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“That’s–” Matthew opened his mouth to argue, but he quickly bit his tongue when he realized they were both just being safe here; he wanted to make sure he got his money and, well, the man with him wanted to make sure he got his money’s worth. It made sense, to be careful like that; especially since Matthew still had a little voice in the back of his head telling him to just take the money and run. Thankfully, though, that voice was being overpowered by his need to get high– and his simple desire to let this man use him so he could. “That’s fair.” He finally finished his thought, mumbling the words, as he sank down on his knees to sit awkwardly on his feet. Pulling the cheap flip phone out of his pocket, he pressed it against his left ear and called his supplier. “Groove– Groove don’t hang up, I got money this time; good money, I promise.” Matthew spoke into the phone, but his attention was broken between what he needed to say and the fact that the beautiful stranger with him was now crouched down in front of him; his hand holding his jaw so he could look him over. “Meet– meet me in the stalls by Paris and… and bring fifty bucks worth of China White, and Tina if you’ve got her with you.” Once the man agreed to come, Matthew fumbled to hang up the phone as a bit of color rose in his cheeks from what was being said to him.
“I’m not worth keeping.” He mumbled as he stuffed the phone back into his pocket. Despite his words, and his lack of self-esteem, he found himself leaning down into the hand holding him almost as if the touch– and the idea of belonging to someone– actually made him feel something; as if it actually made him feel safe, and wanted… genuinely wanted. “My dealer’s comin’ here, though. Should only be a few minutes.” He almost said thank you to the stranger for agreeing to pay for him but, until he had the drugs, Matthew was going to wait; he’s been screwed over so often he doesn’t really feel like trusting anyone. “You know– when you said, earlier, that you hold people accountable to their promises. I– I meant it, when I promised I’d let you do whatever you wanted to me but can… can you promise me something in return?” He questioned as he reached up with his left hand to wipe at his nose with the back of his wrist and forearm as he sniffled a bit. “Can you promise me you won’t–”
Before he could finish what he was saying, the door behind the two of them slammed open and a man with a book-bag hanging loosely off his left strolled into the public restroom. Shouldering past Hunter, he walked over to almost lovingly run his hand through Matthew’s short hair before turning his attention to the man in front of Matthew. “I gotta admit, wasn’t expecting you to actually mean it when you said you had good money this time around, Matty-Boy. I thought you were going to beg me to another fuckin’ trade instead. I was actually lookin’ forward to it, it’s been a while since you’ve been that desperate.” Groove teased as he continued to rub and scratch Matthew’s head as if the man were his pet. “So, good money,” he continued on as he narrowed his eyes at the handsome stranger, “I’ve got your China, so that’s no problem, but if you’re going to want Tina, that’s gonna cost you another $160 for an eighth of an ounce; and that’s the smallest portion I sell.”
“Don’t get too ahead of yourself.” Hunter stated, eyes not turning away from the other male. “I said, almost.” Honesty was something he always stuck by to, especially when it came to strangers that might never affect his life ever again. He was realistic. He’d likely never see this person ever again in his life once he left and there was no use exhausting himself just to coddle the emotional balances of a man he just wants to fuck and toss. At least that was one good redeeming quality of his when it came to his repulsive little habit.
As the dealer came inside of the restroom, Hunter stood. He’d much rather not do any dealings crouched down. If he was going to get into it with some shady character, he’d rather stand tall and face them properly. Though, as the other began touching his toy for the hour, Hunter felt a little tinge of jealousy. Sure, he had no emotional attachments to this man; like a child to it’s favorite toy, he wanted sole control of him. He reached behind his pocket once more, this time taking out three hundred dollar bills. He was sure he was getting a bad deal out of this, but he supposed it wasn’t worth the effort to argue. At least they weren’t dealing with coke. “Here. Three hundred.” He held up the bills, splaying them out just enough to show three individual hundreds. He found it best not to speak much when it comes to drug dealers. The less random people knew about his life, the better. “Hope you have it on you. I’m not really interested in wasting a lot of time for some party favors.”















