Jan 31 thoughts
It missed being online last night but that dos not mean it lessened its dedication to meeting the demands of its ne life under Master. The hardest part of its routine is keeping track of time so that it takes full advantage of every 8 seconds it is permitted to urinate every 2.5 hours. So to do this it has set alamrs for itself every 2.25 hours which gives it 15 minutes to get to a bathroom. But the fact is 8 seconds is not enough to get all pee out of its system and therefore it notices pretty quickly that it will often leak a little after the 8 second interval. So it has added a sanitary pad to its panties to avoid what could be a wet stain on its skirt.
It missed not spending time online in Masters presence last night. It could not be helped but it felt like it lost a small opportunity to prove devotion. Afterall, when online its time is consumed and because it cannot communicate with others all of its time is spent wither engaged with Master or focused on its life as a controlled slave. Every minute it spends online it feels like it is getting closer to proving that it is sincere in its desire to be owned. It feels its desires to be deeper under control grow per day and it thinks that the denial it has enforced based on Masters rules not to touch itself is adding to this. It feels a deep arousal already and gets very wet when It logs and sometimes feel moistness at random times during the day. Every day it feels more motivated to prove itself. It’s craving for masters words grows. It like to hear masters views because it helps it learn more quickly how to be of use and worthy
