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Uh-oh : Jenissi and Sulli

Out of all the things she could’ve said, he really didn’t see that one coming. His mind went over the times they had unprotected sex and he felt his own shock as he realized it was perhaps more often than he really realized. The heat of the moment, most likely. But here he was, shocked by her words and unable to say or do much more. Her reaction had him bite his lip, realizing it had come out all wrongly. Of course he knew she wouldn’t really joke about it but it was like a last option he was holding onto in hopes of this not being the new reality. What would he do if she was really pregnant? Everything would fall to crumbles for both her and him. It definitely wouldn’t be easy… “Three weeks?” he let out in a small gasp.

He didn’t fully realize how frozen he was until he saw her cry. Only then his mind seemed to grasp he wasn’t the only one suffering at the moment and he had to atleast say or do something for her despite his own shock. “Don’t cry baby.” he mumbled, gently reaching out and pulling her closer. It sort of felt like an awkward hug since he had no idea if this reaction was the proper one. He wasn’t angry or anything, just shocked and really had no idea what to say or do at the moment. Was there really anything ‘good’ to say right now? “Don’t say sorry… I mean. We both are responsible for this.” he added on ,softly petting her hair as he held her in his arms. He felt her tears on his shirt but didn’t quite mind.

Sulli really couldn't blame him for being lost, confused and shocked; he had no idea what to say. She understood his reasoning but it still didn't stop her from crying and feeling like her whole world was crashing down. It wasn't until she heard his soft voice in her ear and his strong arms around her that she sobbed more freely into his shirt, clinging hard to the material. She had been holding in all of the panic and the tears until now and she let it all out as she held onto him. They were all silent tears so she could hear his words being murmured out to her, him trying to make her feel better.

"I know oppa.. But.. We should've been more careful. We need to be more careful from now on." She gasps in a breath, her red eyes looking up at his face as she pulled away a bit and wiped under her eyes, getting as much of the tears off as she could. "I-I haven't taken a test yet.." she whispered out, her arms crossing over her chest before she pulled away. "I didn't want to go out and buy one, not with the papparazzi. If they see me buying a pregnancy test.. It will go viral. We need to get one.. so I can take it. We need to know." As she spoke the last couple words, her voice got stronger and she nodded her eyes, her tears stopped but her nose still stuffed from crying.

Uh-oh : Jenissi and Sulli

He had to admit it was some sort of relief to hear he hadn’t done anything wrong. Though at the same time he still felt troubled by the sad expression on her face as she answered him. Something was definitely wrong and he was starting to fear the worst. Luckily, she quickly countered the idea that was growing in his mind by confirming that she would never want to lose him, and it made his heart feel just that tad bit lighter as he gently rubbed his thumb over her hand. “I love you too sweetheart.” he commented back, eyes filled with worry and confusion as he saw her struggle with whatever news she had to deliver. And there it was.

For a second there he froze, his thumb no longer caressing her hand and his eyes just staring into the distance. He must’ve heard that wrong. “W-what? I think I misheard you. I must’ve.. I mean… You can’t… right?” he commented, a short airy laugh following as he was convinced that this was just a trick his mind was playing on him. She couldn’t have possibly said she might be pregnant. But her silence told him otherwise…He did hear it correctly. “Sulli?” his voice pleaded. “It’s just a joke right? It’s not true..Tell me it’s not true.” he continued on, begging for her to say something and stop this nonsense. Although he loved her to bits, this was definitely not something he included in his plans for them. Atleast not now…

As soon as the words left her mouth, her eyes immediately went to his face to gauge his reaction to her words. He was frozen, his mouth slightly open and she almost reached forward to nudge him; to try and get him out of his daze. When he spoke, her heart dropped just a bit and she frowned, her brows furrowing together as she shook her head. "Joking? You think I would joke about something like this?!" Her voice raised a bit as she spoke, her control snapping as her hysteria showed through and she started having a panic attack. "Do you think I would tell you I might be pregnant without thinking that I was? I'm three weeks late on my period Jenissi.. Three..."

