Survivor Egypt: Season 25

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Egypt DVD cover featuring Adam, Szymon, Sam, Hector, Jenna, Miranda, and Christine!

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THE HOSTS’ MVP AWARD

Now that all the confessionals are done and you’ve all seen what everyone said, your hosts have one final thing: the MVP Award! Much like the Sprint Player of the Season on the real show, this is an award the hosts are giving to one player from the season that we feel truly played an amazing game. This person fought hard against adversity while managing to remain positive and happy the entire time and never giving up on winning the game. They played a good game physically, socially, and strategically, and they certainly should never be underestimated in the future. They are also the most improved player going from first voted out of their season to the last voted out.

The MVP Award goes to… Christine! Congratulations Christine on playing an amazing game. Any season that casts you in the future should know they are getting an amazing and talented player!

Honourable mentions: Szymon and Jenna for both playing a dynamic game and never being afraid to shake up how things were playing out.

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Finale Confessionals: “My Game is a Book Written by Children With Stick Figure Illustrations” - Miranda

FINAL 5

Miranda: I'm screwed. If I don't win immunity, I'm gone. And I just fucking hate Szymon right now. I'm going to play the hurt victim til the day I die, I'm giving out all the tea to everyone in the game. I don't care. If I go out, I'm taking Szymon with me.

Miranda: Okay- Here's the deal. Logically, I knew Szymon was going to flip on me. I'm not stupid.

However, I did not see him turning on Jenn, especially with Christine still in the game. How stupid can you get? I understand with adam's vote nullifier he didn't get much choice, but still... Idiot. Adam's a bigger idiot, but that's besides the point. Adam will get dragged to f3 by anyone, and he's going to lose. I'm pondering just telling him that to his face. He's a goat, a sheep, whatever you want to call it. He can go, honey, he can go.

Anyway, the logical part of me knows why Szymon did and I forgive him for being a fuck. But sadly, the gamer in me does and will do whatever to get him out.

I've outed the core 4 to everyone at this point except Adam who isn't online (shocker!). I will tell everyone Szymon is the puppet master till the day I die. Well, get voted out. Am I exaggerating the truth of what Szymon has done? Maybe a little, as it was mostly Jenna and Szymon is just her lowly, unworthy protegee.

I will win this immunity. Mark my words. I will.

Miranda: Adam told me about J/S other alliance. It all makes sense now. Of course it was only formed before Rhea's eviction, so it would make sense that's when they started fearing me. That's funny.

Adam seems very responsive to getting out Szymon the "mastermind" which is what I've painted him to be. I hope I get my way. :)

Adam: oh my god

.................im literally so speechless right now with everything ive heard and found out i dont know where to begin 

well ill start with this, im a dumbass. 

i am literally THE biggest dumbass to ever play this game thats a fact. 

this whole game ive thought ive had some control, BUT GUESS WHAT? IM JUST ALICIA ROSA, YOU KNOW WHAT NO, IM NOT EVEN JUST ALICIA ROSA, IM LITERALLY ALICIA ROSA ON STEROIDS IN THIS GAME

you know who the kim spradlin is behind all this? SZYMON...

after voting out jenn tonight, miranda came running to me to let me know literally EVERYTHING 

apparently szymon's always been in control of this game, ever since the very beginning he's had an alliance with miranda/jenna/jenn and theyve been the ones really in control

i just feel so played and SO stupid because everything i told jenna and szymon they literally ran right back to miranda

did i unknowingly break up that alliance by voting out jenn? idk id like to think i did something in this game.

i mean right now im pissed. and if im going down im taking szymon with me believe that. he's had me fooled and i may just now be waking up in this game but i wont let him get to the end, not happening. me and miranda have talked and im voting his ass out next if its the last thing i do. which is odd because i planned on voting miranda next but now that we have a common enemy, you know what they say, the enemy of my enemy is my friend <3 so szymon you may have played me this whole game, but you will NOT play me anymore 

i know i probably have no shot at winning the game anymore with the jury especially if they see how stupid and oblivious ive been, and especailly since most likely im gonna be taken as the goat to the end of the game now. but hey, if sandra can win hvv, then maybe i can win this too, i mean, we're down to the final 5, and im still here, only ever having my name wrote down 1 time, clearly ive done something right.

there may not be much time left but this whole game is about to change, starting with dethroning his majesty szymon, and im gonna make sure of it. 

Adam: i literally want the typhoon to come sweep me away right now

this is just horrible, absolutely horrible, so after talking to miranda i was all on board to take out szymon's shady ass next, but i talked to sam hoping she'd be on board too seeing how much szymon has played us, but she just.... she doesnt think szymon is being shady, like obviously szymon exposed our plan to her to vote out miranda, and obviously jenn got word she was the next target which is why they didnt vote christine and called out szymon, WHY would we stick with him

but, i can somewhat see where shes coming from because miranda is better in comps and im more scared of miranda in the end than i am of szymon..... 

i dont wanna work with szymon, i wanna scream at szymon and tell him how mad i am and then to top it all off, i wanna vote him out.

but im stuck with szymon. im stuck with him. i have sam on board that if we keep szymon we can hopefully vote him out next if he doesnt win immunity. but if he gets into that f3, everyone will think he's a strategic mastermind and vote for him, which i cant have. 

my only hope now is that szymon doesnt win f4 immunity and i take him out. but even if that does happen then im stuck with christine in the f3, whod be hard to beat too....

or if szymon wins next immunity and christine goes, i have to hope the jury is bitter enough towards him they vote for me , id be praying i pull a sandra and he's russell 

OR the honest to god only good scenerio where i feel confident id win, instead of a f3, its a f2, and we beat szymon/christine in these next 2 immunities and take eachother, but i jsut dont know how realistic this is

so basically im screwed no matter what, lovely 

i just dont know anymore, whats the point in trying if im just gonna make it to the end and lose, because the way i see it right now, oh ill make it to the end, everyone thinks they can beat me in comps and that i wont get a singly jury vote because i havent played "as hard" as szymon or miranda, but you know what i think i have played just as hard as them, i think ive been way more behind the scenes about it, ive never been a target, and if thats because people think im physically weak that's their fault they underestimate the value of a social game. honestly i started of the merge being bad in comps, but its come to a point where ive just not tried as hard in them and somewhat throw them, because i know im not gonna win them anyway so why bother, and i can play that card to keep me here which has been working, ive had ONE vote cast against me this entire game. and it was basically just a vote thrown at me because danny knew he was going and said fuck it. did i play as aggressive as szymon and miranda and form 100 alliances with everyone? no, but i played agressively in my own way. that jenn/miranda/szymon/jenna alliance didnt fall apart on its own. ive planted seeds against miranda/jenn with szymon for so long + me being seen as weak, it only made sense for szymon to work with me over them. 

to underestimate me in this game is dangerous, because i have worked my ass off to secure my safety in this game every single day and no one ever told me what to do, the only vote where i ever completely disagreed with and just went along with was rhea, but everything else, ive had a say in, and it doesnt matter how many ~secret alliances there were behind my back because at the end of the day, the people i wanted voted out were still going and im still here. 

people want me in the end because they think ill be easy to beat? so be it, makes the work easier for me, but you have no idea what youre getting yourself into if you think im gonna get to the end and not fight with every breath i have to make that jury see why i should win this game.

Christine: The one person we didn't want to win immunity won. How wonderful. This is absolutely terrible. I don't know what to think right now. I'm sad, angry, disappointed at myself for not doing better. Like, flash games are supposed to be my thing and I flopped when I was needed the most. Ugh. Miranda's probably going to target Szymon and I can't really do anything about that. But on the bright side, me and Szymon are two votes. We just need one more to gain majority. I think our best bet right now is to get Sam on our side and vote out Adam, considering he no longer has his vote negator it makes things so much more easier. I can probably spin the angle that we need to go full force into the final 4 immunity so Miranda doesn't win and with me and Szymon still there, Sam will have a better shot at going to the end. Obviously, if Miranda goes to the FTC she already has Jenna and Jenn's votes. Like, there's no doubt in my mind they hate me and Szymon for what we've done. I don't know, that's my thought process right now, it'll probably change in awhile but who knows. I know I said in my last confessional I was probably going but everything changed when Miranda and Jenn pulled me into a call wanting to take out Szymon but I got them to vote for Sam instead so when they voted for her, Sam would trust me for not voting her out. If things can change that quickly, I'm pretty optimistic for this tribal. I'm just hoping me and Szymon can make it to the final 4. That's all I want honestly. We've worked so hard together through this entire merge, I just want us to make it as far as we can. We just need that one single vote.

Miranda: So, here's the recap.

I won :) Like I said I would. I'm in the process of trying to boot Szymon's ass out the door.

Adam seems down as does Sam, but Sam is playing dumb with me. Like, heavily playing dumb. She's trying to act like she and Adam aren't close when he's admitted to me they are. Their conflicting stories aren't helping their case, but at this point they are the only people I want to be in the finals with that I think I can take.

Szymon would beat me in a heartbeat and I think Christine would probably beat me too. So if I want a chance at all, I need to sit in that final 3 with Adam and Sam... assuming it's a f3 and not an f2... Gawd. o_o I hope it's an f3.

Miranda: So I may seem like a bitter bitch going for Szymon right now, but I swear it's more than that. I know he is just as good a challenge competitor as Christine, and has much more of a shot in the finals. Even Christine I have a little chance against, whereas Szymon-- none.

Jenna and Szymon's two timing alliances was a beautiful masterpiece and even if it fucked me I have to give it credit! 

I've been thinking a lot about end game and if I get to FTC I'm so exaggerating my game. I've played fairly honest, but in FTC I'm gonna lie. It's not something I see done a lot, and honestly I'm ready for it. Like why not lie? Why be honest about your game? Right now my game is a book written by children with stick figure illustrations, with the exaggerations I put in, I'm going to make myself a legend.

Adam: oh wow oh wow 

so much has happened AGAIN, ok first of all, miranda won immunity ... now it's both good/bad, it's bad because i really wanted to vote miranda out now because honestly i think she's the most popular person with the jury, like when she posted her scores and won, jenn/jenna were liking her post but no one else's which clearly shows who they're gonna vote for, + she's too good in the comps i wanted to take her out before szymon after i calmed down and thought it through because at first i wanted szymon out but strategically it made no sense because at f4, he mightve been easier to beat in the final immunity, but now that miranda is competing in it.... god, PLEASE pray that either me or sam pull off a miracle and beat her in and god PLEASE dont let there be a puzzle in it or we're screwed, i cannot let miranda get to the final 3, because even if it is a f2, she'll win that immunity too and then im screwed

my only shot at winning this game is a me/sam/christine f3, and hopefully it doesnt go into a f2 but if it does hopefully i or sam win immunity against christine or else she's gonna vote me out

so right now the plan is pretty simple, szymon's been trying to play me this whole game, but oh how that tables have turned :) im playing it up so hard to him that i dont believe anything miranda said when in reality everything she said made sense especially about him ratting me out, and as much as i just wanna fight him i have to keep myself composed and make him think im still with him just so he doesnt conspire against me, but even if he does, it dont matter, me miranda sam and maybe christine are all voting his ass out of here, so goodbye good riddance adios see ya and oh a piece of advice for the future szymon, you fuck with me, i fuck back.

Christine: So unfortunately, my previous plan of getting Sam to vote with us isn't going to work. Why? Because apparently Szymon has already been throwing my name out to both her and Adam and now both of them want him out. I think me and Szymon knew something like this was bound to happen, but I was kinda hoping it wasn't. I guess I'm going to have to vote for him tonight and there's no doubt in my mind he'll be doing the same. Ugh, if only one of us had won that immunity. None of this would be happening. But I have to do what's best for my game, I've come to close just to give up now.

Szymon: The worst thing that could happen at this point happened. Miranda called me out to everyone the night that Jenn went home and then just won immunity. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

This mean that I'm in deep shit tonight, so i may have no other possiblity than voting Christine out which would be the smartest and hardest thing ever to do for me at this point :((((

However there are also benefit with keeping Christine. I know that she's not gonna turn on me at final 4, and that if Miranda will win another immunity, then Christine is gonna be always bigger threat than I'm because no one will want to take her to the end, and with Miranda winning another immunity at final 4, the most logial vote out will be me. 

I'm also having this weird feeling that this season is a final 2. Which means that i will obviously want to go there with Sam or Adam. But i also want Christine to make it further because she just simply deserves it and she's my best friend in the game at this point. 

Freaking Miranda and her immunity :/

FINAL 4 (PRE-CHALLENGE)

Miranda: When Chris is 900% correct for dragging me on playing the victim. Gawd, call out my strategy much?

Also way to make the puzzle not a puzzle hosts :) fuck you production

Miranda: http://i.imgur.com/RTE5cf3.gif i finally found the gif

Anyway here's the final immunity breakdown:

I need to crush: Sporcle- I did it once, I can again. World's Hardest Game- I've done this challenge before and I HAVE beat it. I just need to get my groove back and get those deaths down. Color- I did fairly well on this in Olympics, but submitted a lower score because I knew "jeremiah" was going to win.

Idk but I'm gonna try my hardest Solitaire- Yeah, fuck you for not giving me a jigsaw puzzle, but I'll try my best. My smart friends are getting 250k, and I'm stuck around 175k right now.

Ok fuck: Quotes- you think I know these people? I can't remember half the jury's names!

Adam: *britney spears voice* it's been awhile 

i cant remember how long its been since i made one of these (probably like 2 or 3 days but that's a while for me and i dont remember where i last updated so here we go 

last tribal council everything went pretty much exactly as planned, you know i really wanted to take miranda's ass out more because right now i think she is my biggest competition to win the game no shade to sam or christine, but unfortunately, she won immunity and saved herself, so i had to settle for my 2nd best option which was szymon, which you know i was more than happy to write his name down considering he tried to play me this whole game and now, much like i always do, i got the last laugh :) and you know after we voted szymon out sam came to me talking about feeling bad for him and i was thinking to myself right....anyway perhaps if he didnt try messing with me he wouldn't be on that jury now would he while im still here trying to win. 

but anyway fast foward to now, we're at the final immunity, and right as immunity starts miranda messages me "hey good luck!!" and im saying back to her "aw thank you good luck to you too!!!" with my fingers crossed behind my back thinking to myself "if you dont win this immunity girl...im voting your ass out so fast you wont even have time to blink" 

but honestly, im gonna try as hard as i can in this immunity but i just.... i havent been good in the comps so far and this comp is no different, the only portion im confident in is the colors one and maybe the quotes because it's luck and that's pretty much all i can win in this game 

so honestly im rooting for christine because lbr sam's not winning either but it'd be nice if she did but PLEASE god just anyone who's not miranda has to win this, 100%, ive worked too hard in this game to just settle for 2nd place, if she wins this there's no point in even going to final tribal, may as well just crown her the winner, god. 

+ if she wins, i dont trust her at all, i know i have sams vote but im not sure about christine, if she wins id get sam to vote christine out with me, then id have to try and beg miranda (which i will NOT be happy about) to vote christine out over me because im hoping she'd realize christine is a bigger threat than me, but maybe  miranda will know she has it in the bag and will just vote me out because she knows im a huge threat for the end, and you know these last few days ive been a little down thinking i have no shot at winning this game, but im out of that, i think im a serious threat to win now and i think im being underestimated which is absolutely dangerous and ridiculous, these people are gonna underestimate me and then they wont have any idea what just hit them at final tribal, it's gonna be no holds barred for me and i WILL not go down without a fight believe that.

Christine: So I'm actually in the final 4! This is so unbelievable. I hate that Szymon isn't here but that just means I'll have to try even harder to win for the both of us. I was on call with him before tribal and it was heartbreaking. Anyway, this final immunity is so crucial. If Miranda wins, I'm probably toast. I know I've been saying that for like, the past few tribals but whatever. If me, Adam or Sam win, Miranda's going home for sure. She's played an amazing game but I can't take that risk of taking her to the end especially if there's a bitter jury...That scares me. But yeah, I NEED this immunity. I'm pretty good at the flash game and the card game so I think I have those on lock. The sporcle quiz thing is a big question mark because Miranda is obviously gonna do well but I know Adam did well on the last one too. So that means if I have any chance of winning I might need to win at least three of these challenges. Ugh.

Miranda: http://nowhitenoise.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/06/emma_watson_tbr.gif

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Christine: I'm so scared right now for this final immunity. I'm pretty sure I'm going insane waiting for the results...Ugh. I just have to think positive for now that everything works out and if not...I don't know what I'm going to do but I'll think of something. If I do lose I blame it entirely on that Sporcle trivia quiz thing because that is the literal spawn of satan and I hope I never see one of those things ever again in my life.

FINAL 4 (POST-CHALLENGE)

Miranda: I HAVE NEVER TRIED THAT HARD ON A CHALLENGE IN MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OHMYGOD SLKDFJJLJKDGF im SCREAMIGN http://tribzap2it.files.wordpress.com/2013/07/big-brother-15-gif-9.gif?w=500&h=375 http://media.giphy.com/media/A3ENqZGWI2ltS/giphy.gif Now I drag Sam and Adam to the finals. Sorry Christine girl, you're my biggest threat. She was so close. Ohmygod. I can't believe. OH MY GOD SHUT UP AMERICAH!!!!!!!!

Christine: I can't believe this omg. Excuse me while I go set my computer on fire. :)

Congrats to Miranda for killing that immunity challenge and the previous one as well. She did amazing. I just hope she wants to work with me so we can get rid of Adam. Sam is already on board with it because she wants one person from each tribe in the final 3 so that was pretty easy. Worse comes to worse it means me and Adam will go in a tie breaker challenge. Whatever happens will be interesting to see...It all depends what's going through Miranda's head. And if Sam's telling me the truth of course.

Adam: we had one job.

WE HAD ONE JOB. AND THAT WAS TO JUST BEAT MIRANDA IN FINAL IMMUNITY. AND OF COURSE, WE FAILED. NOW THIS GIRL IS GUARANTEED A FINAL TRIBAL COUNCIL SPOT, WHICH MEANS WHAT'S THE POINT IN EVEN GOING. 

i am BEYOND pissed off. ok. you know what, pissed off isnt even a word to describe it, i was pissed off the first time i tried to take her out, and then all the IDIOTS i was working with wanted to take out RHEA over her............ like that was literally THE biggest joke the season. i was pissed when i finally wouldve been able to take miranda out, BUT THEN SHE WON IMMUNITY. AND SHE JUST KEPT WINNING IMMUNITY. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I WAS READY TO TAKE HER OUT. and NOW im not pissed, im literally just done, and im over it.

you know come final tribal, which i dont even know im gonnna get into it because obviously im trying to get christine voted out, and miranda and sam have told me theyre on board with me to do it, but sam that shady ass told me to my face she goes "oh btw, sorry but im going to christine to tell her to vote you just so i dont have a vote against me lolz no hard feelings!!!" like are you FOR REAL?? i wasnt even gonna campaign to christine because i assumed she was gonna vote me because that'd be the smartest thing she can do, like why would she vote SAM over me?? like sam literally has nothing to worry about and she's running around throwing me under the bus?? i literally wish yall could see how hard im rolling my eyes right now. so whatever, im fairly confident christine's gonna go and not me, because while i do think i shouldn't be underestimated and should be seen as a threat, im no where near as big of a threat as christine. like she's an outright threat, but im a lowkey threat, you wont see my coming until i come into final tribal guns blazing. so come final tribal, im gonna make sure while im doing as much as i can to make sure the jury sees how good my game was, im gonna do just as much as i can to make sure all the flaws in sam and miranda's game, because you know whatever i love them as people, but this is a game. and if you think im gonna go down without a fight, then lmao you're in for a surprise. if im losing this game, ill be taking wigs as souvenirs at least. 

Christine: So...this will probably be my final confessional. I just talked to Miranda and she straight up told me she was voting for me. Sam's probably lying straight to my face like she did with Szymon and Adam hasn't said a single word to me. But that's ok. I fought my ass off this season and I couldn't be more proud. Like 4th place out of 24 people? I thought I was lucky enough to beat my previous placement of 18th place. I made some incredible friends too and I'm just glad I could be a part in this amazing season. 

FINAL 3

Miranda: Bring it on! I'm ready for these jury questions, like I said... I might lie a little. But it isn't exactly lying... it's like exaggerating the truth to make your game look a whole lot better than it was?

Miranda: WHEN I SAY IM GONNA LIE AND JENN CALLS PEOPLE OUT FOR BULLSHIT I HATE

Miranda: i hate that final tribal council was literally invented to steal my wig

if i get second again im gonna cry

Miranda: I want to win this so bad. I know everyone does, but ughhh. I'm just scared.

I think Sam was my biggest competition, but she kinda gave up. Which makes me wanna shake her and go: You have a chance! Take it!!! But she's still my competition.

Adam's answers are good and bad at the same time? I'm definitely scared.

My biggest fear is I'm not telling the jurors what they want to hear. I don't know what they want to hear.

I just wanna be like

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Ep 17 Confessionals: “I Don’t Understand Why I’m Still Here” - Christine

Jenn: First and foremost, Jenna, I love you girl and this is by far the worst day of the game (this is worst than the #Sciles scene last Monday). We were doing so well and I guess we were living under a rock thinking it would continue (even though Christine is like the smartest person alive for waiting until now to use the idol). 

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God help the rest of us if she has another one. If not, Miranda, Szymon and I will do everything to get her out. Good luck dealing with the jury...Yikes. 

Now we have to regroup. This reward challenge is going to be a lot about luck and I'm praying to every God or whatever that I know that luck is on our side. We need this immunity advantage badly. It's important now more than ever to enforce the old Sahure mentality with Adam and keep Sam close because we need their votes. I don't even know what to do anymore. https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/_TKd98Mk-0qU/Tac0-3RI8-I/AAAAAAAAAHM/hxcUEoVP_L4/e0804.gif

Adam: OH MY  GOD

where did CHRISTINE come from???

you know i honestly didnt think christine had the idol because it's absolutely insane all the times her necks been on the line and she hasnt used it yet.....

but i mean honestly, i know now's not the time to say this but HMMM I TOLD YOU SO @EVERYONE WHO WANTED TO VOTE CHRISTINE OVER MIRANDA 

you know i didnt think she had the idol but still, had these people (cough cough jenna because she was the most against it) just listened to me and made a big move with me to get out miranda over christine, not only would the idol be flushed but we'd have a huge threat out, now christine has completely fucked over everyone's games 

..........but honestly i dont think she's fucked mine up, if anything i think she mightve just saved my game

you know i talked about having some trust issues with jenna recently, and not only that but going to the end with jenna, absolutely stupid i wouldve lost and im such a sucker i probably wouldve went to the end with her, now, not only is she gone and i dont have to worry about that, but i had nothing to do with it too, which means i have a shot at getting her jury vote hopefully which is good because i think ill need it if i make it far

but the biggest risk is gonna be this upcoming tribal 

i would like to think everyone would wanna target christine now still because hello if she wasnt already loved by the jury and the biggest threat in this game, she is now, and i cant have that, ive come to far to let her slide in the finals and get me 2nd or 3rd, i tried to make my move last tribal, it didnt work out, so now i gotta slow down and rethink, i would love to try making a big move again and getting miranda out but i might have to put that on hold and go for christine again, so im just praying christine does not win immunity, because if she does i predict miranda/jenn will try teaming up with christine to vote me or szymon out and i cant have that either. 

my new plan on action is to keep my core 3 of me sam and szymon together, and us vote together, and you know if i get a little worried about something happening i still have my vote negator i can use to make us the majority for the vote at the next tribal so we'll see, stay tuned :~)

Miranda: Fuck Christine. GAWD. FUCK CHRISTINE.

