I accept asks and thoughts for enha and &team only. Obviously don't be acting weird in my inbox. I'm generally accepting of a lot of things so you can honestly use your judgment when it comes to asks. I would also prefer if your asks were on the shorter side, but feel free to say whatever you need to say. Nothing too personal either. I will not be getting extremely specific like pairing the idol specifically with you. I like to keep things general so everyone can enjoy.
I'm probably not gonna be making any long posts. That doesn't mean it's completely out of the question though.
Absolutely no to:
non-con/dub con
-cest
pregnancy
large age gaps
extreme bdsm dynamics
daddy/mommy kink
dd/lg
yandere/stalking
smut for enha and &team maknae line
pegging
omorashi/piss
extreme degradation
somno
scat
excessive spit
anything violent or including weapons
I am also not well-versed in writing for a male reader :(
As long as you follow these rules you can ask anything else you'd like :)
Every day I open social media and I'm reminded of why I dont call myself an engene. I'm almost ashamed to be interacting in engene spaces because of how immature and idiotic some of you guys are.
I wanted to get back into writing after reading some good fics but then I open this app and I see that someone has taken their life because of severe harassment over something as stupid as flowers. I literally remember seeing the concert video weeks ago on tiktok and just scoffing and going about my day. Why do you guys let any and everything linger and fester in your mind? You can see something you dont like and just ignore it.
Do you guys think Sunoo lost sleep over a 10 second interaction????? He is a grown man who can regulate his own emotions. You dont have to do that for him. It was truly never that deep. It deserved an eye roll at most. To take the time out of your day to go to a young woman's page to bully her is disgusting and deplorable. Social media has given you guys unfounded confidence to hide behind screens without facing consequences. Something isnt right with some of you. It's not normal to be this malicious and aggressive to another person no matter the reason. You need serious help and grounding in reality.
Get a life, a hobby, some friends, a job, get some rest, idk just DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE.
It's gotten to the point where I just dont feel comfortable making content for a fandom that has no semblance of morality.
One more thing. Seeing accounts blame enhypen for the despicable actions of their "fans" genuinely pisses me off. They literally just make music. No matter what they say, how they say it, or when they say it, it'll never be good enough. It's not Niki's fault that that young lady was bullied. He had all right to say what he said. Some "fans" took it upon themselves to bully her with their twisted sense of justice.
Saying they should disband is taking the accountability off the perpetrators. Even if every member were to directly address this situation now, the only ppl they would reach would be the reasonable ones. Those vile "fans" do not care about enhypen. They care about clout and attention.
You guys are victim blamers. Nothing enhypen has done warrants any action on their "fans" part to result in any of these situations occurring.
Every day I open social media and I'm reminded of why I dont call myself an engene. I'm almost ashamed to be interacting in engene spaces because of how immature and idiotic some of you guys are.
I wanted to get back into writing after reading some good fics but then I open this app and I see that someone has taken their life because of severe harassment over something as stupid as flowers. I literally remember seeing the concert video weeks ago on tiktok and just scoffing and going about my day. Why do you guys let any and everything linger and fester in your mind? You can see something you dont like and just ignore it.
Do you guys think Sunoo lost sleep over a 10 second interaction????? He is a grown man who can regulate his own emotions. You dont have to do that for him. It was truly never that deep. It deserved an eye roll at most. To take the time out of your day to go to a young woman's page to bully her is disgusting and deplorable. Social media has given you guys unfounded confidence to hide behind screens without facing consequences. Something isnt right with some of you. It's not normal to be this malicious and aggressive to another person no matter the reason. You need serious help and grounding in reality.
Get a life, a hobby, some friends, a job, get some rest, idk just DO SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE.
It's gotten to the point where I just dont feel comfortable making content for a fandom that has no semblance of morality.
I hate making so many posts about one thing but every time i look up enhypen on any platform it's never anything positive. I find that so disrespectful and shameful.
Heeseung left because he wanted to make solo music. Enhypen is having the time of their lives performing as 6. There is no beef. What are you arguing for????
Blaming Heeseung for the hate train that you are singlehandedly fueling is insane. What else do you want him to speak up on? He said he wanted to go solo. Does he look miserable? No. He's doing what he wants to do and apparently no one wants to believe that a 24 yr old can make his own decisions. Jungwon and Jay have spoken up and you guys ignore them, what makes Heeseung's word any more credible? What is it going to take for you guys to grow up and act like you have sense.
Not a peep about the music, just straight delusion and blame game going around. And it pains me to see grown ass people having the most unintelligent think pieces about the situation. There's nothing to analyze. Heeseung didnt like the music direction of Enhypen so he left. I literally made a post about how I wasnt messing with it either. Whether you think hes a backstabber or whatever because of the timing is your own opinion and doesnt need a million uninformed thinkpieces muddying enhypens online presence.
