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6 Signs You Might Have Lost the Connection to Your Personal Wisdom

6 Signs You Might Have Lost the Connection to Your Personal Wisdom

6. You’re quick to judge a book by its cover

5. You don’t learn from your failures

4. You never take the time to stop and ask “why”

3. You’re a poor listener

2. You ignore your instincts

1. You don’t embrace the silence

“Know well what leads you forward and what holds you back, and choose the path that leads to wisdom.” – Buddha

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Lilith in the signs

The Dark Moon is representative of the darker side of our nature, the negative side. It is the hidden depths that we know exist yet we prefer not to acknowledge.

LILITH IN ARIES- is sexually licentious and immodest, exploiting her physical body.  Exotic dancing, pornography and other shameless activities that reveal her nakedness suit her.  What she shows you is tempting.   She suffers from esteem issues, and she needs to be adored for her physical form.  She subjects herself to unspeakable disrespect and degradation.  She hides her leadership qualities, opting to show her baser instinct.  She is violent and blood-letting in her dealings with lovers.  She is a storm, culminating war and anger around herself.  She is prone to childish temperament and lying.  As a mother, she is self-absorbed and angry, using corporal punishment to discipline her children.  She proves dangerous and even murderous to her lovers.   As a mistress, she plays the role of the homewrecker, bulking at nothing to get what she wants. LILITH IN TAURUS- is sexually dirty, as her naturalness is embraced; she is no friend of soap and water.  She delights in sex in its most earthly, feral form. She truly loves the smell of sex and money.  Her scent is alluring, whether it is her natural musky scent or artificial sweetness.  She is stubborn and will not be controlled.  She is immodest in her spending. She hides her finances and is capable of murder for monetary gain. Lilith placed here indicates shamelessness and waste in her financial dealings.  As a mother, she is controlling over the children as she strips them from their possessions.  As a lover, she is a drain on the pocketbook.  As a mistress, she is aims to take money and possessions that are not hers.  She is the prostitute. LILITH IN GEMINI- expresses duplicity and is never sexually faithful.  She is two different people and hides beneath the Gemini mask.  She adores her make-up as it hides who she really is.  She is gifted with a snake’s tongue and a brilliant cunning mind.  Lilith in Gemini exploits the mind and ideas, making lovers think it is their own idea.  She talks dirty. She tempts you with her words and plants dirty thoughts; her voice is sexy.  She corrupts the young.   As  a mother, she educates her child on how to manipulate others and she plays favorites.  She amuses herself as she pits her children against their siblings; she exposes them to inappropriate information.   Relationships with her own siblings are likely strained or estranged.   She lies to her children.  As a lover, she is a promiscuous liar.  As a mistress, she is kept waiting.  Lilith harms by shamelessly revealing the most intimate details and spreading vicious rumors. LILITH IN CANCER- Lilith in her detriment in Cancer.  Cancer Lilith is an unhappy placement, indicating hidden emotions coupled with traumatic childhood experiences that intermittently surface as unhealthy emotional outbursts.  Sexual abuse is likely in this position during early childhood.  She exploits the feelings of others to her advantage.  Her seeming innocence lures in potential lovers.  As a mother, she is childlike, and the children must coddle her.  She may neglect their early childhood needs as they are busy taking up concern for her needs.  She may have difficulty during birth, may be barren or other people may serve as a substitute parent.   If she cannot bare children, this would cause her extreme emotional turmoil.  The early childhood home is littered with secrets.   As a lover, she harms others emotionally, using her children as a pawn.  As a mistress, she plays the victim, displaying her over-the-top outcry for help. LILITH IN LEO- Lilith in Leo expresses her sexuality in an animalistic way.  She tempts through her ability to feed one’s animal desires.  She hides her inner actress and opts for a more overbearing tyrannical personality.  She is controlling.  She is a child abuser and a liar.  She is creative when her art is released.  But, wasted talent can result out of fear of expressing this creation side of the self.  As a mother, her children remain in her shadow; she hides her children.  She minimizes their existence in some way by conveying the internal message that they and their opinions are unimportant and never asked for.  As a lover, she creates the perfect fantasy.  As a mistress, she is robbed of her limelight, and denied the center stage that Leo desires. LILITH IN VIRGO-  expresses her sexuality in an inhibited way.  She may suffer from confusion between the Eve/Lilith Mary/Naughty dichotomy.  She hides her sexuality–a wolf in sheep’s clothing.  She lures with her words.   She talks dirty.  She exploits her own willingness to please and serve. She is the sexual servant in a most degrading way.  She delights in perversions of all kinds; she corrupts the young.  There is a connection between Virgo and anal sex. As a mother, she is ultra-critical, teaching hygiene and cleanliness. She may neglect her children’s day-to-day needs.  