cis at heart, nice ass too

not really a proper kink account or anything, just sharing errant fantasies on the occasion. call me rina. not white, trans lesbian, early 20s, don't wanna get more specific

[sunsetsweetie]

i feel like my posts just haven't been very good lately. sorry about that, but it's difficult to post anything inspired in the throes of constant self-hatred. i only even feel horny enough to have those fantasies every once in a while, things may improve when i do, but i think it's gonna be disappointing until then. which makes me question why i still have this account and post here. should i just quit it with these delusions already? maybe

[sunsetsweetie]

i think sooo much about being the only trans girl in a situation like the equivalent of this

[thebitchwhobreaks-s]

You can get that tgirl pregnant with your cunt btw. If you're pure of heart and spirit. Keep trying.

[sunsetsweetie]

keep trying keep trying!!! you'll get there, just a little bit more, just a bit more, you'll get me pregnant i swear

[thebitchwhobreaks-s]

You can get that tgirl pregnant with your cunt btw. If you're pure of heart and spirit. Keep trying.

[sunsetsweetie]

cis girl who gets super eager and handsy when putting sunscreen on me

[sunsetsweetie]

cis girl groping me in the middle of a voice training session to "test those moans".......

[sunsetsweetie]

cis girl putting me in a miniskirt to dryhump me the whole day

[pixeljade]

I feel like theres a tendency amongst TME trans folks to view and portray masculine features in TMA folks as a challenge to perceptions of gender but honestly to me it just feels like we're being used as a prop to further your own goals, and that it seems infinitely more radical to portray any transfem as openly enjoying femininity, because femininity is so rarely celebrated, instead portrayed as a cage or a costume.

Like. When us transfems get assaulted or murdered, it is not because we have stubble. We had stubble before coming out, it was never punished then. We get assaulted and murdered because we are embracing femininity.

So yeah. Stop drawing your transfem characters looking like a guy in a dress, you're literally just perpetuating transmisogyny and pretending its good because you use the right pronouns.

[sunsetsweetie]

deleted the last post sorry about being insane

[sunsetsweetie]

i'm going to go crazy

[sunsetsweetie]

being trans is such torture, everything in the news, every post made about trans women is such torture. everything states that the mere fact of my identity is an evil transgression and it makes me a predator-to-be, hearing this constantly as a victim of SA drives me insane. this condition is something i wouldn't wish on my worst enemies, it destines me for an early grave. i, whoever "i" am, had no chance from birth.

[sunsetsweetie]

my last post is honestly very embarassing to me. i think the prose is well written but it's soooo self indulgent and pathetic in a lot of ways. but i wanna keep it up regardless, because that's how i feel, it's what i want. i think it's wrong but it's how i am

[sunsetsweetie]

"You're ridiculous... don't say such saccharine bullshit to a tranny." She referred to herself. She couldn't bring herself to do anything but look away, away from eye contact, away from the girl like and unlike herself in front of her. "...Whatever. Find a real girl to say that to." She stated as flatly as she could, as she strained to burn all the firewood marked 'nonchalance' in her heart, and attempted to walk away.

The girl in front was spurred by a sudden instinct that she may never see her avoidant... someone. Her avoidant girl... again. She extended her hand, and gripped the wrist she feared losing sight of. Tightly, so tight, it almost hurt, though that avoidant girl wasn't the type to vocalize it until it crossed over from almost to seriously. With no mental bandwidth to consider any of that, the girl in front pulled her close in a hug, so close. It was warm and soft, mixing into one like the ingredients for a cake. "Don't... call yourself that."

"...Even if I called myself something nicer, it wouldn't change anything, be serious here."

"I'm not joking, about anything." The girl in front pulled her so tight, that avoidant girl only made a single half-hearted attempt at pulling away before giving up. "You're not fake... You're a girl, and mine. I'm not letting you go, or I'll lose you." She pressed their chests together, heartbeats resonating both ways.

That avoidant girl, quite obviously, had no mental preparation against these things. The sweet and saccharine and loving made her bawl her eyes out, every time. This time, she tried her best to stifle her tears, or she'd cry the whole night. "Why...? What's the point? In acting like this over me?"

"Wrong question stupid. Why wouldn't I act like this over you?"

Her avoidant girl is a crybaby.

[mousidy]

so do you "love trans women" as in you like to fantasize about being fucked by a Scary Predatory Tranny, or do you love trans women?

[mousidy]

gonna push harder on this one cause I consider myself kink positive, but I don't consider kinks to be beyond critical thought. and I think if your kinks align very closely with the narratives spun to oppress trans women by the right wing propaganda machine, you should examine that, especially if you proclaim to love trans women

we live in a culture that relentlessly ascribes dangerous, heavily sexualized stereotypes to trans women. it's honestly pretty mundane and unshocking that people would find this tantalizing and that it would inform their sexuality, just as it's mundane and unshocking that these stereotypes inform any other area of how someone thinks and feels. and I do think it's everyone's responsibility to unpack how their perception of trans women has been impacted by this. yes, even in the realm of kink and sexuality

[campyvillain]

Sparkle on! It’s wednesday! Don’t forget to be yourself!

[sunsetsweetie]

let's have a wonderfully dramatic and heartrending c4t lesbian romance where our hearts melt into one

(,,> ᴗ <,,)

[sunsetsweetie]

i have really nice hips by the way if any cis girls wanna. grab them, hold them, caress them, squeeeeeze them, all the time, without my consent even