[supermeaner]

my depression says “I let you get this far but don’t forget that I can take it all away”

[supermeaner]

today was my college grad party 

of which we held in the church I attended during the bulk of my teen years

of which many of the friends and mentors I haven’t spoken to in years attended 

being in this environment sent me back to the worst years of my life and it’s so bittersweet to be with them at a point in my life I didn’t think I would live to

[space-pics]

The clouds of Venus in infrared

[su-n-s-e-t]

Lost Stars

[the-inspiring-quotes]

[ivc-spilledink]

[chanelbagsandcigarettedrags]

[onaveridiansea]

“Just because you carry it well, doesn’t mean it isn’t heavy.”

[daughtersofthesun]

[nemfrog]

Phases of the ring of Saturn. A new astronomy for beginners. 1898.

Internet Archive

[kaaramel]

[weirdlandtv]

[fleeten-deactivated20150421]

don’t stare at the moon too long or else you’ll remember that nothing in this stupid fucking world makes sense

[adampvrrish]

not to talk about doctor who but remember being a lonely depressed teenager and hearing him say '900 years of time and space and i've never met anyone who wasn't important'

[danger]

[supermeaner]

My debut single “Me and You” is now available on all streaming platforms.

Stream and Save Me and You - Distributed by DistroKid

[snappydoodle-deactivated2022051]

Sometimes you gotta make yourself drink water and sit in direct sunlight, like some kind of wilted houseplant

[lecataste]

[smakkabagms]

Some Favorite Essays, Short Stories, Novels

Essays: 1. Helene Cixous - Laugh of Medusa  2. Anne Carson - Evil and Suffering in Modern Poetry  3. Kathy Acker - Myth of Romantic Suffering 4. Virginia Woolf - On Not Knowing Greek  5. Adrienne Rich - Women and Honor: Some Notes on Lying        - Adrienne Rich - Three Other Essays  6. Alice Walker - Looking for Zora  7. Anna Klobucka - Helene Cixous & Clarice Lispector 8. Joan Didion - On Self-Respect 9. Margaret Atwood - Am I a Bad Feminist?  10. Jeffrey Meyers - The Savage Experiment: Arthur Rimbaud 11. Jennifer Nash - Practicing Love  12. Paul J. M. van Tongeren - “A Splendid Failure” Nietzche Suffering 13. Albert Henrichs -  Loss of Self, Suffering, Violence: Dionysus 

Short Stories:  1. Clarice Lispector - Love  2. Anne Carson - 1 = 1 3. Margaret Atwood - Stone Mattress 4. Amy Bloom - Silver Water 5. Gunnhild Øyehaug - Same Time, Another Planet  6. Anne Carson - Back the Way you Went  7. Tatyana Tolstaya - Unnecessary Things 8.  Kirstin Valdez Quade - Christina the Astonishing (1150-1224) 9.  Clarice Lispector - One Day Less Novels: 1. Helene Cixous - Stigmata  2. Helene Cixous - Ex-Cities  3. Helene Cixous - Three Steps on the Ladder of Writing (my favorite) 4. Jean Genet - A Thief’s Journal (another link) 5. Judith Butler - Bodies that Matter 6. Clarice Lispector -  AGUA VIVA  (my favorite) Happy Holidays, friends. I hope you enjoy. - Love, E