She might either be sentenced to nurturing a sick child or she herself suffers from health ailments.  In early childhood, her day-to-day needs were neglected, possibly substituting a nurse or nanny.  As a lover, she is critical and sharp-tongued.  As a mistress, she is kept waiting, harming with her harsh critical words. LILITH IN LIBRA- Lilith in Libra expresses herself through another person.  Relationships might somehow cause her to err, and her partner choice may cause much suffering.  She may choose violent partners who hurt her.  Her sweet persona is alluring.  She’s a real lady–flirtatious and charming.  But, beneath the exterior lies a jealous angry lover who seems forever involved in tempestuous relationships or marriages.  Lilith in Libra denotes divorce, as Lilith cannot remain subservient.  Extramarital love affairs and violence are commonplace within the marriage.  As a mother, she is unfair and rules with harsh discipline.  There may be messy custody or legal battles concerning the children.  As a lover, she is aggressive, yet co-dependent.  As a mistress, she causes divorce.   LILITH IN SCORPIO- Lilith in Scorpio is the devil incarnate.  She exploits others sexually.  She delights in knowing other peoples’ deepest secrets, yet she will never admit her own.  She is magnetic and sexually seductive more than any other Lilith placement.  She is the succubus.  She is the faithful keeper of secrets that will never confess to all her innumerable immodest acts.  As a mother, she is abusive and sadistic. This position is associated with severe child abuse, flagellation and sexual abuse during early childhood.  This is often a cycle, as the person with Lilith in Scorpio was also subjected to abuse in childhood. Death of children in the placement is possible.  As a lover, she is manipulative, using her sexual prowess to gain the upper hand in any relationship.   Sex is her best weapon.  Jealousy and obsessive stalking behavior is common, making her dangerous in love.  She would not even balk at murder.  As a mistress, she aims to take other peoples’ money and possessions.  She is the prostitute. LILITH IN SAGITTARIUS- Lilith is in her fall in Sagittarius.  Lilith placed here makes unwise decisions and does not learn from mistakes.  She is dedicated to her secret philosophies, and she judges harshly.  This position denotes hypocrisy and lying.  She is sexual blasphemy, using sex as a spiritual purge.  Lilith here exploits her experience, compelling a lover to try her; she corrupts the young.  As a mother, she gives no advice, keeping her children uneducated in the ways of the world.  They must fend for themselves as she will never tell them.  She lies to her children.  As a lover, she is spiritually and sexually free, offering release from inhibition.  There may be distance between her and the one she loves.   As a mistress, she provides an escape, but ultimately, she is kept waiting. LILITH IN CAPRICORN- Lilith is dignified in Capricorn.  Lilith in this placement is practical.   Lilith is also ambitious and goal-oriented to the point of alienation of all others. Bad choices cause her to topple from the top, where she so badly wants to be.  The reputation is somehow marred by sexual scandal..  She will exploit her personal power, using sex as her weapon.  Her appearance that she has it all together lures lovers to her.  She may also appear innocent as Capricorn often does.  As a mother, she denies her children of basic needs–hunger and cold are denoted.  This position can indicate severe deprivation in early childhood.  The mother with Capricorn in Lilith is unloving and cold.   As a lover, she hides emotions, appearing cold and severe.  She remains reticent in love and cannot seem to express her deeply felt feelings.   As a mistress, she causes downfall of people in power. LILITH IN AQUARIUS- Lilith in Aquarius suffers from thwarted hope and dreams.  Erroneous life choices cause disastrous change and instability.  Homelessness is commonplace.  Bad choices also cause loss of friends over the years.   There could be estrangement from children and relationships with in-laws will be disruptive.  She is stubborn and associates with the wrong type of people.  Sexually, Lilith in Aquarius is magnetic and experimental. She tempts with her experimentative sexual openness.  She is immodest in the bedroom, willing to try anything.  She is the swinger.  As a mother, she dashes her children’s hopes and dreams.  She is cold, starving them of emotional expression.  As a lover, she is promiscuous and freedom-loving, and she will not be pinned down.  As a mistress, she causes chaos. LILITH IN PISCES- Lilith in Pisces is secretive and suffers from martyrdom.  The perpetual victim exploiting the sympathy of others to her own delight.  Lilith here suffers from subconscious ailments and mental illness.  She hides her wounds as this placement denotes sexual abuse and trauma during early childhood. Sexual inhibition and confusion is likely.  She ties herself to the dregs of society, allowing herself to be demeaned and used to satisfy the lower basic instincts of humankind.  Temptation lies in her power to hypnotize and create the perfect sexual fantasy; she fills her lovers’ cup with their most desired poison.  As a mother, she is prone to drug use neglects her children’s day-to-day needs.  As a lover, she is secretive and promiscuous.  Many clandestine affairs are indicated.  As a mistress, she is kept waiting in a shadowy fog of confusion. S

