Survivor of Darkness

[An independent OC with a few verses, please have a look and see what suits you!]

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Sue #1762

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(Would anyone like to rp? Hop in my dms)

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(Is there anyone still here? I want to do replies, but if everyone is gone...)

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(I've worn these since about two weeks after we lost him. I think I have to retire them now as both were once silver plated and the lyrics are water stained from cleaning it after the maker did not seal it properly. I love you, David. I will never forget the lessons, the words, and the talent. "And these children that you spit on as they try to change their worlds are immune to your consultations... They're quite aware of what they're going through."

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He’d been up for days, barely had slept a wink and still he was barking orders, taking over the ovens and sending out food in record time. Gordon only stopped when he got a little dizzy and took a moment to step outside and have a drink of water, when suddenly his arm was grabbed and he was dragged across the road to the hotel he was staying in recently.

He was so tired, he put up a bit of a fuss but he didn’t pull away from her.

“Sue, what’re you doing?” he demanded, reluctantly handing her his room key, “I’ve got work to do!”

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Gordon kissed her neck passionately, turning his head to see the burn marks and trying not to feel too badly about them as he smirked and softly kissed them too. He didn’t want Eddie anywhere near her ever again, there would be strong words exchanged if he dared to show his face again.

“I’ll help you clean up,” he suggested, “then we can go to a day spa, how about that?”

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Feeling his lips press against her neck, Sue tipped her head to give Gordon better access to her neck and whimpered softly. The tender touch on the barely there burns should have stung, but instead, it made her hand tingle in a completely different way. 

“Mmm…” she hummed in pleasure. “But the restaurant is still in shambles from last night and I’m opening my bakery tomorrow. I need to prep.” Despite her comments, she didn’t move. She just leaned back into Gordon, unable to stop herself.

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He knew she was supposed to be working but he just couldn’t keep to himself right now, maybe if he was there with her they could prep faster together, either that or he’d just get in her way. 

“This weekend then,” Gordon murmured against her ear, “just the two of us.”

Lowering his head, he kissed her neck some more and he did intend on letting her get on with things but he felt they had a few more moments to spare before he had to stop it.

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Sue was more than content to let Gordon kiss her neck and talk to her. She loved his voice, soft yet firm. The kisses made her moan softly.

“That sounds perfect. I like to relax the day after a big opening,” she agreed as she leaned back into him. Though this would be her first alone, she often tagged along to help Gordon.

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Gordon was thrilled that Sue was opening her own bakery, she had always done so much to help him and she was such an amazing whiz at baking things, it was the final step to making her career something uniquely hers without Gordon being there almost constantly. This was her project, he supported in every way that he could but he also gave her space, this was something she wanted to do and he wasn’t going to get in the way of it.

“I’ll help you clean up,” he offered.

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"That sounds like a fair deal," she replied as she turned to face him and kissed him softly. "Usually I'm advising you. Why the change?" she teased him with a grin.

Lovingly, Sue runs her hands through his wet hair. "I love you Gordon." she smiles at him.

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You Heard Me || RP

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Simon was on a break from judging people on a talent search program, he was grumpy and tired and it was only lunchtime.

“If I have to listen to one more person tell us they’re going to be the next big thing and then squawk out some goat vomit of an excuse for a singing voice and then blame ME when they fail, I’m going to lose my fucking mind..” 

He picked up his drink and gulped it down in frustration. 

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Sue was across from him at the table drink Jack and coke. For a long time she just listened and let him talk. Never giving an opinion either way as she waited for him to get out whatever he needed to say.

Shifting around in an old Rolling Stones t-shirt that was way too big for her and likely Keith's until she'd made it her own.

Slowly, Sue leaned over and touched his hand to get his attention. "Everyone dreams big, but not all are there yet. I admit some of them won't ever be there. They blame you because you aren't constructive in your criticism and puts people off."

She removed her hand and took a drink. "I know it's hard, but you can't just quit. People need your dreadfuls and my drawn out reasons why or it just doesn't work right." She shrugs a bit. "Take a break. Go on a small vacation somewhere and avoid people. Come back with a clearer head, Simon. We all have to do that sometimes."

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Sue looked up from her curled up position. She was very comfortable in that position, but realized it made Todd seem ill at ease. Getting up, she resettled into the chair he offered. “So,” she said, a bit awkward herself. “How are you doing?”

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Todd stared for a moment, unsure of how to answer. He’d been so busy he didn’t even think about his health or taking time for himself. He was so focused on getting Marizane off the ground again nothing else mattered to him. “I’m fine, I guess.” His voice was unusually soft - a stark contrast from the confidence it usually held.

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“That doesn’t sound very convincing. Out with it.” she smiled up at him, trying to entice him into talking.

