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I REALLY wish I could make cat and dove noises

Mental health post (positive stuff)

The Spravato seems to have kicked in lately

It feels like someone removed a bunch of depressing and anxious files from my storage and I can perform tasks faster and better now!

There's still some bugs and glitches in my software but that's just part of me I guess and that's okay!

I truly feel happy for the first time ever and that makes me feel even better!

I've even been able to establish boundaries I was too scared to establish before and ask questions I was scared of. I feel like I'm becoming the machine I want to be (mentally) and I love it!

Even though I have an important decision to make, that being I finally move out but have to stop my treatment or I can remain in my childhood home and feel stuck but medicated, I haven't let it ruin my days at all. Because I'll figure a way out, I always do! And even if I don't, I'll be okay. I know I will!

#freak speaks #the machines ramblings #machinekin #freaks beeps #spravato #mental health #positive stuff

niyarest

why everything gotta be jobs i hate jobs

can we call it blowfun and footfun and boobfun instead

No longer high and I remembered that Frieza is the raddest motherfucker out there but it'd be real nice if he was a trans lady!!!

#freak speaks #dragon ball z #dbz #frieza #dbz frieza #in my head she is a trans lady #a classy lady too

sugarplum-mcjiggles

Thing I made for my sibling that will NOT call it Spravato last time I was high on Spravato at the clinic...

At least call it Spravato in public when strangers are around...

sugarplum-mcjiggles

Guess who's listening to Spravato at the MCR clinic?!

sugarplum-mcjiggles

Wait a minute...

sugarplum-mcjiggles

Thing I made for my sibling that will NOT call it Spravato last time I was high on Spravato at the clinic...

At least call it Spravato in public when strangers are around...

sugarplum-mcjiggles

Guess who's listening to Spravato at the MCR clinic?!

#Spravato day

vinameatbeater

How am I supposed to do my Spravato treatment today when all I can think about is boobs?! I'm gonna say some weird shit or something and the doctors gonna walk in and be like "don't do that" and I'll be like "I didn't say anything?" And he'll be like "you were just shouting about big booby nuns, we can all hear you" and I'll be like "oh ._."

#my alt

notsogoldenartist

Spooky flesh wall and a meat rat

#yay meat #freak 4 meat

I didn't take many pics but I have these stills from my videos I took!

#mcr #my chemical romance #mcr citi field #gerard way #freak pics #Gerard isnt the freak Im the freak btw #in case that isnt clear

nekrokatze

Tyrael and Gabriel

Started playing Ultrakill last week, and when I faced Gabriel all I could think about was "man, I miss Tyrael". As I went through the story, I actually realized they go through very similar events, and thus, this drawing was born! Very cool characters, both of them!

yaldabaothadeez

These crow lady comics, that I can only trace to “some anon on 4chan”

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xander-the-bastard

I’ve got a few more saved

I honestly never felt the need to work with someone else on my music projects, mostly because I'm a control freak and want a very specific sound.

But holy fuck I just heard Nerissa Ravencroft singing for the first time and was blown away by her voice!

I saw that she had covered Good Luck, Babe and I was like "oh shit, Lets see how she sounds" and I'm so glad I clicked that song! I've gone down a rabbit hole of Nerissa's covers and original songs and she just sounds amazing every time!

That's the kind of voice I want for my next project! That's my dream music collab! I need someone with a voice like that to sing my weird songs to bring some balance and clarity to all the heaviness and distortion!

I still gotta make some demo songs though but omg the ideas I've gotten for them just from her singing!

#freak speaks #music for freaks #hololive #holoen #vtuber #nerissa ravencroft #imagine how wild it would be if she sang a song I wrote!#i wasn't even a huge nerissa fan until now!

Uh oh my legs feels cold now

#freak peaks

High on Spravato and my feet feel all comfy cozy suddenly. I am the embodiment of coziness

#freak peaks