hi just created this blog..gonna be posting/reblogging nonfandom related stuff...prepare to read constant complaints about my love life and my work drama and schoolwork
I DONT NEED REST I NEED CAFFIENE CAUSE I GOTTA GET SOME SLEEP ‼️‼️‼️ I EVEN FOUND THE PERFECT SPACE BETWEEN A ROCK AND HARDER PLACE ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
okay so me and Girl were driving yesterday to our friends house. Girl was driving, i was in the front passenger seat, and two friends were in the backseat. i was really tired and kinda just over being around our friends (i love them but i just wanted to be alone with her lolol) and so i was just looking out the window and then she reached over and grabbed my hand and so we held hands while she was driving. and she was doing the thumb thing and rubbing my hand. aajjfjfjfkfkfjfhrhjrjrhrh!!!!!!!!
somehow ive found myself in another situationship where we act like gfs but shes not ready to commit but she still wants to see each other all the time and kiss but we're not together riiight riiiiiight
okay im gonna do a retelling of events from today cause i think i had some pretty flirty gay interactions with this kinda friend of mine (we have tons of mutual friends, she eats at the restaurant i work at often with said friends, we've played minecraft online once with another friend but today was our first time hanging out for real)
so we're hanging out and its me, Girl, F, A, and Z. (using initials just in case idk idk whatever) we drive around for a bit, do some fun dumb shit, and eventually we end up sitting around an unlit fire pit in A's backyard. thats not really too important but i have to set the scene
im going in order so it doesnt get too confusing so i swear it gets better as it goes on
-there was only four chairs in the circle. theres five people. everyone is sitting in a chair except for F. he comes over and pushes Girl out of her seat. haha funny haha. Girl comes over and sits on the ground right beside my chair. the chairs are aligned so that they make a perfect circle around the fire pit except theres a empty spot where theres no chair. she couldve completed the circle and sat there, but she sat right by me instead. and obvi she was between me and Z, but she sat closer to me than Z
-i eventually get out of my seat and join her on the ground cause i feel bad shes the only one not in a chair. the circle pit we're sitting in is filled with tiny pebbles. me and Girl keep lightly throwing pebbles at each other, wordlessly, just tossing them over every few minutes and giggling. none of the boys noticed this happening lmao and we were doing it for a good 30 minutes
-later, we start to just ignore the boys and face towards each other while digging around in the pebbles. we would find cool ones, show each other, and set them aside. we even turned on our phone flashlights so we could look better
-F and Z have to go home cause its like 10pm, the rest of us stay. me and Girl keep jokingly ignoring A so we could dig for pebbles
-eventually A leaves and goes inside his house, and me and Girl stay outside of his house together, just the two of us, FOR ANOTHER 30 MINUTES!!!! we talked and laughed and searched for pebbles, and i told her how i have a rock collection at home. we even dug to the bottom and made a little pebble island c:
-Girl walks me home, then i go inside and shower get ready for bed etc cause its like 11pm atp. then i see that she texted me and asked to see my rock collection!!!!!!!!!!!!