Yall were eating him up when he was in the group. Now all of a sudden you noticed "signs." I sincerely hope that you guys will one day understand why people make these types of hard decisions. Keeping your peace and doing what makes you happy even if it's "selfish" will never be deplorable in my book.
Neither Heeseung nor Enhypen need to be receiving any hate. They didnt do anything wrong.
quick service announcement. I know it seems hypocritical given my immediate post when heeseung left but I would like to make it known that I respect enhypen as 6. I can admit that my initial response was driven purely by emotion. But as time passes I can see that theyre on a new path that they clearly enjoy.
It's honestly really pathetic that ot7s cant just get over the fact that he left. You guys wouldnt last a day in 2nd or 3rd gen. There were times where you'd wake up to literally a whole new lineup of members. And you just had to accept it. That's just how the industry works. No amount of complaining online is going to change that.
At the end of the day you dont know these people. And if the leader of the group says theyre 6 then theyre 6 and that's that. All you guys are doing is annoying the members and other fans that actually care about the music.
And this isn't even to shit on ot7s. Some of the ot6s are mad weird too. You dont know the circumstances of why heeseung decided to leave when he did. If he was truly unhappy in the group then he had all right to leave. Whether or not you view that as selfish or a betrayal is irrelevant. If you knew what it felt like to have to work 24/7 doing something you no longer enjoy, then you'd at least try to understand his position. Who knows if it was taking a toll on his mental health. You guys never try to see idols as human until they take drastic measures and then all of a sudden you act shocked and go back to every video theyve ever been in and try to psychoanalyze every interaction. You guys are not enhypen members, you're not entitled to any deeper explanation from him. Im sure they had a conversation amongst each other. And even if they didnt it's still none of our business since they clearly dont want to share. He left because he wanted to be solo. Deal with it.
It's honestly shameful that the situation is so bad that the members themselves have to address it. Are you guys gonna fight forever? Just keep it pushing and support who you want to and ignore who you dont like. Enhypen will continue as 6 whether you like it or not.
I've gotten over my shock of heeseung's departure. I must say they seem to be fairing quite well as six and I'm not one to ignore what's in front of me. My initial thoughts were definitely wrong. Lowkey sad they're not performing in NYC.
That being said. Hard and soft thoughts and asks are welcomed ❤️
Time to address the elephant in the room. I think my last post about enhypen's trajectory musically has everything to do with why Heeseung left the group.
First off, it doesn't even feel real. Enhypen was the one group that I wholeheartedly believe would never split. Every single member has a place in the group and I do not believe that they can operate as anything other than 7. The dynamic of the group simply doesn't work that way. It's not a coincidence that they're the only group that barely has any friendships outside the group. This is obviously because of their ridiculously tight schedule but I also believe it is due to their closeness. This to me is the equivalent of one of the members leaving GOT7. There are certain groups in my opinion that do not work if they don't have all the members. Enhypen never gave coworkers to me and they still don't.
Now that I've got that out of the way I wanted to focus on why Heeseung is so relevant to the group. It's no secret that Enhypen was formed for Heeseung. I-LAND was there to find 6 other members to suit his style. In their earlier albums they would tune the member's voices to sound like Heeseung. Even moreso on Orange Blood you can hear the autotuning to mimic Heeseung's vocal colour. Enhypen's sound has always been synonymous with Heeseung's personal sound. You can tell when he really loves a song and when he doesn't. I also believe that Heeseung is the most music-oriented one in the group. I could chalk that up to his personal preference but I also think it has to do with his age.
There's been this conversation about idols who are idols for the sake of being popular and idols who actually enjoy music. I think Heeseung (and arguably Jay) genuinely enjoys making music. That's not to say I think the other members only care about the fame but I think they are more attuned to the commercialized music of the kpop industry instead of their own production. Which is ok. Kpop has never been original and we shouldn't act like kpop idols have a duty to be dedicated artists when it started off as a poor imitation of real artistry in the first place. However, with the last few comebacks I believe Heeseung was not happy with the quality of music they were putting out. I think Belift was focusing too much on trying to recreate the HYYH era of having complicated concepts that they neglect the actual appeal of the members.
Bringing this back to his age. Heeseung is turning 25 this year. It gets to a point where he's going to be tired of this corny boyfriend shit. I think he wants to embark on making age appropriate music and not just fan service. There is such a clear shift after Romance Untold where the music isn't the focus but rather the concept. Desire: Unleash was goonerbait damn near and everything after is basically the same thing. I think it's particularly egregious because Belift waited until Ni-ki turned legal to immediately push these "sexy" concepts outright. I find it quite ironic because I believe the songs from Romance Untold are far more intimate than anything from Desire: Unleash. Moonstruck exhibits way more desire and yearning than Bad Desire.
