SUICIDAL FEELINGS

No soy escritor, si lo fuera viviría de esto/no soy poeta, si lo fuera no viviera en la realidad https://pin.it/5EYmLHS

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There are hours, days, weeks, months, years

in which I feel sad and abandoned

the closest do not know how I feel

I'm an idiot if I think this is going to change

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Don't lie, when the truth is hidden

I tried to lie to myself, on several occasions

and the result was to caress the edge of a razor

to cut the sorrow that enveloped me in sadness

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RESPONDE EN LOS COMENTARIOS [Crisis existencial]

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Imagen: @excuadino

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Imagen: @cristopher-r-art

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[ELIZABEHT]

We are the sadness of a bloody night

however, that does not prevent us from being in love

the sea is deeper than our love

but our love is more transparent than the sea

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[ELIZABEHT]

You are water in my desert

you are a friend of this red heart

you are the woman that everyone wants

you are light in a world of darkness

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RESPONDE EN LOS COMENTARIOS [Crisis existencial]

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still my lips do not kiss other lips

I want so much to love

however, my vertex of love is at 0°C

[Suicidal thoughts]

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All the people who "according to" know me

They don't know what I really think

I still don't know why I have this wicked mind

that I don't put into practice, because I haven't fulfilled my dream yet...

[Suicidal thoughts]

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I feel like the biggest tree in the area

without a single leaf and with dry branches

feeling how everyone makes fun of my appearance

wanting to kill them all and stay alone

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there is no suicide

and painful than life itself

there is no suicide without an iota

of faith, within your being

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RESPONDE EN LOS COMENTARIOS [Crisis existencial]

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I still search for the reason why the sadness

invades my life day by day without ceasing

I want so much not to exist

but there is still time to change things

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I feel pain in my chest again

so much so that it makes me self-harm

with the edge of a broken bottle

just as broken as my suicidal feelings

[suicidalfeelings5]

I am currently 18 years old

and I think like a person of 50 or 60

my fear of getting old is very big

since, I can't be as I really am...

[Suicidal thoughts]

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Today I thought about taking my life

however, that thought

I didn't put it into action

since if I commit suicide today

I will not be able to fulfill my dream on 08/31/22...

[Suicidal thoughts]