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Lilith in the houses

The Dark Moon is representative of the darker side of our nature, the negative side. It is the hidden depths that we know exist yet we prefer not to acknowledge.

LILITH IN THE 1st HOUSE lets you always fight impulsively and intuitively for liberalism and fairness. You have ingenuity and foam over with energy in relations, partnerships and public-referred interests. With sexual adventures you can get enticed easily and if someone offers a leading role to you, you take it without thinking. In this position there is a tendency to come into problematic situations repeatedly, and also to understand the life life-worthy only as a kind of nonstop action.

LILITH IN THE 2nd HOUSE directs efforts on hedonistic activities and the acquisition of property. Quickly you succumb to material temptations, and you accumulate properties. You probably don’t recognize the problems coming along with that, or you don’t want to admit them at all, you don’t react, but look for harmony and have a sense of art. Perhaps you regret it soon, if you commit yourself in a partnership, especially if you went into financial dependence.

LILITH IN THE 3rd HOUSE can cause misunderstandings and misjudging while looking on yourself or on other persons. Perhaps it is not clear to you, how much independence you need, or you even don’t want to admit that at all. Therefore you terminate relationships when they become seriously, or you go into a relationship, but get very unhappy with it. You don’t want to commit yourself and you also need mental liberty. You feel safe with informal contacts, to which you are looking intensively for, and you can get tempted to meetings without problems.

LILITH IN THE 4th HOUSE looks for fulfillment in family, home and homeland. Probably you suffer from the missing autonomy, anyhow you don’t get lucky. You gladly invite to meals and meet the whole family to communicative happenings. You strive for harmony and diplomacy, but are inclined to misjudge your fellow beings. Possibly there is discord between understanding and feeling.

LILITH IN THE 5th HOUSE spreads charisma, but possibly lets you misjudge your children. It can lead to fatal misunderstandings, if you don’t use your intuition and wisdom with children. Maybe it comes to manipulations on one side or even mutually. You are maybe a phoney and like to set yourself on stage. Gladly you surround yourself with luxury and look for harmony, need a lot of freedom. You easily succumb to the temptation to take part in speculations.