To stay on topic, Enhypen's fandom has become a festering chamber of touch-starved teens and young adults. There isn't anything inherently wrong with that but I think a company has to draw lines. It's ok for Enhypen to make mature music but the fan service is unnecessary and it only encourages uncomfortable interactions. As an adult, when you start to recognize that, it becomes almost impossible to ignore. Once I turned 20, it was almost like a switch went off in my brain. The mainstream kpop fandom almost immediately becomes distasteful to you because you understand that there is no genuine discourse. It's an echo chamber of ignorance that everyone upholds until they get too old and phase out of it. Then they're replaced by younger, more ignorant people. I think Heeseung had enough of not only that kind of uncomfortable environment, but also of not having autonomy as a grown man.
If you're new to kpop you might not notice but if you've been watching the industry for a while, there's always telltale signs that a group is starting to fall apart. My personal thought is if the music starts to feel like it's just following trends, it means the members have stopped caring or the company is putting all its efforts into cash grabs. At that point I already know a hiatus announcement is coming.
I know it's probably irritating for some that I'm saying the group is falling apart but it is the truth I fear. Enhypen is 7 and only 7. Heeseung's musical influence is what made Enhypen. Musically they will never have the same quality without him. If they continue as a group, the only thing the fandom is going to talk about is Heeseung leaving. Coming up on their 6th year, I don't expect any of them to renew in the future and I think it's very unfortunate. Though it's unfortunate, I do also believe the only thing kpop got right in its early days was the prevalence of groups only lasting about 5 years. When you look at the progression of many groups, especially those under big companies, it all starts to fall apart generally around the 5-6 year mark. BTS and SVT weren't under big companies when they debuted so this rule doesn't apply to them. TWICE is an exception because I think they made it a point to build individual brands for each member.
The members are so young and I think it's a shame they've met this type of bump in their career. If we're being frank, there's no way any of them can debut in a new group. And, you can call this a personal opinion, but no one other than Jay, Jungwon, and Heeseung have the potential to make standout music as solo artists. While I don't want to be super negative and downplay their talent, the reality is talent isn't what gets you by in the kpop industry. Your perception and your history makes up 90% of what the public sees of you. Having a pivotal member leave a group almost 5 and a half years into their career isn't something that you can skate past in the modern era of social media. Especially not a group like Enhypen.
Personally, I already made comments on how I felt like Enhypen was losing their colour musically. I think its unfortunate that this is the wakeup call for many fans. But I think it is commendable on Heeseung's part to pursue his goals even if he's gonna have to take some heat. I wish him and the rest of the members the best.
on the topic of enhypen's world tour. I went to their concert on i think the very first day of the US leg, and I'm gonna be 100% honest. i was pretty disappointed.
I paid $400 for my ticket, which is neither here nor there. I willing paid for it. but this was my first kpop concert and after seeing all clips of their previous tours, i was so excited to see them live. enhypen is basically the only group where I knew every single one of their songs word for word.
to get the easiest point out of the way, simply the energy was just not there. I went to the NY show on day 1 and i was only able to attend one day because I had work. frankly, i dont even think i should have to attend both days to get the full experience. sure it's not gonna be the same but I shouldn't have people telling me that they're gonna be even better the next day. imo the point of having 2 days is so people like me who can't go on certain days can still attend the next.
but yh the energy was way off. jungwon said it himself that he felt like he couldnt match our energy. which is okay imo, i know they're overworked. but there are so many ways to make up for that. for example, they had no dancers with them. it was just them dancing all their songs. that to me immediately brought the energy down. i went to txt's concert in october and the energy was just so much better and livelier, and i didnt know like 80% of the songs. i hadn't listened to txt in over 2 years atp, but just the energy from the dancers and the members was enough to keep me engaged. i dont like to compare but when im spending my hard earned money to watch someone that i like, i expect some energy back.
and my frustration is not towards enhypen. there's only so much you can do when you're pushed to the limit. like i said, i think hybe could've structured the concerts better to make up for their exhaustion. for example, to me, it felt like i was watching a music show like inkigayo and not a concert. almost all of the songs they were performing the choreo for. i just dont think that's necessary. you have a secondary stage and a runway, i think they could've utilized them a lot more and cut out some of the choreo. tbh the concert felt very sterile and robotic. just perform some songs, go to the secondary stage once or twice, perform more, say our remarks, then encore.
i paid for this concert because those older tours were so much more interactive and it truly looked like they were enjoying the stage with the fans. pass the mic is the biggest example. i was expecting the performance to be super hype, i didnt need to see the choreo for that, i just wanted to enjoy the atmosphere. i honestly dont remember the performace clearly but there was just a lack of audience interaction to really create the environement i associate with pass the mic. plus the absence of dancers just made it fall flat. this is the US yk, plus it's NY. yes, a lot of the fans are terrible and just on their phones, but this is a drill song...and you're in NY. i dont gaf about the choreo. get some dancers out here and have some fun with the audience.
