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ryan | they/them | main: greencreekwolf | this is just a dumping ground of inspiration for my sub eddie stuff | icon by @realchemistry

[subspace-eddie]

Seeing you reblog something for the first time in over a year made my heartrate spike!!! I love this little sub Eddie inspo blog you've made and come back to it every few weeks to look at it again haha. Do you think you'll ever write more for 911? Not trying to pressure, just curious <3

oh bless your heart <3 and thank you! i did leave poor sub eddie abandoned didn't i 😂 he is close to my heart no matter what! and as for writing more 911 fic i wouldn't rule it out. my inspiration for it is a little dry at the moment plus im very focused on finishing the first draft of my novel but buddie and 911 does have a special place in my heart so i could see myself returning to it one day! at least to finish my sub eddie fic if nothing else, i would really like to do that. and knowing there is someone who is so interested helps!

[pairofraggedclaws]

sub!eddie rec list

seeing @subeddiediaz's rec list inspired me to finally put together this rec list of my own, which i've been planning to do for....i think months at this point. so here's a bunch of sub!eddie, it's all buddie unless otherwise noted.

lots of these authors have more amazing fic, sub!eddie and otherwise, that is worth checking out!! if you like their fic pass the love along and leave them a comment telling them so <3

i couldn't find a tumblr for everyone, so if you know of one that i missed please let me know!!

taken or freely given by jay (tofupofu) cnc, pain play Eddie wants to be submissive. He really does. Something in him longs to be taken out of his head, but he just... can't seem to find the words. He has trouble asking for what he wants directly. It takes time, and lots of talking, but eventually, they end up here.

Coming Untouched (Undone) by buckupbuttercup | @buckedupbuttercup orgasm denial, public sex Buck’s new hyperfixation is making Eddie come, untouched, on his dick—and on his dick only. Eddie can’t do it. Commence slow but sure descent into insanity (and desperation for Buck’s cock).

the same kind of music haunts her bedroom by anonymous hypnotism, forced orgasm, dubcon when you accidentally hypnotize your boyfriend but it's fine because you're both freaks.

IPA by kittyeddie | @mangonadaeddie deepthroating Eddie looks so good like this; naked, sitting back on his knees, tucked between Buck’s legs. Buck takes a sip from his IPA and settles further into the couch, his clothed cock only a couple inches from where he’ll be burying it in a little while.

Kinktober 2023 Day 2: Roleplaying by deans_lavender_nightgown roleplay, dirty talk, humiliation “So, is there a particular reason you booked this appointment? You already seem to be in great shape.” Eddie blushed and looked down at himself. “Well, uh, I’m a firefighter, so it’s pretty important that I stay strong. I guess I’m looking for a trainer who can really push me. The job keeps me in shape but there’s always room to improve.” Buck hummed, looking Eddie from head to toe, eyes assessing each and every muscle. “I’m sure there’s something I can help with,” Buck smirked.

shatter me with your touch (you're the sculptor, i'm the clay) by oldsouls bondage, clipboard!buck ‘Have you heard of the seven erogenous zones?’ Eddie simply stares at Buck, eyes wide. The seven what? Buck laughs. ‘I’m going to take that as a no. So, apparently, there are seven erogenous zones. You know, like, parts of the body that turn you on? And tonight, I’m going to test them all out on you. If you’ll let me.’

i beg you, don't embarrass me, motherfucker by thebelljar | @happydiaz dirty talk, cnc elements “In the car on the side of the road,” Buck goes on, relentless. “In the ocean beneath the water, broad daylight. On my lap at the, oh, the movie theatre, biting your hand to stay quiet. The bathroom at a nightclub, bent over the sink, baby, fuck. On the sidewalk with the whole world watching. You’d crawl onto your hands and knees and beg for more, wouldn’t you. Just tell me.” Eddie can’t breathe. I won’t, he thinks, but what comes out of his mouth is a wobbly, gasping, “I can’t,” instead.

