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INDEPENDENT - SEMI-SELECTIVE - MULTIMUSE - HIGH ACTIVITY - 21+ ONLY BEN - 36 - HE/THEY TRANSMASC - JEW...ISH - OBLIVIOUS

Focusing on grief and the nonlinear unending cycles of healing from loss, the horrible depths one will go for the people they love, and the theft of personal autonomy by fate, g-ds, or the g-ds of our youth-- parents.

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@asoulofstars || @fellapart || @infamouscabal || @invocari || @kojiscorner || @multimatium || @muutos || @southern-belle-outcasts || @tragedyloved || @writtenrotten

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HIATUS: bought a house. things are expensive. lots of overtime.

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@infamouscabal

It is one thing to know that there was a dead girlfriend -- an explanation, not an excuse, for some of Johannes's cold nature and sharp tongue. It is entirely another to find (through the act of following one's nosey curiousity) said dead girlfriend hidden beneath the not-so-secret mad science laboratory.

Darcy stands in the doorway, her breath and heart stopped. Like a princess, she finds Bernice encased in a glass coffin, arranged as if she were simply sleeping and not... dead.

Dead for decades, if Darcy had the math right.

(She hopes she doesn't, that there's some mishap in her addition and subtraction)

"--Jesus."

And, now, the question of it all; should she pretend she'd never seen the Snow White deep beneath where she had lived part time for years? Or should she yell for Johannes right that moment, ask him what was intended by the unusual interment?

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cracking my knuckles

because

kiddos

its time for Johannes and Darcy drama

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You weren't supposed to hear that. / for Darcy!

"--But I did. No take-backsies. What are you gonna do about it, pout?"

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[ hair ] eugene and dani - girl dad knows how, too.

His fingers are unexpectedly tactile, gentle and diligent as they part through her sopping wet hair, piecing into parts and dancing segments around eachother. It's not a foreign feeling to Dani, not since she'd made a home in the Hårga, but back in America...

Pelle had been right, back then, when he'd said the US was fun but terrifying, how it made it seem not just necessary but good to be lost and drifting.

Contact like this, here in this land of what is and isn't mine, was unusual, almost novel.

Her teeth chatter together, and though it is not only because of the unseasonably frigid cold rain Dani had been caught in on the way to Eugene's (Professor Thompson's), she hopes he believes it is. Or, maybe, that he can see through her to some degree, perceive the nerves on fire in the pit of her stomach, and misunderstand the root of them.

His nails graze her scalp and Dani sighs softly despite herself, ears and cheeks flushing pink at the sound which had come from her without permission.

It is inappropriate, this experience. The linger touch of his hands at the crown of her head, the nape of her neck, the smell of smoke and aftershave drifting between them. Not that he has been her professor (she has already finished her classes with him last semester, thankfully), but as a forbidden target of her more devious desires.

Already, Dani has planted one errant Airpod behind his desk, still connected to her phone. As long as she stands on the street, she can hear whatever happens in his home -- and that, already, is too much, too dangerous. The connection would be easy to prove, should she ever follow through.

"You--" Her voice is rough from disuse, from the cold. | From holding back.

"If writing and teaching doesn't work out, you could always become a hair dresser."

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Forgetting the exact line of the movie I want to reference like

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[ cookies ] sender and receiver bake cookies together (we both know Rogue is doing the heavy lifting and Darcy is just taste testing)

This is a cute date thing, right? Like, normal couples (are they a couple? Darcy isn't entirely too sure) bake together all the time, she's sure.

Maybe not her mom and dad, but Ma would get annoyed with her dad's bulk in the kitchen and lovingly send him away with a spoon to lick. It happens plenty in movies, though.

And movies wouldn't lie to her.

"I'm gonna keep it real with you, babe, but I don't know the difference between baking powder and baking soda. Are they even different?"

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(For Din Djarin from @mysteriousmissweems, my Star Wars verse for her ) “I used to be a senator, but then I decided to retire.”

A long silence persists as Din tumbles over this new information and his thoughts on the matter. Perhaps too long; he isn't so keen on the line between acceptable and rude, and, for most of his life, had not bothered himself with the difference. But having Grogu in his life had illustrated the need for something softer when dealing with others, and so he tilts his head as an indication of his thoughtfulness, rather than being obtusely direct.