Her breathing started speeding up and she started crying hard now, the tears sliding down her cheeks before she turned her back towards him and covered her face, sobbing into her hands. She honestly didn't know how he would react to this but all she wanted was him to hug her and convince her that it would be okay. Maybe that's what he wanted her to do to him as well. Both of their careers could end with this, hers after all these years of work and his, just barely started. "I'm sorry Taeyang. But it's true.. I think I'm pregnant."

Uh-oh : Jenissi and Sulli

He really was in a good mood , that much was obvious by the skip in his step and the bright expression on his face. It was a combination of the good weather and the thought of seeing Sulli again. Nothing could quite cheer him up like she could. And when he saw her bright smile, he instantly answered with an ever bigger one as he took her in his arms. “Hey there beautiful.” he chuckled, slightly picking her up from the floor as they hugged. Her scent filled his nose and he was overwhelmed by an insane amount of happiness just by being here, with her. Though as he followed her inside and suddenly saw the horrible change in her mood, he felt his own heart drop.

When people used to say they were in pain because someone they loved was experiencing something terrible, he always wrote it off as nonsense. But currently he found himself speechless; his heart feeling as if an iron fist was pushing down on it. “What’s wrong?” he asked, voice dropping to a more serious tone as his eyebrows furrowed. “Are you okay? Nothing happened, right?” he said, sounding more worried than he actually wanted to show. What could possible be so serious she had to call him here? What would cause her to go from delighted to see him, to strained like this? Did he do something wrong? “Did I do something wrong?” he added, doubtfully as he tried to think of anything he could’ve said or done to upset her.

Sulli really couldn't deny the happiness she felt when she felt her boyfriend's arms around her, his deep voice in her ear. He made her forget about the problem at hand and just focus on him. She felt her heart get just a bit lighter before it sank again as she remembered why she had called him there in the first place. She knew the exact moment that he caught onto her mood, knowing immediately that something was wrong with the way she was acting. She felt bad for making him worried, but he had just as much to worry about this as she did. His questions came at her hurriedly and she listened to them all, the last one catching her and making her throw up her hands. "No! No oppa you didn't do anything. I swear!" she frowned and reached forward, taking his hands and gently leading him to the living room.

Once they reached the room, she had him sit down on her sofa before she took a deep breath and turned towards him. "Taeyang. I love you, with all of my heart. You know that? Right? And you know that I want to be with you for the rest of my life. You mean the absolute world to me and I could never imagine losing you." Her voice cut out a bit at the end, her eyes tearing up a bit before she looked down at their intertwined hands and silently geared up her courage. She knew that he was probably confused as hell and he didn't know what to say so she took another deep breath before whispering. "I might be pregnant."

Uh-oh : Jenissi and Sulli

Jenissi was just getting out of the shower at Stardom entertainment after a long practice session for a show later that week. Feeling refreshed, he couldn’t help but hum softly to a song that was stuck in his head while he got dressed and absentmindedly reached for his phone. Only to find the message from his girlfriend. Instantly a smile spread across his face, relief washing over him that he had the next 5hours some free time before he had to be back for an appearance at a variety show. He would definitely use that time well. And the thought of spending it with her made it even better.

[text: Sulli ♥ ] I’m free until 7pm, that should work right? I’ll be there in about half an hour! saranghae-yo ♥

And with that he finished getting ready, this time picking up his speed as he did so, since he wanted to make full use of the time he had with Sulli. And before he knew it, he stormed out of the Stardom buildings, off to the subway and towards Sulli. Once he reached her dorm, he ruffled his slightly damp messy hair-do and rang the doorbell, waiting there with a giant smile on his face as he couldn’t wait to see him lovely girl again.

It was nerve wracking as she waited for her boyfriend's answer to her and she was pacing faster back and forth in her dorm as she waited. Her phone finally went off and before it had even finished the text tone she had it open and was reading his reply. He was coming, just like she knew he would and she would then tell him.

"Jenissi.. No.. Taeyang. I-I might be pregnant. Ugh no.. Um.. so how do you feel about kids? No.. Fuck no." She softly cursed herself as she practiced what she was going to say to him, her hands coming up to cover her face before she let out a frustrated groan. She was terrified to how he would react to her news and she was scared that he would freak out and leave her. She knew that Jenissi really wasn't like that but her overactive mind couldn't stop playing out those scenarios.