moreover, i just think the setlist itself was just poorly constructed. i know it's technically the fate tour, but like those songs are old asf. get something new in there. they literally only performed bad desire. like wtf. one new song??? i know that other US cities got helium, but even that is unfair. why are you changing up the setlist like that. i understand wanting it to be new, but you give us a song you've been performing for like 2 years and then give other cities brand new songs?? we got no outside, no helium, not even fucking daydream. but the asia leg of the tour gets lighthearted moments, sections of them being more candid, and more thought out performances and stages with dance breaks.
i cant lie that's a terrible first impression to make. and it really pissed me tf off. i understand that they're more comfortable in asia but i also dont gaf. without the US, enhypen wouldn't be half as big as they are now. all their popular songs are Black American genres. the US deserves more than what we were given. i hope hybe cuts that shit out.
i went to the txt concert after that and literally almost every song was new and they actually looked like they were enjoying themselves. i paid way less for my ticket and enjoyed myself way more. it looked like there was actual effort put into every stage.
like i said i know this isn't enhypen's fault, exhaustion isn't something to play with. I would hate to see them be injured trying to overexert themselves. but also this is your job. there needs to be provisions so that this kind of disparity with quality isn't so noticeable. i really hope hybe gets themselves together for the next tour because it's not a good look and honestly so disrespectful to fans who are the reason they're even able to tour in the first place.
idk if people really care about opinions on tumblr but now that we're a few months out from desire:unleash, I have a lot of opinions I wanted to get off my chest. this is a very long post, sorry in advance.
first, I personally think that was enhypen's weakest album creatively. i dont think any of the songs are bad. i listen to all of them, except the tt. but for comparison, I think that dark blood and orange blood are their best albums altogether. the quality of not only the songwriting, but the artistic vision is completely different with these 2 albums. i also love romance:untold.
for the same reasons i also believe manifesto was a pretty weak album, it was clear that they just wanted enhypen to have some hype songs so they did pass the mic and paradoxxx invasion. but the rest of the album is pretty weak compared to how it starts. love tfw and shout out but when the album is only 5 songs, i feel like you cant start it off with drill and hiphop and then immediately mellow it out so much.
but back to desire:unleash maybe it was due the hype from coachella but I felt like it was gonna be a lot more impressive than i thought. however, the songs are not cohesive and honestly idek what the running theme was for the album. to me it felt like hybe was focusing on putting out trendy songs rather than something to fit enhypen's artistic image.
i've always admired how every enhypen song somehow tied it's way back to their vampire concept, as well as just sounded very in line with the image that they've made for themselves. i dont believe that every song on the album has to sound the same or be the same genre, but they need to blend into each other at least. dark blood and orange blood are pretty cohesive genre wise but romance untold is pretty all over the place and it still comes together very beautifully.
i feel like they baited and switched me with the concept photos a bit. coachella was crazy, it gave the vibe of enhypen maturing. when i saw the album name teaser and the tagline i was expecting something a lot more mature coming from them. especially with those 50 shades of grey ass concept photos. i dont think i was being too unreasonable to think the songs would've had more intimate themes. im not saying they had to go straight to some nct, weeknd levels of freak, but it felt very lackluster. especially when they have other songs from before that were already in their own way to being thirsty asf. i mean there's fever, criminal love, fatal trouble, sacrifice, shit even moonstruck. if you put all those songs on an album, i would consider that more fitting for the album name.
song by song:
flashover - ?/10 - it was cool. honestly dont remember it, but i dont think i hated it. it's just an intro so I dont really judge intros.
bad desire - 3/10 - I actually don't really like this song. i dont like the mixing that they have going on with their voices. as everyone noticed, it gave Justin Timberlake reheated nachos. and enha never gave reheated nachos. i see what they were going for but imo they already have songs that have themes of yearning and desire that fit their concept without reheating any nachos like i said before. very disappointing.
along with the autotune, i didnt really like the lyrics. they were kinda cringe, and not in the normal cringe way that you always get from kpop. just kinda disingenuous and they sounded almost detached when they were singing. also i dont know wtf is going on with enhypen but this 2 min title track shit needs to go. why are your b sides longer than the title track. the song imo just isn't interesting, the arragement is boring, the lyrics are unimpressive, the vocal performances are ok. heeseung's vocals sound out of place because of the vocal mixing. it sounds like it could've been a b side on dark blood.
also to side track, i thought the mv was so bad. it looked so cheap and like they just put a whole bunch of shit together. there was just a lot going on with ugle cgi that doesn't make sense for the average enhypen fan. the sets looked like something out of sharkboy and watergirl. i understand that they were trying to expand on the lore, but honestly nobody gaf. it was just so incredibly low budget and visually unpleasing compared to all their other mvs. it sticks out like a sore thumb. plus the styling was so ugly too. like wtf does blue and white have to do with the theme of the entire mv. if i were new to enhypen and saw that i would've thought it was a hot mess.
