⌗ 01. WHEN I NEED YOU MOST.
⎯ when you needed yamato endo the most. tw ! desc of being attacked.
he was always there, every time you needed him. and he knew exactly what you needed each time. hugs, kisses, food... no matter how difficult the situation, yamato always found a way to fix it all.
so, he was your first thought as you dragged your bleeding, exhausted body through the alleyway, trying to ignore the sounds of footsteps echoing behind you and the growing volume of yelling voices.
a group of men had targeted you, dragging you into an alley after you had ignored their catcalls and whistling, and had beaten your body black and blue. you couldnt feel your legs, and there was a growing pain stretching across your ribs from the amount of kicks aimed at your chest. the distinct metallic taste of blood seeped into your mouth, courtesy of the split lip and bloodied nose that their attacks had caused you. all you wanted was to go home. back home to yamato's arms, where you were truly safe from the world.
the exit of the alley was only a few metres ahead, and was just within your reach. but, hands grabbed and pulled on your body before you could escape. the feeling of being thrown to the floor brought you back to reality ⎯ you werent going home.
the pain was beginning to numb itself, melting into the dull ache of your bones. your vision blurred, not with tears, but with exhaustion. as you faded into unconsciousness, you thought you heard the sound of yamato's voice from the alleyway entrance, alongside the familiar scent of his cologne. before you could confirm that your 'hallucination' was true, your vision went black, and everything went silent.
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the slow, rhythmic swaying of being carried eventually stirred you awake, eyes squinting to adjust to the sudden light being shone on your face. once the haziness from your vision had faded, you could make out yamato's face, an expression of masked worry looking down at you. behind him stood takiishi, who was busying himself with dumping the knocked-out bodies of your attackers into a pile.
"hey, baby.. look at me, yeah? how ya feeling?" yamato's voice was surprisingly soft for someone who had beaten a group of men to bloody pulps. his seafoam eyes were fixated on your face, flickering across your features as he took in your injuries, which made his jaw clench.
your body hurt. everything hurt. but being back in yamato's arms was enough to temporarily forget the pain, just for that moment. letting your body fully relax for the first time in hours, you leaned your cheek against his chest, voice coming out sore and defeated. "it hurts... yamato, i thought i wouldnt see you again.." you felt yamato squeeze you tighter against his chest, burying his face into your tousled hair, letting out a deep sigh. he pressed a small kiss to the crown of your head, muttering softly, his tone uncharacteristically gentle. "nah, nothin' can take ya from me, ya hear? ill always come when ya need me. got it?" he waited for you to nod in response before adjusting his hold on you, glancing over at takiishi, and then back to you, a grin on his face.
"lets get ya somethin' to eat, 'kay? gotta clean that pretty face, too."
₊˚ʚ ₊˚✧ ゚ skipping class with nagumo !
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you knew it was a bad idea, letting nagumo pull you away from the lecture hall with his promise of 'itll only be a second!'
it was not a second. it had been over an hour.
hiding away in an empty training hall, surrounded by bags of snacks and drinks that seemed to have come out of thin air. empty boxes of pocky were discarded at nagumo's feet, who was happily munching on another box of the snack, while you just sipped on a drink. he hadnt even explained what the two of you were doing there, or why sakamoto and akao werent with you. whenever you tried to bring up the fact that it was just the two of you, or ask why he had brought you here, nagumo would just brush off the question and shrug, grinning at you before continuing to eat his snacks.
as you asked a final time, nagumo just looked up at you, a blank look on his face that looked unnatural for someone who was always smiling and cracking jokes. he chewed on his pocky before speaking, his eyes boring into yours, "maybe i wanted it to be just us. is there a problem with that?"
you were stunned at his answer, but arguably even more confused and slightly embarrassed by it. what did he mean, wanting it to be just you two? returning your attention back to the half finished drink in your hands, you took a small sip, trying to calm the soft pink that had stretched across your cheeks, and doing your best to ignore the feeling of nagumo's eyes on you. it was unsettling, to say the least - having someone watch you so intently after saying something borderline romantic when you were explicitly just friends... right?
of course, nagumo wasnt unattractive and he knew it. so did you. and akao from the countless late night rants you had forced her to endure about your mutual friend. but the four of you were just friends, and the entire jcc knew it. you knew it.
so, why did you want more? why werent you content with just being friends?? it felt wrong to think of him in that way, like he wasnt yours to have.
yoichi nagumo was a tease. it didnt matter who it was; nobody was safe from the remarks and quips that seemed to make up the majority of his vocabulary.
so, having him as a boyfriend meant that you were his favourite victim, and picked on you the most. you couldnt escape his relentless taunting. whether it was little comments thrown in your direction, him occasionally tripping you up, hiding your phone, or taking extra long in the bathroom when he knows that you need to use it.
of course, he would never go too far with his teasing behaviour. he knew when to draw the line. nagumo never wanted to see you cry, especially if he had caused it by pushing you too far. and if he did end up causing tears to well up in your eyes, he gently reached out to take your sniffling form into his arms and let you punch his chest as many times as you wanted to, whilst he pressed sweet kisses into your hair, mumbling out sincere apologies that completely contradicted his earlier endless teasing and careless attitude.
yoichi nagumo was a tease, but he was also a lovestruck fool — one that hated seeing you cry more than anything else.
or, the one where you fell in love with yoichi nagumo during your days at the jcc.