-also she told me she liked my socks (i was wearing frilly socks) and that i was very colorful lolol :) and we talked about our collections of converse and vans
idk maybe im just looking too much into things but like. it felt like more than just friends. its so hard to describe over text but it FELT SOOOO AAGAGHHFJFKFKFK idk idk she could just be being nice
okay update we were texting all day yesterday and then we hung out again today (got food and ice cream. F was also there) and it was so good omfg shes so cool
OKAY UPDATE THREE IT WAS MOST PROBABLY FLIRTING WE HUNG OUT AGAIN TODAY AND AND AND AND
so we were in A's backyard again for hours (there was like 6 of us so not just me and Girl btw) and we dug around in the rocks again and then we all moved to the trampoline. Girl and i started out sitting far apart but then eventually i came and sat beside her. she scooted closer to me so our knees were touching. we kept getting closer and bumping each other throughout the night. then we ended up laying right next to each other ARMS TOUCHING LEGS TOUCHING HEADS RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER
THEN THEN THEN THEN
we went to another friends house (we'll call him O) and watched two movies. we were literally CUDDLING THROUGH BOTH WHOLE MOVIES WITH MY HEAD ON HER CHEST AND HER ARM AROUND ME AND SHE KEPT DOING THE THUMB RUBBING THING ON MY ARMS AND AAGGHTHTJTLGK AND WHEN THEY WERE OVER SHE DROVE ME HOME AND WE TALKED AND LAUGHED AND AGHHHHHFJFKFJFJFJJFJFJFKFFKK
okay im gonna do a retelling of events from today cause i think i had some pretty flirty gay interactions with this kinda friend of mine (we have tons of mutual friends, she eats at the restaurant i work at often with said friends, we've played minecraft online once with another friend but today was our first time hanging out for real)
so we're hanging out and its me, Girl, F, A, and Z. (using initials just in case idk idk whatever) we drive around for a bit, do some fun dumb shit, and eventually we end up sitting around an unlit fire pit in A's backyard. thats not really too important but i have to set the scene
im going in order so it doesnt get too confusing so i swear it gets better as it goes on
-there was only four chairs in the circle. theres five people. everyone is sitting in a chair except for F. he comes over and pushes Girl out of her seat. haha funny haha. Girl comes over and sits on the ground right beside my chair. the chairs are aligned so that they make a perfect circle around the fire pit except theres a empty spot where theres no chair. she couldve completed the circle and sat there, but she sat right by me instead. and obvi she was between me and Z, but she sat closer to me than Z
-i eventually get out of my seat and join her on the ground cause i feel bad shes the only one not in a chair. the circle pit we're sitting in is filled with tiny pebbles. me and Girl keep lightly throwing pebbles at each other, wordlessly, just tossing them over every few minutes and giggling. none of the boys noticed this happening lmao and we were doing it for a good 30 minutes
-later, we start to just ignore the boys and face towards each other while digging around in the pebbles. we would find cool ones, show each other, and set them aside. we even turned on our phone flashlights so we could look better
-F and Z have to go home cause its like 10pm, the rest of us stay. me and Girl keep jokingly ignoring A so we could dig for pebbles
-eventually A leaves and goes inside his house, and me and Girl stay outside of his house together, just the two of us, FOR ANOTHER 30 MINUTES!!!! we talked and laughed and searched for pebbles, and i told her how i have a rock collection at home. we even dug to the bottom and made a little pebble island c:
-Girl walks me home, then i go inside and shower get ready for bed etc cause its like 11pm atp. then i see that she texted me and asked to see my rock collection!!!!!!!!!!!!
-also she told me she liked my socks (i was wearing frilly socks) and that i was very colorful lolol :) and we talked about our collections of converse and vans
idk maybe im just looking too much into things but like. it felt like more than just friends. its so hard to describe over text but it FELT SOOOO AAGAGHHFJFKFKFK idk idk she could just be being nice
okay update we were texting all day yesterday and then we hung out again today (got food and ice cream. F was also there) and it was so good omfg shes so cool
okay im gonna do a retelling of events from today cause i think i had some pretty flirty gay interactions with this kinda friend of mine (we have tons of mutual friends, she eats at the restaurant i work at often with said friends, we've played minecraft online once with another friend but today was our first time hanging out for real)
so we're hanging out and its me, Girl, F, A, and Z. (using initials just in case idk idk whatever) we drive around for a bit, do some fun dumb shit, and eventually we end up sitting around an unlit fire pit in A's backyard. thats not really too important but i have to set the scene
im going in order so it doesnt get too confusing so i swear it gets better as it goes on
-there was only four chairs in the circle. theres five people. everyone is sitting in a chair except for F. he comes over and pushes Girl out of her seat. haha funny haha. Girl comes over and sits on the ground right beside my chair. the chairs are aligned so that they make a perfect circle around the fire pit except theres a empty spot where theres no chair. she couldve completed the circle and sat there, but she sat right by me instead. and obvi she was between me and Z, but she sat closer to me than Z
-i eventually get out of my seat and join her on the ground cause i feel bad shes the only one not in a chair. the circle pit we're sitting in is filled with tiny pebbles. me and Girl keep lightly throwing pebbles at each other, wordlessly, just tossing them over every few minutes and giggling. none of the boys noticed this happening lmao and we were doing it for a good 30 minutes
-later, we start to just ignore the boys and face towards each other while digging around in the pebbles. we would find cool ones, show each other, and set them aside. we even turned on our phone flashlights so we could look better
-F and Z have to go home cause its like 10pm, the rest of us stay. me and Girl keep jokingly ignoring A so we could dig for pebbles
-eventually A leaves and goes inside his house, and me and Girl stay outside of his house together, just the two of us, FOR ANOTHER 30 MINUTES!!!! we talked and laughed and searched for pebbles, and i told her how i have a rock collection at home. we even dug to the bottom and made a little pebble island c:
-Girl walks me home, then i go inside and shower get ready for bed etc cause its like 11pm atp. then i see that she texted me and asked to see my rock collection!!!!!!!!!!!!