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“I’m tired, is that convincing enough?” It was obvious he wasn’t in a very good mood - but he wasn’t and would never be cruel. The spaceman just didn’t have much to say at the moment - likely because he was working himself to exhaustion again.

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Sue cringed and hugged herself tight. She was rather anxious as she didn't know Todd very well. "I didn't mean to upset you, Todd. I didn't mean to bother you either. If you could point out the room Mick is in, I'll just go pester him instead." she got up and headed for the door.

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"I'll be your fidget spinner. You can stick your finger in me and make me twirl." (Worst pick up line ever. Maybe Sue's crazy fro hormones or drunk.)

“Time for bed young lady.”

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The petite woman hadn’t dated much. A few dates here and there, then the man showed their true colors and Sue was backing out quickly. There was one that had been serious, but, once her ear had been injured, he’d left. To him there was only the music and since she couldn’t be a part of it, there was nothing more between them.

But, as always, Sue had soldiered on. Finding a new career and the love of her life.

Giving Gordon a radiant smile as they kissed, she reached out to cup his cheek. “Sounds perfect to me, my soul mate,” she replied, then leaned in for another kiss as she hopped happily.

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Not only did Gordon find Sue an absolute joy to be around, but she knew when enough was enough too. She did not pander to him if he got into a mood and started to grouch, instead she did her best to try and talk to him and distract him wherever possible.

She was always the one to insist upon breaks and holidays, knowing fully well he simply wouldn’t do it himself and just book in more and more work for himself to do, often dragging her along with him until she’d decided that it was time for a much needed rest on the beach somewhere.

As long as he was with her, Gordon was always happy to go.

“Good,” he put his arms around her and pulled her very tightly against himself, deepening the kiss and closing his eyes, “hmm..”

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Sue was an odd type of person. She depended on other people to feed energy to her and she gave it all back to them tenfold. At the same time she was fiercely independent and only did things her way unless a better idea was presented to her.

It was much the same with Gordon, but unlike with others, Sue found it easy to bend to his will and do things his way. It was a perfect balance as they seemed to just know one another from almost the first time she met him.

As Gordon pulled Sue closer, her arms went around the back of his head and she leaned more into the kiss, making a softly sound of love and contentment. "Gordon," she whispered lovingly between kisses and slowly deepened the final kiss with a happy whine.

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"Please just give up the lamb sauce and come over here."

“Was I talking in my sleep again?”

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Sue giggled at the nickname. “I was called peanut when I was little. I think it’s cute.” She looked down at her stomach and rubbed her hand where she felt the child was. “Do you like that? Huh little peanut?” There was a soft kicked aimed at the hand Gordon had left on her and Sue giggled again.

Feeling him so close to her always made Sue feel safe and happy. Gordon was everything to her. Friend, lover, business partner. Someone she truly couldn’t live without anymore.

“Sounds like fun, doesn’t it, Peanut?” 

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There was a light that seemed to just radiate from Sue, it wasn’t something that Gordon could literally see but it was there. He felt it like a warm glow whenever he was near her, it drew him closer and made him want to hold her close and never let go. Such was his love for her and this baby, his heart felt like it might burst if he got any happier than this.

“Fun and perfect,” he kissed her head affectionately, because his life was indeed absolutely perfect right now and he sincerely hoped she felt the same about hers, “just like you.”

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Sue was happier than she had ever been in her whole life. Her joy made her snuggle even more against him wanting to be as close as she could be. Her hand cupped his face. "I'm so full of love and joy I could burst," she laughs softly and nuzzles her head against his. "Let's get some more sleep and make plans in the morning," Sue suggested, then kissed him softly. "I love you Chef Gordon Ramsay."

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(So I'm noticing my old urls for Sue have been snapped up by someone else. A year ago I would have ran away again, now I laugh because someone is thinking more of me than I am of them.

All I want my partners to know is this is the only account I have for Sue. @singastrangemelody is my Mick Jagger. @hotrodhillbilly is my Billy Burnette. @twosoulsonebody is my OC Zane Newton. No other ones are mine.

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Reblog with the face your muse makes right before they're about to disobey you.

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She’s about to fuck shit up ^

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🖕 Reblog if your muse is a pottymouth

Like if mun swears more than the muse

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*is KING pottymouth*

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*apparently this is QUEEN pottymouth*

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“That’s my darling.”

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The tender, hungry touches from Gordon evoked moans and whimpers from the petite woman. The desire was certainly reciprocated ten fold. She understood the thoughts he had, as she had them too. No one was immune to them from time to time, but both had them more often than they could sometimes cope with.

Sue held him tightly, making him look at her as she tried with her eyes to convey to him that things would be alright. That he had her and she had him.

As he slid in, her back arched a bit and she let out a low moan of his name. Hands sliding from his face to his hair, keeping him tightly against her. “That’s it, Master, so big and gentle. I love it,” she encouraged him.

