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25 // she/her // solar-powered

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why am i so low energy today omg ugh

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i have decided on jewel tones for my (far) future solo dwelling :)) daydreaming and googling about my dream living space is so fun for me lol

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one of my roommates is mad cause he ""didn't know"" that my other roommate, who works in THE ER, works with covid positive patients.... like... dude.. im............

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i am so excited to have a nice slow morning tomorrow :))

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i love being able to mute text messages omg

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i would love to get tattoos and piercings and live alone but im 25 years old and my mom sent me money cause i had -57$ in my bank account so :(

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plans w people who aren't my partner 2 weekends in a row?? who am i????

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cw: disordered eating

feels not gr8 that someone can so much as mention an ed and im like.. well how come I don't have enough willpower to consistently not have a good relationship with food >:( ?? lol like i only ever last 1 day doing anything extreme lol but that's actually Good cause my body is trying to keep me Well !! whattt

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Chinstrap Penguin

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at first i was like it's kinda ~basic~ but u know what i would look hot with a septum piercing im gonna get it once it feels safe enough to

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ok we're supposed to hang out today but im afraid im just gonna be pissy lmao

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my moods the past few days have been extremely sad, super h***y, happy and ok, back to kinda lonely.... can we please.... have some consistency.... im begging u @ my brain

my brain: just admit that ur happiness is connected to ur interactions w and feeling connected to ur partner

me: i-

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my brain: IMPULSE BUY! IMPULSE BUY! IMPULSE BUY!

my last two brain cells, sweating: n...o.....

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i am Literally so in LOVE

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me, over a year into the relationship, nervous bc my bf said he'd call me

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ik healing is messy or whatever but i feel like complete shit for being a big mess rn

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i know looking hot and crying isn't cute anymore but it's all i know how to do??