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Lentil soup and buttered bread

FaceTiming with my cousin and her baby.

Learning to value to the little moments.

It might not be how I want the moment to be. I would have liked to have been pregnant still.

Learning to give myself permission to feel happy for her and sad for me.

There’s a lot of pregnancy all around me. Coworkers, customers, chiropractor, family, friends

Today

Not getting sucked into chaos today

Gotta find the good

Yesterday was a shit show. A customer yelled at me. Threatened me. Blamed me for something I had no control over.

I don’t normally get rattled in the work place but yesterday I did.

It took me a while to come down from that adrenaline. It was tough.

Today was my third day in a row waking up with no energy. I was going to skip my morning walk for a third day.

I sat there.

Pondering my life decisions and decided to go on the walk. I even took the longer route.

I chose to show up.

Proud moment.

Just paying attention

I am moving from just getting by to being a full participant in my life.

By showing up for me.

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