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It was important to Gordon that he know his own strength, the chef knew how to fight dangerously well and yet he never had raised his fist to anyone. He chose to walk away because he knew what he could do to them, no matter how upset he became, he simply did not want that to happen to anybody.

Much the same as the situation right now, he had to know how tightly he could hold Sue without hurting her. It had been a slow relationship in the beginning so that he could get accustomed to her limits and keep back from them, but now it was almost like second nature to him and he could be with her physically without even really thinking too much about it. 

Gazing into her eyes, he continued to thrust into her with increasing passion until deeps moans and utterances of her name fell from his parted lips.

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Sue's hands dug into his hair even more as she moaned his name back to him. "I love you so much, Gordon," she murmured against his lips, then kissed him tenderly again.

It was similar with Sue, she had taken time to know what to say to him and how to make him feel emotionally good as well as physically good while they were making love.

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“That is very kind of you,” Gordon pulled her into a hug with one arm and walked inside with Sue, “they could definitely use the exposure.”

They were instantly greeted by an elderly Scottish couple, they were very pleased to have Sue and Gordon visiting their cafe.

“What’ll it be, loves?” asked the woman, her frail hands trembling with age as she held her pencil and pad of paper ready, “always good to see you, Gordon.. and who is this?”

“Oh, uh.. Ilene this is Sue,” Gordon replied with a bashful smile, “my uh, date.”

“Yer on a date? And ye brought her here?” asked the astonished gentleman behind the counter, “you cheap bastard!”

Gordon laughed heartily and the gentleman grinned back at him, no offense was meant and they were friendly enough with one another that it wasn’t even given a second thought.

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Sue smiled at the older couple, waving to both of them as she settled across from Gordon at the table.

When the man teased Gordon, Sue giggled. "But that's why I like him. He impresses me with good food and none of over the top, unnecessary stuff."

She turned her kind eyes to the older lady and smiled as she took Gordon's hand again. "I'll have whatever you think is the best thing on the menu, but without meat."

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*Wraps a silk blindfold around her eyes* "Okay, guess who?" he asks, then he stops grinning suddenly, "oh shit, I wasn't s'posed to talk."

Sue was bent over the soundboard in the studio, working on the music for his first solo album. Completely in the zone as the music blared from the speakers as her hands worked diligently over the soundboard, she was unaware someone had come into the room. It went without saying at first she tensed in fear, then began to laugh as he spoke. 

“Well, let me guess…. David Bowie? No, a little gravelly for him. Hmmm… Keith maybe? No, that ended about ten years ago. I have absolutely no clue who did this. Billy, do you know?” she couldn’t help teasing him.

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Billy started to slowly grin as she cycled through the possible suspects, he was so amused by the situation that he didn’t quite catch himself before he answered her.

“Dunno, could be anyone,” he said to her and then realized he’d just given himself away a second time by responding to her question, “I am terrible at this game.”

He turned her around so that she was facing him, not taking the silk blindfold off her eyes just yet.

“The plan was to make you feel my face,” he told her cheekily, “only I’d ‘ave guided your hand somewhere else.”

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Sue giggled softly at Billy continuing to give himself away. “Absolutely horrible, but I appreciate the thought, Billy.” 

Turning as he wished, Sue smiled up at him. “I know, you’re a right cheeky bugger.” 

Small hands reached out to touch his face, gently caressing his strong jaw. “Mmm… So handsome.” Sue purred out to him, as her hands slowly moved from his face and down his shoulders. The movements down his body were incredibly slow and loving. She moved along his harms, then to his chest, then one hand slipped to cup his leather covered groin. 

“Feels like someone else is happy to see me as well.” 

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Billy hummed as she moved her hands slowly over his chest and arms, he really loved it when women felt his muscles because it was something about himself that he could be truly proud of. He had a special weakness for his shoulder being playfully bitten but nobody had really ever figured that out yet.

“Incredibly pleased to see you,” he agreed when she cupped his groin because by that time his arousal had grown considerably, “or it would be if it could actually see you.”

He hinted at taking off his pants, since they were tight and very uncomfortable whenever he got an erection anyway. Billy took the blindfold from her eyes, gazing into them and kissing her lips.

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Sue kissed him back, humming softly a moment before opening her mouth and deepening the kiss. "I suppose I could help with that." she kissed him again as her hands opened his leather pants and fished out his cock. Small, yet nibble hands stroked him as she leaned more into his kiss.

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Sue waggles a silky purple shirt in front of her as she hurries over to him. "Happy birthday big brother!"

Mick’s eyes lit up. “Thank you sissy!”

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Smiling, Sue hugs him tightly. “I love you.”

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Mick hugged her back. “I love you too.”

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"Things getting better yet big brother?" he rubs his shoulder.