Mental health post (positive stuff)
The Spravato seems to have kicked in lately
It feels like someone removed a bunch of depressing and anxious files from my storage and I can perform tasks faster and better now!
There's still some bugs and glitches in my software but that's just part of me I guess and that's okay!
I truly feel happy for the first time ever and that makes me feel even better!
I've even been able to establish boundaries I was too scared to establish before and ask questions I was scared of. I feel like I'm becoming the machine I want to be (mentally) and I love it!
Even though I have an important decision to make, that being I finally move out but have to stop my treatment or I can remain in my childhood home and feel stuck but medicated, I haven't let it ruin my days at all. Because I'll figure a way out, I always do! And even if I don't, I'll be okay. I know I will!
