JAMES BARNES

Touch darkness and darkness touches you back.

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𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐝. / 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐨. / 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬. / 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫.

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unexceptional​:  

               SHE ROLLED HER eyes at the suggestion that there’d be anywhere she’d willingly be other than right next to her brother. Unless she was ordered away from him, the only place she’d ever be was right by him, and he had to know that by now, didn’t he? 

The time they’d spent apart hadn’t ever been her choice, and wouldn’t have ever been her choice. She may have been forced to keep a stiff upper lip about it when they had been young, but they weren’t young anymore. — Well, not as young. Not anymore. And if he thought for a moment that she was going to just let him say i’ll be okay and she was going to believe it, then he didn’t know her at all. 

She had their Ma’s looks, she’d been told. Memories of her were always so hazy that it was hard for her to know for sure. But their mother’s eyes — brown and bright with the lights around them — stared at him from under a worried brow. 

Deft hands reached out to cover his, gently pulling them away from his side so she could see what was happening better. “Are you gonna let me do my job, or are you gonna pretend like I’d be anywhere else other than right in this spot when it’s you we’re talking about?” 

𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐲      𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭      𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞      𝐢𝐭     𝐲𝐞𝐭,      𝐛𝐮𝐭      𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬     𝐰𝐚𝐫      𝐰𝐚𝐬      𝐧𝐨𝐭     𝐭𝐡𝐞      𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭      𝐰𝐚𝐫     𝐡𝐞      𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝      𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞     𝐭𝐨      𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭.    his     death      was      knocking      on     the      door,      maybe     not      at      this     moment.      but      soon.     his      time      of     glory      would      reveal      blood     shed      and      end.      his     death      was      inventible.      so     tragically      bound      to     the      events      that     would      seal      his     fate.      up      until     the      bright      daybreak      that     would      become      a     reality.      but      until     that      final      moment      of     true      peace      he     would      fight.             ❛❛         I      guess     we      both      got     pop’s      stubbornness      in     our      genes.             ❜❜            it      isn’t     worth      the      fight,      although      it     was      worth      a     try.      relentlessly      he     succumbs      to      her     touch      and      allows      his     hand      to      be     removed      from      his     side      so      she     can      get      a     better      look.                  ❛❛               it’s      not     as      bad      as     it      looks.           ❜❜                  

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James barnes exploring his sexuality. 

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rgerz​:                         

HE   SHOULDN’T   BE   HERE.   HE   KNOWS   THAT.   but   it   didn’t   matter.   nothing   mattered.   nothing   but   bucky.   so   steve   had   ignored   rules,   had   shut   his   eyes   and   ears   to   the   advise   of   friends   and   colleagues   and   had   found   him.   blue   hues   stared   back   at   face   of   a   man   who   used   to   be   his   closest   friend.   he   still   was.   right   ?   even   if   he   has   given   up   on   him,   dirty   blond   wouldn’t   do   the   same.   he   wouldn’t   let   go.   he   couldn’t.   “   i   don’t   care.   “   he   says   back.   helmet   is   unfastened   and   he   pulls   it   off   his   head,   steps   closer   so   they   can   properly   look   at   each   other.   naturally,   he   would   prefer   to   draw   him   into   a   hug.   hold   him   against   his   chest   just   for   a   second,   just   to   feel   like   the   world   was   normal   again.   FOR   A   SECOND.   for   a   second   just   he   and   his   best   friend.   but   he   knows   he   won’t   get   that.   so   steve   bites   his   teeth.   “   you’re   my   best   friend.   no   matter   how   much   you   change.   you’re   still   my   friend.   “