That is what others often did to show the process of thinking, he's sure.

"How's retired life? Been thinking about it myself."

[hororicide]

#HORORICIDE is an independent private, selective and low-activity roleplay blog middle aged WLW muses. We're multi-everything here. NSFW themes will be present. Do not follow if you are under 18

[wormnextdoor]

i love queerplatonic relationships where one of them is aroace and the other isn't. i love when the allo character has a crush that fades over time. i love when they don't care what they are to each other as long as they're together. i love when romance is an option that they don't choose. i love when both aros and allos feel fulfilled without romance or sex.

[luna-azzurra]

Me: I have a whole scene playing in my head, dialogue and everything

Also me: opens laptop, types "the man walked into the room" and stares at it for 45 minutes

[roguespaceships]

My ship preference is Man who makes terrible decisions and woman who he would let walk him on a leash in public if she asked

[cupcraft]

You never know what color pallette someone's Tumblr is till ppl are screenshotting posts and tags

[aropride]

do u like mine

[cupcraft]

Oh wow.

[cupcraft]

Some people on tumblr are reading ancient scrolls and you'd never know

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umbrella ] sender shares their umbrella with receiver when caught in the rain Charlie to rabbit

Socializing was a skill that had been missed in Rabbit's education. Common, for escapees of cults, especially when the compound consisted of a couple hundred barbarian shapeshifters who had shunned Rabbit. Incapable of shifting and born with necromancy, she'd been practically heretical in their eyes, and so whatever communication skills she might have learned among the other children was lost to her.

As an adult, it hardly becomes obvious. Except when a shifter (she knows the smell, even if she can't recognize what animal they are) holds out his umbrella to her, as a late summer storm wrecks havoc on the streets they stand on.

"I don't think we're going the same way." Rabbit responds dryly, still as stone under the shops awning.

"And I'm not very nice."

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑹𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶𝑴 𝑨𝑪𝑻𝑺 𝑶𝑭 𝑲𝑰𝑵𝑫𝑵𝑬𝑺𝑺. (  add " + " to reverse the action  )

[ door ] sender holds a door open for receiver

[ groceries ] sender helps receiver carry their groceries

[ compliment ] sender randomly compliments receiver

[ gift ] sender gives receiver a gift

[ pay ] sender pays for receiver's shopping / food

[ help ] sender and receiver help out at a busy place

[ share ] sender shares their meal with receiver

[ scarf ] sender hands receiver a scarf while out in the cold

[ cookies ] sender and receiver bake cookies together

[ bandage ] sender (re)bandages receiver's injury

[ care ] sender takes care of receiver

[ flowers ] sender brings receiver flowers just because

[ prepare ] sender prepares breakfast / dinner / etc. for receiver

[ charity ] sender and receiver do something for charity

[ umbrella ] sender shares their umbrella with receiver when caught in the rain

[ directions ] sender helps receiver find their way

[ blanket ] sender brings receiver a blanket when they are cold

[ listen ] sender listens to receiver getting something off their chest

[ ride ] sender offers receiver a ride home

[ shelter ] sender gives receiver a place to stay

[ protect ] sender is receiver's shield (literally or metaphorically)

[ snack ] sender offers receiver a snack

[ defend ] sender stands up for receiver being treated unfairly

[ surprise ] sender surprises receiver to cheer them up

[ move ] sender helps receiver move furniture / boxes

[ study ] sender helps receiver study

[ tears ] sender wipes away receiver's tears

[ clothes ] sender helps receiver change clothes

[ stay ] sender stays with receiver because they asked them to

[ up ] sender helps receiver who fell up

[ promise ] sender fulfills a promise once given to receiver

[ birthday ] sender does something special for receiver's birthday

[ fear ] sender helps receiver face something they are afraid of

[ nightmare ] sender comforts receiver after a nightmare

[ hair ] sender does receiver's hair

[ praise ] sender praises receiver when they doubt themselves

[ photo ] sender takes a picture of receiver

[ donate ] sender and receiver pick out things to donate

[ water ] sender brings receiver water without being asked

[ company ] sender keeps receiver company when they had a bad day

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༘⋆｡ stirring the pot starters

a mix of arguments, tension, manipulation, gossiping, fighting, & general emotional messiness!

