Just Me.

“I tried to write about your eyes , but i ran out of clichés. I tried to say you plainly, but there wasn’t enough truth. Whoever invented this language, did not anticipate you.” -Unknown.

[suckonmygawea]

5 carat 10 mm Alexandrite gemstone, set in 14k gold, with 24 diamonds.

[suckonmygawea]

People truly don’t understand the weight of it.

Something was taken from me. Something with immeasurable weight. It was intricately tied to the pillars of my being.

I was tightly wound, and losing that thread made me unrecognizable. I would look in the mirror and not know who was staring back. I would run my fingers over my raw skin, wondering why after an hour of showering, after weeks have past, I could still feel you touching me.

They never talk about it. Talk about how having this thing taken from you dismantles you. I had come so. Far. I had learned to love myself after years of self loathing. I had built myself up to someone I felt was worth it. But none of that matters, because the thing that was taken from me is something I can’t give myself back. He can’t give me it back. No one can.

Now? I don’t know who I am. I don’t know who I am without that piece you took from me.

I don’t know what I feel without that piece you took from me.

I don’t know how to love myself without that piece you took from me.

Fuck. You.

[suckonmygawea]

Fashion show tings

[suckonmygawea]

I’m back

But I’m not better.

[chrissongzzz]

[caramelanin]

and patience

[alternativeblkgal]

and compromise. and learning.

[badgyal-k-deactivated20190901]

Giving up pride

[tamwah]

[tainbocuailnge]

[hecallsmepineappleprincess]

The poison for kuzco

[hecallsmepineappleprincess]

Kuzco's poison

[hecallsmepineappleprincess]

The poison

[avpdsnail]

so much is going on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it’s too much!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just want to sleep in the forest for 190 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i’m tired leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[melany-elena]

Issa #FentyFace

[suckonmygawea]

When a girl who used to be your friend calls you an almost rapist because you made out with her and didn’t stop right away when we were fucked up yet she’s fucking the guy that raped you that same night 🙃

[flawlassglam]

[donidarkowitz]

[suckonmygawea]

I don't recognize who I am anymore.

[hipstered]

have a relationship thats mature enough to sit down and be like “ look this is our problem and this is how we’re gonna fix it..” SIMPLE

[doyouthinkaboutme]

Legit

[bonheurillimite]

🙌🏾

[suckonmygawea]

So grateful that's what I have. If not, what I did would have ended us.

[suckonmygawea]

I'm completing a social media hiatus.

This is the only outlet I'll have for the next few months. Let's see how this goes.