let me wrap my teeth around the world by folkfae | @folk-fae cockwarming, subspace When Eddie had come over to Buck‘s loft for dinner and a movie, he’d thought he was going to get dinner and a movie they’ve seen a hundred times before and could easily fuck to. He hadn’t been expecting Buck to turn on a fucking dance movie from 2014 with complete seriousness and ask Eddie to really watch it with him. It’s only because Eddie’s so embarrassingly in love with him that he agreed. But he can only take so many dramatic choreographed dance sequences and over-the-top acting before he needs to do something else to occupy his mind. And his mouth.

gifts are free (love is earned) by elisela | @elisela and thisissirius | @thisissirius semi-public sex, dirty talk “Truck or alley?” The words throw him and he blinks, pulling his head back to look at Buck. “Truck,” he manages, because there’s no way in hell he’s being arrested for indecent exposure tonight, surrounded by dumpsters with a vibrator up his ass.

The Other Thing by glorious_spoon | @glorious-spoon spanking Eddie is blushing, and it's one of the prettiest sights Buck has ever seen, and he'll blame that completely for the next thing that comes out of his mouth. "Do you want me to do it again?"

rough riders by SymphonySoldier97 | @sonofatoasterwaffle pain kink Apparently, Eddie likes it rough. Buck is determined to give it to him exactly how he needs.

everything you need (put all you need in me) by jaekyu semi-public sex Eddie imagines it. The faux-domesticity of grocery shopping with his best friend and full-time fuckbuddy, filled up with come like a jam donut or something. It would be kind of ironic. It would be definitely, wholeheartedly, totally erotic.

Both Bermuda and Golden (Lost but Doing Just Fine): Double Trouble by letmetellyouaboutmyfeels | @letmetellyouaboutmyfeels double penetration, buck/eddie/tommy Eddie didn't think he'd be like this when he finally got with a man. Desperate. Hungry. Needing. But he is, and lucky for him, Buck's happy to call in a favor from a friend to help give Eddie everything he needs... and more.

tell me (what you'd do to me tonight) by LikeAMovieIOnceSaw | @teddy-after-all pegging, shannon/eddie "Shan–" She slaps his face. It stings, even though it wasn't hard. She wasn't trying to hurt, just to interrupt him. "Don't speak," she says and caresses his cheek in a mockery of gentleness, "just be silent, baby. Just be good."

[un-father]

What if I send you to bed with my cum leaking out of every hole?

[vodkabottom-deactivated20240522]

My favorite bedtime story

[greedysadistdad]

Good morning cuddles include my hand wrapped around your throat while I gently fuck your ass.

[zegalba]

shibari figurines by constant heaven

[goodishgirlx]

i love being tied or taped or chained but there's nothing quite like feeling someone's hands holding you down, actually overpowering you, and knowing how little and helpless you are to them

[zegalba]

Juri Yamaguchi

[subspace-eddie]

so eddie absolutely has a complex about being “lazy” and not doing enough (in all aspects of life) which means that buck makes it his mission to encourage eddie to be as lazy as possible, just lounging in their bed, not lifting a finger while buck sucks and fucks him into oblivion

yeah yeah exactly

buck makes sure eddie gets to he his precious pillow princess, not bogged down by any worries or what he thinks he should do, just open and bare to the feelings and free in a way he never gets to be, laid back to do nothing but feel pleasure

[subspace-eddie]

hmm eddie all laid out and spread open and tied down, vulnerable and still, nothing but a vessel for buck fill up, eyes rolling back into his head and small "uh uh uhs" falling from his mouth as buck fucks into him hard and deep, cockhead thick and wet and hitting eddie's prostate with each stroke, but all of that is secondary to the holy filth coming out of buck's mouth, babbling about fucking eddie so hard and so good that he gets pregnant, telling eddie he needs to be good and still so it will catch, so buck's come will soak into eddie's body and tie them together in an act of creation, buck's large hands on eddie's thighs holding him open, eyes latched onto eddie's belly and watching the way it subtly extends because of how deep buck is, eddie absolutely on fire, burning and collapsing and nothing but velvet ash in buck's hands, every part of him going sore and tight and hot from buck's words and imagining getting to keep and carry a part of buck inside him like that, and buck releases the ties around one of eddie's wrists so he can watch as eddie lays a hand over his belly cause he wants to feel it when buck comes, wants to feel it take root within him and swell, wants to be made messy and new, spurting all over himself as buck says how pretty he will look carrying their child and how buck wants to keep him tied up like this forever cause he was made to be bred, and buck wants nothing more than to fill him up over and over and over and make him fat with buck's come and their child

