He didn't know what he loved especially about it, but he just did. He walked himself towards the bed, sighing as he fidgeted around with the sheets.

When he felt Dannie's arms around him, sighed quietly, shaking his head as he hugged him back almost simultaneously. "It's not your fault Curly, it's not," he whispered, sighing as he helped Dannie take off his jacket and shirt.

"What if the water makes me turn fatter?" he asks quietly, looking up to him and waited for an answer. He then looked back down, pinching at the skin that clung to his bones that were so prominent he'd probably be considered a skeleton. "I don't wanna get more fat," he whispered, still pinching at the skin.

Louis gently hovered over the male, lightly kissing the old and new bruises before gently placing his hands over them, to heal them. He looked at his stomach and peppered kisses all over the area “the baby is okay, just really really scared. Try talking to him or her to relax them” he suggested as he got up to get clothes for the male to wear “I swear I’ll kill him if he comes near you again. No one hurts my angel”

Xavier sighed, watching him kiss the bruises and heal them from his touch. He bit his lips, shaking his head as he looked to him for an answer. "I don't wanna have a baby," he whispered quietly, scared that Louis might've heard him. But then again, that'd be a good thing. He needed him to know of that, to let him know that he wasn't okay with the ordeal of being a parent.

It was a long walk back home. Dannie couldn’t bring himself to make proper eye contact with Xander, because every time he did, tears brimmed at his eyes. Rain only got heavier, and by the time they got back, they were soaked and the food was fine. He placed the food on the counter and closed the door, glancing at Xander.

It was well into night by this point, and he was drenched and somewhat cold. Without waiting for Xander to leave the room, he threw off his t-shirt and slid out of his jeans. The only thing that had been saved from being drenched were his boxers.

Then, he sat down on the bed and looked at the demon. “…Do you want to take a bath?” He asked, bringing his eyes up to meet him. “You look cold. And really wet. I don’t want you getting sick, you’d only be weaker.” He sighed, shaking out his blonde curls.