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you didnt expect to fall in love during your first year at the jcc. you didnt expect to fall in love at all. it wasnt meant to be a fun experience training at the jcc. it was a school for assassins, where you were meant to kill to survive and not spend your time longing for something you couldnt have. you gave up the chance of feelings and love when you signed up to take other's away.
so, seeing yoichi nagumo for the first time in your assassination department lecture was unexpected. he was known in the spy department, not assassination, but it wasnt anything special, at least not to you. even rion didnt seem to keen on him, as she mumbled to you and sakamoto that you all should kill him. the three of you minded your business in the back of the hall, doing whatever you wanted during lecture time. not like the teacher would stop you anyway ⎯ being the top students in the class had it perks.
not long after nagumo had joined your class, somehow he had joined your small group, and had grown three to four. his presence wasnt unwelcomed, and rion had warmed up to him, as well as the stoic sakamoto. you didnt mind him either ⎯ he was funny, knew how to make any situation less dull, and was probably one of the best fighters you had ever seen. everything about him was magnetic, and you felt yourself drawn to him like a moth to a flame. it didnt help that he was stupidly attractive and knew it, and so did every other girl. he was constantly fussed over by any girl within a ten mile radius and had his own unofficial fanclub. valentines day always ended up like a war zone, with girls fighting left and right to give nagumo chocolates, and he ended up with wheelbarrows full of handmade sweets from girls in every department ⎯ he always made a point to refuse any from the girls in the poison department.
so, you never said a word. never made a move. never even hinted any interest in your best friend. because, if you did, you would face certain rejection and would have to spend the rest of your years at the jcc in humiliation and shame.
rion was your confident. sitting in your dorm room, you would cry and whine into your tear-soaked pillow while she would listen silently, munching on the snacks you had bought her in exchange for listening to your emotional rants. she always gave the same advice ⎯ "just tell him, whats the worst that could happen?" you never even thought about taking it, believing that nagumo would just laugh in your face and swat you away like an annoying fly.
sakamoto was nagumo's confident. listening to his friend sulk at your lack of attention and how you always avoided being seen with him alone. it was almost pitiful, watching the boy who could have any girl he wanted from the entire institution huffing and fussing over his own best friend. sakamoto would sigh, and offer him the same advice every time ⎯ "just tell her, whats the worst that could happen?", and nagumo never took it.
so, rion and sakamoto both were forced to watch their friends fumble and stumble around each other like idiots on a tightrope, with both of them simultaneously agreeing to intervene sooner or later. their snack stashes were running out, and so were their patience.
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katsuki bakugo did not like to be controlled. he hated the feeling of being restricted, both physically and emotionally. ever since his incident with the sludge villain, katsuki had developed an avoidement of nearly all physical contact, saving fleeting touches for those who he knew meant no harm. his mother and father had to be two of the rare few people who could come into contact with katsuki, and none of his friends could relate to this experience.
so, why did katsuki not feel the same itch when it was you? why didnt his skin crawl and his heart race with a hint of fear when your fingers touched his arm, ever so softly grazing his skin. the sensation of your cells against his. . . it was something that katsuki didnt hate. something that he could get used to, and not reluctantly. he wanted to. wanted to know the feeling of your touch like the back of his hand. he wanted to know it as well as he knew himself.
katsuki never openly reciprocated your touches, yet he never smacked you away like he did everyone else. that alone made your heart flip in your chest, but you never let it show. because losing the unannounced privilege of being one of the only people to be able to touch katsuki bakugo was something you didnt dare to risk.
there wasnt much that bothered katsuki bakugo. he always had control over everything and everyone around him. from kindergarten to high school, there wasnt anything that katsuki didnt have a say in. of course, he did face frustration, such as when izuku received all might's power, or when he failed his provisional hero license test, but he always bounced back.
however, there was always one thing just outside of katsuki's reach. you.
his best friend for as long as he could remember. you were always there, a member of his little clique that would follow him around all day. you were always by katsuki's side, but you were never his. he had no claim over you, and he couldnt keep you all to himself. you had other friends that ate up your time, and as the two of you got older, you began growing more popular with the male population of your school.
katsuki hated it. it bothered him to see guys cozying up to you when you should be with him. you were just out of his reach.
so, the night when katsuki finally confessed how he felt, when he laid his heart bare to you, he realised. you had never left his side; never been out of his reach. you were there with him, and the feeling of your lips on his just reminded him.
there was never a time where the two of you were out of one another's reach. never a moment where feelings flickered away, or threatened to vanish. they were always there, just like katsuki's need for control. only this time it wasnt a need. it was a luxury. a luxury to have you in his arms, your lips melting against his.
katsuki bakugo may always have a desire to be in control, but you were the only person that could ever control him. mould his feelings in the palms of your hands, hold his heart so tightly. because all that katsuki bakugo ever wanted was to be yours.
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