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I didn't see that coming from a mile away that's for sure. In all reality it was a phenomenal move, and from a game standpoint I can't be mad. From a personal standpoint, Jenna is everything. She's sweet, social, and was definitely the best player in this game playing both sides. Unfortunately, Christine saw that and jumped on it.

I thought for sure it would be me, because I'm a figurehead, and I know it. I'm good at challenges and I didn't think she'd realize Jenna was the bigger threat, which she was.

That being said, I can't stand to see her gone. She is such a good friend and I actually thought Szymon, Jenn, Jenna, and I could pull off making f4. I wish I could say something noble like it should have been me, but I am relieved to still be here. I just wish it wasn't at the expense of a good friend.

Jenn: Mhm, so I'm still not over it. I will admit it was a super smart move by Christine, especially if she can go on a bit of a immunity run now. I'm not sure how she knew not to use it during other tribal councils where it could have just as easily been her, say the Michael or Rhea vote. It makes me suspicious about everyone, or almost everyone at least. http://i.imgur.com/Mm5RG.gif But if anything good has come out of this, I know I can trust Miranda and Szymon, it's just reinforced that. 

The next few days are really important. I need to establish a solid relationship with Christine, but it's a fine line to walk in case she has another idol and doesn't trust me because it's so sudden. Whatever this immunity is, I need to really focus and practice because one of us three need to win. It's now become obvious that if anyone takes/lets Sam or Christine get to the end they will probably win since it's been Sahure all along that the people in jury wanted out.  I'm really frustrated that we didn't split votes or something tonight because we could've really saved ourselves but whatever, I'm trying to not dwell on the past too much. Hopefully I'll wake up tomorrow and this has all been a bad dream... http://u.cubeupload.com/cagayangifs/qWI9KS.gif

Christine: The plan actually worked! I made it to final 6 and it's just like...omg. I couldn't have done any of this without my wonderful partner in crime, Szymon. Like, he's amazing and I'm so happy we're still in this together and I don't think anyone suspects us working together so yay! The plan now is to get Adam and Sam on our side so we can get the majority. I've been talking with Adam and it looks like he wants Miranda out rather than me and apparently he tried to keep me during the last vote? So that's pretty awesome. If we can pull this off...It would be amazing. I just need to win the immunity challenge and see what happens. Hopefully MJ can help my game out a little bit with this loved ones reward challenge so I can actually get the advantage. This whole day has been crazy, but I pretty sure I made the right move and I hope things are actually going to work in my favor so me and Szymon can continue to make it far. 

Adam: so today something i thought would never happen actually happened ... christine FINALLY came to have a conversation with me, i mean we're only at the end of game but hey better late than never i suppose, and basically she was trying to do damage control with me and make sure i wasnt bitter about her taking out jenna because she mustve knew we were tight, but the conversation went alot better than i thought, because apparently the person who i thought was perhaps my closest ally in this game, was conspiring with christine to vote me out and christine didnt want to, now whether or not i believe that entirely idk because she didnt show me proof, and she could just be telling me that to build trust with me

but anyway, i made sure i let christine know that i didnt want to vote her out at all at the last tribal council (which is true) and i spilled the tea to her that i really wanted miranda out, and it's basically my way of testing her because im gonna see if that gets back to me and whether i can trust her or not. but yeah i basically told christine not to give up and that id be more than willing to possibly work with her going foward if i can trust her, because honestly i need christine to trust me incase jenn/miranda try and pull something and try to reel in christine to get me or szymon out, i cant have that. 

so after that conversation i spent about 20 minutes devising in my head what I think could be either the dumbest move I make this entire game, or the smartest that could make me win

so basically, as of right now, the consensus between "everyone" is that, so long as christine doesnt win immunity, christine is gonna go..... but honestly? where's the fun in that. not only would that be BORING but im also 99% sure if i vote christine out next, i will be the next one voted out or the one after that. i said the same thing in my confessional before last tribal too, and unfortunately i couldnt do anything about it because i had jenna strong arming me into voting christine, but luckily for me, christine using that idol mightve been my blessing in disguise, because it gives me another shot at making sure i dont make the same mistake again in voting out the wrong person.

so basically, come next tribal, whether christine has immunity or not, i think i wanna save christine for at least this one tribal, because honestly once we get christine out, what happens next is the same scenerio i was paranoid about happening last week, i know miranda/jenn arent gonna try and vote out sam over me and szymon, if we dont vote miranda or jenn out next, i truly believe they will fight to get sam on their side and pick me and szymon off, why? because it's the smartest move. will sam do it? i dont know, honestly, i dont know who sam thinks she has a better shot at with in f3, but i feel like if i were her id go with them, which is why i need one of them gone now. 

so thats the concept, but the actual steps in my plan is gonna be really hard to execute because it's gonna require a lot of talking and convincing on my part, first im gonna need to talk to szymon and get him on board, basically im gonna tell him the truth about my fears of jenn/miranda reeling in sam and picking us off and im hoping he wont be oblivious or stubborn like jenna was and go with it, because i had him on board last tribal to vote out miranda but jenna ruined it all, ok so so far it sounds easy, right?

well now here's the tricky part, me and szymon are only 2 votes, and yeah i might get christine to vote out miranda too if i keep working her to make sure she trusts me, but i need a back up plan incase she doesnt vote with me and i wanna be secure and make sure i have enough votes incase christine does something stupid and votes me or szymon out bcuz maybe miranda/jenna are gonna try to take me or szymon out over christine and they try to use christine now like i am, but lets hope not, so just incase i wanna secure enough votes to get out miranda, now while we should have sam with us, it wouldnt make any sense for sam to vote miranda with us over christine, it only makes sense to vote miranda out over christine with the truth im gonna tell szymon, which means im gonna have to talk to sam and lie to her to get her on board to vote miranda, im basically im gonna tell her the same thing im telling szymon except im gonna convince sam i think szymon will flip on us, of course after i talk to szymon, im gonna tell him that im gonna tell sam the same thing i just told him so that way incase she spills to him he doesnt think im being shady against him, and hopefully that'll convince sam to wanna vote me, and then ill use my vote cancellor too on miranda or jenn just to be extra extra secure i have the votes to get one of them out. 

now this could be the dumbest move i make in this game for many reasons, 1) saving christine if she doesnt win immunity could be so stupid because christine can not make it to the end or she will win, so if i save her, she'd only need to win 2 more immunities to get there, and thats scary to think, so i need to just pray she loses the next one or the final one so i can vote her out because honestly if this backfires like this im just playing for 2nd place. 

but i truly believe if i dont keep christine and get out miranda or jenn next, i will be playing for 5th or 4th hands down. christine is my key to getting to the end, so long as christine is here, that means there's someone who everyone else is gonna think of targetting over me. im basically trying to be tony from and she's my spencer. it's very un-devil like of me to work with what is probably the jury's little angel, but i have to for at least this one tribal to break up that duo of jenn/miranda, then after that ill slit her throat with a smile on my face. 

so im gonna get to work with my plan as soon as possible depending on who wins immunity, who knows maybe christine will just win it and then itll be 10x easier to get sam and szymon to vote miranda (but then where's the fun in that? i kinda hope christine doesnt win just so i get to do all this work), and hopefully come next tribal ill be blindsiding miranda or jenn :)

Christine: YAS MJ AND I WON REWARD! MJ is the best loved one I could ever ask for (sorry Shannon!) but like, slay my life honestly. This so amazing omg I'm just in shock right now.

Jenn: Man, things are getting frustrating these days. Not only does Christine win the reward challenge after a tie breaker (Monty, I love you for trying) but now Adam wants to vote out Miranda if Christine wins immunity. Oh hell no. http://d3lp4xedbqa8a5.cloudfront.net/s3/digital-cougar-assets/Cosmo/2015/07/17/55621/kim.gif

Miranda: So Christine won reward. Fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

And I hear from Szymon that frickin Adam wants me out if Christine wins immunity. Adam I liked you a lot better when you just listened to us and did nothing. Okay, granted, it's my fault for not talking to him but he never fucking replied and eventually I just stopped messaging.. I really need you to go back to sleep Adam. Don't wake up....

Miranda: This just in: Miranda comes to stunning realization she thinks she trusted Jenna a bit too much and that this is NOT A TEAM GAME. Watch for more :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJv9zl5i4Ho

Szymon: Omg i felt really bad for past 2 days since Jenna went home, because i knew how much it meant for her.. 

But I can see so many benefits of that move for me right now. Everyone thinks im with them (well probably everyone)

I'm just really hoping that Christine is going to win, so we can smoothly blindside Miranda. Nothing personal with that, but Miranda is really smart + she has just as much experience in playing as me. I think she would be the first person to figurate out things. 

I just had a skype call with Sam (<3) and she told me that Miranda talked to her about working together with Jenn, so I might have a perfect confirmation that Miranda and Jenn are stronger together than i would ever be with any of them, and that they are having back up plans that I'm able to catch up on. 

Actually, a perfect final 3 for me is with Adam and Sam. I just need to make sure to keep those 2 close with me till the end. Christine is the sweetest person ever, but again going anywhere close to the end with her would be a suicide.

Szymon: This is everything rn http://imgur.com/xb9wC63

Miranda: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I WON! IN YOUR FACE ADAM THIS IS WHY YOU DON'T COME AFTER ME HUN O.O

Nah but really I needed this. I was so screwed, thank God. Sam and Adam really want be gone for whatever reason... okay, well I know the reason. Me and Jenn are a "power duo" and I'm a comp threat in their eyes. I'd never really consider myself a comp beast but I'm definitely decent. 

In my wildest dreams, I'll win every comp til FTC... Is it realistic? Sadly, no.

Now, it's time for Christine to go. It's not even a question to me, even though her move did me a real favor getting rid of the biggest threat (Jenna), she's built too much of a supporting in the jury with that idol play along with her great challenge scores.

The saddest thing about Christine going is that she's my shield of someone people will always want gone before me, without Christine I'm dropping my shield. But it's final 6, it's time for me to run into battle unprotected.

Christine: So I lost immunity...even with an advantage. Ugh, I'm so screwed. I knew going into the challenge I'd be terrible because I'm probably the worlds slowest typer. But, whatever. I couldn't do much about it, especially considering Miranda had such an amazing score. Like, there was no hope there whatsoever. Now the plan is to get Adam and Sam on me and Szymon's side. Adam actually sounds like he wants to work with me, which is great! But I'm super worried about Sam. We don't talk a lot about the game and she has surprised me a lot with some of her votes. Especially the Chris one. But yeah hopefully we can all work together and get Jenn out, because she really is a threat in this game. Not only is she really good at these recent challenges, her social game is incredible and it could take her much farther. We'll see what happens I guess. If Jenn actually goes I'm gonna be so shocked. I don't understand why I'm still here honestly. They should've just gotten rid of me during the Rhea vote, but oh well. I'm gonna keep fighting as much as I can and just hope it pays off.

Adam: So as of my last confessional I was contemplating making a huge move and keeping christine for at least one more round in the game and taking out jenn/miranda preferably miranda though, 

but just as luck would have it, like every other time ive tried doing something in this game, MIRANDA WINS IMMUNITY LMAO 

@god why do you hate me and the fun im trying to make by taking her out and flipping this game upside down? 

but you know, ive been waiting a longgg time to break up jenn/miranda and ive been patient long enough, it's finally my time to strike and my plan is in motion, before immunity results were even in i began pitching the possibility of voting out jenn/miranda over christine to szymon and after some convincing i had him on board, so after christine lost immunity i was a little worried on whether or not id be able to get sam to take out jenn over christine, but i didnt even have to go lying to her with excuses, right when we started talking about who to vote she was on board so easily. 

so as of now i know i have sam/szymon on board to take out jenn, meanwhile jenn/miranda think we're doing christine still which is perfect because i dont want them getting suspicious and scrambling trying to get christine to vote with them against like me or szymon. But i dont think christine will do that anyway, ive been talking to christine for a while now and i think ive convinced that im the one who's really pulling to save her so im hoping she'll be grateful and wont be shady and flip on me, but just to be safe i may end up using my vote cancellor on miranda or jenn just to ensure even if christine flips, that the votes dont tie and jenn goes home because i need to break that duo up. they are too powerful and if i let them slide one more tribal theyll make it to the end together easily. 

im just hoping i dont regret saving christine because of how good she is in comps, because while christine thinks we're working together now i cant take her to the end, i just need to use her to get my way this vote, but if she doesnt win immunity next, i need to take her out. i dont want miranda in the final tribal either but i think i have a better shot at beating miranda than i do against christine because she's virtually unbeatable with the jury

Jenn: Another day goes by, and it's another day closer to someone else leaving.

http://38.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrbyg571vV1r2oa9go1_500.gif 

I would have liked to win immunity again in case some crazy shit goes down at tribal council tomorrow but hey, Miranda deserves is. 7 seconds is amazing! I was really hoping anyone but Christine would win it, but I'm not counting her out because who knows how many idols she has. She visited the tomb an awful lot... My brain is crazy with paranoia and frustration lately like what if she started playing her idols now because she has enough to last her until final 4? Was Jenna the glue holding our Core 4 together and without it, Miranda and Szymon will flip? I've also heard that Sam and Adam think Miranda and I are a powerful duo which scares me, if she's safe, maybe they try and get me out? Blahhhhhhh. People always say this is harder then it looks and that statement could not be more true. It's mentally exhausting. Plus, I'm still not over the Jenna vote so I'm developing this as a new motto: http://cdn2.teen.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/awkward-season-3-gifs-8.gif

Christine: There's 30 minutes until tribal...I'm 95% sure I'm going home so...that stinks. I don't know what to think anymore but whatever. I played a good game in my opinion so if I do go I'm pretty proud of myself. Last place to final 6. That's pretty awesome to me. I gotta think positive though, I'm not gone yet and I still have a chance. Ugh, I just hope everything works out. 

[survivoregypt]

Ep 16 Confessionals: When You Try to Be Parvati and End Up Being James

Jenna: So, we had touchy subjects and of course I had to be the answer to the better ones. And OF COURSE I am the one everyone trusts the most. I mean I expected it kind of, but Im just hoping no one reads too much into it and it blows up my game. 

But seriously, the most trustworthy? How the actual hell am I the most trustworthy. I bet the jury was just cackling. Every single person who is sitting on that jury (besides Lindsey and technically Danny but Im still counting him cause I could've convinced him to stay) trusted me. And every single one of them has been out because I turned on them.

https://38.media.tumblr.com/c085a3e349b401f2b701dd4eabe850a6/tumblr_n16k90v4p61qkdptzo1_250.gif

It's hilarious but sad. 

Now it gets tricky though cause I'm supposed to be with everyone, so how can I vote them off when I'm supposed to be with them.  This isn't really news though right. Im with everyone and everyone just assumes I would NEVER flip. Because I'm jenna right? Im on the bottom and everyone is really against me. I really should be voted out. Like why am I still here? The world may never know. 

Jenn: Voting out Rhea was tough for me on a personal level.  I didn't want to vote her out until I had to, and unfortunately that time came a little sooner than I expected with the plan being Old Sahure to the end. 

This reward challenge is tough, because one of the Core 4 needs to win. We just can't risk anyone else getting an idol at this point. I'm frustrated that the challenge is so hard though and all my feelings are summarized in this:

https://33.media.tumblr.com/baf9552a775f80003cc3ee1e5bb8c5a7/tumblr_inline_nsfaz4PJ181tzurnf_500.gif

A picture is worth a thousand words right? I'm a little excited with how the game is going, but I'm trying not to get to comfortable. With only 7 of us left, the Core 4 is majority now so we really need to buckle down and win the rest of the challenges. I just wish the idol tomb wasn't around to constantly fuck up my plans. Sometimes I just stare, or not stare exactly... http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-EBS5rnBo9qI/U4yfL4CZPgI/AAAAAAAAE-0/btmR0Ei_2cU/s1600/Bitch+please+look.gif , at the room pictures like: http://38.media.tumblr.com/8ed5cd607774ad5d35330f35f04db1e5/tumblr_inline_nde29a37N11t16ovi.gif

Szymon: Part 1: http://vocaroo.com/i/s0YWANeLQoRQ

Part 2: http://vocaroo.com/i/s0EhOULDsVyB

Adam: So last tribal we voted out rhea *stares into the camera like im in the office*

you know, at first i just went along with it because i couldnt get them to budge on voting miranda or jenn, but now im starting to regret it completely 

voting out rhea was so stupid... literally so stupid and foolish, 100%, i cannot believe we took out someone who cant win any comps over those 2, it just doesnt make any sense to me and i cant believe i went along with it, for the first time this whole game i feel like i was told what to do and pressured into voting her out and god im so mad at myself for not standing my ground.

i feel like ive been too comfortable in this game, and i dont feel comfortable anymore, out of everyone whos left, im the weakest competitor here, im literally sandra on steroids in these comps... i would love to say im throwing these comps as a strategy but im not i just flat out suck in them, the only immunity i won was a luck one and i havent been able to win a reward comp to save my life, even this last one, i literally spent so much time on that game my fingers are still in pain, and i didnt even come close to winning

but me making sure im seen as weak physically might come in handy, because no one's gonna target me because of my comp performance at least

and speakng of challenges, jenna won the reward, as obviously like ive said before, i consider her my #1 in this game, and i thought she considered me hers so i was hoping id get to go to the tomb with her, but when i asked her she basically didnt say no but she said she wanted to take szymon ... and obviously i couldnt like force her to take me but it was definitely a little eye opening

and then to add even more onto it, when szymon told me what he found in the tomb, i went to jenna and let her know and then 5 seconds later szymon's asking me if i told jenna what he found 

ive never once doubted jenna in this game, and ive honestly been debating whether or not its smart for me to go to the end with her, especially when she was just voted the person everyone wanted to see win the most, but if i was gonna be loyal to anyone it was to her and i wanna go to the end with her possibly still, but if she's over here not being loyal to me, and is talking to everyone else the way she talks to me, then im not sure just how loyal i can be to her, so we'll see 

but despite all that i know that there are bigger problems to deal with, like THE ABSOLUTELY INSANE CONCEPT THAT MIRANDA/JENN/CHRISTINE ARE ALL STILL HERE, i shouldve voted one of them out last tribal, preferably jenn or miranda, and im not making the same mistake twice, im fairly confident no one left in the game has any idols so depending who wins immunity im gonna work my ass off to ensure one of them leaves, and right now my sights are set on jenn because i know she has lied right to me and tried to play me for a fool and *sandra voice* you know how some people forgive but dont forget? well i dont forgive and i dont forget.

Christine: So you know that saying about how you can never get too comfortable in this game or else you'll end up going home? Well yeah, I can assure you it's 100% true and I do not recommend it. After Rhea went home I had 100% confidence in my alliance that we had each other's backs but I guess I was just really naive because that's not how things are going at all. For the reward challenge me and Jenna were kinda ranting about the game and how frustrating it was. We were exchanging scores and stuff and I thought it was a good idea at the time cause I didn't really want the other side to beat us again. A little bit after that I went on a call with Szymon and he tells me that Jenna was leaking my scores to the other side! JENNA, OF ALL PEOPLE! I don't understand, I thought we were strong allies and it stinks that she would do that. I mean, I should've expected it but it still stinks. Good for her though, playing both sides is a tough thing to do. I gotta just play along though, as much as I'd want to call her out, it wouldn't do me any good whatsoever. I just gotta keep calm, win the immunity challenge and hopefully things will work out. 

Jenna: Well.... Now I have both the Safire idol and the regular idol. Plus the double vote... I mean... I'm really not even sure what to do with everything. Will I even need any of them? I mean I'm setting it up so I hopefully won't, but I'm glad no one else has them. I mean as a fan I wish someone like Chrsitine had found it cause she needs it and it could change he game, but that could mess up my game so it's better that I have it. Now watch me get voted out with 2 idols in my pocket.... James, if you screw me over with your curse.... I'm gonna be Parvati with them NOT James. Oh and I told Szymon, of course.

Szymon: Lemmi get some receipts.

[04:57:02] Samantha Bosse: I just hope everyone doesn't start seeing me as the "rhea" of the group or [10:32:23] Jennifer From: I don't want people to look at me like I'm the next Rhea because I can't  win immunity. 

Those are two really different conversation and i had them both in last 12 hours. They need to STOP thinking that they would get on the level of Rhea goddess, that is impossible

Adam: So of course, right as I was planning on possibly blindsiding and voting out jenn at this next tribal, what happens? SHE WINS IMMUNITY. 

you know ever since jenn tried to play me the other day ive known i cant trust her and ive known she's playing this game hardcore, so while im forced to wait to get my revenge on her right now, that doesnt mean i still cant get a little revenge and try to get the person she's closest to voted out, miranda. 

you know ive been targetting miranda anyway because i know a lot of people on the jury probably think she's running the show over here, and if i vote her out, it's gonna show them that she doesnt and hopefully earn me some points with them because rn i feel like im really lacking in jury management honestly.

voting out miranda is the kinda big move i need on my resume come final tribal, but not only that, strategically for me to make it to final tribal council i need miranda gone right now. Because if miranda stays her and jenn will still be together, and theres no doubt in my mind that next tribal, theyre gonna try and pull a fast one on me or maybe jenna, and theyre gonna fight like hell to rally votes against one of us and get us voted out over sam who will be the only non original sahure left.

taking out miranda in this game is vital for my survival, you know last week i made the mistake of being mr nice guy and going along with the group to vote out rhea, which was completely idiotic, but i wont be making the same mistake twice, ive went to both jenna and szymon individully and planted the seed with them that if miranda stays she's gonna target one of us next, and i got them nibbling on the bait but i just gotta reel them in. 

i have to outwit and outplay miranda/jenn before they outwit me, and im standing my ground with this vote, im not gonna be like "i wanna vote miranda but ill do christine if thats what the group wants" hell no, im gonna work my ass off to ensure miranda leaves next because for all i know her and jenn are already campaigning to rally votes against me, maybe theyre succeeding, which i hope not, because i blew it by getting rhea out but im hoping i didnt blow it enough to cost me the game so we'll just have to wait and see. 