                 𝐀𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫      ...      𝐈𝐓'𝐒     𝐀      𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐘𝐙𝐈𝐍𝐆      𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍     ...     𝐲𝐨𝐮      𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭      𝐠𝐞𝐭     𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠      𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐞.    People      think     it's      an      interesting,      passionate,      and     igniting      feeling      —            it's      not     any      of      that     —      it's      helpless      ...    𝚒𝚝'𝚜      𝚊𝚋𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎      𝚘𝚏     𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚕.      &      life     is      to      be     lived,      not      controlled;      and      humanity      is     won      by      continuing      to     play      in      face     of      certain      defeat.      yet     james      barnes      is     paralyzed      by      his     emotions,      brittle      bones,      a     man      with      nothing      left     is      a      man     worth      fearing.      he’s     weary      as      the     man      steps      forward.      he     is      not      sure      if     he      is      in     full      control      of     his      mind      yet.     he      expects      at     any      moment      for     another      being      to     take      over.      to     control.      he      fears     for      what      his     hands      might      do     to      his      friend      and     therefore      he      keeps     a      distance.            ❛❛       I      keep     trying      to      escape      it,     but      I      can't.      i     can’ t      escape      what     i      did,    𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣     𝙞𝙛      𝙞𝙩      𝙬𝙖𝙨𝙣’𝙩      𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙡𝙮     𝙢𝙚      𝙙𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙜      𝙞𝙩.       it      doesn’t      matter      how     strong      you      are     in      this      case.     you      can’t      save     me,      steve.      not     this      time.        ❜❜                                                                

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they      tell      him     to      keep     going,      not      because      it's     easy.      not      because      it     doesn't      hurt.      𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺     𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭      𝘩𝘪𝘮      𝘵𝘰     𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱      𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨      𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦    there's      no     other      way.      to     stop      is      to     die.      life      is     in      motion.      in     growth.      in      change.      life     is      in      seeking      and     in      finding.      𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞     𝐢𝐬      𝐢𝐧      𝐫𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧.      each     moment      is      a     new      birth.      a     new      chance      to     come      back,      to     get      it      right.      a     new      chance      to     make      it      better.      the     road      to      redemption      is     not      an      easy     path,      𝗯𝘂𝘁      𝗶𝘁     𝗶𝘀      𝗼𝗻𝗲      𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗵     𝘁𝗮𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴.    but      a      road     to      redemption      is     a      journey      james     barnes      has      to     take      alone.      there’s      a     subtle      beauty      in     his      pain.      if     it      didn’t      hurt     than      it      was     not      worth      the     fight.      although      there’s      one     thing      he      knows     he      cannot      make     right.      one      guilt     he      will     always      hold,      𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐      𝚑𝚒𝚜     𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎      𝚜𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛      𝚋𝚎𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚍.    whether      it     was      his      choice      or     not.      

    @unexceptional​​      ❛ i couldn’t stop missing you if i tried. ❜     

                      he      is      filled      with     agony,      as      his     eyes      lay      to     rest      on      his     sister.      𝘣𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘺      𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘴      𝘩𝘢𝘥     𝘥𝘪𝘦𝘥      𝘢      𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨     𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦      𝘢𝘨𝘰.         ❛❛             try      harder.           ❜❜           he’s      colder      than     he      once      was.     hoping      maybe      just     maybe      if      he     kept      her      at     an      arms      length      𝐬𝐡𝐞     𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐧’𝐭      𝐬𝐞𝐞      𝐭𝐡𝐞     𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐨𝐧𝐬     now      eating      him     alive.      

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I never asked – never wanted –𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐀𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐚. But that mask, those stars and stripes, that shield…they change you. I can see now the burden that Steve’s always carried. And it feels strange to admit I want that burden back… 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐬…𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐭…𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐡𝐨𝐰. //   earth 616 bucky barnes ( focus on buckycap )

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guys which psd?? I think the second is prettier but the first is so much more pleasing for james, like the edits... 

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the urge to go back to my old psd

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𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐄𝐃 𝐅𝐈𝐋𝐄 : accepting files. //

the      human      torch     had      a      side-kick      too.     toro.      possibly      bucky’s     bestfriend.      but     even      toro      had     powers.      steve      rogers,      a     super      soldier.      bucky...      a     good      shot      and     little      fear.      although      fighting      alongside      what     seemed      like      gods,     took      a      toll     on      the      young     man.      he      wasn’t      built     the      same.      he     wounded      easier,      took     longer      to      recover,      not     to      mention      the     effect      it      had     on      his      mind.       𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝      𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡      𝐝𝐨𝐮𝐛𝐭     𝐨𝐟      𝐰𝐡𝐨      𝐡𝐞     𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝      𝐛𝐞,      who     he      was      supposed      to     be      in      all     this.      but      nevertheless      he     wouldn’t      give      up.     his      breath      is     heavy.      he’s      in     pain,      although      he     feels      like      he     should      be      numb     to      the      pain     by      now.      

