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just watched saltburn and WOW. a perverse, deranged barry keoghan muse was not something i knew i needed. expect that after i'm done being shadow banned.

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HUNTER SCHAFER The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon

#all the muses want

still shadow banned, can't do anything on this blog yet. feel free to add my discord: theworstonex

#ooc #mun speaks

just waiting for this shadow ban to hopefully lift and i can start using this again.

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something strange is going on my blog right now, i can't send or receive messages. looks like my activity is limited until this is sorted out.

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Wow, what a good day. I followed a lot of amazing looking blogs, posted an open starter and already made a couple friends! In the coming days I’ll reply to a lot of open starters, post more of my own and add more muses. :)

#mun speaks #ooc

survivingdesires

He nodded his head. She confirmed something that he ultimately suspected, but also something that he welcomed. "You don't have to apologize. As you know, I'm bound by doctor/patient confidentiality to ever repeat anything that you tell me. So it's not like anyone is going to find out. And personally...I'm not upset to hear that. And I'm glad you told me." He spoke.

"It's important you get something like that off your chest. I do however, have a follow-up question." He leaned closer in his chair. "When you think of me in this way, what is it that you imagine?"

missperfectlyfinewrites

Matilda's eyes widened in surprise. He wasn't upset to hear that? He was actually? Well that was reassuring, but a little confusing. The reminder of doctor/patient confidentiality was reassuring also, he wouldn't go gossip about this - not that she thought he would anyway.

She bit her lip, watching as he leaned in. Her cheeks flushed straight away, shifting in her seat.

"I..um..it's of you touching me.."

survivingdesires

He was swiftly steering this conversation into an inappropriate direction, however he felt compelled to do so. He wanted to help Mathilda, but he also wanted to satisfy his own thoughts, ones about her that closely aligned with the ones that she had about him. “I see…and where am I touching you? It’s okay, you can say it.”

He was urging her to talk in specifics, to talk dirty to him. He wanted to hear her say it.

#sorry if the gif looks weird i’m mobile #and getting the hang of this #matilda & duncan

survivingdesires

He understood her trepidation in admitting something deeply personal, but Duncan tried to set the precedent that they could be completely open with one another, and that nothing would be off limits. "You don't have to worry about sounding silly, Matilda. Human beings are sexual beings in nature. Sexual health is good for mental and overall health. So if you're frustrated, or unhappy sexually, that's something we should address." He explained.

"So tell me, what's on your mind?"

missperfectlyfinewrites

"You."

The blonde breathed out, eyes falling to her lap again. Why did she have to crush on him? Tilly was bad at that kind of thing. Crushing on teachers, crushing on her older brother's friends..and now her doctor. Nobody her age just seemed to cross her radar.

"I..that's inappropriate, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have."

survivingdesires

He nodded his head. She confirmed something that he ultimately suspected, but also something that he welcomed. "You don't have to apologize. As you know, I'm bound by doctor/patient confidentiality to ever repeat anything that you tell me. So it's not like anyone is going to find out. And personally...I'm not upset to hear that. And I'm glad you told me." He spoke.

"It's important you get something like that off your chest. I do however, have a follow-up question." He leaned closer in his chair. "When you think of me in this way, what is it that you imagine?"

#missperfectlyfinewrites

survivingdesires

muse: dr. duncan forrester

plot: you are a new patient of his and there is a mutual attraction. the conversation turns sexual.

open to: f/nb wanted fcs

"it's okay, you don't have to be embarrassed. this is a judgment-free space. and after all, we are all human beings. if you wish to talk about about your sexual frustrations, desires or experiences, we can do that. this is your therapy and i'm here to help you."

missperfectlyfinewrites

This was wrong, right? Dr Forrester may have told her to not be embarrassment and that there was no judgement, but Matilda couldn't help the way her cheek's flared. She chewed on her bottom lip for a moment, gaze on her lap, fingers running over her denim covered knees before she sighed.

"Are you sure, Doctor? It might sound a little silly.." It was also something that she'd never thought she'd admit out loud to the man, it would be okay..right? The student's eyes flickered to his face, worried. Matilda was a good girl..she shouldn't have dirty fantasies..right?

survivingdesires

He understood her trepidation in admitting something deeply personal, but Duncan tried to set the precedent that they could be completely open with one another, and that nothing would be off limits. "You don't have to worry about sounding silly, Matilda. Human beings are sexual beings in nature. Sexual health is good for mental and overall health. So if you're frustrated, or unhappy sexually, that's something we should address." He explained.

"So tell me, what's on your mind?"

#missperfectlyfinewrites #yes its great thank you!#feel free to reach out if you have specific ideas

wanted opposites list

get ready for a very long list!

#wanted opposite #wanted opposites #wanted fc #mun speaks #indie smut rp #indie kink rp #smut rp #kink rp #wanted-opposites

fcundaticnsofdecay

open to: females & males

based: linked in source

please do not like my starters

alicia thought that she had been quiet that night. after all living with roommates she tried to be respectful. sometimes that was easier said than done. she had an itch that she needed scratched which was why she had pulled out her toy. it was a mini wand and she swore it had brand new batteries in it. at least that was what she had thought up until only five minutes passed that it died. she had let out a cry of disappointment only for her door to swing open. she had been blushing but she slowly pulled her hand out from beneath the comforter," it died." those two words seemed to be the only thing they needed to hear. suddenly she found herself no longer alone in bed and she was laughing as they exchanged a few kisses," i wasn't sure if you were busy otherwise i would have asked, i reall-really need relief."

survivingdesires

carter was happy that he happened to be walking down the hall, past alicia's closed door at the very moment she expressed her frustration over her vibrator dying. although she was his good friend and one of his roommates, he knew he'd also want help in such a situation. he knocked softly on the door and walked inside. "need some help?" he grinned, crawling on top of her on the bed. "i'll happily help a friend out." he teased, leaning in to kiss her.

#carter and aliicia #fc: jacob elordi #hope this is okay!

here is a k*nk list for my muses. this may contain triggering or t*boo content.

YES:

age gaps

anal (giving)

blackmail

career advancement

degradation

exhibitionism

gloryholes

Incest

nursing

pubic hair

somnophilia

stepcest

voyeurism

watersports

NO:

animals

extreme torture

r*pe

#indie kink rp #kink rp #kinks list #smut rp #indie smut rp #wanted plots #kinks-list

celebpicss

Sydney Sweeny

#duncan-wants

muse: dr. duncan forrester

plot: you are a new patient of his and there is a mutual attraction. the conversation turns sexual.

open to: f/nb wanted fcs

"it's okay, you don't have to be embarrassed. this is a judgment-free space. and after all, we are all human beings. if you wish to talk about about your sexual frustrations, desires or experiences, we can do that. this is your therapy and i'm here to help you."