Szymon: Soooo.. Tonight is the night...

I plan to flush all the idols. I dont want idols gone. And by that, my perfect scenario is having all votes to go on Christine and Christine voting for Jenna. That would be perfect, because then i won't have any blood on my hands and i will be even more in control, having Adam/Sam and Miranda/Jenn all for myself. I know its kinda egoist but i really need Jenna to go if i want to have any shot to win this game, and if i won't get rid of her now, then never. Adam kinda complicated plans for me because he wants to go after Miranda now instead of Christine, and Jenna freaks out about it. So i just had a call with Adam where we talked all strategy and i explained him why getting rid of Miranda would be a bad idea now and it would turn aganist us. It seemed to work, so now once Jenna and Adam get online Adam can talk to her again and agree to vote out Christine. 

Then Christine is going to pull her idol in an unimous vote to get rid of Jenna. Then final 6 is going to be IDOL FREE and I'm going to be in a perfect position. I just really need it to work out. I'm gonna cross my fingers and talk to Christine on a call soon so we can plan it all out.

Adam: wow so a lot has happened in such a short amount of time since my last confessional, well obviously the last thing i said was how i needed miranda out next, and i still wholeheartedly am gonna try to make that happen, but i got on a call with szymon this morning and just we talked for almost a half hour, and i pleaded with him my case on why we need to get miranda out next over christine, and while he seemed down for it, he seems hesitant, he doesn't wanna make this move, unless of course jenna and sam are completely on board because he doesnt want them thinking that me and him have some deal with christine and thats why we're saving her 

and you know before i went to szymon at all, i went to jenna and pleaded on why we needed miranda out next, and apparently szymon told me jenna ran to him and was telling him about how hard i wanted miranda out and that she didnt really agree with it, this is now the 2nd time jenna has ran something i said back to szymon, and you know i love jenna as a person so much, but i cant keep putting all my trust in someone who's running everything i say and selling it to the highest bidder. 

this whole game jenna has been my #1 but after my talk with szymon im starting to feel really secure with him in the sense that it might not be so bad if i start making him more of my #1 rather than jenna, he already thinks he's been my #1 so that's easy 

but god idk, there's just so much going on rn, i feel like ever since voting out rhea ive lost any control i had in this game, like i can only push so hard to get miranda out anymore with it backfiring on me, none of these people wanna make a move against her with christine still here like it baffles me, theyve been beating christine in these comps yet they wanna get her out so bad.... i just feel completely stuck in this game right now, like my back is against the wall 

@america @any other place on the world @hosts @everyone im sorry i know getting christine out right now is the zzz predictable choice and im not giving up im gonna keep trying as much as i can to show these people miranda has got to go before its too late and take miranda out and make a big move but im gonna need your prayers if it's gonna happen tbh

Jenna: Szymon I swear to god I know you are forcing me to make all the risky moves and it sucks. "Tell Adam you want Christine" right after you told Adam to not push Miranda so I don't get paranoid about him you force me to do it so he'll get paranoid about me. And then you literally won't even talk to Christine!? I feel like shit about this vote but someone needs to talk to her and of course you just won't do it so she won't be mad at you playing her. It sucks, I mean you're still awesome but it sucks and I understand what you're doing and you're pretty much a coward. 

Szymon: So i had a skype call with Christine and my plan seems to work. She agreed to blindside Jenna after giving her solid reasons to do, and I didn't even have to convince her that voting with her would be the worst  thing to do for us (so we can have Adam and Sam still with us), so the vote is going to be unanimous on Christine, she will play her idol and send Jenna home with her one vote. 

I feel so bad my heart hurts and my eyes are going to hurt from crying like tmr but this is just for what's the best for my game at this point. :(

Christine: About 24 hours ago I was freaking out about the immunity challenge because I lost to both of the 5 second advantages (Although I could've had one of them if I didn't lose the reward challenge by 5 seconds. The irony!) But yeah, now I'm super excited because me and Szymon came up with a fabulous plan.

Alright, I don't know if I've mentioned this in my confessionals but Szymon is amazing and the best ally anyone could ever ask for. He's been filling me in on everything that's been happening on the other side and if it weren't for him, this game would probably drive me insane. 

Anyway, we've decided to target Jenna. Not only does she have connections with everyone, she has a double vote and possibly an idol. That double vote could be very dangerous if she decides to flip and I can't keep that around. So the plan is for Szymon to vote for me with the others, we don't want anyone to think we're working together. But yeah, I'm finally using my idol and creating a potential major blindside by getting out Jenna. Don't get me wrong, Jenna is an awesome person and I adore her but ever since I've heard about her throwing my scores to the other side, I can't trust her. If your not with me, your against me. Its unfortunate because I thought we would make it far in this game together but this just needs to happen. With Jenna gone Szymon and I can pull in Adam and Sam, hopefully and then go after Jenn and Miranda. 

This tribal will definitely be interesting and I'm very excited to see how it plays out.

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Ep 15 Confessionals: “You Can’t Trick a Trickster, Try All You Want” - Adam

Christine: Ok so everything worked out perfectly but I feel like such a terrible person. I think my last confessional was a little too harsh on Michael and I feel like I was too caught up in the moment. Michael was a great ally and I will miss working with him. I didn't even vote for him but just knowing he was going and I did nothing to stop it...ugh. I don't know what to say I just feel really bad. This game is crazy.

But hey, on the bright side I'm now the last Neferka member left standing! I've gone from being the first person voted out of my tribe on my last season to being the last person left standing and it feels incredible. 

Jenna: I need to get rid of my fucking emotions. I need them to go so I can stop feeling so goddamn awful after every vote out. I'll just pack the little guys up and ship them to peru for awhile, they'll have a good time there I think, lost of things too see and no obnoxious girls they need to tear apart. 

Jenna: I found the idol :) well I didn't really find it so much as I knew where it was and convinced people to pretty much let me walk in and take it. 

Miranda: Touchy Subjects!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My faveeeee :))))))

Honestly though I'm extremely interested to see how these questions are answered. Last time I did touchy subjects in Olympics, I was voted most forgettable, least deserving, and who would care least never talking to again. For some reason I think I'm going to get a little better rep here? I don't think I'll be chosen for too much honestly. Maybe 1-2 items at most.

Some of these questions I had nooo idea like the reputation question and the one about who would never be invited to play another season? Like these aren't easy questions by any means.

So far, I'm reflecting on my game and I'm proud. I've never played like this before. Where I'm usually under the radar and "weak", here I'm a strong competitor and I think that's recognized. One thing that's different about this game is I don't think I'm as all-knowing as I usually am. Despite being on the outs in a lot of other games I played, I typically have an extremely good perception of whose with who, who the majority might target, etc. Here, other than my alliance, I don't know who might be together, what connections are formed, etc. Sam I think might be good with Rhea? That's my one outside connection I've discovered.

Yeesh. I miss my powers of perception :(

Adam: god jake stop pushing confessionals down my throat!!! im doing my best to keep up!!!

but ok since im here i guess ill tell you all the tea i got, 

ok so first of all, OF COURSE what is perhaps THE most important reward challenge of the season where either me or someone i can control needs to win it, jenn wins, one of the people im trying to flip the game on, now has the chance to find an idol .........

........ but yall should know me well enough, i am NOT about to let that ruin everything ive worked hard for in this game, so what do i do immediately after jenn wins? what i think is best, i know that if i go to jenn and ask her privately to take me to the tomb it might seem shady, and i dont want a target like that on my back, so instead i go to jenna, and i wanted to suggest to her that maybe she should go ask jenn to take her, and right as i started to and said "hopefully she takes one of us" jenna goes "should i go ask her to take me??" and im just like "YES!!" 

so now theres only a 50/50 shot someone from the people i dont want to win, will get the idol, and now jenna who i know is 100% with me and apart of my little army, has a chance at getting it, which is perfectly fine with me 

......but she tells me she doesnt find it so that sucks, but on the bright side she also told me jenn told her she didnt get it which is great because that can still give me a chance to get it for myself at the next reward comp

so phase 1 of operation blindside: make sure the enemy does not have the idol, completed

now onto phase 2: ive already reeled in jenna and szymon to be my right hand man and woman, now i just need a 4th vote, i could go to christine since she has nothing to lose, but its too risky she could easily expose me to miranda and them and i cant have that, so i go to sam, who ive been trying to build some trust with ever since we merged knowing i could try and use her to make my move down the line, well guess what, we're finally at that line and now i need her

i go to sam, and start talking like im crazy im going "sam im so paranoid i think we need to do something at this next tribal i think theres another alliance coming after us maybe im just crazy but idk!!", long story short i suggested to her that i think miranda/rhea/jenn are together and are gonna reel in christine to possibly vote her or me off, and god lmao she ate that up so fast it was hook like and sinker right then and there

now is there an alliance between miranda/jenn/rhea that could be trying to reel christine is? i really dont think so at all but i need one of them, preferably miranda or jenn, gone, so hell yeah im gonna lie to get what i need done to be done, sorry sam, youre a great girl and lying to you isnt exactly my #1 thing to do but in order for my plan to work its just what i gotta do, and my whole motto in this game is "do what you gotta do" so thats what ive been doing and thats what im gonna keep doing. 

now of course you may be thinking, oh but he only has 4 numbers, is this dummy not doing the math, but think again, i got the vote canceller from the survivor auction and i plan on using it to negate one of the other 4 people's votes and then the vote should come out 4-3

now that i have everything set up, its just a matter of who wins immunity, my #1 target is miranda 150%, i love her as a person but that girl will not lose in the end, she will win no matter who she faces and i cant have that, plus not only that but miranda is a very calculated player, its only a matter of time before she votes out someone like me, im just hopefully making my move before she makes hers. if she does save herself with immunity, i would like to get jenn out and keep rhea around, jenn is more threatening in competitions than rhea so it just makes sense.

Jenn: Were down to 8 people left. That's 1/3 of the amount of people originally cast. I know, don't be jealous of my excellent math skills

(http://media.giphy.com/media/KaaAM7YYNLpVS/giphy.gif). Voting out Michael was a pretty easy decision for me, since Szymon and Jenna both told me that he was considering voting Rhea or I out. Nope, I don't like that. I'm a little worried about having the jury filled up with enemies but hey, if I get voted out next that won't matter anyways. 

I won reward again! I like being able to control the tomb for our side, even though we haven't really gained anything from it yet. The Core 4 is trying to use Jenna's clue and cross out options in the Treasure room, but so far, no luck and we only have a couple spots left. Talk about frustrating. Winning reward is great, because I get an advantage in the immunity challenge, and as long as I make it past this week's vote, I'll get another one in the next challenge since I won it from the tomb. I'm actually really thankful to have won this one because from a lot of the other times it's been played, the person who's list is read first wins. If you're put first the most, people essentially want you to win the challenge or trust you. I guess I owe my tribemates for that one. I love you all! 

I'm pretty excited for this immunity, being Touchy Subjects. I know it's a bit more luck based since you might have to make a couple guesses here and there, but I've always loved this competition. I'm a sucker for the drama it creates...oops. 

Szymon: http://prntscr.com/85uw5t

SERIOUSLY RHEA?????? I mean i placed her last too, but AT LEAST I INCLUDED HER IN MY THING

If she's going to win immunity, its gonna be TRAGEDY. Nothing personal Rhea, but you need to leave RIGHT NOW.

On bright side Jenna got idol. And now i know who has both idols in their pocket. Sweet! Hopefully its not gonna turn aganist me so i need to keep working on with Jenna and Christine

Rhea: http://img2.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20140114000941/glee/images/a/a3/Xtina-cry.gif

I usually don't mind Touchy Subjects, but this one literally broke me. I'm genuinely hurt right now. This was hard to take, and I feel really beaten down.

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It was really hard to get the really negative things. I think it puts me in a really shitty spot. I hate this right now.  I feel like complete crap right now.

Adam: so um immunity happened and .... yea

apparently everyone thinks im "mistakenly" running the game, which is kind of a reality check for me, you know ill admit maybe i have gotten a little .... conceited and full of myself thinking im on top of this game so ill give them that, but im not about to sit here and act like im alicia rosa from one world is just completely disrespectful to me 

you know not to sound narcissistic but, i feel like i have been a pretty powerful player since the beginning of this game, every single day since this game has started i have played my ass off, ive worked to make sure ive never been on the bottom, anytime my name has been thrown out there, ive worked to make sure no one goes along with it and votes me out, and then ive worked to get my revenge and voted that person out

to say i "run the game" is just cocky and a reach, but to basically call me alicia rosa and say im not doing anything worth respect in this game is down right insulting. Maybe im no kim spradlin and maybe im just playing more like a micronesia cirie, but dont be fooled, i am playing this game 150% and i prove that time and time again when im the one making alliance chats im in, im the one talking with everyone on my side and saying what id like to happen, and then seeing it happen, stop erasing me from the history books!!

but ANYWAY, conceited rant of the day over, now onto the game, as i said before ive been working on a plan to get out someone like miranda/jenn/rhea and flip the game, preferably miranda, and every step in operation blindside has gone perfectly so far, ending with szymon winning immunity so i can vote her out

but then i talk with my new alliance of jenna szymon and sam aka jass, (which, btw, i talked with all of them and worked my ass off to plant the proper seeds and persuade them all into flipping with me and getting one of them out, sorry but if you're looking for humble you're not gonna find it with me) but anyway, i talked with them, hoping it would be an easy choice to vote miranda out .... 

............but no.........................these people wanna vote out rhea..............................................................................r h e a

and im like........ are you for real? this is a joke right? we're about to go into the final 7, and yall wanna take, not 1, not 2, but THREE of the best competitors in this game to compete against over RHEA? im sorry but thats just absolutely foolish, and you know i tried my best to persuade them (yeah ok maybe i am ~mistakenly not as good as i think) but idk

the only good thing about voting rhea out is she's went to the tomb all of those times and she's most likely to have an idol, so if we're gonna pull off a blindside, strategically, it has to be on her or else at the next vote she can use an idol and get one of us out, so i GUESS voting rhea over them isnt as foolish knowing that, so i guess i can wait to get miranda out for another tribal, i told myself patience is key and now im the one who has to listen to my own advice god. 

also just 1 more thing, being voted as ~mistakenly running the game, while it's horrible on my ego since im such a narcissist, it might not be so bad for my game, think about it, if i make it to say f4 and i need to persuade someone to take me to the end, what better argument then, "hey no one thinks ive played the game hardcore so take me and beat me" its definitely something that could come in handy but we'll see i still gotta make it that far first, as narcissistic and egotistical as i am im also a realist and i know this is survivor and i could get blindsided any time, hell maybe ill be the one going at this next tribal, we'll have to wait and see

Szymon: Omg me winning immunity is something FABULOUS! And the fact that i can thank Rhea for winning it is just epic. But right now my plan didn't change. I want to protect Christine and get rid of Rhea so even if my internet is floppy im just trying to make sure that everyone is going to be board with it, so we can have an unanimous vote, keeping at the same time everyone happy. Well then the final 7 is gonna get wild. Reallly wild

Syzmon: Okay so it seems like its going be to a unanimous vote on Rhea. It seems, but that's what everyone is telling me to be fine with it. And i just wonder on how long me/Jenna can keep everyone happy, because i see people being already worried about us having a good connections with everyone. Final 7 is going to be crucial. I can see Christine getting targetted, but she's not going anywhere. I will let her know if she will be in danger, so she can play the idol. And this is the point where i (apparently) know of her idol so it will be in our hands with Christine to make a big move. And i honestly thinking of blindsiding Sam at that point. Just because Sam isn't loyal to me, but Sam's main loyalty is Jenna, who's already so strong in game and i need her to lose some ground by losing Sam. 

I mean Jenna become now the biggest threat in the game. She has idol, double vote and Sam. I need to get rid of Sam and don't get blood on my hands for it. 

Adam: oh god 

im laughing so hard because of whats going on right now 

so obviously as ive talked about before, i had this plan to make this next vote a blindside on someone, and i went to jenna right away with it, and as soon as she was on board we went to work on szymon and sam to reel them in, and hence our alliance of jass was formed to get us to the end, and while i wanted miranda gone i settled for what the group as a whole wanted which was to blindside rhea, simply because she might have an idol from all those times she went to the tomb, and thats what you missed on glee!

ANYWAY, now apparently jenn and miranda actually wanna come together and vote out rhea too, so theyre scrambling trying to come up with a blindside rhea plan, when little do they already know, there's already one in place oops

so jenna went and talked with them because they went to her first about it, and jenna told me everything jenn told her, and jenn came to me, and JENN ACTED LIKE I WAS THE FIRST PERSON SHE WAS TALKING TO WHEN I KNEW EXACTLY WHAT SHE WAS TELLING EVERYONE ELSE

according to jenna, jenn told her she had already talked to miranda and jenna, so when i asked jenn "would we have the votes on our side" (when i already know we would because me and jenna secured them already), she lied right to me and acted like she had no idea if jenna or miranda would vote with us

which shows me that i cant trust jenn whatsoever since she lied right to my face

but OK ill go along with jenn's little scheme, if jenn wants to think she's the one orchestrating getting rhea out, fine by me, because i know the truth which is why this is so funny to me, she's trying to trick me, but when will these people learn, you cant trick a trickster, try all you want but now its just put her on the top of my radar

Miranda: Touchy Subjects huh...

Me going in: Nah I won't be the answer to anything, 1,2 things tops :~) Me now: *was the answer for 4 things*

So I am........ a funny, but backstabbing bitter bitch with no idol. I actually kinda love it.

I did feel bad for Rhea because for as many answers as I had, she had more. I do feel genuinely bad that she felt so singled out :( I don't think anyone actually feels like she has a reputation or that she'll never be asked back, an answer just had to be written down.

Right now, I'm going with the vote out Rhea plan because I know she has the potential to not only turn on me, but make it very far. I know the  capability she has and how great of a gameplayer she is. I am definitely afraid she has something up her sleeve, so I guess we'll see.

If she does.......... I'll write my will here just in case. Here lies me, Miranda, sent to jury too young. I leave all my good blessings and voodoo puzzle powers with Jenna, Jenn, and Szymon. And you know what I'm going to leave a bit of my soul with Adam too just because he's so loyal and clueless at the same time. :,)

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Ep 14 Confessionals: “I Wasn’t Even Mad, I Loved It” - Lindsay

Sam: Thanks Hector for trying to screw us over, however we caught on and we got yo ass! Jenna, szymon and I are in an amazing spot in this game. We have people on each side to lean on and this vote didn't reveal anything about which side we are willing to play with next week. Love it. #sam&jennafinaltwo2k15 WOOOOO!

Jenna: This is becoming increasingly harder. I wish I could just sit back and not do anything and just have it easy but that doesn't get you to win. And then I also am so fucking torn about wanting to keep my friends in with me vs. doing the smart thing and getting the threats out. I'm not stupid I know jenn could win this, but there's a part of me that doesn't care, because I wanna be in the end with people I like. I don't know. I mean I love szymon and Sam and Miranda and jenn and they can't all be in the finals with me. Whatever. I don't know. It's just getting so hard. 

Miranda: Well that Hector vote went better than expected. I mean… self voting out of the game after campaigning for Rhea? It doesn't add up. I have so many conspiracy theories at this point I may as well change my name to Erin.

I'm excited for when we'll have a non-luck comp, like a puzzle or a flash game or something but at the same time I'm scared because Christine the great is still here slaying everyone's lives.

Here's to hoping I can ever win a frickin immunity because I've been failing thus far.

Jenn: Another one bites the dust. I'm sad to see Hector go on a personal level (yes again, apparently I've made friends with almost everyone and it sucks to vote them out) but the suspicion around him was just adding up. Each time Jenna told me something before the vote yesterday, it made me doubt my relationship with him in the game. Whether he would've actually gone against Miranda and I, we will never know but I hope it had more to do with me just not wanting not to vote Rhea. 

Thank god for Jenna and the rest of my alliance because it helps get information from almost every side. They've also helped keep me sane during all this stress and paranoia that the game causes and I truly believe the four of us have developed really good game and personal relationships. Final 9 and counting! 

Christine: It worked? Our plan actually worked!? Michael's still here and Hector left in a 10-0 vote, like, WHAT? How did this even happen. It's amazing. I feel like I'm on cloud 9 right now and I'm just so incredibly happy, it's unbelievable. I don't know if Hector's self-vote was supposed to call out our alliance had we voted for Rhea instead of him or he could've just been busy, who knows. But with Hector gone this gives Jenna, Michael, Sam, Szymon and I the majority and I couldn't be happier!

Szymon: So Hector is gone and I feel really bad about it. Gamewise it's still good because Hector is a player and he know how to play, but he understimated our core group of 4 with Miranda, Jenna and Jenn. Yesterday i had a really hard day and i opened up myself on Jenna and Jenn but they mostly wanted to just to make sure i vote for Hector and that kinda disappointed me, because it shows me that Jenna/Jenn are just all about the game.

Right now i really want Rhea and Michael out in that order. I don't think of having any benefits of working together with them, especially with Rhea as she's making me clear that her loyalty isn't toward me. Some people are playing really hard and they wouldn't have a hard time in winning the game if they made the FTC. It's obviously Jenn, Jenna and Christine. I don't want strategically to face any of them if i make it, and Miranda and Adam are still my best options. It's going to be really hard, because i have a core alliance of Jenna, Jenn and Miranda and then a final 3 alliance with Jenna and Sam, and a close duo working with Christine. Also I'm trying to get closer to Adam and it seems to working, and im super happy about it because i remember being so annoyed at him at the start of the game. I just really want to win this reward as i got the clue from Sam and i know where to look for.

Jenna: So , if the idol is still in the tomb (if hector didn't find it and it's now replaced somewhere else), I know where it's at. Sam told me the clue she got was that it's in spot 6 or 7 in room one and Michael already looked in spot 7. So if it's there it has to be in spot 6. The problem I'm having is should I tell jenn or Miranda to look there or steer them away from it? It'd be nice to know where the idol is but It'd be even better to have it. But, if Adam or Rhea or Michael goes in next time and gets it that would be worse than jenn or Miranda having it. I have a big choice to make. As always ugh. Alright, i don't know. Isn't it great to know things? 

Jenn: Woooooo! I finally won something! My reaction is summed up perfectly in this gif:

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Some of the answers I were so confident in and they turned out to be wrong. I guess luck was on my side or the Survivor gods gave me a birthday present or something. Ill take it either way!

Someone from my side in the majority alliance really needed to win so we can put an end to this idol paranoia. It does make it a little harder though because I feel like certain people may have expected me to pick them to go into the tomb or for me to tell people what I found. I would have loved to find an idol at this point in the game, but a challenge increaser will hopefully help me win an immunity soon too. With dwindling numbers, the competitions are getting more and more important and you can't just rely on the social aspect of the game. Plus, now this gives me two challenge score increasers since I already have one from winning reward. Not that it will help me with this damn puzzle though....