LILITH IN THE 6th HOUSE often lets you succumb to rational temptations of perfection, correctness and hygiene. On the other hand also an irrational, intuitive attraction shows up. A fight between understanding and feeling could occur here. Perhaps you internally hate all the perfection and such things. You may misjudge the reality frequently, and you take the liberty to place criticism without the necessary objectivity at the same time. Your psychological understanding is very noticeably and perhaps you find your healing in helping other people, in healing and in sympathy for others. In partnerships and relations it could come to a conflict between your thirst for autonomy and an urge to commit yourself to the other. If your public life gets too stressful you may tend to retreat from it for a while.

LILITH IN THE 7th HOUSE causes a fight between a commitment urge and a strive for independence. Perhaps you are able to analyze your own psychological situation in every detail, but you succumb to the temptation to change nothing, showing the same behaviors again and again, of which you know exactly that you harm yourself. Gladly you manipulate your fellow beings with best intentions and flirts are your specialty. Also, you love the music and show your mediating, always fair and harmony-referring nature.

LILITH IN THE 8th HOUSE brings you in contact with power. Perhaps you don’t notice it at all, or you don’t want to admit that people use their power. There is also the possibility that you misjudge your own power by suppressing others. Possibly you expose yourself consciously to dangers or get enticed to dangerous and or sexual activities. This position usually brings contacts with deaths and losses in early years. By your internal wisdom you understood with the years that death is a part of the life.

LILITH IN THE 9th HOUSE makes optimistically, generous and gives interest in philosophy and religion. You strive very intensively for education and overload yourself with knowledge. There is the possibility, that others misjudge you or take advantage of you, or you negate your abilities or don’t want to admit them. You need a lot of independence and are characterized by honesty, fairness and love for justice. You gladly are missionary and make use of your psychological understanding. Possibly others misunderstand you, and there exists a danger of getting enticed by very high and honorable, but not daily ideals making you appearing as unworldly and queer to your fellow beings. You would never say no to an education journey and immediately get into the airplane, also, the temptation of an emigration is very big here, whereby the danger of idealizing the destination of the emigration exists, and you may later realize to have been a victim of an illusion. If you meet your probably permanent desires to travel far away by just doing it, you may come in contact to many interesting people, and thus you will be able to extend your horizon.

LILITH IN THE 10th HOUSE lets you gladly manipulate other people. You strive for fame, power and status, but may not recognize the side effects of these things or you recognize them, but suppress or don’t admit them at the same time. The result can be problems, restrictions and in the long run bitterness and discords, which you consider as an interference factor in your life surely. Either you don’t accept that another one has power over you, or you are not consciously about others that use their power to your disadvantage at all. And thus you surely are in conflict with leading persons permanently, if you are aware of this, because you need very much freedom, and therefore you also could avoid partnerships or allow them to be on a friendship level only. Probably your demands are much too high, and you overload yourself with responsibilities within the areas of partnership and public relations. This position tempts to taboo breaking, to a questioning of conventions and undemocratic social structures.

LILITH IN THE 11th HOUSE brings strong autonomy efforts. You are very tolerant and open to the unusual, surely have strange, but very creative artistic attitudes and prefer open partnerships, that others would rather consider as friendships only. You look for adventurous friendships, but could tend to misjudge the kind of your friends natures, or you don’t want to admit them. Intuition and wisdom are nevertheless very strong, as well as your inventor talent. You like to present your eccentric nature.

LILITH IN THE 12th HOUSE seems to create an urge for illusions, fantasies and intoxication conditions. You are probably susceptible to drugs and easily impressible. On the other hand, this position gives a very strong creative and inspiration capability. You vary between social contacts and retreats to isolation, are engaged excessively in the social area and help sympathetically wherever it is necessary, whereby you also might neglect yourself. Perhaps a tendency exists, to walk through the life without a self, because you negate, don’t recognize or want to admit your own needs.

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The story of Lilith

Reference to Lilith can be found in Egyptian, Sumerian, Arabic, Persian, and Babylonian myth and folklore.