When the doorbell rang, her heart dropped down into her shoes and her breathing sped up as she walked closer to the door. She tried to calm herself down, putting on a fake smile before she opened the door. "Oppa!" She threw her arms around his neck and hugged him tightly, hiding her worried face from view as she tried to collect herself. "Come in!" She pulled him inside and quickly shut the door before turning around and facing him, the worry evident on her face.

#jenissimecare #para #jenli

Uh-oh : Jenissi and Sulli

"Everything was fine. It had to be." "It just couldn't be possible." Sulli was murmuring those phrases over and over again in her head as she paced the living room in her dorm, her phone in her hand as she looked at her boyfriend's number on the screen. She needed to see him as soon as possible, she needed to tell him her worries as soon as she could. But that's all that they were, worries, nothing more. She had no proof, she hadn't taken a test or anything, she just knew that she was late; approximately 3 weeks late. Her period. Just the thought of it made her stomach clench and her body break out in nervous shivers.

"I could be pregnant." That was the thought that kept shooting through her mind and every time it did she felt like she was going to break out into tears. She needed her boyfriend here, she needed to tell him. So she quickly sent him a message, keeping her composure as she did.

[Text: Jenissi~ ] Oppa! Come over to the dorm! I have the whole place to myself ^^ kekeke

He would come, she knew he would. And then she would tell him, tell him in the easiest way possible so that it didn't scare him.. too much. She truthfully had no idea what his reaction would be and she was nervous to see. They should be more careful, no more unprotected sex. She thought that she was okay because of pills but maybe that's why she was so worried. Her period was never late, and yet here it was.. being late. And again the worry hit her and she began to pace again.

Can I just say that you're the cutest and most dorky thing in the world and I love you?

Same goes for you, cuteness.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Well first of all the presents. //smiles// And I also plan on taking you out on a date //now grinning before he leans closer to whisper in her ear// and some fun afterwards. //hands glide down to her bum//

#r #jenissimecare #LOLOLING AT THE GIF

-she listens to him, giggling a bit before another shiver runs down her spine and she bites her lips- Fun? Oh? I like the sound of that baby

Can I just say that you're the cutest and most dorky thing in the world and I love you?

Same goes for you, cuteness.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Oh they’re will be more though. You just wait and see. //smiles with his arms around her as he pulls her closer.

More? -she tilts her head before looking up at him with a small purse of her lips- What do you mean more? What more?

#r #jenissimecare #lasdkjaflkjsdflk #submission

Happy birthday

The doorbell rang as the delivered boxes waiting in front of Sulli’s door. Jenissi had decided to wait around the corner, wanting to see her reactions as she saw the boxes stacked in front of her door with the note ‘open me’.

What she could find was…

Official Jeffrey campbell designer heels.

Agent provocateur lingerie

and a swarovski necklace.

Jenissi was beaming proudly as he heard her reactions coming through the door until she found the note at the bottom saying ‘I’m waiting at the door.’ There he stood, waiting with flowers in his hand. “Happy Birthday Jagiya.”

Sulli wasn't mad that she hadn't gotten Jenissi's presents yet, she knew that Jenissi and herself were busy with schedules and she had almost forgotten her birthday herself. When he had told her that her presents were on the way,she was beyond excited and she could hardly stand to wait. Finally, the doorbell rang and she skipped to the door to find the big boxes. She quickly opened them and once she saw what was inside she squealed loudly, her mouth dropping open before she looked towards the door and ran to it. She flung it open and threw her arms around him, hugging him tightly. "Oppa! I love it!"

Can I just say that you're the cutest and most dorky thing in the world and I love you?

Same goes for you, cuteness.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I’m sorry princess. //feels bad before approaching her// Happy birthday to the love of my life~~ //whispers inches from her lips before kissing her.

-she giggles and waits as he approaches her and she keeps the sad expression on her face until he leans closer to her and she shivers a bit and wraps her arms around him- That’s all I wanted baby -she smiles widely and kisses him back, holding him close-

Can I just say that you're the cutest and most dorky thing in the world and I love you?

Same goes for you, cuteness.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