To everyone in the forgor-four rp group.
Hello. My name is Navy. I'm the mod behind this account, MM raph, mondo gecko and the bad future donbot. And I will be resigning my roles. These accounts will be deactivated. I'm so sorry. I know this is incredibly unfortunate, and if you've seen sanka's final note, I'm sorry for that as well. I broke up with them late last night because my mental health was declining, and I simply couldn't handle it. I'm sorry that I sent them spiraling so heavily. If you would like to reach out to me, or berate me for what happened to sanka, my personal account is @navinenightshade.
I'm sorry
Womp womp. I survived the first try.
2am, May 11. Navy sends me the breakup text. Without giving me a chance to explain, bam. I was asleep.
I was kicked from the group server, and blocked, so we couldn't talk it out.
It's giving Taylor Swift's "get your shit together so I can love you". I was broken up with for my mental problem, which instead of setting boundaries, I was instantly blocked.
On discovery that I was lied to, misgendered, and cheated, I broke.
Navy told me they wanted to be in a poly relationship with someone who had confessed to them. This isn't true, this is bullshit.
Before this on multiple occasions Navy has misgendered me, made sexual jokes (and said straight up that Navy would f**k me). I am asexual and have stated I'm not comfortable with this. I am nonbinary, and said that I was, only to be called "my beautiful boy". At one point my contact name was "my precious little dickrider" which is DISGUSTING, but I laughed because I loved you, Navy, and you discarded me like I was trash. You are a snake and a devil.
I said no, and I thought it was okay. But no, that was a lie.
I also found out that Navy muted me on calls for having a loud mic. I could have turned down the volume or they could. Maybe, idk, talk to me, their partner. Communicate. Which is how I know they never loved me. And like a coward they blocked me, but looks like they forgot this account.
They vented constantly and the one time I had a problem which was HOMELESSNESS AND FOSTER CARE, THREE FAMILY DEATHS AND A FRIEND'S DEATH, it was a block.
Plus, really? Using me to get over your past ex? We never had anything, Navy. You are a liar and a POS.
Don't try to get out of this now. Fuck. You.
And now you've decided to play the victim. Have fun with that, because nobody is going to believe your fucking sob story. This post was scheduled. By the time this is posted I've already done it. I hope you feel upset because you lost your little game, you piece of actual shit. Part of me still loves you but I'm saying good fucking bye. Good. Bye.
Remember me, not for me. Remember Navy as the piece of shit who broke my boundaries after they were stated, misgendered me, lied to me, and discarded me like trash when they got bored of their facade, because this IS my breaking point.
Tonight, I'm going to do it, and you cannot stop me this time. I have felt SICK and BETRAYED for the last time, and I'm done being in pain. You fucking disgust me as a human being.
Navy, you have been straight transphobic and even ableist at some times, and you think you can just block me and say I won't speak up? I loved you but you have PUSHED ME OVER THE EDGE AND I AM NOT COMING BACK. GOODBYE.
After this post, I will be uninstalling Tumblr. I've already logged out of Discord. I am not fucking around when I say this is goodbye. Thanks for being my everything, even if you were just lying to me this whole time.
NAH THAT'S CRAZY.
@navinenightshade "sorry i drove someone to suicide and played the victim here's promo for my account come reach out to see if IM okay because IM so hurt by this" skULLL EMOJIIIII.
anyways i call mm raph and rise donnie @the-forgor-four-rottmnt !!!
You know you fucked up when superfly is dunking your ass. me and my homies HATE Navy. Serious note, anyone know if sankittyz is ok?
Nah, but we go to the same school, so I might be able to check in tomorrow. If he isn't there I'll say something.
