dizzy @suckerpunch22 - Tumblr Blog

hi just created this blog..gonna be posting/reblogging nonfandom related stuff...prepare to read constant complaints about my love life and my work drama and schoolwork

#wow ive never had two blogs before #i deleted a bunch of posts off of my other blog so i can keep it fully fandom related stuff #tbh idk how much ill use my other blog now #prob just be reblogging artwork and talking about hunter #and promoting my fics #i say that as if i have more than one #im still in the planning stages of my second one okay #and..trying to finish the last chapter of my first one..#enough about my fics thats what the other blog is for #anyways #yay new blog #tbh no ones probably ever gonna see any of these posts #maybe thats for the best #ill probably be posting a lot of lyrics on this blog so i dont clog my other blog with them #even though lyrics are..fandom related..whatever i dont care I DONT CARE!!!!

its like im looking down from the ceiling above / never in the moment, never giving enough

#lyrics #orla gartland #orla gartland why am i like this?

i dyed my hair brown (my natural color) because my family kept telling me to and it feels like im mourning myself

#i dont feel like myself without my fun colored hair #its okay its just for two months. i tell myself on the verge of tears #im kinda kidding #mostly kidding #ill be going back to pink in august TRUST #natural hair during pride month is crazy #evil actually

genuinely just had one of the worst days of my life what the fuck was that shift

im perfectly fine until i get hit with the unstoppable wave of sadness because i miss my boy and i dont have any real friends and i dont leave my house except for work and i have no plan for my future and everyone ive loved has deemed me not worth enough to try to love me and im so tired and mentally exhausted all the time and i just wanna live a normal teenage life and go to an in-person school but like other than that im totally fine

will this finally be the year where i get to kiss a girl during pride month? stay tuned to find out

suckerpunch22

everyone keeps telling me to dye my hair brown again theyre trying to kill my whimsy!!!!!!!!!!!

suckerpunch22

i bought brown hair dye.....i gave in to the haters SIGH SIGH SIGH SIGH

i need to stop relating to desperation. i need to let my give-a-fucks go on vacation

#can i finally be that me espresso #sabrina carpenter #short n' sweet #sabrina carpenter lyrics #sabrina carpenter short n' sweet #i wanna work late cause im a singer

everyone keeps telling me to dye my hair brown again theyre trying to kill my whimsy!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes i wonder if anyone who likes my lyric posts ever clicks on my profile, expecting to see more, and then gets bombarded by my constant posts about my love life

#if that applies to you..hey hi..

okay So my roster is officially Empty!!!!!!!

this has been such a weird weekend. in the span of two days, my ex broke no contact, my situationship broke up with me, AND my old crush started snapping me

#i havent even had time to freak out about the old crush because ive been focusing on the ex and the breakup #mostly focusing on the ex tbh #fuck i miss him I MISS HIM #come back to me boy..text me again..#he makes me want to post on my story everyday in the hopes that he'll reply to it like he did yesterday #i want just SOME form of contact between us #i miss snapping him #i miss sending videos and voice notes back and forth #i miss texting him #i miss his voice #wow okay these tags got away from me

just got broken up with but its okay cause hiidef just dropped a new sweatshirt and i bought it inbetween reading the breakup texts

#wasnt REALLY a breakup a guess #it was just a situationship #but still #ouch!!!!!!!!

suckerpunch22

oh also ive been no contact with The Boy for like 3 days and im actually doing great. i even saw him at work today and was totally fine I THINK IM FINALLY HEALING

suckerpunch22

she had no idea they were gonna play in her face

#The Boy

did me wrong in the past / and i know it was bad / but you burn inside my memory so well / you caramel, youre caramel

#lyrics #conan gray #wishbone #conan gray lyrics #wishbone conan gray

suckerpunch22

what i would give to see his notification in my phone again. one more conversation. just one more bro please

suckerpunch22

well. i Guess i Did

UM UM UM UM I WAS AT WORK AND I CHECKED MY PHONE AND THE BOY BROKE NO CONTACT????? HE REPLIED TO MY STORY????????

#The Boy #i posted a picture of my friends bday cake (it had his face on it)#AND HE REPLIED TO IT #“Thats dope”#okay??????? alright???????????#i responded and he just. opened it. didnt respond. didnt snap me. NOTHING #im so conflicted #i was at work so i went to my two coworkers/friends and told them and freaked the fuck out #i was also working with The Boy's brother #and i went up to him like “im pissed at your brother again” and told him about it #he didnt really have anything to say #it made me so anxious the rest of my shift #cause i didnt open it until i was off #i didnt wanna get into that while on the clock #scary scary scary scary #but god i wish he wouldve responded. or snapped me. OR SOMETHING OTHER THAN JUST SAYING “Thats dope”

Trending Blogs

Recently Viewed Blogs

dizzy