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Private/selective/independent Minato Arisato. Written by Nine. Started 11/23/15.

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@infortuni welcome to Paulownia.

⊰⚜♛⊱             ❝...❞              He’s falling asleep there waiting on the monorail to arrive so that he may drop by Iwatodai and it seemed as if part of him didn’t care as usual. He always did this, groggy as ever before he did take note of something different. Looked like someone else is there... another transfer student like him perhaps? Probable by the outfit. Strange given the time of year even as he had his interest piqued.            ❝... did you just arrive here or?❞              Out of character sure but he even had moments where questions floating about weren’t as easy to ignore to his displeasure due to certain situations that occurred before.

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YOU ARE NOT A HUMAN BEING.

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Liberosis: The desire to care less about things. ( fuck you nine have some feels back )

     Caring is not something he can do with ease, for he had stopped caring about his own life a long time ago. He had at one point stopped caring about everything due to being unable to dare bring himself to let go of the feelings that floated about in his mind and being. It was easier for him during his time of being apathetic toward the world plus those who wandered about this place alive. They lived free while he stayed in one place without showing feelings and his heart locked up tight enough to be called a vault.      Some would ask why, he wouldn’t reply since they didn’t need to know his reasons. They couldn’t understand why a child so young had held in everything thinking he was meant and made to be alone. The belief still stuck with him up until this point. Would it have been better had he stayed holding apathy? Maybe this being thrust down upon his shoulders and more may not have happened while the others could live normal lives had he not changed.       It wouldn’t have changed.     No... it wouldn’t have changed at all. He knew that and yet wondered if things would be better off having him gone while the others got to be able to be free while he stayed sealed off and inside crying out in pain. It wouldn’t heal, not with the path he had been taking prior to meeting his companions and he realized that as well. Not only would he not be able to heal but they couldn’t have healed either. Yukari, Junpei, Mitsuru, the list goes on all because he had hand to a degree in their healing with just being around.     But that’s just the thing, he wasn’t strong like they are, he isn’t even as strong as his sister who had shown signs of having had stopped forcing herself to smile.      He’s weak. He’s not strong, he’s not even a fighter is what part of his brain is screaming at him at this point. He isn’t a fighter, SO WHY MUST IT BE HIM! Why did it have to be them!       WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY WHEN HE DID NOTHING TO EARN IT!      The fool only wanted to sleep this away but that cannot be changed or wished far off elsewhere since this is not a dream. It’s reality. It’s real and he has to do as Ryoji said, fight him, stop the world from ending even as this boy wanted to scream about the injustice of it all.      THIS ISN’T RIGHT.       Where’s the chance to redo this, WHERE’S THE CHANCE TO STOP THIS FROM HAPPENING IN ANOTHER FASHION THAT WON’T COST ALL OF THEIR LIVES! Nowhere to be found since life didn’t have a redo button with anxiety and more settling in.       As hard as it is, he had to live with this as being not only his choice but their choice. If they wanted to let go of their worlds being a constant battleground then they had to do this. If they didn’t? It would only mean they’ve doomed the world by not bothering to see both red and blue fools needed to let go of their pain to set themselves upon the path of healing.       Too bad he wanted to be again apathetic and stop caring about it all.       He couldn’t bring himself to go back that way much to that part of him’s dismay for once. Because they had been the cause of his change with the way they saw he needed help.       Maybe it won’t be that bad to fight for once when it comes to the people he met and the friends he made.

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Obscure Feelings drabble prompt meme

Send in a word for a drabble of our muses based on it.

Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own.

Opia: The ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable.

Monachopsis: The subtle but persistent feeling of being out of place.

Énouement: The bittersweetness of having arrived in the future, seeing how things turn out, but not being able to tell your past self.

Vellichor: The strange wistfulness of used bookshops.

Rubatosis: The unsettling awareness of your own heartbeat.

Kenopsia: The eerie, forlorn atmosphere of a place that is usually bustling with people but is now abandoned and quiet.

Mauerbauertraurigkeit: The inexplicable urge to push people away, even close friends who you really like.

Jouska: A hypothetical conversation that you compulsively play out in your head.

Chrysalism: The amniotic tranquility of being indoors during a thunderstorm.

Vemödalen: The frustration of photographic something amazing when thousands of identical photos already exist.

Anecdoche: A conversation in which everyone is talking, but nobody is listening

Ellipsism: A sadness that you’ll never be able to know how history will turn out.

Kuebiko: A state of exhaustion inspired by acts of senseless violence.

Lachesism: The desire to be struck by disaster – to survive a plane crash, or to lose everything in a fire.

Exulansis: The tendency to give up trying to talk about an experience because people are unable to relate to it.

Adronitis: Frustration with how long it takes to get to know someone.

Rückkehrunruhe: The feeling of returning home after an immersive trip only to find it fading rapidly from your awareness.

Nodus Tollens: The realization that the plot of your life doesn’t make sense to you anymore.

