Rise&Fall

sous les pavés, la plage

[sunofthesleeplesss]

[sunofthesleeplesss]

When you ripped off the band aid, I didn’t even know I had a wound.

[sunofthesleeplesss]

[sunofthesleeplesss]

I hope I‘ll be able to feel at home one day with someone else too. And I hope that time, I won’t care so much about showing that I am worth investing time and effort in. Because I am, there‘s nothing to prove.

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[sunofthesleeplesss]

[sunofthesleeplesss]

You were different - I could tell by your choice of t-shirts. Who else would wear a shirt with planets stapled above each other in an ice cream cone held by a little girl?

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[sunofthesleeplesss]

All this time I was looking for you. For the person behind the façade. But at some point, I found myself in the void, with the red thread in my hand, not knowing anymore who I was.

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[sunofthesleeplesss]

Nothing hurts me more than hurting you. Yet, I do it over and over again. What do I know about love?

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[sunofthesleeplesss]

[sunofthesleeplesss]

Sometimes I look at you a little too long and it scares me. What I feel scares me.

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[sunofthesleeplesss]

You will always be special to me, although I don’t feel that anymore.

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[sunofthesleeplesss]

Parallel lines have a lot in common but they never meet. You might think that’s sad. But every other pair of lines meets once and then drifts apart forever. I wish we were parallel lines.

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[sunofthesleeplesss]

Throughout life, you had gotten rid of your edges and corners in order to be liked a little more. Yet, for me, those were the only things I wanted to see.

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[sunofthesleeplesss]

And I keep opening our chat to see if you are online - as if that would connect us over the distance for a moment. But it was never the physical space that separated us in the first place.

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[sunofthesleeplesss]

[sunofthesleeplesss]

[sunofthesleeplesss]

Everything changed (including me) - but not your place in my heart

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