outside - 4/10 - it's ok. ngl i think that because fans knew it would have a good choreo, they were more inclined to convince themselves to like it. and that's ok. there are a lot of songs that i didn't start liking until i saw the choreo. other than that, the song itself isn't anything special. it's just ok.
helium - 9/10 - there's a reason this song has so much hype. the best song on the album by far. the fact that jay was involved in it makes it clear why. this song makes you understand enhypen musically. it's very reminiscent of their dimension:dilemma days. this song felt very in line with the standards i hold for enha. i love the vocals, i love the guitar, the song is fun, it's light, and i like the melodies. that being said, i dont think it really fits what i thought the album was gonna be like. sure there's desire there, but as an english speaker, when i hear desire unleashed, i think of something a bit more intimate (not necessarily sexual).
too close - 7/10 - i like it. it's cute, good vocals, but imo not very memorable. just like a good study song to have in the background. i also don't think it fit the name of the album. nothing much else left to say.
loose - 9/10 -i love loose. it kinda gives Jonas brothers but not in the reheated nachos way, but just the vocal style of the song. very DNCE, very Nick Jonas. I liked it when it came out, it was a genre that we haven't really heard from mainstream kpop groups. i liked the lyrics, it was good for a single.
overall this album is like a 5/10. painfully mediocre.
all that being said. i do hope this next album, enhypen can have more artistic freedom. this album felt kind of like a placeholder just to get in some new songs before the tour. speaking of the tour, i have a whole rant on that as well. i felt like their US leg of the tour was so unfairly set up. anyways, i hope for something more authentic with their next comeback. i always look forward to enhypen albums because i know i'm gonna be impressed by how they can fit their vampire theme into so many different genres and creative lenses. this album just didnt make the cut for me, but i wish well for the future.
Is this a safe place to confess that I thought Moonstruck was a horny song until I saw that literally everyone was not matching my freak all 🙁 like are the lyrics not even a little bit thirsty to yall at all????
another draft from january lol. i literally surprised myself with how much i cooked with this. forcing myself to finish this for his birthday.
im a bitch for best friends who are mutually pining for each other. this could honestly apply to any member of hyung line tbh. i just chose heeseung to put a name.
this is barely proofread so bare with any mistakes please.
pairing: inexperienced!reader x inexperienced!heeseumg
content warnings: afab!reader, oral (f and m. receiving), face sitting, p in v penetration, protected sex (yay!), nipple sucking, fingering (f. receiving), ass eating (this is me pushing my freakseung agenda)
word count: 2501
"have you ever had sex before?" you asked curiously, making eye contact with your best friend.
after more than a decade of being friends, it was almost like you both ran out of things to talk about. almost every day you two would hang out in your shared apartment just yapping about your days and anything that came to mind. it was safe to say that you guys knew almost everything about each other.
so when you asked the question, you had innocent intentions. you yourself were still a virgin and you wanted to know if heeseung had anymore luck than you did. he was handsome, kind, crazy talented, and not a fucking weirdo. it wouldn't be hard for him to find somebody to warm his bed. even though you were also all of the above, you just never found a guy who you could trust like that.
"why do you ask?" he replies, amused at your question.
at this point you both are lying on opposite ends of the couch, the movie playing on your tv long forgotten.
"i dont know, i feel like we've never talked about anything like that before," you reason.
you've both had partners in the past, but for you it never got any further than a heated makeout, and you preferred it that way. heeseung's girlfriends were always so beautiful and kind to both you and heeseung, yet you can never recall a time where he's ever wanted to be home alone with them. perhaps heeseung was just that good at learning your schedule, or maybe he was just that good at being quiet. either way you were curious on why this area of your lives went unexplored for so long.
"there's really nothing to talk about. i've never gotten that far with anyone," heeseung admits with a shrug.
"but why not?" you continue to question, sitting up straight, somewhat surprised at his answer.
"honestly, i think i was just too nervous. i knew i wouldn't have performed well under the pressure, so i just never tried."
there is no hint of regret in his answer. you're surprised at how mature he was in his teen years, and even now in his early twenties. not a lot of men are willing to show that type of vulnerability. you conclude that that's how he still managed to maintain healthy relationships with his ex-girlfriends.
"so what did you do when you were horny then? surely your hand can only help you so much," you tease, with a chuckle. he reciprocates.
"why am i the only one getting questioned? what about you?" he whines cutely, his lips forming a slight pout.
"first, don't avoid my question. and second, unfortunately, i too am still a virgin. god we're such fucking losers." you groan dramatically, rolling your eyes for emphasis.
"nothing wrong with being a virgin. at least for us it's voluntary." he shrugs.
"how do you know im not just an incel?" you joke.
"i dont think there's any sane guy in this world who would say no to you," he answers honestly.
"does that include you?" you continue to tease, happy that the conversation isn't awkward.