Onism: The frustration of being stuck in just one body, that inhabits only one place at a time.

Liberosis: The desire to care less about things.

Altschmerz: Weariness with the same old issues that you’ve always had – the same boring flaws and anxieties that you’ve been gnawing on for years.

Occhiolism: The awareness of the smallness of your perspective.

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⚜ <I’M SAVED.>

@sukuii

👹 ; ;

what – or rather, where was she? this certainly didn’t give off the exact vibe regarding hinamizawa even if the air held the weight of threats, predators .. how exciting, dare she say. nevertheless, it seemed she was unarmed in the aspect of physical weaponry yet she knew well how to defend herself if the situation arose, and judging by the feeling of predatory threats in the atmosphere, she could conclude that would present itself often.

taking steadily paced movements, her body was on high alert given the tensity the silence held. it felt familiar, she thought briefly. oyashiro-sama was not present within this area, that much she knew.

though, upon walking farther down the beaten path, another person revealed themself along with a animated corpse of the undead. what?! a zombie?! no matter, it seemed they were struggling as is to fend it off. 

making her way up behind the undead, her leg lifted high and down came her foot to the head of it, sending it to the ground whilst her foot continued to do damage by stomping its skull in.

❛  are you alright? ❜

⊰⚜♛⊱             ❝Just... need to rest.❞               Wasn’t his first victim either it seemed zombie wise by the number of corpses there. Three in total with the fourth being the one she has taken care of. Each were crushed along their heads by how bloody his shinai is, he must have spent time trying to defend himself from dying so fast.               It’s not easy killing the damn things when one doesn’t practice the most healthy of habits much less has the stamina to handle trying to crack into a rotting corpses skull. He tended to rely on other means of getting through monsters in the case of shadows but this was something different. No persona, no back up either which added into the complications for him.             ❝... I’d offer my shinai, but I have a feeling between you and me it might break.❞              Tired as he is, he needed to keep going since waiting around to die still won’t be the way that the fool does things. Survival and more is key with red dripping down off the bamboo before deciding that he should double check their surroundings. Just them for now but that can change in a heart beat from what he’s noticed at this point.               Good. Just enough time to get questions out of the way and to get moving when he recovered enough.

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⚜ <BAD FEELING>

( @sukuii )

Though sleep is a fundamental necessity of mankind’s, one is typically unable to allow unconsciousness to embrace their fatigued mind when haunted by the nearness of danger. Especially when the hazardous threat is not incapable of concluding their very existence. It is because of this that a reasonable amount of surprise courses through his veins upon encountering a human slumbering away as if nothing at all is amiss around him. Though it is not as if he feels inclined to awaken the boy, he does so for a reason that cannot be identified. Albeit, in an impolite manner.

 ❝  You know, sleeping like        that will only get you killed.  ❞

⊰⚜♛⊱             ❝... I’ve slept two days straight through a typhoon before, danger isn’t something I notice unless it comes near me.❞              All because he was sick also during the typhoon instance and another instance involving him sleeping for a week almost from fatigue brought out by calling out Orpheus then fighting after with little to no sleep due to that unfortunate circumstance mentioned. He can sleep through anything but the minute he senses danger he cannot go back to sleep.             ❝Which I guess is an unusual thing for people.❞               That and he didn’t expect someone to wake him whenever he had sat down from his exploration to rest if only briefly. Looked like he had seen a bit of combat by the blood on his shoes plus the shinai he was given to run around using. Tired eyes soon were rubbed just before the sleeping fool climbed back on his feet. Now came more questions given half of the time his sleeping form went ignored.             ❝Did you need something?❞

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⚜ <POSSIBLE ALLY>

【　物吉貞宗　】

          He tilts his head, blond locks falling to the side in small cascades while golden hues glance at the stranger before him, curious as to what they implore about not physically capable - a concept that the little sword boy had no conception of himself. But this is no place or situation to ask when their world is wrought with the undead, so his lips curl into a beaming smile without a second to lapse, zero hesitation to show anywhere upon his body.

          ❝ I can do that! ❞

          He’s always become all the more skillful when working alongside someone, not to mention he needed it all the more now that he lacks so much. Such as his beloved sword, the thought of the needle replacement still offers him much puzzlement.

          ❝ What will you do? ❞

⊰⚜♛⊱            ❝Well... I have this, so, probably can take turns standing guard if we see anything.❞             A shinai might do better than a needle, so he wouldn’t mind lending his weapon to him during their attempts at scavenging. He would rather not be rude since he needed all the help he can get knowing pushing it would result in him collapsing if not worse all because he thought he needed to do it alone. Teamwork is a wonderful thing in his opinion, wonderful enough he didn’t plan on squandering it.            ❝Just an idea since standing around here and dying isn’t the best of thoughts to me.❞             That and wasting their time not moving to find some form of resources would mean certain death if anything were to happen in any case. Besides, he’s only a human boy and he did think the other young man was human too it seems.

