suicideisselflove

side-blog 4 the pookies (n3cros), Minors don't interact, 18+

[nihilism-0]

I hate being a people pleaser.

I always end up doing shit that they won't thank me for. Would be a good tool to have a good reputation, gain their trust and kill them, but I guess that's just a thought.

[nihilism-0]

People with tattoos, piercings and dyed hair are less likely to be kidnapped because they are more identifiable.

What a shame.

[suicideisselflove]

Rip the piercings, shave the hair and scrape the skin, simple. If the killer and/or kidnapper are not willing to do any of that then, they are not worth it.

[europeansculpture]

Georg Kolbe - Niedergebeugte, 1932

[kulturkammer]

[suicideisselflove]

Exams suuuccckkk so bad. I feel so bored all the time, I'd love to just curl on my bed until my skin melts off from the emitted warmth, but I feel that I just get bored waiting. Nothing in my life matters anymore I just go on cuz I'm too lazy to kill myself

[nihilism-0]

Avogado art is so fucking good.

[suicideisselflove]

Don't forget funny as shit, like with their whole nun and priest series, also their song "hand" faves of mine

[nihilism-0]

In two days it's my birthday, you know how I want my party, whoever is not high does not enter.

[suicideisselflove]

First of all, happy birthday in advance, second let's goooooo, high as fuck with my fave necro, smoke a hit 4 me!

[nihilism-0]

You all should smoke a joint with me.

I'm just saying.

[nihilism-0]

red eyes for smoking are really attractive by the way

[suicideisselflove]

Edibles are more my thing, but a joint or two wouldn't be so bad

[nihilism-0]

I love it when your notifications pop up, stalk me more

I see u

[witchking888]

[witchking888]

[suicideisselflove]

Why do people in fiction always run away from the undead, ghosts, apparitions etc or just assume that they have malicious intentions? Why is it that when we get a romantic story between the alive and the undead, it always washes away or smooths and hides the features that distinguish them? It always makes them look like a pale human. Why make them undead to begin with? Do you want to get off or romanticize the idea of them not being in the same plane of existence anymore, without the problematic aspect? Cowards. Commit to it. Explore the sometimes thin line, between life and death, don't reduce corpses to just p0rn material. The horror of being alive, the horror of being dead. I get that these are abstract concepts to comprehend and that people most of the time don't want to put in the effort or are even uncomfortable exploring, but damn it.

[suicideisselflove]

Tw: Dead animal (I hope tumblr doesn't obliterate the image quality)

Found this shallow at the side of the road yesterday. My first instinct was to take a photo of it immediately, never in my life before had I seen such a well persevered and intact roadkill before. Astonished as I was, I thought to myself that I wish that would be me. I hope my corpse will be scarless by Father Time, I hope someone sees its state and wants to take care of it, I hope through my body someone will be able to express all their love and compassion, that have not yet found an outlet. I hope that my dead body will experience care and affection had it not been able to, when it was alive. I want its remains to be filled with love for the life it lacks. I hope when I die people will see the beauty of death.

[nihilism-0]

When I die,plant flowers over my grave. When they bloom,you can pick them and hold me again.

[suicideisselflove]

Does anyone know some good sites to see cannibalism?

[vaskebjorn0000]

sometimes i wish i could do a suicide free trial. let me kill myself, experiance if theres anything after death, and watch everyones reactions for a week and then turn back time and decide

[nihilism-0]

I probably wouldn't come back to life, but I would love to see the reaction of all the people who screwed up my life after seeing my traumatic suicide.

[cinemamind]

Zombies from my graphic novel, Corpse Planet