Szymon: I'm really bored playing this slide puzzle so i thought it would be nice to take a break for confessional! I'm trying to catch up on lost time lately when i coudn't focus on game as much i wanted too. And here are basically my thoughts/plans with about everyone also who is still in game with me. Jenna - My best friend in game and a person i really trust too. Thought sometimes she's really bossy just telling people what to directly do, and I'm not exactly sure if the others realize on how much she's in control. I think that the best for me is going to ride her wave for now and continue working with her, as we are basically in all alliances that I'm and I just gotta make sure to not make her paranoid or worried about me.

Sam - Jenna said to me many times that she wants to go to the final 3 with me and her and screw Miranda and Jenn before it. Sam is really nice i love her but im worried that she's getting closer to Jenna than I'm and they have more game talk which worries me 100%, and at this point  Im not exactly sure if to try to distance myself from them or if work together.

Jenn - Actual biggest threat in game socially, she is able to make a good connection and always know what to say. I love talking to her but i'd be stupid going to the end with her. Thought i feel like she's actually loyal to our core 4 becuase i don't think she ever tried to hide something from us (and if she is or would that would make sense for her) but she literally read loudly on our call that Lindsay said she was going to vote for her when she will make FTC. But she always supports me with Vanessa so much and that's what counts for me most tbh <3

Miranda - I feel like me and Miranda are similar in a way because right now we are probably both hated a lot on jury and we are just keep on bonding over it. I don't understand any hate on her and it annoys me so much, but i would love to see her next to me in the final 3.

Adam - I genuinly like to talk to him even if its hard, but im kinda used to this kind of people in game so im just keep on trying daily, and i really want him to trust me, because i have a long termed plans connected to him, he's all about to be Sahure strong so i need to be careful with this, I'm not sure if he would be happy with me wanting Rhea out.

Christine - She's my fav since like i met her at second swap. She's really smart and always know what to say. But she made herself also a big target. She told me about her idol and i have intentions to protect her as long as i can so we can mess up something! 

Michael - We don't talk that much as I wish and i dont think he's gonna last very long in game but I would love to working with him for at least one more tribal to get rid of Rhea before having him to go home.

Rhea - Well idk what to say i like her on a personal level but she basically never talks to me on her own and everyone just keeps on talking how she can't win anything so there is no reason to vote her out but that's what is giving her a free way ticket to FTC

Jenna: I literally have no idea what I'm doing. I have no idea what to do. I mean this isn't new obviously, but it's getting worse. Szymon wants Rhea out, Michael wants jenn, the old sahures want Christine. And of course I'm stuck in the f-ing middle once again. UGH. Legit ugh. Whoever I get rid of it's gonna be a mess. Someone's gonna be upset. I don't know. I really do not know.

Adam: So before last tribal council, I thought about flipping on my alliance, but then everyone in my alliance decided to flip on hector, and he wasnt who I had in mind but i was fine with it, and now everyone is back to the plan we had before, original sahure people + sam to take out michael/christine next, and then original sahure people to the end .... 

but you know what, that's just silly 

honestly the most dangerous player in this game next to myself is miranda, i dont think anyone's realizing that she's made it to the end of this game before, and everyone in the jury thinks she's running the show, if she makes it to the end this time around, there's no doubt in my mind she WILL win 

but unfortunately i have to plan my strike on her very carefully, if people think she really is the queen of this game that must mean she has henchmen running around here, and if i go trying to rally votes against her with one of them, i can be the next one to go. 

not only that but as much of a threat miranda is, michael/christine are just as big of threats, right now everyone on the jury is probably a vote for one of them so taking them to the end would be just as foolish, plus theyre better competitors than miranda, so i have to get at least 1 of them out, preferably christine because i think i can reel michael in with me to take out miranda later on

so while one of my main targets right now is miranda, im forced to not go against her because if i do im next, im stuck with her. whether it's for just the next vote, or the next 2 votes, im stuck with her and i can only play so hard without getting myself caught, which means even though im stuck with her right now, doesnt mean i cant start planting the seeds to get her out. the person i trust the absolute most in this game right now is jenna, she's been my #1 since day 1 in this game and whether or not i can beat her in the end im not sure, but i wanna go as far with her as possible because i think she'll stick with me, and also szymon because he's always been nothing but loyal to me, and i dont know if i can trust her but sam, because i wanna trust her, sam is honestly someone i wanna go to the finals with 100% because i just dont see her beating me tbh which is exactly what i need

so my plan of action is in as lowkey as possible of a way, to start letting them know, hey, miranda is a threat!!!, without directly saying it, then when the time comes, hopefully soon, i can easily get them to vote with me against her 

and luckily since i have that vote negator, i can use that to help me make my move, patience is key in this game, so that's why i just gotta keep being a little phony and hopefully i dont wait too long to strike and up regretting this

Miranda: Gawd I hate this slide puzzle.

I'm going to give y'all a little insight here on my strategy for challenges: I don't throw comps too much. It's not my style. What I do do though, is I save two scores for each challenge. One score is my actual high score and the other is a mediocre score. If I can win with my high score, I'll post that, but if I see someone's beat me, I post the mediocre one.

I'm not going to win, so the lower score is just hopefully going to remove a bit of the target off my back that I've built up? That's the plan anyway.

Adam: So miranda won immunity, go figure, so even if i was gonna make my move this tribal council and blindside her I'm forced to wait until next vote, but you know..... im feeling pretty uneasy tbh, i just have a feeling, tribal council is in a few hours and no one has really approached me to talk as much as they normally do .... which is really scary to me and is leading me to think i may be voted out like i always say if these people were smart theyd get me out of here right now, so whatever if i go it is what it is, but i wont be blindsided so im just making this confessional to let these people know they didnt get the best of me and just a piece of advice, if youre gonna blindside someone, dont make it so obvious. i swear im so angry now but watch it be unanimous for christine to go (hopefully)

Jenna: Will me and szymon ever not change the vote? Now that is the question. 

Jenna: All I need is for Rhea and Michael (who should be going this time so I don't really care about him) to say they trust me a ton. Then literally everyone has told me that who's left. God I'm a mess. 

Adam: oh my god

so i was just being paranoid earlier and ive talked to people now and i dont think im going anywhere tonight hopefully but you never know 

but anyway so you know how i talked about planning my strike against miranda? and how hopefully i would be able to do it at one of these upcoming tribals and how patience is the key? well i went to work and began planting the seeds, and they have already began to harvest 

my #1 in this game is jenna so of course i went to her, and began planting seeds, and you know at first i didnt think i was gonna get anywhere with her because she seemed to have that "we just have to all stick together!!" attitude, but jenna is a very paranoid person, so i worked off of that and made her even more paranoid, and now i have reeled her in, and she thinks jenn/rhea/miranda have a thing going on, which is ABSOLUTELY perfect for me, because i got her on board for me/her/szymon/sam to work together next tribal to vote one of them out, which will hopefully be miranda

now that i got jenna on board, i gotta go talk to my #2 in this game, szymon, much like jenna, szymon is a very paranoid person, so pretty much saying the same things i did to her, i got szymon on board, 

this is just going too good right now, im hoping i dont jinx it because we still havent even got past this tribal, so hopefully michael goes because if michael stays he's too wishy washy, he'll be more likely to go with miranda/jenn/rhea then us, and hopefully at around this time next tribal, buckle up because im making my move and plan on taking this game from 0 to 100 real quick

Miranda: This is the first vote I'm kind of >.> about. I'd really, reeaaaaaally prefer to get Christine over Michael but if I'm outnumbered ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ what can you do.

I'm hoping Rhea goes soon honestly. It's just so aggravating to see her not complete that slide puzzle and score so low on comps. Like... it's not that hard to put a LITTLE effort in and I of all people know you can be good at comps when you want to be. I know she's in 4 dozen games right now and hosting 7 million which is why I think maybe she'd be better suited... y'know... on the jury?

Christine: Oh my gosh tonight's tribal is gonna be crazy. Based on what I've heard from Jenna and Szymon, Michael should be the one getting the votes tonight. I guess I should be against this and be like, no! Not Michael! Not the only other original member of Neferka! What am I gonna do with out him!?!? I mean, that's what I should sound like, right? I guess, but I've realized that this is probably the best move for me. Apparently the Sahure's look at me as some kind of challenge threat, I don't really know where that came from but oh well. But anyway with Michael gone I won't look too much like a threat because a). I'm not a member of a pair anymore and b). I won't have someone from my own alliance throwing me under the bus anymore! If this works I can easily work with the remaining members of the Spongebob Stans (Jenna, Sam, Szymon and myself) without the Sahure's expecting it and I don't think I'll have to worry about anyone flipping on me, so I don't think I'll have to use my idol tonight. 

Michael: This is the vote that I've been waiting for! Tonight either the majority alliance will be taken down or I'll find out that my allies have been lying to me. I've been thinking from the perspective of Jenna, Sam and Szymon though, and from what I can see, they'd be stupid not to flip. It looks like they are on the bottom of the other alliance and they've admitted that they feel this way. If they're lying, I'll probably be gone though. If they're telling the truth, I have a good shot at making it to the final 5! Although, I'm completely aware that Christine and I are probably going to be their targets if we make it that far. For now I'll just see how things go and try to develop a plan to get to the final 3. I'm worried that if I start making a plan too soon, people will turn on me. I've considered making a new alliance at the final 7 with Christine and two of the remaining members from the opposing alliance. I'm not going to act on anything yet though because I think it's dangerous to plan too far ahead. After all, I could easily be voted out tonight. RIP me if I go.

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Ep 13 Confessionals: “Just Rip All of My Fucking Emotions Out” - Jenna

Christine: I'm alive? I'm alive! But I feel like such a terrible person for not saving Lindsay. Ugh, hopefully I can rely on Szymon not telling anyone about my idol and we can use it to our advantage. Oh my gosh I feel like I'm playing so paranoid lately, I need to just chill out and relax. I also feel like I need to talk to the old Sahure members more, because I've barely talked to them since merge started and I feel like I'm going back into my Port Royal habit where I barely talked to anyone...So, yeah that needs to stop ASAP.

I'm also kinda stressed out because Michael told me that in order for our plan to go through we need to throw the next immunity challenge. Now again, this could be my paranoia, but after hearing Michael's been throwing my name around I don't know what to think but there is no way I'm going to put my game on the line just to make sure that we're both on the chopping block.

Szymon: Literally me when Lindsay went home:

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I can't believe how perfect were last 3 Tribal Councils for my game. Everyone who i didn't want to have in game for a long term, is gone. Now the person, that i really would need to go home is Rhea. She's very UTR and that would be a perfect example of a goat, however she's not mine goat. She will do whatever Jenn wants and it's really hard for me to talk to her, even if i try to do it daily. Now everyone could expect a boring pagoning of Christine and Michael but I don't want Christine to go. 

Before the TC results she told me that she got the idol. And im so happy because that's a relief and im going to keep that information for myself (SORRY JENNA/JENN/MIRANDA). Now i think that Hector got another idol, which means that one of them has sapphire idol, so i need to have a good relationship with both of them. I trust Christine, she's really smart and she knows how to play the game carefully. I want to work on a long term with her, however i think that going to the end with her would be a suicide for me. And same about Jenn as Jenn even told us on a call yesterday of our core 4 that Lindsay told her she will 100% vote her at FTC.

I really need to start to think of who would i want to sit next to at FTC. I can't imagine ever voting out Jenna, but I'm not sure if going to the FTC together with her would be that good for me, I definitely dont want to go to the end with Michael and Christine either. I think the best bet for me right now might be Miranda and Adam, or even Hector. He's not doing a great job at social. THought he thinks he's smart, but he's really lacking in social game and making connections with people, he doesn't even realize how close the Sahure is and how much we talk to each other, so his little groups are getting exposed. 

Jenn: It was tough voting Lindsay out last night. It would have been nice to keep her around, simply because I don't think she would've targeted me, but she did go against the Sahure alliance so who knows. I think we will be good friends after this and outside of game related issues, we've always connected well on a personal level. Now if only I can get to final 3 and get her vote like she promised. 

This week has been hard to follow with my limited time "at camp" (aka online) and I feel like I'm missing out with my alliance. I don't want to be the odd one out should something happen. Last tribal was pretty good in terms of gathering information though because it doesn't seem like Christine or Michael have an idol. 

My first Survivor auction was a complete bust, but I didn't get anything bad so there's that. 

Sam: I don't know what is up with people in this game but nobody likes to talk non-game hahahah like it might be just me, but I enjoy having regular conversations about everyday life. All these people wanna do is talk about the challenges or tribal. I'm all about talking game if there needs to be a decision made but come on, let me tell you my funny story geez. Okay, end of rant. #sam&jennafinaltwo2k15

Jenna: Well… the auction went good… and bad…. I got a REALLY fricken good advantage (I mean a DOUBLE VOTE, that is literally the golden fucking snitch of survivor world (we'll i mean so is an idol)) BUT it also puts a huge target on me. Honestly i've set myself up so hopefully I won't need the vote but there are things i can't plan for and it also gives me more options right now which is nice. I had to tell Jenn and MIranda, and if they decide they want me out hopefully they'll tell sam or Szymon so i can get one of them out first (or just Hector tbh). 

What i need to do now is one, make sure Hector doesn't win immunity, and two, convince Jenn and Miranda we need to get Hector or Rhea out right now. That way Michael and Christine still thinks I'm with them and so does Adam, Jenn, and Miranda.

Literally it's almost the same battle I had with Lindsey ugh. I know eventually i'm going to have to choose between the core 4 or the S.S (christine, michael, sam, szymon), but I don't want to do it yet. All I really know is I cannot sit next to Jenn in the finals. I think id deserve to win over her, but i think shed win. She has much better jury management. 

The plan is still in place to sit next to Sam and Szymon, or really anyone but Jenn, Miranda, and even Adam, just in case. But i also think it would be the best and fairest fight if it was me, miranda, and Jenn but i don't want to get 3rd just because people think I'm not doing anything. When in reality I've been doing everything since the Tyler vote, i just have to make it seem like its not been because of me, which could easily screw me over in the end. 

ugh whatever. can i even win anymore? thats the fucking question.

Miranda: So RIP Lindsay.

Getting rid of Lindsay wasn't some easy decision at all. I felt betrayed by her, yeah, but I also genuinely liked Lindsay. She was one of the people I felt like I could talk to outside of the four. I know in all reality she was probably the most threatening of the 3 "outsiders". But voting her out just sucked.

At least we know now that Michael and Christine almost guaranteed don't have an idol. Which was causing me serious anxiety.

I'm like 50% sure Hector DOES have an idol however, which might mean I'll have to blindside him. Not sure yet, but people on my list of "you're kinda sketchy" is Hector, because of where he checked in the idol tomb and it doesn't add up, which means he might have an idol, and Rhea because she won't tell anyone what she got from the auction.

Speaking of the auction, I got an advantage. YAS. But the challenge is basically luck. NO.

Also, did you people know Michael is 17?? And a senior in high school??? He's always talking about work I just assumed he was like in his 20s, come to find out he's 17 and he works as a lifeguard. I'm just... gawd, I'm out of touch.

Me starting the game: I'm such a social ICON, everyone is going to love me! I won't make the same nonsocial mistakes again :~~~) Me now: *retreats back to my hermit cave*

Yeah... that's all I got, I just felt like I hadn't made a confessional in a while.

Jenna: Okay just some fun alliance update so y'all can see how stupid (but impressive) I am. (Oh also szymons on every alliance chat I'm in so I'm just not gonna include him and you'll get the jist). So we have the S.S with Sam, Christine, and Michael. The pretty much the bomb squad with hector, the old sahures, and Sam. The please talk to us group with Sam and hector. A group (I don't like our name I refuse to say it) with Sam and szymon (my core group I set up. If anyone else take s credit for that I'm gonna be pissed cause I worked hard to make sure my two closest can come together). And the core 4 that I've had since pretty much day three with jenn and Miranda and szymon. So I am in a technical alliance with everyone in this tribe. And the crazy part is, I've played my cards right so if anyone finds out about one they didn't know about I can easily say I was just playing both sides! It's amazing! But stupid, so SO stupid. I do at least realize that.

Christine: That awkward moment when you try to throw an immunity challenge and you end up winning. Like, I didn't want this. I've made things so much more complicated. Ugh. I've ruined our whole plan and this is just so terrible. What the heck. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. I'm such a mess right now. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW THIS EVEN HAPPENED, LIKE WHAT EVEN. There were 120 possible options and I only guessed 4 times. Maybe it's like a blessing in disguise but ugh. Hopefully we can figure out a plan to save Michael. I might have to consider using my idol on him just so we have the majority for the next few votes. But yeah, just ugh.

Adam: Well, last tribal things went exactly as planned and unfortunately lindsay went home, i only say unfortunately because i really do love her as a person but in this game she crossed me, you know she told me right before we merged she wanted to work with me 100% and stick with sahure come merge and then we merged 5 minutes later and she was conspiring to get one of our people out with the other tribe so she had to go. 

Lindsay was really the only person from the "other side" i knew i could not trust whatsoever since she broke my trust already, but now that the other side is dwindling down to christine/michael, it may just be time to shake things up. ive had little conversations here and there with christine and michael and mostly michael, and i think that if i were to get a couple people, and flip, we can turn this game upside down. 

my thought is, ive spoken with hector, and me and hector have agreed that rhea is very dangerous, which may be shocking to hear, but here me out, i just got done watching survivor pearl islands and rhea rn is playing a very sandra like game, like almost exact tbh, she's not sandra personality wise but game wise she is completely, every vote someone is just telling rhea what to do and she's going along with it because its not her, no one writing her name down at these tribals, and she has amazing relationships with everyone behind the scenes, i used to think taking rhea to the end would be a easy win, but knowing im playing as hard as i am and she's sitting back comforting the people im sending out, scares me that she could steal jury votes like that

so, my thought, and its just a thought because i dont know yet its just something that came to mind, is what if, i form the couteralliance to the majority alliance (which ironically enough im pretty much the head of whether im seen as it or not), with me/michael/christine/hector/sam (assuming she'd go with hector which i think she would), and we vote out someone like miranda or jenna if we're taking out a comp threat, or rhea if we wanna get out a social threat, and the vote would be 5 vs 5, but i have a vote canceller thanks to miss ursula, so now would truly be my only chance to use it like this .....

i came in this game wanting to be able to say i made big moves and said "fuck it" and took risks and i want to do this so bad as a fan of the game, but now that im playing it it's so hard because i honestly dont know what is the better move for my game. If i flip, im putting my trust in people i have no idea about except for hector really, and for all i know theyll just use me as a number and then cut me at f5 which im not about to let happen, and if i flip it's just not a good jury management move because i feel like i have such good personal bonds with these people that if i flip theyll be extremely bitter and not vote for me

but then on the other hand, lets say i stay loyal to the original sahure alliance of 6 and we vote out michael/christine next then hector/sam, am i just playing for 6th place? i definitely dont think im at the bottom of the totem pole in my alliance but i feel like im such a big threat these people would be insane to take me to the end, but the + side to that is i think everyone in our alliance could be seen as a huge threat that hopefully id have good enough relationships to get people to vote the others out over myself. 

sticking with old sahure is a very risky move because i risk playing for 6th or 5th and basically my only shot at winning would be determined by how good i can work my magic to get people to take me to the end. 

flipping and forming the counteralliance is risky because i risk being voted out next if i cant trust them and even if i do whats to say they wont cut me at 6th either, not only that but i also risk losing at least 5 jury votes for sure, and the only way to save myself from that would be working my magic at a final tribal im not even guaranteed 

its like im starving in the middle of no where, and i had 2 apple seeds, 1 poisionous seed and 1 good seed that i planted and the apples have finally harvested but i forgot which one is which and i have no idea whether the apple im holding is the good apple or the poisonous one, and im debating between myself "risk it all, and bite the apple, or dont.."

i honestly have no idea what to do at this point and im probably gonna end up making a last minute decision following my gut so stay tuned 

Christine: Ok, soooo apparently there was a very low chance of me staying had I lost immunity so, good for me for winning lol. Alright, so we've been trying to save Michael by throwing out Rhea's name to the Sahure alliance and so far it sounds like Hector and possibly Jenn could be on board. Jenn says she feels like she's on the lower spot of the alliance, I have no idea if that's true but it's worth a shot. I'm just really hoping we can pull this off.

Jenna: This is getting so annoying. So fucking annoying. Just the most annoying of the annoy. I don't know. Look I once again don't know what I'm going to fucking do. I really wanna stay with the core fucking four and keep having these 4 1/2 hour long calls about stupid things and having a good time. But that's not gonna make me win. If I could just rip all of my fucking emotions out of my chest, life would be so much easier. Cause I know it's smarter to go with Christine and Michael for awhile. But I don't want to do it. Ugh. I don't know. Whatever. Look I just need to make sure szymon doesn't surpass me on the strategy and social scale, cause I love him but I'm not gonna let him fucking win because we're close. I will not let that happen. 

Jenna: NO ONE IS ONLINE AND I CANT FIGURE THIS VOTE OUT BY MYSELF. I need freaking jenn and Miranda and szymon to help decide so it's not all on me and I need to know who to reach out to. I cannot do everything for or fucking group omg. Ugh. I need help. 

Adam: So after thinking it through, I made my vote and decided not to flip on the alliance of mine, I outweighed the pros and the cons of flipping and there were just too many risks for me to take thatd it stupid for me to do, it's not even that im afraid to backstab my alliance i could care less about that aymore this is a game and ill do what i have to do, but strategically backstabbing all of them loses me too many jury votes, if im gonna backstab them all it has to wait and i cant backstab them all at once, it has to be a very calculated move for it to work in my favor.

im in a really good position right now and once it gets down to the wire i think ill be able to make sure i keep everyone else against each other and not coming after me so with that said i voted out michael, but the odd thing is no ones really talked about this vote to me unless i brought it up to them, which is a little ....wyd to me but honestly i dont think anyone here is smart enough to open their eyes and vote me out over michael so none of them are probably just not saying anything because its that obvious of a vote and if all goes according to plan michael will be gone tonight and next will hopefully be christine, or maybe ill keep her around a little longer and get out someone more dangerous, depends how im feeling :~) but ill talk more about my future plans later after tribal if im still here

Rhea: I've got a bad feeling about tribal tonight.... I don't know why..... I just do. 