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⚜ <SEVERA>

she doesn’t respond to his remark, though it seems he does garner some respect from the crimson warrior after all. it’s a good mentality to want to live, after all; coming from a future where death lurks behind every shoulder, she knows how precious life can be. in fairness, she’s not really looking forward to seeing someone waste that. ❛ not really. i call the people i know idiots too. ❜ a snarky remark is given in return for a stupid question. after all, the insults tend to come as naturally as she breathes; she has no true desire to change that about herself (at least, not in most situations).

❛ minato? is that your name or something? ❜ what a weird name; it isn’t anything like she’s ever heard before. but she chooses not to pry behind it. after all, if things go well, she won’t have to remember it for more than a few moments - hopefully they find an exit to part ways soon enough. ❛ — severa. that’s my name, so you better not forget it. now hurry up; we need to put more distance - or at least hide until they leave. ❜

⊰⚜♛⊱             ❝I’m sure they just love you.❞ Sarcasm in exchange for snark but he tended to operate like this for the most part. It’s not like he can do much else about it since he tended to respond in different ways to different people since he is not one to be silent if something happens. At least in the sass and blunt words department upon taking note their company wasn’t too far off by the sound of groaning.             ❝Yes it’s my name, but right... if we find a hiding spot there’s always a chance we may end up having to fight. We just need to hope it’s not a big group while we hunt down somewhere.❞ Since he only between the two of them had a shinai which he was remembering to take decent care of knowing it’s the only weapon he has. At least one of them had an actual sword, might be useful to remember that just in case if they needed to fight. ❝See any empty enough spaces before we met?❞

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⚜ <CRAZY?>

@sukuii

❛ hey ! ❜

     her voice wasn’t too loud to attract any ( possible ) lingering undead around the small area yet it was loud enough to be heard by the stranger not too far from her. if she had any hope of surviving, she’d surely need to pick up a few skills .. 

❛ can you teach me some fighting moves ? ❜

⊰⚜♛⊱             ❝I’m... not quite the best person for that.❞              Fatigue and tiredness. His sleeping patterns were always in shambles and if he didn’t rest well enough then it would mean he’s fatigued earlier. Adding into that was the possibility of him fainting if he weren’t too careful with such things. Still. She did ask him of all people to learn how to fight from regardless.             ❝Do you usually ask random strangers this stuff?❞

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⚜ <NOT HOSTILE>

having been practice to enhance her hearing (among other senses for practicality in battle), severa does manage to hear the soft voice of the male behind her. he could afford to speak up a little more, she thinks; but this isn’t a time to be picky. she has some sense she’s quick to turn around and give a quirked eyebrow, pondering briefly before responding.

❛ a group, huh? ❜ her gaze briefly flickers to the distance for a brief moment. then she moves away, taking a few steps before throwing a glance behind her shoulder. ❛ well? are you coming or what? unless you want to stay here and die like a moron. ❜

⊰⚜♛⊱           ❝I’m not interested in dying yet.❞ He has his reasons for it, a simple enough response with him starting to make his way toward the red head as if it were second nature. Reckless choices or not... someone important to him wouldn’t be thrilled if he died on her. ❝... do you call everyone you don’t know idiots?❞ Not that it’s important to know but it did amuse him just a smidgen that someone believed so. The most he is happened to be a tired boy.            Better hope she didn’t get too loud or anything to attract more company than they needed. He’s not certain if he can stay standing to fight off a horde with a blunt object in the form of that bamboo sword of his. ❝Otherwise, Minato.❞ Here’s hoping he didn’t start pushing himself when his fatigue kicked in to keep up.

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@crimsonae

⊰⚜♛⊱             ❝...❞              He can see someone ahead but who? Feminine in figure and he’s already beginning to contemplate what to say. Talking isn’t his forte but standing there silent as ever isn’t worth the trouble. Not with him having no clue on how he arrived there much less the idea of whether or not if he were asleep prior to it.             ❝... there’s a group nearby.❞              A handful of them from what he recalled but he thought saying something is better than watching a potential ally die. He could only hope that she heard him or at least noticed him.

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@buunchokyu

⊰⚜♛⊱             ❝Can you help me out with something?❞               He doesn’t trust himself to handle menial tasks alone due to a lack of... stamina to put it in more simple terms. Menial tasks such as hunting down other supplies or scanning the area from higher grounds, he cannot fight everything and has realized such a thing.             ❝I wanted to look around and, I’m not physically... capable of going on for long hours.❞              And part of him doubted that he could so much as kill zombies with a sword made out of bamboo of all things.

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Here with Minato! App is under FOOL

Welcome *Bang Bang Bang Bang* *Click* *Ka-Ching*

In your bag, you’ll find a half charged video camera, a stuffed bear, and a hair comb. Your starting location is the Church in the Grave Zone. Try not to fall asleep here. 

For now we are allowing you to keep a bamboo sword for your protection.

Mod ♅