masse und macht

i merely exist in my mind; the rest is void

[neutralfleur]

what’s in my bag <3

[saywasp]

adark.lana

[aloneandforsakenbyfateandbyman]

Barbara Rey in El Periscopio (1979)

[1011001001]

[stuckinapril]

Do people realize that Israel is so unrestrained that it’s now launching attacks in Lebanon and Syria as well. Do people realize how little Arab people mean to these genocidal maniacs that they are now killing people in three Arab countries. Can genocide apologists pause their pure hatred for Arabs to at the very least admit this. Or are we going to pretend that Israel has a reason to be intensifying attacks in Damascus right now

[stuckinapril]

[stuckinapril]

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

[stuckinapril]

this is not just "look out the window and sigh" longing. i'm talking you're at the grocery store and you're suddenly hit w a wave of grief bc you don't have it. you don't have whatever it is you ache so badly to have. you go about your everyday life and yet it throbs under your skin moment by moment, almost as though it has a life of its own. that's the kind of longing i mean.

[neutralfleur]

Miss Fleur!

I was wondering if you have any tips for trying to live your life after being a rut? 🖤

hello sweetest

great question! not sure if this counts as a tip but i was stuck in a three year deep deep rut with literally zero identity or sense of belonging and i really believed there would be no coming back so! i spent all the money i had and bought myself a ticket to france to live in a house for €400 a month …… i was there for three months and i think what helps (for me) is the intense setting change where i am forced to take care of myself and prioritize my own needs and find a new rhythm that makes me at peace or joyful. i can’t rely on my old comforts or vices that kept me stuck. some of my favorite joy i think i’ll ever experience was being able to walk one (1!) block down to the bakery and spend €1.70 on a freshly made croissant. focus on the small things and those small steps will get you somewhere new. i gave myself a timeline and made goals with my therapist so i could be deliberate in pulling myself out of the rut but i was also very gentle with my feelings too. i would recommend setting out three new goals (nothing crazy we can always make more goals later) and a timeline to finish it by and be Nice to yourself! a lot of my life right now is because i took a chance and said yes and i eventually got out of anything that reminded me of the rut. a room makeover, a closet detox, journaling, trying something new, there is a good first step for you somewhere in there and i believe in you!

life is beautiful and you are the gift !!! hope this helps x

[heavensghost]

you don’t have to belong everywhere

[petalsinfall]

[20thcenturystarlet]

Girls in photo booths, 1940s-1980s

[velvetdoll]

la bête, 1975

[metamorphesque]

unfolding into another spring

mahmood darwish, sylvia plath, v.e. schwab, ana mendieta

buy me a coffee

[lamignonette]

[vegieburger]

[stlamb]

audrey emmett

[garfield-lasagna]

[stufflikethathere]

WRAPPED BOUQUET OF ROSES

CHRISTO 1969