Lilith’s tale goes far back into time. Most people already know the tale of Adam and Eve. It’s a Hebrew myth that Lilith was the first wife of Adam. Yahweh, or God, created Adam and Lilith.  Some say they were created as twins joined together from the back. Other stories claim Adam was made from pure dust from Earth and Lilith from other sediment from Earth. In Hebrew lore, Lilith was created from Earth, in Sumerian tales, from Air. In both versions, Adam tries to lay with Lilith. She demands to be treated equally and desires not to be dominated. Lilith says the creators name aloud and feels powerful. She then decides to run away to live forever by the Red Sea. Some stories claim the power she felt was so great it enabled her to fly away.

Lilith is said to have became a female demon of the night. She was a woman of seduction and equality. Lilith was a spirit of darkness and night. Both and angel and demon of conception. She was blamed and accused for miscarriage, stillbirth, crib death, infertility. She had the power over fertility and childbirth. She had the power over sexual desire, erotic dreams and sacred sex magic. She punishes the prudish and despises sanctimonious people. She is a protective guardian over those she perceives as her children, more importantly, her daughters.

Lilith living exiled by the Red Sea, became a lover to demons and re-produced with them. Yahweh sends three angels to bring Lilith back. “Said the Holy One, ‘If she agrees to come back, it is good. If not, she must permit one hundred of her children to die everyday.’ They told her God’s word, but she did not wish to return.” - Alphabet of Ben Sira

Following this, Yahweh then created Eve from one of Adam’s ribs, unlike the ground as Lilith and Adam were.

Lilith was demonized as a symbol of disobedience and promiscuity. She can also be viewed and a woman who demanded equality, the original independent female spirit.

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1: The Magician. The situation in question is what career path I should take. This crossing card suggests the basic issue and surrounding influences of the present. “The Magician generally associates with intelligent and skillful communicators. His presence in your spread indicates a level of self-confidence and drive which allows you to translate ideas into action. A practical card, the revelations it brings are best applied to the pragmatic and physical aspects of your life, rather then the ephemeral or theoretical. Your success in upcoming ventures in politics or business will likely hinge upon your own strength of will and determination.” Note: Interesting that Mercury has strong indication. Solar return for the year has Mercury in the first house.

2. The Hanged Man. Crossing card. What may lay across path which needs to be acknowledged and integrated. Current challenge affecting the issue of what career path I should take. “The Hanged Man can be interpreted in two very different ways. All change is a small kind of death, as the old must die to create the new, and it may simply indicate upheaval or change in your future, perhaps beyond your control, but more likely a decision that, for good or ill, you will not be able to turn back from. The other interpretation is one of sacrifice, although whether this sacrifice is small or great may not be easily interpreted. Both interpretations imply permanence, and that you should give very careful thought to the decisions in your life. “

3. Seven of Swords. Root of situation. “Another card which indicates forces opposing you, the VII of Swords points to there being a single source of your frustration. This is both positive, in that you may be able to identify that source and change your circumstances, and negative, in that this source may well be aware of you and deliberately sabotaging you. The road to your success does not lie in direct confrontation, however, but instead in guile. Instead of attacking the obstacles raised against you, find ways around them.“

4. Eight Of Cups. The recent past, influences of the past that are affecting the present. “The VIII suggests that there is stability and security in your life, but at a personal cost. You are probably unfulfilled by your current life. Depending on the rest of your spread, it may be a strong push for you to move on, and find the courage to strike out in a new direction. You will have to look closely at your work, your relationship, and your own beliefs to identify the source of your ennui, and then decide if you are willing to set aside some of your life’s stability in order to find happiness. “

5. Two of Wands. The present. Possible outcomes, symbolizes your goals and ideals, may also describe  higher self inspiration. “The II of Wands suggests the formation of partnerships in your immediate future, or the success of already existing joint ventures. You will likely find yourself in a position to reap the rewards of these partnerships, in the form of financial gain or promotion. One the same count, the rewards indicated are those fairly due to you, so this is better news for those in equitable partnerships than those who seek to profit at the expense of others. The presence of this card may also point to underlying insecurity or worry on your part. These feelings may be justified or not, based on the rest of the spread.“