"are you asking me if i would have sex with you?"
"yes, that's exactly what i'm asking you heeseung." you reply boldly, half-teasing, half-serious, wanting to see how far you could go before he shuts you down.
you two were no strangers to flirting, however, there was always a line drawn eventually. but given the way heeseung is hesitating to answer you, you think that maybe that line could get crossed today. and you in this moment wouldnt mind, if there was anyone you could trust with being this vulnerable, it would be heeseung.
"honestly, i never found a guy who i thought i could completely trust you know. what if he tells everyone that im a bad fuck, or im a slut or something. i would never recover from that," you offer to fill the silence.
heeseung's eyes soften at your confession. "he'd be crazy to do that to you."
"i dont if you've noticed heeseung, but men arent exactly the most sane people in the world." you reply humourously. he nods in agreement.
"do you want to figure it out together then," heeseung offers. "i'm the least nervous when im with you, and i'd like to think you'd trust me enough to not disrespect you like that."
"is this your way of seducing me lee heeseung? a little too formal dont you think?"
"shut up and come here," he replies, urging you to sit in his lap.
when you oblige, he takes his time to study your features, using his hands to softly cup your face. you're absolutely breathtaking, so much so at times he feels he cant handle it. his chest feels like it's caving in on itself and he can hardly breathe.
"please let me kiss you," his plea coming out as a mere whisper.
"i'm all yours hee," you reply cheekily.
god, you were going to be the death of him. he wishes you were only his. his hands were already shaking when you brought the topic up, he had been trying so hard to keep his cool. but now that you're sitting in his lap, your breasts pressing against his chest, his entire body is hyperaware of ever piece of fabric and skin touching him.
when he leans in to kiss you, he swears he can hear his heart beating out of his chest. your lips are so soft pressed against him that he almost moans at the feeling. as you continue to deepen the kiss, he feels your hands tangle in his hair and softly pull. it didnt help that you now transitioned to licking at his mouth and softly sucking on his tongue. though heeseung was no stranger to making out, at this very moment he felt like his entire body was on fire, even as he reciprocates your actions, wrapping his hands around your figure to pull you impossibly closer.
unfortunately, or fortunately, who knows, your body subconsciously starts to grind down on him, following the rhythm of your mouths. this is heeseung's breaking point, and he softly pushes you off of him.
"what's wrong?" you
"no nothing's wrong. i just, um, i think i was getting too turned on just a while ago." he admits sheepishly, now struggling to maintain eye contact.
"isnt that the whole point?"
it all became too real for him in that moment. "yeah i just, you know, all of this is a lot for me. it's never felt this good before."
"oh."
"it's okay though. we can continue. do you want to go to my bedroom?"
"okay"
now back on heeseung's bed, you straddle him again, continuing the make out session, neither of you commenting on why you hadn't taken it any further, given the fact the whole point of this was to have sex. that doesnt stop heeseung from palming your ass though, roughly kneading and softly slapping at the soft flesh barely covering by the shorts riding up your thighs.
"i didnt take you for an ass man heeseung. who knew you were such a pervert"
"as if you dont wear these tiny ass shorts for me to stare. i know your games"
making out is fun and all, but after what seems like an eternity though, heeseung can feel himself getting painfully harder. finally he pulls away, completely breathless, lips swollen and covered in spit. he looks up at you in the same state, the strap of your tank top falling provocatively off your shoulder. he doesn't realize how long he's eyeing your shoulder until you speak up.
"you're like a victorian man seeing an ankle"
"shut up. as if you dont eye fuck me whenever i come out of the shower." you almost scoff at his comment. though you cant deny that you've snuck looks at him through your door.
"thats different. at least im eyeing something worth watching. you're eyeing my shoulder like it's my pussy or something"
"so you think im worth watching?" heeseung quirks up, being filled with pride hearing you admit that you find him even the least bit attractive.
"i mean, you're alright i guess"
"oh yeah?"
the playful banter between you two is all heeseung needs to garner the rest of his courage, remembering that you're his best friend, someone who would never judge him for his neediness. he reaches out and slowly pulls the straps of your tank top down, enjoying the slow reveal of your bare chest, then your breasts popping out over the thin fabric.
"your tits are amazing," he breathes out.
"and they say chivalry is dead"
"let's switch." heeseung flips you both over, so now he's now hovering over you, his gaze fixated on your nipples. he dips his head down and latches his mouth onto them, sucking softly. there's no way he could've ever envisioned the bliss he's feeling at the moment. your skin is soft and you smell like the soap that permeates his room at the worst time. leaving your scent in his mind and a small flame sparking a desire he had long since been holding down.
his tongue is hot and heavy, caressing the skin of your breasts and chest. the spit leaves a lava hot trail in its wake. your breathing intensifies, transforming into quick short breaths that only push your chest further into heeseung's mouth.