Michael: I'm sad that Lindsay had to go at the last tribal council, but I wasn't in control and Szymon said that he would only work with me once she was gone. In the reward challenge I was screwed by the slugs and didn't even get a chance to play in immunity :( As much as I like Christine, her winning immunity was the worst thing possible for me, since now the other side has no choice but to target me. I've been working hard and now have an alliance with Christine, Jenna, Szymon and Sam. I just need one more vote on my side to get majority. Hector and Rhea apparently got into a fight and Hector said that he wants Rhea out, so that's all the ammunition we need to get Rhea to flip and vote Hector out. If Rhea is telling the truth and votes out Hector, I'll finally be in the majority again. Although, it's impossible for me to know if she is lying. I'm just praying that it's Hector who goes and not me. This could be the biggest move of the season so far. RIP me if I get voted out.

Adam: what the HELL 

um okay so i go out for a little while, and before i left i submitted my vote to get out michael which i was a little iffy about because i contemplated flipping on my alliance but ultimately decided not to, and now i come home to find out my original sahure alliance has decided to flip the vote on hector, which honestly im not that bummed out about, hector is a huge threat to my endgame and ive been thinking about when and how to take him out without leading the charge so im glad we're finally about to pull off a blindside and im glad that im not the one who had to spearhead the charge, and with how much control ive had in this game and the target i might have on my back because of it, as long as it aint me theyre plotting against, ill sit back for this round and let them do their thing

[survivoregypt]

Ep 12 Confessionals: “I’ll Totally, Totally Be Ready to Flip” - Rhea

Jenna: Well, I'm just gonna jump off into the fucking pit i guess. Am i making a mistake? Maybe. Would i have been making a mistake by not jumping? Probably. All I'm saying is I'm ready for the knife to come down and i know ill get some cuts in the fallout. But like i said before, I'm not planning on being liked.

Miranda: Well, well, well.

I got four votes tonight at tribal. I like to think of them as four bullets chinking against my armor and shield.

By no means am I cocky about this. If I'm telling you one thing right now, I'm not winning this season. My target is way too big already. People think I'm some sort of leader and I'm not.

I think the core 4 is pulling a lot of strings but we need to lay more groundwork to keep people from flipping. I feel like the core 4 is probably doomed to fail not internally, but externally. We're going to be too targeted- rather, I'll be too targeted. I'm trying to figure out a possible way to fix this, but I don't really know. First impressions stick, and despite barely talking to some of these people before they judged, I've clearly made a bad one.

Lindsay: Jeez, how could voting someone out make you feel like such a shitty person? I guess I've never had this problem because everyone I've voted out has gone home until now.

Well, that vote showed that my game is basically over. 8-3 now, with Christine, Michael, & myself being the 3. That's not even what I'm upset about though. Just as when original Sahure had Rhea fuck up the Sacrifical Lamb challenge, I recognize they just outplayed us. Nothing to get angry about. They're just better at the game than me, & that's that.

I'm just upset that I actually hurt people like Jenn & Miranda for voting Miranda out. Like, when we first switched over, I was 100% with Sahure. I brought everything back to Miranda & basically gave up no information. But, after the first night, they didn't talk to me about anything. I'm guessing Szymon told them I was close with Chris? Which, I thought he was actually with Khufu, which is why I also went with them, because when talking to him he asked if Michael had come to me with his proposal & when I asked who he wanted to work with, he changed the subject. So, that made me nervous. & I'm a paranoid player in this game, as you all know by now, LOL. I don't know. I mean, I was close with Chris, that's true, but I wasn't even gonna flip back. I thought I could maybe get in a good alliance with Rhea & Jenn when we got down to only Sahure, & try from there.

I only decided to flip today, after Chris had down nothing to show that he wasn't or wouldn't be loyal to me, & Michael too. They came to me with the information that Sahure was targeting Michael, when they hadn't even told me. It's what really sent me over the edge to Khufu. Like, I didn't even cast my vote until after 6 or make a confessional about flipping until like 8. After I had time to think about them not coming to me with any information, I thought about Danny & Erin, and how they trusted me & I trusted them completely, only to have to vote them out. & I didn't want to do it again for someone I didn't feel had my back. Apparently they did & I made the wrong game move & it sucks. Nothing I can do now. 

But, I do feel shitty for hurting them, I think that's my biggest problem in this game. I don't want to piss anyone off, so I try to make everyone happy, which makes it look like I'm olaying both sides, which is how I end up as the swing vote, which is how they stopped trusting me, which is how I stopped trusting them, & how I ended up here. Oh, well. Such is life.

& Now there's me, Michel, & Christine. FLOP RAIDERS4LYFE. There's nowhere but up from here. 

Christine: So...that was an interesting tribal council. Was I aware Chris was in trouble? Yeah. Szymon told me he was thinking about flipping so that wasn't much of a shock. What was a shocker was both Sam and Jenna flipped as well. Lindsay flipped to our side so basically it's just me, Michael and Lindsay now and the rest are in the majority. This tribe is such a flip-flopping mess, I'm still trying to figure things out. But anyway I think I have a good enough connection with Szymon and hopefully Jenna so I think they'll come back to our side. If they don't I can still use my idol and hopefully that'll buy us some time.

Szymon: Oh my good yes! The plan worked out PERFECTLY! Im so glad that Chris is gone because i feel like that's whats the best for my game. Even tho RIP i was on call yesterday and i was like out of control so immediately after tribal i went offline so i woudn't say something stupid to someone that i would regret.  Right now i need to make sure that Lindsay is going home next, but at the same time i can't get too loud about it around because I prefer working in shadows for now. Which means that i can't to beast the challenges for at least next 2 rounds if everything works out. I can't say im comfotable because im totally not, but im trying to fit my strategy into this group of people i'm with. I think it will get really intense with a final 9, and Im going to get deep with my plans for merge in the next confessional

Jenna: I literally made 3 different video confessionals but they were so f-ing long that i decided its not worth it yet and y'all will only get one if i make it to the next vote or maybe a little bit further. So, Adam won immunity, which is good as long as it wasn't Lindsey. Lindsey is actually the sketchball queen. I don't trust her, she is in no way good for my game and i would really like her to go. Of course, Jenn guessed this. She's not stupid, i'm not stupid, we know that if we keep lindsey its good fro her game and if we keep Christine or Michael its good for mine because they will stick more with one of us than the other. That's what makes this so damn hard. I think she called my bluff and guessed our plan to get me, szymon, and sam to go with christine and michael and do what we wanted and get out hector, rhea, then michael, then christine or adam. It's a good plan for us but not them. It just sucks cause i am very clearly that Jenn and miranda control hector, lindsey, rhea, and adam. 

Look, in the long run i don't really care if michael or christine goes. BUT Im worried that if lindsey gets more into the game she will go really far because people are gonna start to need numbers. And i want those numbers to be people i control. I have Szymon and Sam with me 100% right now. Szymons working on Adam. We're also working on Hector but I'm just not feeling that he'll go with us. IF I COULD JUST FEEL 100% WITH JENN AND MIRANDA THAT WOULD BE SO GREAT, but of course i don't. Why would they take me to the end? When they said themselves i should not still be in the game. Im trying to make it look like i have enemies, which i do, but honestly no one should really want to take me to the end. And I mean i don't want to take Jenn or Miranda to the end, so it is what it is.

Look, i don't know if this is a battle i can fight and Sam can't help and Szymon pushes to hard sometimes so i think we're doomed in this plan and have to trust in Jenn and Miranda that they want to stay core 4 to the end. Ugh. If only i was Jenn and didn't swap and had it easy and everyone trusted me and was never in a minority. What a wonderful life that must be. 

Rhea: Sooo shit has gone down, and shit has gone crazy!! 

First of all, we merged!

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And before finding out we merged, found out, I made jury!!!

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I really wanted to redeem myself from Mali, and I think, thus far, I really have. I think that I did a really good job so far, and I'm playing. I'm really passionate about this game and I wanna stay. I want to make it really far, so I'm feeling happy about how I've done up until this point. I'm in this game, to win this game, no doubt about that there! 

Okay,  now onto like, game talk. 

Last tribal was a slight mess and I was EXHAUSTED after it. Considering the tribal before merge made me want to sleep and never play Survivor again.

Danny came and messed EVERYTHING up, and he wanted to like screw over Sahure, and get Miranda voted off had we not merged, and I don't know what would have happened. The thing is this, like, Danny tried to get ME to vote out Adam... it just seemed like such an odd pitch to try and break up Sahure by someone in the group. I would have voted Hector no problem, but Adam was off limits for me. 

The problem is now that we merged, I feel like I've been back into a corner, and I don't like being backed into a corner. So, it's whatever or now, but when the numbers get smaller, and i'm still around, well if, I'll totally, totally be ready to flip and fuck shit up! I just gotta do it! 

Christine: Ugh, I'm so mad at myself right now. I had that immunity challenge, I was gonna guess 6 but second guessed myself and said 7 instead. Going to tribal without immunity this time is going to be terrifying. I haven't heard any names for the vote yet, which is not comforting at all. I know Michael's trying to come up with a plan to get Jenna and Sam to work with us but I don't think I trust Sam. I know Szymon says he's going to try to protect me from the other side but I'm still nervous. I think I might have to use my idol tonight and if I do play it, it's gonna either be played for me or Lindsay cause I know she's in trouble as well and I'd rather keep our numbers strong than voting her out.

Adam: So last tribal council went pretty much exactly as I planned it which is good, we successfully blindsided chris and all his little minions which was a nice feeling, but the most surprising thing to me was how they voted for miranda? and how they called miranda the queen and all of us her puppets basically? It's actually really funny to me, i dont think anyone realizes just how much i really am in control, not to sound conceited but im the person who's always making the plans over here, im the one who's made every alliance chat with the people im working with, and ultimately everything that ive wanted to happen so far, has happened, im a serious threat in this game and the fact that no one sees that is kinda insulting to me, but hey if it takes the target off my back and puts it on miranda im all for it because that just makes me 1 step closer to the finals where i can plead my case and prove to everyone just how much power ive had in this game, like sorry id love to be humble about it but im not gonna sit around downplaying how hard i am playing this game just so someone else can win

but ANYWAY i feel like im in a good position in the game now especially since i may not be seen as that big of a threat, and i was feeling really good going into this next vote that lindsay michael or christine would hopefully be the ones going until lindsay won the reward comp which means she got to take herself and someone else into the tomb, so if they found the regular idol or god forbid the saphire idol one of us would be done for and that one person could be me if they were smart ....

SIKEEEE I WON IMMUNITY LMAO 

i dont know if they were planning on voting me or not but knowing that i really have no idea how this vote is gonna go and whether or not an idol is gonna be played it feels soooo nice to know that no matter i am safe

and actually, now that i am safe part of me is actually kinda hoping they use an idol and someone from my side gets voted out because there's just too many damn people in this alliance of 8 and if they can do my dirty work for me and get someone whos a threat to me out, then hey it might not be so bad 

Miranda: After the last tribal council, I’m clearly in the minority with Christine and Lindsay. One thing I have going for me at least is that I haven’t won any of the merge challenges, whereas both Lindsay and Christine have. I have been doing A LOT of work though and I think I’ve finally gotten a solid plan together after fifty billion flops. Jenna, Sam and Szymon are all willing to flip back to my side, since they realize that they’re on the bottom of the Sahure alliance. However, Szymon really doesn’t trust Lindsay so he’s not gonna flip until she’s gone. I need to make sure that the other side votes out Lindsay and then at the final 10 Szymon, Jenna, Sam, Christine and I will all work together. At that point, they’re gonna get the Sahure alliance to split the votes between Christine and I, but we’ll have majority when Szymon, Sam and Jenna flip back to us. From that point on, it’ll be 5-4 and I’ll FINALLY be in the majority again. Although, there’s A LOT of risk in this plan like the other side potentially voting out me or Christine at this tribal council instead of Lindsay, the other side not splitting the votes at the next tribal council, Christine winning the next immunity challenge and preventing them from splitting the votes, or Szymon lying straight to my face. I’m not confident in this plan, but I’m desperate. I also told Lindsay that I’d throw my vote to Hector along with her, so I may as well do that so the other side doesn’t think I’m working with any of their people. RIP me in case I go home tonight.

Christine: I'm so stressed out right now. Do I use the idol or do I not use the idol? Do I play the idol for myself or do I play it for Lindsay? I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I kinda wish I never found this thing, things would be way less stressful. If all goes according to plan, Lindsay will probably be going home. Which stinks because Lindsay has been nothing but an amazing ally to me. Ugh, I don't know what I'm going to do and there's only a few hours until tribal.

Szymon: [10/08/2015 23:45:55] jake (egypt host): :~) [10/08/2015 23:46:06] jake (egypt host): I'm on the episode where lisi gets voted out so its my favorite one

Idk if i'm more of hurt or offended!! I thought that we had something special going on!!! Now you can only make up by loving Vanessa. Maybe. Only a little bit maybe

Christine: So it is currently 20 minutes until tribal and I still have no idea what I'm gonna do. It's a great feeling ya know? Anyway, I promised myself I'd never do it but...I told someone I had an idol. I know, I know it was probably a terrible move. On the bright side, I told Szymon, who at this point I'm considering my #1 ally because apparently Michael is throwing my name under the bus to everyone. So, whatever. Szymon is great because I've had his back since the swap and I really do think he has mine. So I'm taking all the information he's telling me to truth and I'm just hoping he's not playing me.

[survivoregypt]

Ep 11 Confessionals: “Hell Hath No Fury Like an Adam Scorned” - Adam

Héctor: this is perfect, not only I made it but Rhea is pissed but also she is burning bridges left and right and I don't care if she flips tbh I just want her gone 

Chris: Wow I am having the greatest luck in this game.  When Danny went over to Sahure, I wanted to scream YOU FOOL YOU'LL BE VOTED OUT IMMEDIATELY.  But then I thought....no...this is good if they vote you out.  I was planning on doing it as soon as I got Miranda and Hector out, but they saved me the trouble.  Thanks for doing my dirty work!  I will repay you all with a nice knife right to all of your backs.  With a smile of course :)

Héctor: I dont want to work with rhea uuuuuuughhhh 

SEND. HELP.

We don't need her. We got queen Sam and queen Jenna on our side, we only need Adam to work with us!!! I got my list written down already Adaaaaam stop bringing people in!!!!!!!! ughhhh. Adam keeps saying that "it's a new game!! we gotta trust them! NO WAY NO WAY NO WAY 

My list is: -Sam -Jennifer -Miranda -Jenna -Szymon -Adam -myself

that's it! that's the trustworthy seven we need, seriously. stahp.

Jenn: MERGE!!! Words cannot describe how happy I am to have the Core 4 back together, both on a game and personal level. The last 24 hours without having one of them in the tribe was brutal. Plus, getting to the halfway point with 6 strong Sahure bodes well.

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This couldn't have happened at a better time. I felt like I had to work so hard to keep Hector and created doubt with Rhea and Adam. I'm feeling like voting out Danny was the smartest decision yet. After comparing notes with everyone, I'm glad I went with my gut because he was definitely lying.

Jenna: Alright. Okay so merge. I mean obviously I'm thrilled to make merge and jury, but so much has happened and so much still is going to happen. Anyways okay here's the situation, I am in so many different places. I'm with Chris and the Khufu people, I'm with Chris and szymon and Sam as final 4, I'm with the old sahure, I'm with Miranda, Jenn and szymon as final 4. Also add in hector and Sam to old sahure. And everyone things Lindsey is with them as well. It's laughable cause we're playing such similar games but she just wants majority. She's sketchy and I want her out after Chris. I think I am gonna stick with the original core 4 of me Jenn szymon and Miranda. We've been together since pretty much day freaking 2. And they're all amazing, BUT I don't trust Miranda and Jenn. I want it to be me, szymon,  hector, and Sam as final 4, with hector getting out when we can. OKAY, now what am I up against? 1. People will hate me cause i have had intense lies with some of them (not all lies I just said what I needed to say) 2. My challenge scores are threatening 3. I had a good social game once lol 4. I was able to survive being the only one from original tribe on new tribe even with 3 vote outs in a row. 5. I'm not entirely positive Jenn and Miranda would keep me past a certain pout cause I'm too threatening 6. Everyone could be paranoid I'm playing the middle. 

Okay, so a lot. But right now I have options and I'm not stupid I'm also pretty screwed for jury votes and things but I can deal with those later. All I'm doing now is hoping people don't see me as someone to target immediately, and hopefully we can get Chris out of the game before he blows up my shit. (Ps Danny going home was fantastic, it worked amazingly well for me and szymon, we now don't have his blood on us :))

Christine: I made the merge!!! Oh my gosh this is amazing! It stinks that Danny was voted out though, I have no idea what he was thinking swapping. But anyway I cant believe I'm actually still here though, it's awesome and scary at the same time. I don't know what the other tribe thinks of me, I'm not sure if they think I'm a challenge threat or what. Also I think I definitely have to be careful with these reward challenges, I've been to the tomb enough times and I don't want to add any suspicions of me having an idol. This whole confessional is making me sound really paranoid, huh? I'm gonna end it on a high note and just say YAY MERGE! <3

Miranda: We mergeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Danny is an idiot and I am LIVING for it.

Just when you think you can destroy Old Sahure, ya can't!

So, here's the merge cast assesment: Michael, Christine: http://lareputada.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/Roxxxy-Andrews-como-Tamar-Braxton.jpg

Chris: https://encrypted-tbn0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSo2i14bQjvxyB1Q2PHw5XS_SZqDCRUs7jsAJjLGsjq3xNNKaV- He wants me out, and I want him out. Have fun with that honey. You better hope you win immunity because I'm coming for your ass.

Adam: Sahure strong! I love him, he just doesn't question anything lmao.

Rhea: https://38.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mb2fipQ2NN1rtk5vao1_500.gif Technically she hasn't lied to me yet but she's wishy washy and I bet it's coming.

Hector and Sam: http://www.perpetualpageturner.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/08/Elissa_i_am_obsessed.gif Love, love, love. Hector and Sam really want to team with the core 4 it seems, so they might be interchangeable with Adam and Jenna down the road.

Within the core 4 (my code names for them):

Jenn (AKA the Rationale): I call her the Rationale because she's the brains to me. I've been with her so long, she helps me rationalize all decisions we make on who to target and I trust her judgment 200%.

Jenna (AKA the Icon): Jenna is the icon because she's fucking iconic. She slayed Khufu, surviving through a tribe of devils despite being a Sahure alone.

Szymon (AKA the Uplifter): I think Szymon is hilarious and uplifting as a person, and he's a great at socializing. He gets people to trust him and it's great for our group.

Myself/Miranda (AKA Public Enemy #1): Everyone thinks I'm a comp beast, which is not a word I would ever use to describe myself. Also Chris and Danny made people think I was the devil. Also I was chief for a period of time. Also I was a finalist. I'm the biggest target right now. Whoops.

Honestly, reuniting the core 4 and having our loooong calls and just talking is everything. I love all of them and I know from a game standpoint, I am way too emotionally attached to this group. But it's happened and I can't change it now. I couldn't dislike a single one of them if I wanted to.

Szymon: MERGE! YES WE MERGED! That's the end of the hell i've been at for past 4 rounds. Or it could just be a being of a completely new gates of hell. It actually will be. So here is how it looks like: Chris thinks he have me, Jenna, Sam, Christine, Michael AND Lindsay. Thought he's really paranoid about me right now because of LINDSAY, who is trying to fuck me up telling both Chris that i'm more with sahure, and telling sahures that I'm more with Chris. Reallly girl, do you really want to have this war? Lindsay is smart. Lindsay is sneaky. Lindsay is in the middle, just like me. My goal is to expose her to everyone (in private) and make them realize how dangerous she is. I told Miranda and Adam about it, Hector and Jenna both know it and Sam is wary of that fact as well. Chris is paranoid about me, but he doesn't even know that he should be paranoid of Jenna and Sam as well, because we plan on to flip to the sahure and work togehter with Hector, Miranda, Jenn and Adam. 

THAT WOULD BE A PERFECT MAJORITY FOR ME! And im going to work on that. 

My first two they-need-to-go-people are Chris and Lindsay. I don't mind on who would leave first. They both can't make it far in this game, for the best of everyone at this point.

Adam: I really need to start doing these more periodically because there's always so much to talk about when i dont god

ok so first about the last tribal, last i heard we were voting either danny or hector, and i was fine with either, but jenn was pushing for danny, and rhea was pushing for danny, i seemed to be in the middle as far as our old sahure alliance, so naturally with all this power and decision making in my hands, and danny trying to get people against me for not submitting for the comp, what do i do? i go to sleep all day and wake up 5 minutes before im supposed to submit my vote and literally miss everything, but luckily i was able to just vote danny and it was unanimous except for him voting me 

which lowkey makes me sad i really wanted to see if i could play the game to the end with getting no votes but whatever, danny goes over hector and im fine with it 

and then surprise! we merged, which i really wasnt expecting until f11 and i had already planned to throw the next tribal immunity (im such a great tribe leader right?) and vote out either hector or lindsay to keep miranda jenna and szymon safe but luckily i didnt have to do that

my biggest fear going into the merge was whether i was gonna have all my numbers still with the original sahure people aka jenna and szymon, but i was so happy that as soon as we merged the first people who talked to me were them about how glad they were we all survived, and as soon as that happened i made sure i got all the original sahure people together, me jenna szymon miranda rhea and jenn and we all got to talking and catching up in an aliance chat and it's like none of us even got seperated and we're still the same tribe from day 1

but to keep up appearences i also made sure to make a chat with the sahure 2.0 people me jenn rhea hector miranda and lindsay to see if id be able to keep hector or lindsay on my side, when i talked to hector about it he seemed hesitant to trust lindsay, which i couldnt blame him for because my strategy as soon as danny came over was to pit him and her against each other so they wouldnt work together with him to get us to go to rocks and get one of my people out

but i told him "oh dont worry im sure shes fine" 

but i shouldve listened to him, because szymon came to me with info that chris is basically the me with the other people and trying to unite them all against old sahure, but he's made one foolish mistake, he's let his personal opinions of hector get in the way, he doesnt wanna work with hector apparently...... but he needs hector, he thinks he has jenna and szymon on his side, when according to them they all treated jenna and szymon like shit over there, like seriously? how delusional can you be, get real sis. 

but wait it gets better, apparently, he's also talked to lindsay and he has her on his side, which is hard to believe because lindsay was swearing to me shed work with sahure 100% but im not surprised shes flipping, she hasnt talked to me at all since merge which is so shady, im glad we kept hector around instead of danny beause hector has ties with sam and apparently they both dont care for chris which i plan on capitalizing off of today, especially since hector has told me hes taking me to the tomb with him which shows me i can somewhat trust him

i think theres a definite line in the sand, me/jenna/szymon/miranda/jenn/rhea vs. chris/lindsay/michael/christine with hector/sam in the middle but im fairly confident i can make sure hector and sam come with us and thats what i plan on doing

hopefully no one from the opposing side wins immunity because id like to keep my options open, but at the same time i dont think im gonna try and win it either, throwing comps has been my specialty so far, why not keep it going, i already have a target on my back because they may see me as the leader of the sahure side (which i think is tru), i dont need a target on my back as a competition threat either

this next tribal is really gonna be the defining moment for the game though, because so long as old sahure sticks together and gets one of them out we'll have the numbers no matter what from here on out, and then much like the ancient egyptians did, we can like our enemies up and just execute them 1 by 1 

Héctor: Ok so I might be throwing a little bid of shade here and there to Chris but it's only game play, I already know that he takes everything very personal and that he whines to others when something like that happens, and that whining might frustrate or annoy people he's working with. I just hope that this doesn't create any kind of target on my back; once Chris is gone I'll be Mother Theresa but right now I think it's best if I go at it and he digs his own grave (figuratively, of course, omg)

Adam: Ok so idek where i left off the last rant i went on in here i think i talked about mine and szymon's conversations piecing together everything about who's working with who ok so

the immunity comp, i genuinely tried to throw the immunity comp, but like i didnt wanna look pathetic so i tried doing decently, i thought people were gonna have like scores in the 80s and 90s and i only had 38 and i almost won i literally came in like 2nd for the necklace i went for god. I dont think i need immunity for this upcoming tribal but you never know hopefully this doesnt screw me over

now as far as my social game goes, I HAVE SUCH A HEADACHE, THIS IS SO TIRING, i literally have to keep making new alliance chats every 5 hours like i cant keep up with all this playing like this is so exhausting @kim spradlin HOW did you do this?? but anyway im committed to the old sahure people 100% as my #1 alliance, but then after that there's a new alliance that formed tonight in retaliation to chris' supposed dictatorship and how he thinks he has everyone on his side, when in reality, theyre on mine :) this giant ass alliance consisting of me/jenna/miranda/szymon/rhea/jenn/hector/sam have all come together in hopes of voting chris out at the next tribal, so im hoping all goes as planned but unfortunately i didnt find the idol in the tomb which means someone else could have it and im just praying a idol doesnt get used on chris because if so....rip 

im also kinda sad because i really trusted lindsay back on the sahure tribe but ever since we merged shes said nothing to me but apparently according to rhea she was literally just talking about how her game would be dead without me when danny tried to get her to vote me off last tribal, so this next vote is gonna be a trust test for me with lindsay too, if she ever comes to me about the vote im gonna tell her to vote michael rather than chris, just incase she really is with them and tells them and they have an idol, but if she really does vote michael ill know shes with me and hopefully i can continue to work with her if she lets me even after i have to trick her 

Lindsay: WE FINALLY MERGED! I'm so happy about this because not only have I officially beat half of the people who started this game, but I've also made jury now. When I started this game, I honestly thought I'd be one of the first ones out & now I'm here. It's a big accomplishment for me.