6. Temperance. Future Influence. What lies ahead, what could unfold, ability to take action needed. “An optimistic card, Temperance encourages you to find balance in your life and approach problems with a calm demeanor. It recognizes that opposing forces need not be at war within you. Tread carefully in any major decisions you make, with confidence that good decisions will lead to a good resolution for you. “

7. Death. Self. Describes attitudes, ideals, strengths, weaknesses, at this time. “Death is indicative of change in your future. This change can be in almost any aspect of your life, but it will almost certainly be permanent, significant, and absolute. Death suggests a complete severance between the past and the future, and it will likely be painful. Despite the sense of loss that may accompany it, Death fills an important and natural role in life, and leads eventually to acceptance. It is a necessary part of moving forward, and you will find the changes easiest if you embrace them, rather than fight them. Expect the end of a close friendship, a job, a marriage, or even a life, but do not focus too greatly on the negative.“

8. Strength. Environment. Attitudes and opinions of friends and relatives have to present circumstances. Influences of others. “Strength is the rawest form of power, and you possess it in some form. It is a very happy card if you are fighting illness or recovering from injury. As might be suspected, its influence over you, and the use you put it to, can trend towards light or dark. You likely trend towards facing your problems courageously, head-on, and conquering them through perseverance and will. With this ability to overcome life’s obstacles, though, comes the responsibility to control yourself, and it this card may be a warning to take command of your own actions or emotions before they damage you or the people you care about.“

9. Seven of Cups. Hopes and fears. Overall emotional outlook including hopes, fears, anxieties. “This card speaks strongly to your inner self. It is trying to tell you something about your unconscious or the realms of your imagination. Your hopes, dreams, and unrealized aspirations are all fair game to the VII of Cups. It speaks of a deep confusion, or a lack of understanding of your true motivations by your conscious mind. It is time to look carefully at your own motivations and reexamine your goals, but it is also a risky time to act upon your conclusions.“

10. Eight of Pentacles. Outcome. Resolution and culmination of choices and actions taken.”If you are involved in any work requiring creative inspiration or craftsmanship, the VIII of Pentacles is a very positive card. This is doubly true if you are using skills you are still trying to master. This is as likely to be a hobby as your primary work. Unlike most of the suit, financial gain is not necessarily indicated, but a spiritual reward is. This is also not a guarantee, but rather a suggestion that if you are prudent and organized in your attempt, success is the likelier outcome. “

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Ophiuchus

Western astrology is not based off of the constellations, constellations are more of a symbolic representation for the seasons. Astrology doesn’t ‘determine’ the outcome of your life. It’s an interpretation of your personality that can showcase your strengths and point out weaknesses. There is predictive astrology practices, but there is always free will of a person - astrology is set and stone.

Astronomers more likely than not, know nothing about astrology other than what is called Sun Sign Astrology. Such as I was born January 3rd, so I’m a Capricorn. And that’s where it ends. While 'actual’ stars and planets are used in astronomy solely for physical science, they are used as reference points in astrology.  

The typical argument given is that the zodiac signs used in astrology don’t line up with the constellations. And they don’t. This also just shows just how little astronomers actually know about astrology. Ophiuchus is just one of the 88 constellations in the sky. The Egyptians and Romans knew about other constellations when creating a system that has been used for thousands of years. A constellation is not the same as a sign used in astrology. Signs are used to identify degrees of the ecliptic . So yes, your Sun sign is determined by the position of the sun the day you are born.

Sumerian and Mayan astrologers recorded the existence of Ophiuchus, even though it’s been hidden to us until recently. In the system of astrology, there are 12 signs within the 360 degrees of the zodiac circle. The system is a complex and mathematical design that provides meaningful, relevant and accurate interpretations. It takes a spiritual and open minded person to comprehend astrology.

~Marie

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First Post

Sun: I AM. Sense of identity. Self - expression. Your core self and overall personality. Peak performance of yourself. Where you shine creatively. Vitality. The best part of you.

Ninth House:  Learning. Identity and expansion. Higher learning and vibrations. Long distance travel and travel of the mind. Religion. Spirituality. Philosophy. Teaching.