     @unexceptional​​      ❛      don’t worry, i’m staying right here.     ❜      eyes     wander      to      his     sister      as      he     clutches      his      side.

❛❛            you      should      go.     there’s      soldiers      who      need     you      more.      i’ll     be      okay.      ❜❜            

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@ccmplicatedweb​

𝚠𝚎      𝚊𝚕𝚕      𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎     𝚝𝚑𝚎      𝚌𝚑𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎      𝚊𝚜     𝚝𝚘      𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛      𝚠𝚎     𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚕      𝚘𝚞𝚛      𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚢,    but     our      fate      is     sealed.      Actions      are     the      seed      of     fate      deeds      grow     into      destiny.      Man     does      not      control      his     own      fate.      was     this      james      barnes      fate?     this      never      ending      cycle.      riddled      with     red.      memories      wiped     from      him      or     a      loved      one.     it      seemed      like     every      pure      moment      of     joy,      bliss,...      a     pure      moment      of     peace      was      always      interrupted.      steve     had      given      him     a      purpose,      natalia      had     given      him      a     home.      𝙡𝙚𝙤     𝙝𝙖𝙙      𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙣      𝙖𝙡𝙡     𝙤𝙛      𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩      𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮.    once      again,      a     sealed      fate      of     a      lone      wolf,     ripped      from      his     pack.      so      once     again,      he      fell     into      the      shadows.      everyday      a     simple      reminder      of     what      he      had     lost      when      he     worked      with      sharon      carter.     everyday      he     saw      natalia      in     the      pupils      of     his      gaze      while     he      stared      in     the      mirror.      a     broken      man      as     the      only      reflection.      returning...      returning      home,     hadn’t      been      an     easy      choice.      he     wasn’t      sure      what     she      remembered      or     who      she      remembered.      but     he      had      to     at      least      try,     maybe      for      once     he      had      to     be      a      little      selfish.      his     footsteps      are      cautious      as     if      he      walked      to     fast      he      would     spook      a      deer     in      headlights.      ❛❛                do      you     remember      me?           ❜❜                 it’s      a      loaded      question.      maybe     it’s      better      if     she      doesn’t.      

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protect Bucky Barnes at all costs 2022 !!! 

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𝙸𝚗      𝚘𝚗𝚎     𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝,      𝚢𝚎𝚜,      𝙸     𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚎𝚟𝚎      𝚒𝚗      𝚐𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚝𝚜,      𝚋𝚞𝚝     𝚠𝚎      𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎      𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖.     We      haunt      ourselves.      james     bucky      barnes      is     a      walking      ghost.     𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐫𝐧      𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨     𝐭𝐡𝐞      𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐬.      seeded      with     regret.      movements      silent.      every     single      action      calculated      precisely.      nothing      on     just      a      whim.     hands      stained      with     blood,    [  metaphorically.  ]    nothing      in     sight      but      a     path      to      redemption.      immortality      was     a      funny      thing.     𝙽𝚘𝚠      𝙸     𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠      𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝      𝚊     𝚐𝚑𝚘𝚜𝚝      𝚒𝚜.      Unfinished      business,      that's      what.    

                 he      lingers      in     the      shadows,      but     he      assumes      they’re      both     smart      enough      to     be      aware      of     his      presence.      @grivellea​​      ❛      i’m not afraid of you.     ❜

           he      steps     forward      from      the     shadows      but      remains      a     cautious      distance.      he      means     no      harm      ─          [        yet      at     least.   ]   ❛❛        i      don’t     expect      you      to     be.      𝐫𝐞𝐝      𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦     𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧’𝐭      𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧      𝐟𝐞𝐚𝐫.   ❜❜                                                                  

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