On the other hand, voting out Danny was really hard for me, especially because he seemed really upset about it. He was my number one from the beginning, but the tribe swaps made it hard for me to be able to work with him. It would have put my ass on the line, especially because he wanted to vote Adam instead of Hector. Rhea wouldn't vote anyone but Hector, how would voting Adam even save him? Either way, it still really sucked to hurt him & vote him out, & I hope he forgives me.

Now that we're at the merge though, tribal divisions seem to be very much in place. It's going to be a Khufu vs. Sahure game & guess who's in the middle? This girl! I really have turned into Jaclyn Schultz & I honestly don't know what to do about it. Either way, I'm going to be pissing half of the people off, which is really not good for me if I make it to the end. 

I don't know. I feel like I'm at the bottom of both alliances anyways, so how is this even going to help me? Do I flip over to Khufu for a 7-5 majority? Do I force rocks with Sahure & risk going home or losing the numbers anyways with one of us going home? Or will Szymon flip & give Sahure the 7-5 majority. Only time will tell...

Jenna: I just want everyone to know that I am not THAT bad at flappy bird. I got 51 like 6 hours before the challenge was due but I already knew I would win with 37 so I just decided to pretend I sucked at it and stopped trying, and not have this stupid ass challenge target I might have on me get bigger. I will not have my flappy bird reputation stained. Okay that is all. 

Adam: *eyes emoji*, you know other than the fear of an idol being played ive been fairly confident in my numbers and that id have the votes to get chris out next, but something has just happened thats made me think i may be voted out next, szymon messaged me and told me "they planning on voting you out" but then he edited it a minute later to miranda....... i know it couldve just been an honest mistake but my paranoid side is telling me maybe szymon isnt really with me but is instead with chris and co. and they have a plan to really vote me out and are just saying theyre voting miranda so we dont use an idol ...... 

if i get voted out because i trust szymon and he's been playing me this whole time ... hell hath no fury like an adam scorned, i will raise hell as soon as i see enough votes to get me out i am going to drag him down with me and ill make sure no one trusts him in this game again in those quick few seconds i have before i have to leave, KNOW. THAT. 

but of course, this is all just speculation .... i really do like szymon :) so lets hope he doesnt screw me over :))) 

ive been playing this game so passionately and hard and ive been committed  from the moment i started so to be this blindsided especially by honestly the person i probably trust THE absolute most, would just be devastating so im hoping im wrong but idk anymore my guts making me nervous 

Jenn: First vote since the merge today! I'm oddly excited. If everything works out the way it's supposed to, Chris will be leaving. I think I've spoken 2 words to him the entire game and I've heard from a couple different people that he wants me out. What did I ever do to you? Oh yeah, NOTHING. I voted out Erin and might've kept Hector around, but common, way to hold a grudge. Not only that, but he's going after my alliance. Bye Chris. Peace out. 

This is also an important vote to see where Lindsay stands. We all know she's trying to ride the middle, but apparently Chris is sure she has her. If she votes Michael, it's all good but then I've got to go to work trying to explain to her why we lied. Is it 5:30 yet?

Lindsay: So, I've made my decision. I'm "flipping" to nuKhufu, if that's what you would call it. I've already had to sacrifice two of my close allies (Erin & Danny) in this game in order to further myself for people who I know would toss me away if it didn't benefit them. I'm not about to do that to the only other people that I have been aligned in this game with at some point (Chris, Christine, & Michael). I made a promise to Erin before she left that I would not turn my back on Chris & I intend to keep that. Plus, I have closer bonds with these guys, which may help me make it further in this game when it comes down to it.

I'm definitely going to piss off one half of the people left in this game after this vote & that is NOT good for my end game, should I make it there. I'm trying not to think about it, because it's still a long ways a way & a lot will happen between then & now. Especially with all the fucking idols still in the game & no one knowing who has them & I certainly don't, so that's fucking fun.

I don't know. I'm really nervous about the vote tonight. No one from nuSahure really approached me about it, I had to talk to them. They seem to all say Michael, but that could just be a distraction for what they're going to do. Or they know I've already flipped & know the target is probably Miranda, so they'll give her an idol? I don't fucking know. All I know is that tribal is definitely going to be a game-changer tonight & it can either make or break my game.

To quote Carrie Underwood, Jesus take the fucking wheel.

[survivoregypt]

Ep 10 Confessionals: “Shady is as Shady Does” - Adam

Chris: Well my hopes of the hags running this game are over.  I'm really sad that Erin got voted out.  I hope she didnt look at my vote for Janaya being dumb because she wasn't on Sahure.  It's too bad that they voted her out when they have people like Miranda and Rhea on their tribe.  Do they not know that Miranda and Rhea are tight even BEFORE this game?  It's silly to me that no one is going after them.  Oh well.  I guess it'll have to be up to me then. ;)

Jenna: I'm tired and annoyed so I'm just gonna say general things. I'm glad Erin was voted out, it'll keep Chris with us. This puzzle may actually kill me. I want to do that fucking quotes one but Danny has to be a baby about his wifi, like come on szymon doesn't even have wifi, and he still went to a library and did it just fine. I also want to sit out but oh no Michaels gonna be the one to do that I'm assuming because he's the little golden boy who apparently doesn't give two shits about challenges. And then there's szymon who probably can't even do any of these challenges. So I think, personally, that we're fucked. But I don't want to lose. I mean I like the numbers I do have but let's be honest why the hell would I say I was safe, things change buckaroos. I'm sorry, I just don't know how much longer I can deal with all these guys whining at me and having to literally feed them bullshit about where my trust and alliances are. I need to have options soon. I need to know that all this goddamn work I've been doing isn't just so I'll go right before merge. And I'm terrified because I feel like we're heading back to tribal, and we all know what he'll that can bring in. (Yes this was short... Shut up) 

Szymon: I've decided that it would be the best for my game to talk it out with Danny, and i actually did it. Althrough his reasons for disliking me are weird and he coudn't even specify on what his problem with me is, after all i just sincerely apologized for everything and he said that he appreciate it and is willing to give me "second chance". Im happy with the outcome of that talk because now it doesn't seem anymore like Danny is hardly going after me. So Danny if you are reading this, i really apologize for my previous confessionals. Thought after crazy 2 rounds in a row for my game, i can't believe how close I am to the merge and to reunite with other sahure and valuate my options. And for this, i had a skype call yesterday with Jenna about everything in game basically and i have to say that im so impressed on how smart she is, and on how smoothly she can run the game at the merge. I'm suprised because she doesn't really seem like she wants to work with Sahure again, which is terrible and understanble, but not the best for my game. I feel like my main loyalties are still Jenna-Jenn-Miranda in this game.

I've been trying so hard to get close to people in my tribe. I really like Christine, im interested to work with her on very long term, I really like Sam thought she doesn't really seem like she wants to talk to me, and i have to work on Danny for the best of my game. I don't need any throwing under the bus of my persona anymore. 

I just reaaaaaaaaly want to realize my goal and to make the merge.

Héctor: I think my strategy is starting to look like the one I had to use back in Kiwayu... My original tribe is starting to disappear and I'm starting to create bonds with my new swapped tribe. Erin been gone is gonna help my game because, besides Sam, I don't have a real alliance to go back to at merge..

In case we go to tribal again, I think Lindsay is gonna be my next target because not only she has Neferka tribe waiting for her on the other side, but she hasn't really make any connections with me and I think neither with the rest of the tribe, plus she has flipped on agreements before just to vote with the majority (she voted Jenny AND Erin). 

Lindsay: Unfortunately Erin left last night at tribal, which really sucks because now who am I going to talk shit about everyone with? But, seriously, she was the one I could rant to seriously & know it wasn't going anywhere. I feel horrible for having to vote her out, but if I didn't, I would definitely be next to go. I hate to say it, but if she would have just listened to me in the first place about just going with the majority & voting Jenny without throwing around Rhea or Adam's name, she'd probably still be here. You can't trust someone who voted you out the first chance they ever had & Hector blew up her game at the first chance he had.

Here I am at the F13, with presumably one more tribal until the merge. It's literally so close I can taste it. I'm really not confident that I wouldn't be the one to go if we lose, since Hector seems to be a smooth fucking talker, so we really need to win this one.

I wouldn't be surprised if original Sahure threw the last one & possibly even this one in order to save Szymon & get rid of the liabilities they have over here aka Erin & Hector/me. We'll see though..

Jenn: Sahure's last tribal council sucked. I kept telling myself I'd never want to go back there and now the original Sahure members are contemplating throwing this challenge in order to save our own on Khufu. I want to reunite the Core 4 above anything else but it would hurt to vote off Lindsay or Hector because I feel like I've become good friends with both of them. In other words, the merge can't happen soon enough. It is my goal to get out Danny and Christine, because even though I have yet to speak to them, something doesn't feel right. Danny seems to only pick Christine for the idol tomb and they've been targeting Jenna and Szymon. 

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I think the swap has helped Miranda and I grow closer and I'm confident that we can help each other get further.

Miranda: Help me. Pls.

If my calculations are correct, merge should be TOMORROW. I CANNOT HANDLE. A MERGE. TOMORROW.

I'm... I'm... I don't know. Sahure, while I love them, is a huge target and I would easily jump ship IF I didn't have such a strong relationship with Jenna, Szymon, and Jen. The core 4 is something I really trust. Rhea... not so much. Love Adam though, he's so loyal :,)

Looking at the draft I'm realizing how overpowered Sahure really is. Neferka at 4, Khufu at 3, Sahure at 6....

There is no way we wont be targeted. Did that make sense? I don't know. But I either need to win the first individual immunity, or make sure I am not the target. The "other side" has to have an idol and I don't know how to block that, other than letting it run its course. And for that reason, I need to make sure I am not targeted.

At least I'm probably making jury? That's something.

Michael: I'm so ecstatic that we won! Now we should be going into the merge with the majority, assuming that the merge is soon and that no one flips.

Chris: Now, I'm not saying I'm the best challenge person ever, but ever since Szymon and I were swapped over to Khufu, we've been winning.  And ever since I orchestrated Janaya getting voted out, we've been winning.  Sorry Sahure!  Except for Lindsay, I don't really like anyone over there, so I can't wait to vote every one of them out :) #Justice4Erin

Rhea: Soooo ERIN IS GONE 

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Okay, so like, she was really an issue on this tribe and such a little weasel. I was over it. "I've got your back Rhea....." RIGHT. 

Her and Hector were serious issues on this damn tribe, and I honestly hate it so much.

Sam: #sam&jennafinaltwo2k15

Jenna: So we won, which is actually amazing! Somehow i did amazing on the puzzle and my challenges have actually been really good which is amazing. I am PRAYING that it's merge next because i can not handle staying with all these shady ass people for one more challenge. If it does happen to be merge i am really hoping that they'll send Lindsey home and not Hector. Lindsey is terrifying cause she has options, we have really similar games and I don't even trust myself right now so i am not about to go trusting her. Sam wants to work with Hector and whoever he's working with  and honestly I'm okay with that. Hector is the only way she'll be cool switching, and I want to stick with her but I also want to switch. So if Hector stays we'll switch, if Hector goes I don't think we have much choice but to just stay in our alliance which sucks cause i really do want to work with Miranda and Jenn. I also talked with Szymon about our merge plan and he said to see too. Both of them say they want me in final 2 with them and i really honestly believe them and want that too. So somehow i will have to make sure i can get us three to all do the same thing, which is gonna be hard if Hectors not here cause I feel like Szymon will want to switch over.

ANYWAY, I am just so fucking pissed about this whole old Sahure crap. I'm pissed that it's still and issue, I'm pissed that Chirs so blatantly doesn't trust me (I know you people everyone what they picked in the idol tomb you're not being clever). Like yeah okay they do have a reason to worry cause i could go back to them but I HAVE SAID SO MANY THINGS TO CONVINCE YOU OTHERWISE I MEAN GODDAMN. It's never gonna go away. Whatever, merge just couldn't come soon enough.  

Jenna: #sam&jennafinaltwo2k15

Sam: danny like what are you even doing omg hahahaha you won immunity, you're safe, why would you switch to a tribe where you could possibly be voted out. when you are already an outsider ???????? but ok you do you boo. 

Rhea: I feel like I'm screwed. 

Like my entire game just shattered in front of me. This couldn't wait until merge?

I feel like I'm going to be put in a horrible spot no matter which way this vote goes. 

To be honest, I'm not sure what to do, or who to trust anymore. Now that Miranda's gone, I sort of feel kind of at the bottom of the Sahure tribe alliance. I feel like Adam and Jenn are really close, and I felt in this game, within the alliance that I was closest to Miranda. Outside the alliance it's totally different.

Right now, I think Jenn  and Adam are being way too hopeful. I mean, we threw a challenge to merge with our original tribe, when we don't even know if they'll be loyal to us once merge happens. There's no obligation. People are catching on, people are going to jump ship if they're too scared. Hell, I would jump. 

I honestly don't know what to do right now. I'm worried and I'm scared. Truth is, I don't want Danny to leave. I don't trust Hector and I'm going to push until he goes. I'll keep suggesting Hector because he said my name and Adam's name. It's like I don't understand why this vote can't be easy. 

It's a numbers game and I'm not sure how I'm feeling about this whole Sahure having numbers if we all merge. 

To be fair, I'm sort of mad at Adam for not posting. It sort of feels like it wasn't an accident. I'm not sure how much I trust Adam to be honest. He's seems a little suspect to me, and that worries me. Frankly, if it wasn't for the Sahure thing, I would consider voting Adam. 

I'm not liking this feeling at all. 

This is where Sahure starts to crumble, and maybe that was Danny's plan all along!

Christine: Ok hold up. It is currently 2 in the flipping morning and I just woke up and checked the tag and I'm so confused. Danny swapped places with Miranda...like, why? WHY? This isn't good for any of us! Especially me and Michael because Danny can no longer send us to the tomb and we've lost a member of our majority so Khufu and Sahure could pick us off easily. Luckily I've made good connections with Szymon and Jenna so hopefully I can survive this. And I still have my idol, so there's that too. Honestly swapping was the stupidest idea Danny could've made, but whatever. I'm going back to sleep and dealing with it later, peace!

Jenna: Well shit. So much just happened and I don't know what to do. 

Adam: UGHHH ONCE AGAIN, SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED I HONESTLY DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN LIKE WHERE DID I LEAVE OFF LAST TIME?

ok so i think i talked about how my old sahure alliance made a plan to throw the immunity comp so we can save jenna/szymon over there and wont out hector over here because erin exposed him as trying to come after me and rhea and he was being shady, i love hector as a person, but shady is as shady does

so of course me being the elusive and secretive comp throwing master, i just dont submit overall, which i swear i really didnt do on purpose i was just out and my queue fucked up, but i wasnt complaing because we wanted to lose anyway and i wasnt worried but i made sure my tribe knew i was "so sorry!! and oh im such an idiot!!!" even though i was really laughing my ass off

THEN i get this option to switch over to the other tribe, which i wouldve considered since i didnt submit and would be an easy vote, but i didnt because i was confident in my alliance

at least i was UNTIL DANNY HAD TO COME ON IN AND SCREW IT ALL UP 

like it was a done deal, i had already done my misting and scheming to make sure hector was next to go, and now all the sudden i lose miranda whos a number in my alliance and gain danny........... 

this is literally horrible because now i dont have the numbers, i only have 3 solid votes, the other 3 people could easily team up and say "hey, old sahure, gotta go!!" and send us to rocks to break us up, its just like the tribal where jenny got voted out all over again, whenever im not in control, i go into panic mode, and as soon as this happened, thats what i did, ive been working my ass off non stop to unfortunately try and pit danny/hector/lindsay all against one another

i love them as people, but i cant afford to lose a number in my alliance, ESPECIALLY MYSELF, i talked to danny a little and i knew he wasnt gonna be on my side because jenn told me that hector told her that danny told him, he was voting me, and he was trying to get hector on board, now i was worried at first but after planting enough seeds with hector about danny/lindsay being a neferka duo and old sahure not being united at all, i was able to see the harvest when he told me danny wanted me out which he wouldnt do if he was gonna go along with it, and i got hector on board to wanna vote lindsay out, which again sorry girl i love you but if 

i also ran to lindsay and planted some seeds with her against hector, i told her hector was targetting her, so that way even if she is with danny again (which she swore to me shes not and i actually believe her), if hes targetting her they obviously wont wanna work with him, which i feel horrible about because i really do like hector a lot and it pains me to have to play dirty with someone ive built a good personal relationship with and it pains me even more to be the reason behind a fellow poc's demise, but in the end i gotta keep my game face on and remember im only doing this because i know for a fact he was plotting against me, and the fact that he didnt run to me right when danny told him to vote me and instead told jenn, and only told me because i worked him is just scary 

OH BUT THATS NOT ALL, AS IF I WAS HAVING TO DO ENOUGH WORK MAKING SURE EVERYONE VOTES HOW I WANT THEM TOO, i have to keep putting jenn in the right direction, she keeps throwing it out to vote danny out instead of hector, because she's close with hector and she obviously doesnt wanna lose someone whos gonna protect her, but that is SO shady to me like girl we got this amazing alliance going thats protecting you who cares about your side thing, now i gotta keep working my magic on her which i shouldnt even have to do, to make sure hector goes 

and as far as danny, he's in his own little world so whatever he can vote for me, i dont really see him getting the numbers to vote me out unless jenn flips and tells hector we want him out and then her hector and danny all vote me and reel lindsay in too, that wouldnt be smart for jenn so i hope she doesnt but you never know im not gonna be cocky when i can easily be blindsided,

but overall idea scenerio is me/rhea/jenn/lindsay vote hector, hector votes lindsay, danny votes me and hector goes, then after that im gonna do what ive been doing best as chief, and im gonna see if i can get my alliance to throw immunity YET AGAIN because now that mirandas on the other tribe i need to keep her szymon and jenna safe until merge. so hopefully ill do that and then we vote danny out, but again thats just some future thoughts, i still gotta make it through this tribal, who knows danny might have the idol and use it on hector and then his 1 vote really will send my ass home, we just dont know

this tribal is definitely going to be the most hectic for the sahure tribe thus far, and im either gonna love it, or hate it. 

Szymon: WHY THE MOST IMPORATNT AND EXCITING THINGS ARE HAPPENING ALWAYS WHEN IM SLEEPING?

I feel like i missed so much and it have been only 1 night. Danny freaking finally leaved my tribe and i feel such a relief. However it doesn't obviously mean that I'm confident. Im not confident at all, but im really happy that Miranda is now in our tribe, becase 1) I missed her 2) She's bigger target than I'm in our tribe right now

Im going to talk to Miranda about everything probably later which will mean another confessional from me :~) For now I think like mine and Jenna's position got really a lot more important in tribe and we might have actually a lot of power (especially Jenna) And im leading totally towards working with Miranda and getting rid of Chris instead of getting rid of Miranda which is how Jenna seems to want right now. 

I totally disagree on that and i will try to sway Jenna onto working with Miranda, because i totally feel like it makes more sense for both my game and her game, we can't lose all the trust of Sahures.

ALSO IM REALLY FUCKING PRAYING THAT THIS MOVE OF DANNY WILL BACKFIRE ON HIM AS SOON AS POSSIBLE AND HE WILL GO HOME AS HE DESERVE! sucks that he's immune but still praying for him going home :)

Lindsay: WHY WON'T THIS GAME LET ME LIVE!?

I get woken up from about 50 Skype notifications on my phone going off, so obviously I knew something was up, seeing as how the last time this happened everyone found out Aleks was a catfish. & Now I see we've lost Miranda & have Danny on our tribe, which is not the most beneficial for me...

First of all, we already had the vote figured out. Like, we all agreed Hector was the one to go next because he didn't vote with us at the Jenny vote, he was targeting Rhea & Adam at the vote, he literally flip flops who he wants to vote out every five minutes, he threw Erin under the bus (who he was supposed to be working with), & he's a pretty smooth talker. ALL OF WHICH ARE COMPLETELY DANGEROUS TO US.