[thelittlelostprincess333]

Fallen Angel😇

[odeofagentlegiant]

A soft dominant peppering kisses all over their submissive's face while fucking them slowly, bringing their hands up to intertwine them with their submissive's and whispering things like "You mean everything to me. Let me show you what you're worth." After kissing their lips, making the submissive melt.

[subspace-eddie]

Eddie Diaz

AKA

1 of the 4 men I'd bottom for

He was my gay awakening 12YO me went nuts

eddie diaz can do anything he likes and i will only thank him for it

[sapphling]

divinity kink in less of a "fuck me in a nun habit" way and more of a "put me on my knees and rewrite my understanding of faith and show me what a loving god's hand feels like and give me mercy and wrath and splendor and leave your communion dripping from my lips and teach me how every part of my body was meant to worship you"

[literatureandotherstuff]

also divinity kink in a "my mortality corrupts you to turn into something that isn't entirely divine anymore" way, a "divinity is a lonely perch, let me drag you to the earth with my base soul" and "all may worship at your altar but whose altar do you bow to" way

[yellow-cat]

sorry i came back wrong do you still wanna hit it

[subspace-eddie]

Would you think of ever adding Scent kink or cockwarming? Those are pretty subby things Eddie could want

ahhh i forgot about cockwarming! yes that is in there. as far as scent kink, maybe, to a degree, if it takes me there

[subspace-eddie]

How many words does your Subspace Eddie fic have and what kinks will it have?

well i have planned and plotted more than i have written tbh and what i have written is all over the place and not in order, but i reckon what is written is between 5k and 7k

as far as kinks so far there is spanking, feminization, spit kink, edging, sensory deprivation, bondage, breathplay, and a lil breeding kink. i am sure there will be others since i keep adding stuff and am kinda flying by the seat of my pants

[subspace-eddie]

alright. let’s talk buck using a vibrating dildo and/or butt plug on eddie just so he can sit back and watch eddie’s entire body shake with how good it feels. maybe buck even lets eddie come as many times as he wants, no limits, no need to ask, and at first it’s great, but then after the third time buck shows no signs of turning the thing off, and eddie knows he’s in for a long night of coming so many times he blacks out.

goddddd yesss let's

buck gets a vibrating dildo that is in the shape his own cock, gets eddie all warmed up with kisses and light touches, slowly helping him descend down down down with murmured orders and praise, then lays eddie out on the bed and tells him that he is going to watch and see what eddie looks like when he is getting fucked by buck's cock and opens eddie up nice and slow until his is dripping, hole completely soaked, and buck drops down and spits on eddie's rim, watches it blend with the lube and shine against the hair and pink skin and move around buck's fingers, then he gets out the dildo and shoves it in roughly because that's how eddie likes it, everything all at once so he can feel it in his very core, and the gasp eddie lets out as his back arches is almost enough to make buck come. then he pulls back and watches, controlling the speed of the vibrations, forbidding eddie from touching his cock because that belongs to buck alone but he allows eddie to grab at his own shivering thighs and play with his nipples, and buck loves watching the erratic way eddie's hand move over his own skin and body, and eddie loves being on display, seen to his very core and allowed to be an absolute wreck and appreciated for it. and so it goes on and on and on, eddie coming hard and rushed and fast and long and then lazily and slow and so painful but it's so good and buck just keeps watching, giving directions every now and then, hand around his own cock, fisting it so tight in an imitation of eddie's ass and once eddie is so spent that he physically can't come anymore, tear tracks carving down his cheeks and chest heaving, skin as red and abused as his nipples, buck gets close and jerks himself off rough and fast while making sure the didlo pounds against eddie's prostate and comes all over eddie, and eddie has just enough strength to stick out his tongue when buck tells him to in order to catch some of buck's come and hold it there for a while before swallowing