-also she told me she liked my socks (i was wearing frilly socks) and that i was very colorful lolol :) and we talked about our collections of converse and vans
idk maybe im just looking too much into things but like. it felt like more than just friends. its so hard to describe over text but it FELT SOOOO AAGAGHHFJFKFKFK idk idk she could just be being nice
okay update we were texting all day yesterday and then we hung out again today (got food and ice cream. F was also there) and it was so good omfg shes so cool
okay im gonna do a retelling of events from today cause i think i had some pretty flirty gay interactions with this kinda friend of mine (we have tons of mutual friends, she eats at the restaurant i work at often with said friends, we've played minecraft online once with another friend but today was our first time hanging out for real)
so we're hanging out and its me, Girl, F, A, and Z. (using initials just in case idk idk whatever) we drive around for a bit, do some fun dumb shit, and eventually we end up sitting around an unlit fire pit in A's backyard. thats not really too important but i have to set the scene
im going in order so it doesnt get too confusing so i swear it gets better as it goes on
-there was only four chairs in the circle. theres five people. everyone is sitting in a chair except for F. he comes over and pushes Girl out of her seat. haha funny haha. Girl comes over and sits on the ground right beside my chair. the chairs are aligned so that they make a perfect circle around the fire pit except theres a empty spot where theres no chair. she couldve completed the circle and sat there, but she sat right by me instead. and obvi she was between me and Z, but she sat closer to me than Z
-i eventually get out of my seat and join her on the ground cause i feel bad shes the only one not in a chair. the circle pit we're sitting in is filled with tiny pebbles. me and Girl keep lightly throwing pebbles at each other, wordlessly, just tossing them over every few minutes and giggling. none of the boys noticed this happening lmao and we were doing it for a good 30 minutes
-later, we start to just ignore the boys and face towards each other while digging around in the pebbles. we would find cool ones, show each other, and set them aside. we even turned on our phone flashlights so we could look better
-F and Z have to go home cause its like 10pm, the rest of us stay. me and Girl keep jokingly ignoring A so we could dig for pebbles
-eventually A leaves and goes inside his house, and me and Girl stay outside of his house together, just the two of us, FOR ANOTHER 30 MINUTES!!!! we talked and laughed and searched for pebbles, and i told her how i have a rock collection at home. we even dug to the bottom and made a little pebble island c:
-Girl walks me home, then i go inside and shower get ready for bed etc cause its like 11pm atp. then i see that she texted me and asked to see my rock collection!!!!!!!!!!!!
-also she told me she liked my socks (i was wearing frilly socks) and that i was very colorful lolol :) and we talked about our collections of converse and vans
idk maybe im just looking too much into things but like. it felt like more than just friends. its so hard to describe over text but it FELT SOOOO AAGAGHHFJFKFKFK idk idk she could just be being nice