I had good conversations with everyone on the tribe about how I was with them until the end, I wouldn't be stupid enough to flip back because I haven't talked to any of them in weeks, & that I trusted Sahure now more than anything. Granted, they all could have been lying to me & were gonna vote me out anyways, but I don't know, I think I was safe.

Now, with Danny coming over, I feel like this new target has just been painted on my back. Why would he switch over when he had immunity to potentially getting voted out? Hmm, maybe because he thought he could come back & work with me, as his old Neferka buddy? Now, if he doesn't go this round, people will assume I was the one to save him because I have an alliance with him & I really don't want people thinking that. Like, I genuinely was going to work with original Sahure now, because I thought it would make me go further in this game. I don't want my past coming up & biting me in the ass.

Am I just really perceptive or are people just moronic? Like, why do these people keep believing that any Sahure member will flip on each other & actually going to them to try it. It's obvious they're tight & together, & you doing that only puts a bigger target on your back. That's why I've played dumb, made no moves against them, because I'm still here because of it, while others can't say the same.

Why do people make such stupid decisions that ultimately put my game in jeopardy. First Erin, with insisting on forcing a tie before she found out Hector was targeting her, & now Danny with this switching over at the worst possible time. 

Now, why wouldn't Danny be the clear target tonight? Well, that's simple. Because of all the reasons I stated above about Hector, PLUS the fact that both Adam & Rhea told me he was targeting me not only before the Danny/Miranda switch, but also AFTER. Like, why would you be so stupid? You're given an easy out, but still want to focus on me? That could literally be his downfall in this game. Now I hear he's also throwing around Adam's name to Danny, but Danny's name to Jenn, lol. He's so wishy washy. He needs to stick to one plan & go through with it. If he goes home tonight, he has no one to blame but himself. Ugh, there are so many pros & cons to voting for both Danny & Hector, I just don't know what to do right now.

Plus, now the merge might even be pushed back, like fml. It's going to be one interesting tribal tonight..

Szymon: So it seems like i needed to skype call with Jenna to relize that this swap didn't give Danny immunity for a vote.. HOW FUCKING.. STUPID.. HE IS! Ommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmfg! THIS IS LIKE CHRISTMAS  MORNING! Does anyone really is still wondering on why he was first boot twice? Seriously? He is dumbest person i ever played with. And he wanted to get rid of me, and now i won't even have his blood on my hand if he goes. IM PRAYING TO SURVIVOR GODS AND TO GODS FROM ALL WORLD TO SAY GOODBYE TO DANNY TONIGHT!

Anyway, this call with Jenna brought me only good news. She told that she talked for hour with Miranda last night, and told me everything/or most/ of what happened there so we can match our words and we won't be sospicious. Jenna doesn't really want to save Miranda, but I DO want, so i told her that Chris told me that Jenna is looking up for power since she volontuured for chief (which Chris didn't tell me) but that made Jenna mad about Chris anddd as she told me she would rather vote out Chris first (WHICH IS SMART FOR BOTH OF US) 

Miranda: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CXvVQ9jv5Y

Rhea: Okay, so like, Danny freaking did the thing. He did the thing! He actually switched over

I mean, to some degree, I'm actually REALLY happy because I like Danny and truly would love to work with Danny. Now, of course, anyone new is like RED ALERT threat to Old Sahure....  which is cool, but also frustrating..

Do I fully believe Danny's reasons for the switch? ahhh, not sure I do. Do I want to keep Danny regardless? Hell yes! Danny is someone I think I can work with, and he does seem like the loyal type. Also, I think I might be able to pull a little control over Danny, but I guess we'll have to see what happens there

I just don't want Danny to leave honestly. i really do think I can work with him, more importantly, I feel like I can control him a little, and I like that a lot. I don't want to see Danny go, and if I have to throw a vote to Hector, I totally will. I just don't want to vote Danny out. I want him to stay

Truth is, this Sahure thing is starting to irritate me. I don't like feeling trapped or restricted, and frankly, I do. 

Héctor: Once upon a time there was this tribe that was cute but had issues with using their queue. But there was a silver lining, there were easy targets around, everyone had a reason to get voted out:

Rhea... she hates my guts idk why. Lindsay... she could reunite with initial tribe. Adam... he screwed up but he owned it...and I respect that... Jennifer... she's my closest ally at this point, she can not lie! Miranda... she's a challenge beast, that you can't deny!

But then a wild Egyptian sand storm came in and turned this tribe upside down! Miranda was gone but sound, and Danny Gluck appeared and he was up for getting his name written down.

'What a weird move' - I said to myself, '2 minutes ago, he was totally safe' He must be up to plan... To save Lindsay with an idol? Or maybe just find some cracks

Bye bye, Danny Gluck, playing with you could've been so much fun, but you took a risk that didn't pay off so now please give your torch to Jeff Probst.

[survivoregypt]

Ep 9 Confessionals: “I’ll Be Making the TV You Watch” - Erin

Erin: 2 down one to go. 

Jenna: Tribal went exactly how it was supposed to. I'm finally in the majority again, and I'll most likely be safe this next round cause I don't think Danny will put me up. But we still need to win. Cause the smartest people to put up would be Christine szymon and Chris. And if we lose szymon will be targeted and so will Danny. And I will not vote szymon but I don't want Danny out. I don't want to write his name. Let's just pray we win. Or i can flip the vote on Chris. So I need to make sure Danny puts Chris in there. Let's just win. Let's not worry Jenna right. You're in a good position.... We just need to win or someone will be betrayed. And I don't want to show my cards yet. 

Lindsay: So, I finally got my way last night, with Jenny going home & having Erin still be on my side. I didn't even have to do anything though, Hector's scrambling pretty much blew up his own game. He went to Jenn saying that he had the votes to get rid of Rhea, Adam, OR Erin. Umm, first of all, he never did because I was never planning on forcing a tie, but anyways. Secondly, why throw Erin's name out there when she's supposed to be on your side!?

So, I went to Erin with this information, asking if Hector told her he was using her as a decoy or something, which he wasn't. He was just gunning for her, so that was enough to get her to vote out Jenny.

BEAUTIFUL.

But, this new fucking immunity twist is not... I rarely talk to Adam, so I can't go fucking suggesting shit to him. But, I feel like we're going to lose the challenge, because let's be real, Rhea isn't the best at challenges. I mean, she does have a lot going on with her hosting & playing in Amazon, but yeah. It's affecting her scores here. SO, I can only hope that he'll put in Hector no matter what, as an easy target should we lose. It makes sense, because he voted against the majority & he has beef with Erin that makes us "un-unified" as a tribe. I don't know. Maybe I'll voice that to Adam today.

All I know is, if I get picked to play with Adam, Rhea, & another Sahure member, I'm toast.

Erin: Dear Jenny: I fought to keep you. You were the one that never trusted me. I don't know what gave you that opinion. But I wanted you to stay. After I heard Hector was saying my name I had no choice but to vote for you. I WAS WILLING TO GO TO ROCKS FOR YOU WHERE YOU WOULD BE SAFE AND I WOULD'VE BEEN VULNERABLE. I TOLD YOU THAT THEY WERE VOTING YOU. DO YOU THINK I WOULD HAVE IF I DIDNT WANT TO WORK WITH YOU?! You sealed your fate by teaming up with Hector and listening to his lies. I'm sorry you're gone. And if I screw myself by this then I screw myself.

Now Hector....

Paranoia and disloyalty? I'd like to see your receipts honestly. Especially on disloyalty. I have never given a reason to make you think I was disloyal. My paranoia was created by you. You were the person who kept giving me different names and 'plans' (rhea and Adam) and changing them every second. You confused me which caused me to be paranoid. As for disloyalty...you think I'd be loyal to two people who voted for me the first tribal (very rudely might I add)? I wasn't planning on flipping on you two this early but eventually? Of course. I'm not an idiot. If anyone is disloyal its you. After the first vote I worked with you because I had no choice. Now you're dead to me in this game. Bye.

Chris: I've never hated Spongebob more.

Szymon: Okay... Let me just day it... I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY THAT I WON THIS FUCKING IMMUNITY RIGHT BEFORE MY 28 HOURS BUS TRIP. IN YOUR FACE DANNY!

I would be so fucked if i didn't win it. I mean i don't think that i would be able to sacrifice enough time to campaign for my life as i have now. Anyway a miracle happened, and as plan went - Janaya went home!!! It couldn't be better! But i obviously can't feel safe yet. This disgusting swine who makes everything personal, aka Danny still wants me home. I literally messaged him that i won't be able to compete in challenge because of my current limited access to internet, and he didn't even bother to answer to me, but he told like everyone that he will put up me for challenge 100% so if we lose, i can be voted out. FUCK YOU! You're a terrible leader and i will do everything to make sure you will go home before me. AGAIN. I want to call him out so badly but Chris and Jenna both told me that its not the best idea, and its fine to me. I will just sjut my mouth and will ignore him and wait for a perfect opportunity to vote him out if we lose. I feel like i have a great bond with Chris, Jenna and Sam. I also have a genuine bond with CHRISTINE, who's becoming most likely a #1 for me, because so far she didn't lie at all to me. I figured out that Danny was throwing me under the bus since the very beginning of swap, and Christine told me that she thinks its wrong of him to make things as personal as he has made. I honestly would even want now to lose and just do everything to get rid of Danny, but im not sure its the best idea. The best idea is to win so i can have more time to work on my bonds with everyone. Then i will hit Danny and sent his annoying ass home. I don't think i was ever so frustrated over a person but it's lowkey fun. Peace out!

Erin: https://secure.static.tumblr.com/447e6ba01b895e0395254255ef7a1e6b/zwvgowd/95anqjh3j/tumblr_static_ellhwl5x8740ogo0kwwcg8k8w_640_v2.gif Basically how I feel in this game. 

Rhea: So, long over due confessional, so i'm going to back track a little bit, and see how things go, and how much I remember. 

First of all, these freaking twists.....

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I mean, they are driving me CRAZY, but at the same time, I love that the hosts are making this game original and fun and keeping us on our toes. I feel like this is living up to Big Brother's motto (wrong show, I know, but Jessy is a fan as far as I know, so I guess that's okay), "expect the unexpected." I mean, holy hell!

When I found out the first tribe swap was happening, I was in a panic. Was I going to lose Jenn? Oh no, I couldn't lose Jenn. She's the one I've talked the most game with, and the one I care about most. I was worried about losing her, and it was making me so scared that it might happen. Then, I find out, she's STILL with me! Oh hell yeah!!

Then a few new people come over, and it was cool, gave me a chance to get to know some new people, and manage to like make some new connections. I was sort of hoping Miranda would get swapped, but also happy she didn't. One of the reasons I wanted her to get swapped, was in case it ever gets fully revealed that she and I are friends outside of this game, that it might put a target on my back. I'm hoping not. I love Miranda, and in this game, I DO trust her, BUT, I cannot risk her putting a target on my back you know? 

One awesome thing that came from the swap was Lindsay! Ahhh, I'm sooo happy to have her honestly. Like, she's the best thing for my game. I talk to her so much, and I just think we've got a good thing going. I'm looking out for her, and I hope she is looking out for me as well, like she says. I just feel like when merge comes, I might be in a slight pickle. Why? Well, Lindsay isn't part of the original Sharue, and right now Sharue wants to stick together, and as much as I want that when/if we all make merge, I'm also pretty certain that I want to stay loyal to Lindsay through ad through and make it to the end with her. So, I feel like at some point, I might be stuck and might not know what to do. Lindsay and Jenn are the ones that have me no matter what! 

So, here I was thinking 1 swap was going to be enough... but then, THE LAST IMMUNITY CHALLENGE.... apparently 1 swap wasn't enough. 

So, it's like "hey guys, let's do another swap" 

And I'm just there like 

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Panic sets in me, like what if Jenn and Lindsay move, and I don't, or what if I move and they stay. And I was just freaking out. I don't know how I'd do the game without them. They really are my rocks. I mean, I'd be capable without them, but the game would be a LOT harder. 

Luckily the three of us are together

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And then it's like, by the way guys, double tribal, so Individual Immunity

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And then I saw the game and realized I was totally doomed! 

My DREAM is to make merge with Lindsay, Jenn, and that Danny doesn't get voted off. If Lindsay, Danny and I make merge, I swear, I want a three person with them because I trust them. It would be amazing,  but I should not be thinking that far ahead I guess, or at least ot let it distract me fro my current focus which is making it passed this tribal. 

Speaking of tribal, Jenny was voted off....

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I feel like shit. She was the last person I wanted to vote off. She was so nice and so sweet. I thought I was making a friend and I just wanted her to stick around, but I knew that she just wouldn't. I hated that I had to lie to her. I hated her feeling like she had hope and that the rug was swept from under her. I get that her and Hector were a duo, but I felt like had she stayed, I would have been pulled in with them or something. I'm so, so sad she's gone. :( 

Also, Erin, that chick needs to chill and she needs to go! Running her mouth about voting me because I might have an idol. I wish I had an idol. Then she goes and spews Adam's name, and then she says Jenny and it's like girl, relax. If you play too hard too fast you're going to get burned, and that's exactly what you're doing. SHE NEEDS TO GO! UGH! I'm so pissed at her. 

Also, this freaking immunity twist..... I HAVE to play.... and the game is Boat-O-Cross.....

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I mean, I want to cry, but I'll do my best. At least Erin and Hector will be playing, so should we lose, Adam and I should be safe. Hopefully, but this is Survivor and nothing is EVER certain so... damn... I'll just be hoping for the best! 

Jenna: If I go home when i have tried all freaking 2 days straight on this stupid ass challenge I will scream. I will fucking scream. You know Danny if we do lose and our plan works and you go through just know that if you had put Chris up, I would have tried to get him out. Its hard to work with Chris and I want to work with you. But now theres no choice and so if we lose I will most likely vote for you. And I don't want to. And if I do go home because of Chris just know I would've stayed with you longer and this choice is all on you. I just need Christine to not flip. I need to win this goddamn challenge. I NEED TO SCREEM

Héctor: No one is talking to me right now which idc, Adam as chief (and somewhat HOH for this twist) told me he has been talking to people and everyone is on board with voting for Erin if we lose. I don't want to go to tribal, I want the other tribe to lower their numbers and I spend more stress-free time with Sephora Tribe. 

Meanwhile I have to give Spongebob some driving lessons...

Szymon: Danny is a fucking delusional bitch. He put me up for challenge only to vote me out if we lose. He doesn't even care on what's the best for tribe.I dont even have enough time to play, which completely sucks. If we lose its sure that's its going to be either me or him.And i dont even want to try to make a deal with that bitch. I will do all i can to make sure that his ass will be sent home asap. I really hope that Adam and Rhea will highkey throw thischallenge, like if old sahure still cares for me and Jenna because we are passing through hell here.

Miranda: So, I'm never one for throwing a tribal challenge. I mean, I know it brings bad omens and bad luck, but...

Here I think it might not be that bad? I'm not playing so I have no say, but I kind of want to lose. I'm not going to tell anyone to throw because those people with their asses on the line don't want to hear that I know, but I kind of want to lose I can't lie.

If we win, it's most likely Szymon or Jenna going on Khufu. If we lose, we can get rid of Erin, who spews the most ridiculous bullshit and conspiracy theories I've ever heard. I understand why original Khufu wanted her gone so much now.

She needs to go before merge: Point blank. 

Another thing is I really want Rhea gone. She's shady as hell. I know she'll flip on Sahure, which at merge is going to be dangerous, because we never know when it might happen.

Héctor: Miranda: I hope yall can pull through. tribal is never fun [04:33:56 p. m.] Héctor Ramos: I know :/ [04:51:51 p. m.] Miranda <3: Even if we do, I'm still on board for targeting the person who's stirring up all the paranoia and shit. [04:59:50 p. m.] Héctor Ramos: call her by her name she ain't no voldemort lmao

Michael: I honestly forgot what it's like to win a challenge! Christine and Jenna slayed!

Jenna: HOW THE ACTUAL HELL DID WE WIN HOLY CRAP. Only 2 people submitted and we still won. I am so freaking happy wow. I don't know if I needed to win that but if i did that is some good shit. If we do happen to merge next like Chris thinks I have no idea what's gonna happen. I am 100% with Sam. That's one of the facts I know. I want to be 100% szymon but i don't know if I can be. I don't think I can work with the sahures. I'll work with Jenn if she still wants to, I'm not sure about Miranda, but I can't work it's Rhea or Adam. And I really don't want to work with Erin and Chris. Or Michael. I'll work with Danny, maybe Christine. And I don't know Lindsey. I'm gonna be pulled every which fucking way and I will for sure have to stab people in the back and honestly, I don't know how not to do it. Ok... I'm gonna be in a bit of a pickle. 

Adam: so went to tribal council, and ultimately me and the old sahure alliance + lindsay because i reeled her in decided to take out jenny over shady ass erin, it was a little hard because jenny seemed nice and probably wouldnt have came after me but she was just as big of a threat because of her close relationship with hector, and now that she's gone i can try and work with hector all by myself and keep him in my back pocket which is exactly what i want

it was a little difficult playing both sides and having to tell hector that i couldnt vote out erin and make up some lies about how it was too late to flip the vote and i couldnt risk going to rocks and having him get out which was just me making excuses, he seems to have bought it though and i genuinely think he's on my side now 100% that jennys gone, and whether or not im 100% on his, only time will tell.

for the next immunity comp i had to choose only 4 people to compete which was probably supposed to be hard because i probably didnt want all my strong competitors playing seeing as if we lose they could get voted out, but with the target on erins back and her being a good competitor i was perfectly fine with it, so those choices werent hard, i threw in erin and hector because hopefully if we lose immunity theyd go after each other and not me or rhea

.......and we lost immunity, not only did we lose immunity we got slaughtered and made into a burger and ate by the other tribe right then and there, i really hope this isnt a sign of future immunity comps because we only have so many people old sahure can vote out before we have to start cannibalizing and i do NOT wanna do that, i dont even wanna lose another tribemate after erin its too risky

the only plus side to us losing is it mightve saved jenna and szymon over on the other tribe because them being the only old sahure to compete over there goes to show the target they have on their back and they probably woudve been voted out, 

so as of now ive checked in with everyone and hopefully everything goes to plan and we vote erin out and nothing crazy happens and i get blindsided but who knows i wont feel confident shes going home until i read shes been voted out

Chris: Well...thanks Jenna and Christine for winning immunity for us!  Lol.  This is really bittersweet since this vote leaves Erin vulnerable to be eliminated.  I'm really hoping she makes it out so the Hags can be reunited and rule this game. Walkers and all.

Miranda: So, I'm going to vote out Erin tonight most likely. She is paranoid as hell and if she makes merge.... hell is gonna break loose.

As a person, she's nice enough, but I've seen the conspiracy theories she's started.

Speaking of merge, I am scared as fuck. I don't know how that's all going down, but I'm assuming it'll happen at 12. I trust Jenn immensely and we're trying to rope in Hector and Lindsay to be good on our side.

My biggest thing is Lindsay right now, she's very nice, but I feel like she's going to flip back come merge to Neferka.

Danny and Christine almost definitely have the idol and I don't know how we can counter that.

Erin: Well looks like I'm gone. I don't even really care. I just landed in Florida so perfect timing. Rachel from Port Royal and I are going to Disney so bye peasants. 

Hector is a liar. All these people are idiots to keep him. 

But again I really don't care. I'm an Assistant Producer of an upcoming documentary on History channel, worked at NBC, and on my way to work at MTV this fall. Have fun on the Internet. I'll be making the TV you watch. *waves* 

Héctor: This should be an easy vote. Before last tribal I told Miranda about the crazy theories that Erin was saying, about her flipping on Jenny, and I told Adam that she can not be trusted. This should be an easy vote, we got Jennifer on board and also Rhea. I hope that they are not playing me and actually see me as an asset to the tribe because my score in the last challenge was the highest of the tribe, plus with Jenny gone I have no strong bonds with anyone else (EXCEPT SAM) but they don't know that... 

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Ep 8 Confessionals: “Between You and Me, It’s Not That Easy” - Jenna

Miranda: ARE YOU KIDDING ME? ANOTHER SWAP? NOW??????

I was NOT expecting that and I just feel very personally victimizeddddddddddd. First Jenna, now you take Szymon away from me? What did I do to deserve this?

In all reality and ignoring the melodramatics I'm still on a tribe with 4 original Sahures, and that's some good numbers. Hopefully they stick.

I have to put all my faith in Jen, my #1 girl right now and that's all I can do thus far.

And of course you give me the challenge of rip off Sonic on crack on the rip off website. This game was literally my nightmare on Olympics.

Lindsay: So, I finally got what I've wanted all since the swap, ANOTHER SWAP! But, guess what? I'm still separated from ALL my old Neferka members. Every time I want something big to happen in this game it blows up in my face! I should just stop waiting for things to turn my way, because what fun is that anyways!?

Plus, I think this is better than the last tribe swap? & I assume this also means Neferka will still be okay over there. Especially if Chris joins up with them for a majority.

Over here, I still have Erin & Jenn, whom I both LOVE & have become really close to her while being on Sahure. Does that mean I trust them? Well, I do Erin, but Jenn? I don't know. I still think she's got that old Sahure bond, but she's ensured me multiple times that she's not voting for me should we ever go to tribal & that everyone seems to love me. That makes me feel a little better, but I don't believe it fully.

Rhea is a doll too. She is so sweet, but I can't trust her after her obvious planned fuck-up from the Sacrificial Lamb challenge. She's said she has my back too, but I don't believe it. Maybe now that old Sahure doesn't have a clear majority they may have to put more effort into trusting others. Maybe me. I don't know.

Back on NuSahure, I just played stupid with everyone from original Sahure. Acted like Neferka didn't really talk, which let's be real, is kind of true. Obviously I didn't disclose how close I am to the four of them over there & that I had an alliance with them. NOPE. I've been all, "SAHURE4LYFE! Let's all stick together & take them all out at the merge. It would be so stupid for me to flip back & be on the bottom of an alliance!" Meanwhile, that's exactly what I'd do come a merge.. Probably? Depends on how things go over here, but I'm like 95% I'd flip back. I'd just be worried that I WOULD be on the bottom now when I've been away from them for so long, but I did have really strong bonds with Danny & Michael.

Wait, why am I talking about the future. I still have to get to the merge to make that happen, which is still no easy road from here. With the tribe divisions being more equal this time then last, I have no idea where votes & alliances are gonna drop. It's crazy, it's exciting, it's nerve-wracking as fuck. It's Survivor.

Jenn: Another tribe swap?! You've got to be kidding me. Everything was looking good for the original Sahure and we were all sticking together. We had numbers and were going to throw the next challenge to protect Jenna when Tyler was voted out. It was risky but we all agreed. That plan was dismantled pretty easily. Now my original alliance of myself, Jenna, Miranda and Szymon is split down the middle and it sucks. With double tribal council coming up, I'm trying to make sure original Sahure is safe and somehow my other tribe mates on NuKhufu can pull off a miracle. With a couple more votes until the expected merge, things are looking grim. Honestly, I'm expecting the other shoe to drop on Sahure at any moment. 