"sit on my face."
the sudden demand pulls you out of your head, leaving you a bit spaced out for a while. "huh?"
"i said sit on my face," the taste of your skin proves to be inadequate for his deepening desire.
"why would you want that"
"because i need your pussy on my mouth," he begs, almost pathetically. the idea of tasting you somehow strange but also exhilarating at the same time.
"there's so many other positions to try though," you argue. truthfully you were almost shaking at the moment. each move you've made laced with a hint of hesitation. scared that maybe he'll come to his senses and realize how weird the current situation is.
"yeah well i want you to sit on my face"
"you're a freak"
"i'm your freak"
if there was anything heeseung was sure about, it was the fact that guys weren't lying when they said they'd die for their girl to sit on your face. honestly, he was winging it when it came to what he was doing. he's never eaten a girl out before, but he figured if you could control the pace then it would be a better experience for you, and then he also gets to have your pussy rub against his face, it's a win-win if you ask him.
oh my gosh, i never thought it would feel this good. is the only thing coursing through heeseung's mind at the moment.
"keep fucking your tongue into me seungie"
now if social media was anything to go by, if heeseung could move you to have your clit grinding on his nose, then it would feel even better.
"sit all the way down," he coaxes you.
"but what if it hurts you. i've seen guys sprain their necks doing this hee," you reason to him, slowing down your motions.
for you to think that he, lee heeseung, who went to the gym every single day, would ever have issues with you sitting on his face pissed him off.
"i dont give a fuck. i need you to rub your pussy on my nose, and use me until you're satisfied"
that was hot as fuck. after you're done with this you don't think you could ever see heeseung the same way again. not that you only saw him as a friend before.
"full disclaimer if you die i will not cry at your funeral"
"i'd die for your pussy any day"
maybe doja really was on to something. the point of heeseung's nose is rubbing against your clit perfectly. even his tongue is licking and fucking your hole so good, you have to hold on to his hair for balance. you grind down harshly against heeseung's face, forgetting about the concern you showed earlier, only focused on chasing your orgasm.
heeseung could barely breathe with your pussy on his nose and you pulling harshly on his hair. your bush tickling the skin of his face makes the moment feel even more intimate. he'd damned if he said he wasn't enjoying every minute of it. hearing you moan out his name as you used his face to chase his orgasm has his dick leaking more precum than he ever thought was possible. it's then that he makes his first mistake of touching himself. he had meant for it to be just enough to take some of the pain away, but as he feels you grind harder and faster, he cant help but fuck his fist. he barely lasts a minute before he's squeezing harder and coming hard on his own stomach, you too preoccupied with your orgasm to realize.
speaking of your orgasm, you don't know if it's the position, or the fact that you haven't masturbated in a while, but this orgasm was more intense than ever, to the point where you swear you can feel your heartbeat in your pussy. your body spasms periodically as you slowly ride out your orgasm, finally easing off of heeseung's face and resting on his chest. his entire face is burning red and you can see the evidence of your arousal all over from his nose to his chin.
"im so sorry"
"for what," he questions, dumbfounded that you could ever apologize for the blessing you've bestowed upon him.
"ohhh. did it really feel that good?"
"you have no idea"
"so what now?" you had meant for the question to be a transition into the next position, but as you dismount his chest and look down by his thighs, you see that they're already painted with his cum.
"oh my god you really are a virgin" you ogle dramatically.
"shut up. i couldn't help myself" he admits, embarrassment showing as he uses his forearm to cover his face.
"that's kinda hot though"
"i'm sure it is," he replies, defeated.
"so what now? do you just shove it in?"
"i would hope not. i'm not even hard again."
it's not like you've never seen a dick before, but that was through a phone screen. you can only hope it looks different hard than it does soft. "it looks weird"
"you have such a way with words"
"how long until it works again?"
"not long with the way you're seducing me"
the minutes that passed by felt agonizing. the previous heat that filled the bedroom starting to dwindle out.
"what if i put it in my mouth"
"i'm sure that wouldn't hurt your cause"
"it looks like a worm"
"keep going i'm almost there," he fake moans.
i'm sorry y'all I don't want to post something half-assed, but i'm barely halfway through the fic and I wanted to post something fir heeseung's birthday. i'm gonna post a part 2 in the very near future. please enjoy this long ass foreplay.
this is so random but i was just thinking about awkward/silly things that could happen during sex with enha hyung line
heeseung is definitely bumping your head against the headboard. you guys are having just a bit too much fun, you dont notice how you've move up significantly on the bed. one particularly hard thrust launched your head directly into the headboard. genuine pain. now you have a headache, your orgasm is ruined, and all the members heard that loud ass bang on the wall followed by complete silence. how are you and heeseung going to explain why you need an ice pack for your head and why you're dying of laughter.
