kpop and ed memes 🤝 my will to live

H: 5’2/ sw:144lbs (starting again did get to 126lbs last time)/ cw: 135.5lbs/ gw: 120lbs just on here to keep myself on track -not pro or intended to trigger anyone else xox

[superskinnymexo]

When you actually try to eat for the first time all day and it feels like you can’t breathe because you are eating food so you stop trying to eat and basically end up doing a fast that was unintentional, but your ED convinces you it’s a good thing to not eat and be afraid of eating but you are also so hungry and don’t know how to feel and I-

[bossbabysbae]

Me hoping a mask is gonna cure my mental illness

[selfaware-despair]

Me: *doing my normal grocery shopping*

The Target Employee watching me read Soup Labels for 45 minutes:

[155cm]

problems: *come up*

me: ok i should get skinny to solve this

problems:

problems: excuse me wtf

[superskinnymexo]

A miracle has happened I have somehow lost 3.6kg since yesterday according to my scales I’ll take that as a win. So for reference I went from 65kg to 61.4kg/ 144lbs to 135.5lbs. I’m gonna really try keep this up and not binge.

(Not intended to trigger anyone x)

[sicklysblog]

I hate how there's like no in between mood for me when I'm on my ed sht...I swear im either

[baepsa-ed]

my ed coming back during recovery to come join my other mental illnesses:

[superskinnymexo]

Mfw I looked at the scale for the first time in months and saw I had gained 7kg in the time I was trying to ‘recover’ and now I want to crawl in a hole because I have to start my weight loss all over again

[chaosmacaron]

tumblr: everything okay?

me:

[sicklysblog]

my life rn:

[caffeinated-clown]

*logs onto this hellsite*

[laughing-at-my-ed]

Me: *eats ten calories above the planned¨*

Me: okay, it’s okay. I wont get fat just because of that *nervous laugh*

Also me:

[superskinnymexo]

Me right now wanting to drive off the nearest abyss cause my body aches so much from not eating properly

[superskinnymexo]

When you finally became a skinny legend so you left tumblr thinking your life goal has been fulfilled to only be back at the same weight that you started with 3 months later

[shookymonster]

My ED and dysmorphia after successfully manipulating me into restricting again:

Me trying to carry out their will:

[caffeinated-clown]

*me about to relapse, straping in for the ride, despite knowing exactly how dumb of an idea it is to follow my dumb bitch(TM) impulses*

[cerebralrepeat]

Tfw you lose weight and a person comments on how good you look, but you had to get extremely ill to lose it.