you  weren't  supposed  to  hear  that.

don't  look  at  me  like  i'm  the  only  one  lying.

want  to  tell  them,  or  should  i?

you  think  i  don't  know  what  you  did?

i've  hit  people  for  less.

oh,  i  thought  you  already  knew.

that's  funny,  you  didn't  say  that  last  night.

say  that  again.  i  dare  you.

you  wanna  talk  about  loyalty?

no  offense,  but  if  you're  the  last  to  know,  that's  on  you.

go  ahead  -  pretend  like  it  wasn't  your  idea!

they  deserve  to  know  the  truth.

you  didn't  hear  this  from  me,  but  -

oh,  so  now  you  care?

don't  flatter  yourself.  you  were  just  convenient.

you  crossed  a  line.

we  had  bets  on  how  long  it  would  last.

it's  not  even  a  secret  anymore.

you  don't  get  to  cry  about  it  now.

touch  me  again  and  see  what  happens.

say  it  again.  louder  this  time.

you  really  thought  nobody  would  find  out?

don't  act  so  innocent.

okay,  but  am  i  the  villain  for  laughing?

tell  me  who  else  knows.  right  now.

this  whole  time,  and  you  didn't  say  a  word?

don't  act  brave  now.

you're  really  gonna  do  this  here?

it  wasn't  supposed  to  get  this  far!

you  can't  rewrite  history.

oh,  i'd  never  say  it  to  their  faces.

it  was  supposed  to  stay  between  us.

we're  all  thinking  it,  i  just  said  it.

you're  not  as  untouchable  as  you  act.

do  you  even  feel  guilty?

they  warned  me  about  you.

go  ahead,  make  it  worse.

if  you  repeat  this,  i'll  deny  everything.

the  next  thing  out  of  your  mouth  better  be  an  apology.

you're  about  three  seconds  away  from  regretting  this.

you  keep  pushing,  and  i'll  push  you  back.

they're  going  to  find  out.

one  more  lie,  and  i  walk.

they're  lying  to  you.

you  need  to  back  off.  now.

you're  defending  them?  after  everything?

don't  try  to  hide  it.

tell  me,  was  i  just  a  placeholder?

you  really  think  sorry  fixes  this?

there's  nothing  left  to  say.

don't  act  like  you're  the  one  hurting.

i  don't  owe  you  any  explanation.

whatever  helps  you  sleep  at  night.

you  should've  seen  this  coming.

i  hope  it  was  worth  it.

i  told  the  truth.  just  not  all  of  it.

you'll  miss  me  before  i  miss  you.

smile.  you're  ruining  the  mood.

i'd  watch  that  tone  if  i  were  you.

it's  not  my  fault  you  believed  me.

you  have  such  a  talent  for  pretending  you're  innocent.

we  both  know  this  is  over.

i  never  said  i  was  a  good  person.

i  thought  you  were  different.

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I keep getting asked if I’ve seen the AMC adaptation of the vam.pire Chron.icles and why not and I’ve avoided answering for a few years but I fear i can’t hold out any longer

I read most of the books between ages 11-14. “Wow, Ben, that’s too fucking young to have read any of that”

Ya, I know.

It was formative to me in all the wrong ways, so I have to fight a lot of really immature “you don’t understand Le.sta.t the way I do” impulses in my head. The drastic changes to the canon are offensive in ways they shouldn’t be, although separately tbh I think the solution of making Slave Run Plantation Owner Lou.is black was a weird choice that feels like it should be offensive and I’ve been told it’s not by people who have the right to make that call but my brain is still like *squints* this feels morally wrong

All this to say, even tho this current season has really tempted me, I will probably not get around to watching it until after the show ends and the fandom dies down a little, similar to how Han.nibal was for me.

There is ultimately nothing wrong with it, as far as I know, as someone who hasn’t seen it. There is, however, something wrong with me