jay is probably extremely focused at times. but in his defense, he's balls deep and he can feel your fingertips lightly scraping his neck, so forgive him if he's not in his right mind. he has this funny unfocused look on his face as he tries not to nut too early that it makes you burst out laughing. he's so confused, but you're also clenching around him while you're laughing so it doesn't help at all. when you explain why you're laughing then you both can find humour in it before getting back to business.
jake has for sure accidentally choked on spit or cum before. given that he is the hyung line certified munch, i think he'd be slurping away at some pussy and accidentally get it down the wrong pipe. queue a 2 minute coughing fit and him immediately going for more despite almost dying. he's probably mumbling something about dying for pussy or smth like that.
sunghoon like the old man he is gets a cramp or smth 💀. Literally mid stroke his calf just seizes up lol. you scold him because you told him to go easy during practice. he can't argue back because he's trying not to collapse on top of you. takes a good five minutes of massaging his muscles to get them working again. uses it as an excuse for you to ride him instead smh.
this has been in my drafts since November of last year 💀💀💀
enha hyung line as eaters
heeseung is just as he seems, a passionate lover. messy at times, precise at times, depending on his mood. if he's extra hungry, maybe after a performance, absolutely no technique, just straight eating. his tongue is literally everywhere, still where it needs to be, but just not as focused as he can be. if he's in a more dedicated mood, uses his nose or the tip of his tongue to tease your clit. loves to see you gasp and shudder because of the sensitivity. loves it even more when you grip his hair harder because you're frustrated. probably the type to like eating while you're standing up. the angle and the fact that he's on his knees is just very erotic to him.
jay is such a sweetheart i swear. i think his way of eating pussy is so intimate. but i think everything jay does is intimate. definitely on the "neater" side of things but that doesn't mean he's reserved in any way. very dedicated to the job i fear. you will not be getting away with trying to run away from him. he has a vice grip on your thighs/hips when he's down there. im lowkey a proprietor of the jay loving to eat it from the back agenda. unfortunately your clit will know no peace if jay has anything to say about it. a sucker more than a licker. once you show him where it feels the best, he goes all in. i feel like he enjoys the warmth of being in between your legs, the pussy is just a great bonus.
i think it's crazy that everyone just agreed that jake is the certified munch of the hyung line. and im definitely not one to refute that. he's probably the one who enjoys oral the most. jay likes the aspect of giving, but jake just likes to eat pussy in general. there's nothing prettier to him than a dripping pussy. honestly doesn't even need fingers to get the job done. i think he's the messiest right under heeseung. but he's messy in a way that he doesn't really like spit but he does like to spread arousal all around. especially loves to feel it on his nose and his chin. speaking of his nose 🫦, god i just know he uses it to rub your clit while he tongue fucks your dripping hole. i'll take munch!jake and raise you ass eater!jake. and no i will not be expounding...unless 👀...
i feel like everyone has this idea that sunghoon is some sadist hard dom who only cares about his own pleasure. but i think he's really a softy. i do think he prefers to suck on tits but he has no issues giving head either. he's not like extra phenomenal but he's still good. he probably uses his fingers the most because well...yall have seen his fingers. lowkey gets into it more than he thought he would. he doesn't realize until his jaw is literally aching from how long he's been licking and sucking. not that he's complaining though. and the smile after he's done sucking your soul out, immediate waterfall again.
so I had watched S-Line recently, and the whole concept of it could actually be really fun. The show was absolute garbage imo, but I was thinking about how that would actually fuck the whole idol industry up so bad💀.
I'm imagining like insider!reader and their best friend who hang out with idols all the time being on ig live with their friend and the viewers can see that they have like 10 s-lines each and theorizing on who they connect to. reader and their friend not being able to deny it, but having fun teasing the fans using codewords and inside jokes with each other and whatnot. being like "yeah 'tomato' was the best eater, but 'pancake's' stroke game was unmatched."
Imagine your two-man with heejake being exposed because you hosted on inkigayo bro. in a world where fans are normal about sex, the memes would've been generational.
I'm so late to the party but I wanted to get into the groove of posting for kinktober. I was looking through my drafts and I was absolutey cooking. Please look forward to these finally seeing the light of day after months of collecting dust.
Also if you have any requests send them my way as always ❤️
I hateeee posting stuff like this because these weirdos dont deserve attention but theyre just making too much noise on my tl. Making think pieces about something harmless on another person's body is unhealthy, unproductive, and unserious. And those are the nicest words I'll use.
The guy got a regular ass tattoo. The way yall are talking about it makes it seem like it's some botched no ragrets tattoo. It's a regular degular kiss mark. He's not crying at night because you guys don't like it.
Please worry about yourself and detach yourself from these random people you don't know. Go to school, go to work, go pick up a hobby or skill, or go to sleep. It's embarrassing.
Guysss thank you soooo much for 500+ likes on my enha and &team posts <333. Feel free to leave any other thoughts or comments you have about enha and &team 💗