Erin: Tribe swap...again...ugh...

Not like it seems to matter because i was on the minority it seems before and now it seems to be a clear 4-4. 

Because Adam chose to keep me it makes me feel like i need to tone down my challenge wins but like with this being an individual immunity its even more important now.

It sucks not being with Chris but i think right now I'm in a better position than he is.

I had this great idea to make Rhea chief bc then she cant go in the tomb and Jenny is the only eligible one but we'd need the numbers and idk if she'd volunteer.

We just need one original Sahure to flip with us and them not responding to my chats isn't helping us find the cracks

Sam: Honestly what just happened. I was fighting for my life in this game and now everyone is switched around again. I can't even keep up with who is on my tribe and who is on the other one hahahaha! Lets just see where this takes us. 

Jenna: YES. SZYMON. I am so glad he's on this tribe now. Honesty I thought I'd have trouble picking between alliances but Danny made it so simple. He told me he wasn't sure about voting Janaya out (which he promised that no matter what she would go next) and created an alliance chat with Sam and the old neferkas (Sam told me) and won't really talk with me. So no I will not feel bad for not working with you. I do hope that Christine's still gonna work with me. I like her, but I know that she lies really easily. Honestly it's the khufus and the sahures. I feel so much better talking with szymon and about Miranda and Jenn and it's not even a choice. 

Oh also I feel so shitty about Tyler. So so so shitty. Like my heart is torn apart. But at the time it had to happen. At the time there was no other choice. But yeah, at least szymon is here and I'm solid with Sam and those two seem to be solid with Chris... Hopefully it's all true.

Adam: OH MY BEYONCE .... GOD SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED AND SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT IDK WHERE TO BEGIN 

ok well first of all we won immunity AGAIN, you know we've been on a really good winning streak and ive only ever been one tribal council so that makes me feel good, but my biggest fear with all this winning was that on the other tribe the old sahure members jenna and tyler would get picked off, and luckily so far that hasnt happened but unfortunately tyler got voted out, and to make things worst it was clear the other people clearly see old sahure as a threat which puts a target on ALL of our backs and definitely mine seeing im the tribe leader, so after i saw tyler was voted out my first instict was i couldnt let this happen again and especially not with jenna since i still really wanna reunite with her at the merge, and i decided to throw the idea out there to my old sahure alliance about possibly throwing the next immunity comp that way we could not only keep our numbers and protect jenna, but also vote out one of the other people who may target us down the line, and it seemed to be working i had everyone on board and ready BUT OF COURSE AS THE SURVIVOR GODS WOULD HAVE IT LITERALLY RIGHT AS WE ALL AGREED WED DO THAT, "DROP YOUR BUFFS" ANOTHER TRIBE SWAP

i literally thought i had this game mapped out for at least a little while, i had just finished building my empire and all the sudden it gets tore down just like that and i gotta start all over, but THANK the survivor gods im still somewhat in the numbers on my old tribe, because theres 8 people but old sahure makes up 4 of those, so unless the others unite against us we can survive, and im even luckier that that after this swap my tribe is literally the same people from after the other swap minus szymon and chris and then we gained jenny, so im gonna try and work my magic on erin and lindsay to make sure theyre not against me that way when we go to tribal, oh because we ARE going to tribal because surprise! double tribal too to make it all better, they wont vote against me and will hopefully vote with me in taking out someone like jenny who's an easy target since everyone on our tribe minus her have been together for a little now

but i am NOT getting confident because if these people were smart, they would all come together and vote an old sahure member out to take out our numbers, and it could easily be me going which is why i have to win immunity and secure my spot, because worst case scenrio is i lose immunity, someone like jenny whod be an easy vote wins, and then the vote ties and we go to rocks and i lose a number or even myself

Jenna: So the more this I think about it the more worried I get. I need to get to the merge, but so does szymon. And it scares me that Danny is trying to work on Sam not me. It also scares me that Chris was working with Erin and Lindsey on sahure and szymon didn't know it. They could easily flip on us. But I don't want to flip on them. Hopefully Danny or Christine will stay with me, hopefully I can make it to merge. It seemed so certain but now... I don't know. 

Janaya: Wow this game! I just don't know what the hosts could possibly throw at us!  As for the new swap, I'm in a really good place. I went from being in the majority to being in trouble at tribal, to now being again in the majority with new allies! I just can't believe that Neferka lucked out so many times by all being on the same tribe minus Lindsay. Hopefully now, we have enough manpower to make it through to the merge, but we'll se what happens ;)

Chris: THANKS AGAIN HOSTS.  Thanks for putting me at the bottom of a new tribe again!  This is grand.

Chris: Thoughts on my new tribe.  Get ready because this is gonna be long winded.

LOVE that Sam and I are back together.  Reunited and it feels so good.  Having Szymon with me is a bit comforting too.  He's good.  Jenna seems pretty cool too.  I'm hoping that she's telling me the truth about Sahure not being tight.

NOW ONTO NEFERKA.  Honestly, like who are these people?  I love Lindsay and everything, but why would I work with them?  Danny seems like the ringleader of this rag tag clan and that's hilarious to me.  Danny's social game is THE WORST.  And Michael...oh michael.  If y'all want me in an alliance with you, it's probably not smart to make it WICKED OBVIOUS that you copied and pasted my conversation to other people.  Be discrete please.  And Danny, TELLING me to work with y'all ain't gonna work.  I may have considered it if you would've been like "Hey Chris!  What's up? How are you?  Oh that's good, are you having a good day?"  But no..I was greeted with YOU'RE GOOD WITH US IF YOU VOTE OUT A SAHURE. 

And i try to be nice and see how everyone is feeling about the challenge.  Seriously, I just wanted to be nice.  Not only did no one answer, Danny just goes UMMM YOU KNOW ITS INDIVIDUAL RIGHT?!  Like fucking yes I know DANNY.  Ugh.  But I'm just gonna play dumb.  "Golly gee sir Daniel I forgot!"  So gross.  Can't wait to vote this kid out.  Like....stop acting superior...you got first boot twice..settle down

And Janaya and Christine.....please wake up and play this game.  Please.  Stop blindly following Danny.  If y'all wanna coast with him and let him win, that's fine and dandy, but if you want a shot, JUST WAKE UP AND PLAY. Rant over.

Szymon: OH MY GUACAMOLE!

Right when i thought i was in a great position, and everything was going fine... BOOM! A tribe swap! 

Could it be any worse? No. Im stuck with a bunch of Neferkas who are following Danny who is already looking after my blood. Whenever we play together we always meet at swap with me voting him out. Every. time.

This time he is definitly in better position, and he is quickly grabbing Neferka and Khufu to work together aganist me and Jenna. With me being the obvious first target. But i don't plan on giving up, he ain't gonna get rid of me that easly Immunity challenge is my hope. Im going to sacrifice as much time as possible for it. I NEED TO WIN IT

However its just the beauty of survivor, you can never feel safe and everything can change with one wrong step. Its also the first time im feeling like there is a fire under my ass and i need to be really careful to not burn down. Im going down without a fight!

Szymon: Seems like Danny is going to become a leader again... *eyes emoji* Right now im in an alliance with Samantha, Chris and Jenna. It was made just basically against Neferka. But Neferka wants to work with Chris and Samantha,which puts them in a great position of being in the middle, but they keep telling us about what Neferka is talking to them, so there is a chance that they are actually with us. However, its still just 4vs4 and it could end up with ROCKS but Im not sure if Samantha andChris would want to risk that. However, not all of Neferkas are awful. I really enjoy talking to Christine and i honestly lowkey always hoped to be in the same tribe with her, im looking forward working with her on a long term, but first i need to get closer to her.

Jenna: I hate this tribe. I hate people in general I guess. They all suck. I actually kinda wanna do another poem. Okay I'm gonna try 

The new Khufu sucked And I was all like shucks I thought a swap would save me But it's all the same as I can see Neferka is still in power And Danny is still the tower And I need to save szymon But nothing rymes with szymon Anyway, best case scenario it'll be janaya going home Decent case scenario it'll be a tie, no excess foam But what's likely to happen is szymon will be gone And I'll be all alone and sad hoping someone else will be the pawn   In the end this is just a bad poem And a bad tribe and a scary home And I'm gonna have to do something I don't want to do Whether it be rocks, lying, or doing nothing too I need to keep myself safe see But between you and me, it's not that easy 

Erin: Everyone I'm aligned with is an idiot

Lindsay: Right now I'm in an alliance chat with Erin, Hector, & Jenny that I have absolutely zero allegiance to. Especially now that Jenny accidentally wrote something in the tribe chat that was meant for the alliance chat & made everyone suspicious.. It just doesn't make sense for me to go 4 vs. 4, put a huge target on my back, & possibly go home due to rocks. Not to mention they have the potential to have some idols. Nope. No thanks.

The best case scenario for me is to stick with Sahure, & continuing acting like I'm 100% down for them. This way, Jenny & Hector will be the targets. One could potentially go home during this tribal & the other should we lose immunity. & Then there is only potentially one more tribal until we merge, if we merge at 12. We just have to not lose immunity twice in a row. Plus, I feel like I act more loyal to nuSahure than Erin, so she may be targeted over me if it's us two.

I'm trying to convince Erin that this is our best option, because I really don't want to go against her, but she thinks we should try & flip one of original Sahure to go with us, DESPITE HER NOT LIKING OR TRUSTING HECTOR? Like, why would you want to align with someone you don't like or trust? & I find it very unlikely that anyone from old Sahure would flip. I hope she agrees with me. It just makes more sense in order to make it to the merge.. & I really don't want to piss her off..

Miranda: Reelecting Adam was easy, he volunteered, but Hector had to go and make it complicated. I know he was only trying to combat the power of original Sahure, but with Lindsay and even Erin saying they'll vote Adam, everything should be under control.

I'm pretty sure some Neferkan has the idol over on Khufu now. And I still haven't been in the tomb once RIP.

Anyhow, speaking of Khufu dynamics, I hope for his own sake that Danny doesn't volunteer to be chief again. Once is okay, twice is pushing it, three times is....... yikes. Do you want that target on your ass, hun? I view it like being President of the United States, one term is normal, two terms is also pretty typical if you enjoy responsibility, three terms is stepping into FDR territory, which inevitably means we're getting led into WWII. So, sorry Neferka- I mean, "NuKhufu" oops, - reelecting Danny is going to lead you into world war II. Have fun in crisis and the collapse of the world's economy!

So for NuKhufu's sake, I hope they elect a new leader.

Erin: I'm shocked no one has caught me in my lie about where I work hahahaha. Not like I think it matters online but like still.....

Jenn: Ever since the latest tribe swap, everyone is acting super shady...Some people I thought I could trust are giving me reasons to have doubts. Thank god for Miranda or I would literally go insane. Like I'm sitting here having a normal conversation with Hector, when he asks me if I think he's a target at the upcoming tribal council unless he wins immunity. Right now I have no idea where my head is at so I tell him no. At this point, that's the truth. I decide to see if I can get any more information from him, so I ask why he thinks that and he says he's assuming the original Sahure is together. I mean, he's right, and it may seem obvious since that's where the numbers lie and all that but why would you tell me? I'm a member of the alliance? It helps me because it lets me know that hey, we gotta scale back on this a bit to protect ourselves and our two on the other side. Thanks Hector! We need a trojan horse or something...

Jenna: .... I'm not gonna lie.... I sorta wish szymon wasn't here.... I have this need to keep us both safe... And i don't know if I can do that. It'd be so much easier if I didn't like the other person, if it was Rhea who I wouldn't care if she was voted off. I need to get to the merge.... But so does szymon.... And I'm scared that that's not possible 

Chris: I am praying to Jeff Probst that I win this immunity.  People are telling me I'm safe, but I can't take that risk.  I need to convince someone on original Neferka to vote out Janaya.  It's the best move for our tribe, and it's the best move for my personal game.  I'm having this internal battle about it though.  Do I want to make myself a target by going after Janaya, or do I want to insure I am 100% safe this round by voting our Szymon or Jenna?  If I voted out Szymon, I would be the biggest backstabber in the world.  I don't know Jenna that well, so I'd have an easier time voting her out, but I like her!  I don't want to do that because I know that's what Danny wants.  For all we know, I could be the real target.  So if y'all are reading this as I'm getting voted out, feel free to point and laugh.

Szymon: For past day all i did was literally to play the challenge and try to bond with people... At least in my alliance. It's obvious that right now im on the very bottom of my tribe power totem pole, and Im still not sure if Samantha or Chris would be willing to eventually go to rocks... I'm just so happy and grateful to be reunited with Jenna. She's my best friend in this game and i missed talking to her and skype calling. Now i understand what she came throught during first swap, with those people. She's so smart and that's super impressing. I have her back 100% Same about Christine,she's the only Neferka that i see myself working with. She is really honest to me and straight up told me that if i won't win immunity, then i will be in trouble. I proposed her to work together as no one would really expect us too. Well  no matter what im not going to give up without afight

Jenna: Okay, once again things are changing. I'm gonna try really hard to convince Danny and Christine I'm with them 100% and that we need janaya out so that we can win. Also, I realized that I do really want to stick with Sam. I think no matter what if we're together in the merge I'll stick with her. She was saying me her and Jenny and honestly I'd be okay with that. The question is then who will we all go with? Do we stay with Chris and szymon? Or who is Jenny working with? Do we go with them? What about Jenn and Miranda? Also, szymon will switch back over so there's that to think about it. Best case scenario it'd be me, Sam, Jenny, szymon, jenn, and hector but that's so unlikely. And of course we have to actually make the merge first.. One battle at a time Jenna... One battle at a time. 

Jenny: A lot has happened. Before second swap, Jenna, Sam and I decided to work with the ex-neferkas instead of going to rocks, which worked out nicely because who wants to go to rocks before a swap? not me. I feel bad for Tyler, but in all honesty, I had no true allegiance to him. Then second swap happened and I'm so fucking happy that I'm with hector. It turns out he's working with Lindsay and Erin so I joined that right away. No one from the other alliance has been talking to me besides Jennifer, so we're hoping that she'll join us in order to avoid rocks. She told Hector that the other alliance hasn't talked much to her, either, so that's good. I'm really surprised that they haven't been trying to pull me in at all because why would they want to go to rocks?? It's a dead split right now. It was so awkward I posted in the tribe chat that rhea was the only one who tried talking to me. I feel so stupid I'm blushing. But at least it wasn't crucial information. I mean, they are aware that they haven't talked to me so it shouldn't be too bad. 

Héctor: http://vocaroo.com/i/s0K0JaLiMcie :)

Chris: Well...immunity didn't go exactly as I hoped.  Of course I'm happy that Szymon won the challenge, but I thought this was mine to win.  I really really did.  But tribe chate is insane in the membrane right now.  First Jenna was target number 1, then I SOMEHOW BECAME THE TARGET LIKE NO EXCUSE ME.  Now Samantha is the target.  WHY IS EVERYONE NEGLECTING THE FACT THAT JANAYA CANNOT COMPETE IN A CHALLENGE?!  I truly do not understand it.  I'm glad that Michael is like an open book and tells me all about Danny's plans to suddenly save Jenna and want to vote out Sam.  Danny, if you're reading this, I'm telling you that your social game is the worst thing I have ever seen.  Well wait I take that back.  Is it that your social game is bad, or is it that Michael, Christine, and Janaya don't have enough of a backbone to stand up to you and make up their own minds?  It could go either way.  I am perfecting an argument to Michael as to why it is the smartest thing to vote out Janaya next.  And freaking Christine has told Jenna that she wants Janaya gone!  OKAY SO DO ALL OF US LETS DO IT.  "Oh I dont want to make the tribe mad!"  You'd only be making Danny mad!  It's fine!  Like who is Danny even?  I can't.  I won't.  If we let Janaya make it to merge, she is going to coast right along to final 3 and if that happens...fuck it I'm voting for her (assuming I make it to jury).  My hands may be tied though....I might have to vote out Sam so we don't go to rocks.  I would hate everything about that.  If it happens, just know that it's all Danny's fault Sam, and I am making it my mission to take him down.

Jenna: Well... Shit. I don't know who to work with again. I honestly care about all the people I'm working with, even Christine and Danny. And Sam and Chris and szymon and Jenn and Miranda and Jenny and who knows who else honestly and I'm so fucked. I thought I could just play Christine and Danny but I can't. I don't know who to work with. I don't know what to do. Hopefully, hopefully we can just get janaya out. Hopefully we can all agree on that and I won't have to choose. I don't think I can choose. I did this to myself I guess, but that's how I am. I love people and I understand and hurt for everyone. I shouldn't have gotten so close and involved... But they had to trust me... Shit... Shit shit shit shit shit shit shit. I have no clue how the votes gonna go. 

Jenna: I just need to make up my mind honestly. I have a final 2 deal with szymon and Sam. I'm almost positive I have a final 3 deal with Christine and Danny. And I'm sure I still have that final 4 thing with Jenn and Miranda. What do I do? I want to stay with Sam for sure and szymon but i don't know who they want to go with. And that's the problem. And the hard part is I mean them all. I really truly wish I could go to the end with them all..... At least I have options. 

Plus I could be voted out/ rocked out at any minute so who knows if I'll even make it that far. 

Lindsay: Damn, I thought I may have won that immunity, but I did have a gut feeling that if anyone could beat me, it would be Miranda & sure enough... It's okay though, because I don't THINK I need immunity for this round, but I think I'm pretty fucked for this vote though.

Since the first swap, there hasn't really been much game talk on our tribe, especially between original Sahure & others, since we've been winning immunity. Well, that all changed last night. Literally within an hour of the immunity results being posted, all hell broke loose & I think I'm in the middle of it, & despite my love for Jaclyn Schultz, it is NOT the place I want to be.

The original Khufu members want me to vote with them to get rid of Adam, & they are going to try to get Jenn to as well. Problem with that? Jenn is not going to flip. & Why would she? She's made bonds with these other people since day 1, so she's probably in a good spot. Why would she ever flip to the perceived bottom of an alliance? It just doesn't make sense. Also, at this point, she had already hinted that we should vote out Jenny.

Now, I have no alliegiance to

Jenna: I have a really bad feeling in the pit of my stomach. I feel like this vote is gonna go so wrong or I'm gonna be going home. Or both. Probably both. 

Lindsay: Ignore the last confessional, I hit submit early by accident.

Damn, I thought I may have won that immunity, but I did have a gut feeling that if anyone could beat me, it would be Miranda & sure enough... It's okay though, because I don't THINK I need immunity for this round, but I think I'm pretty fucked for this vote though.

Since the first swap, there hasn't really been much game talk on our tribe, especially between original Sahure & others, since we've been winning immunity. Well, that all changed last night. Literally within an hour of the immunity results being posted, all hell broke loose & I think I'm in the middle of it, & despite my love for Jaclyn Schultz, it is NOT the place I want to be.

The original Khufu members want me to vote with them to get rid of Adam, & they are going to try to get Jenn to as well. Problem with that? Jenn is not going to flip. & Why would she? She's made bonds with these other people since day 1, so she's probably in a good spot. Why would she ever flip to the perceived bottom of an alliance? It just doesn't make sense. Also, at this point, she had already hinted that we should vote out Jenny.

Now, I have no allegiance to Jenny, Hector, or any of the original Sahure, since I don't trust any of them to have my back, since we haven't really made any deals for my safety, ever. The only person I am loyal to is Erin, & that's because we're close from the first swap.

Because of this, I want to tell her that I want to vote out Jenny, because it just makes more sense, like, why would I go to rocks & risk going home when we wouldn't even have the better odds in this rock draw.  Miranda is automatically safe with her immunity win, & Adam  & Jenny will be safe. So that leaves a 3/5 chance that  one of us will go home anyways & a 1/5 chance it could be me! Plus, even if I manage to survive this round, but we still lose the rock draw, I'm fucked. Original Sahure will know I'm against them for good & they'll think I'm just waiting for the merge to join back up with Neferka. Now, even if that IS true, I don't want them to know that, because I'll be the next biggest target.

But, I don't want to blindside Erin, by not voting with her, so hopefully I can convince her to vote with me. Yeah, that didn't go over too well. She feels that if we vote out Jenny, she's down another Khufu & even if they voted against her at the first tribal, they're all she has + me. She doesn't have 4 people waiting on the other side like I do. Well, fuck. 

Girl, we need to first make it to the merge, we can't be thinking about the goddamn merge right now. We still have potentially two fucking tribals we have to get through before that. & We're not gonna get through them by pissing off who is probably going to end up in the majority, again. 

I don't know what to do. If I force a tie, I could potentially be going home tonight AND be fucked for the remainder of this tribe portion of the game. If I go with original Sahure, I risk pissing off Erin, who could potentially blow up my game. Fuck.

Lindsay: Please don't let this be a Sarah from Cagayan moment.

Michael: With Szymon winning immunity, it seemed like this would be an easy vote and Jenna would go. But Danny has been trying extremely hard to keep her safe and now the target is Samantha, even though we formed an alliance with her. This is making me trust Danny a bit less and I'm worried about his relationship with Jenna. On the bright side, I've gotten pretty close with Chris and he's given me some pretty good information about the loyalties on Sahure that may be beneficial down the road.

Sam: Well, this confessional might be my last. The Neferkas pulled me and Chris into some fake ass alliance, just for them to target me and try to get szymon, jenna, and chris in on it. WELL THANKS ASSHOLES. But I know I'm strong with my four and I trust them to all vote for me to stay, and if these dumb asses are willing to go to rocks for janaya, then I don't know what they're thinking. Numbers won't help you win the game. Playing the game will help you win and I'm sorry but these 4 just do not know how to do that. 

Jenna: I feel like I'm playing with fire. And I know that eventually I'll get burned. But the question is how long will it take to consume me? And how badly will i get burned?  

Lindsay: WHY. WOULD. I. GO. TO. ROCKS. FOR. SOMEONE. I'VE. HAD. ONE. CONVERSATION. WITH!?

How does that make sense!?

Erin: I'm done. I hate all of these people. They're all terrible human beings. I don't even care anymore if I go tonight cause then I can enjoy my vacation without having to worry about this game. 

Michael: So the plans have changed once again from targeting Jenna to targeting Samantha to now targeting Janaya. I have a gut feeling that Janaya leaving might be the best move for the tribe. She has performed the worst in challenges of everyone on our tribe and getting out Samantha could destroy relationships with all of the original Khufu members, whereas getting out Janaya would only lose one potential ally.

Jenna: This is so stupid. Chris and Sam are feeding me everything that the Neferkas are saying and i know exactly when everyone is lying to me and whats happening and it's all really confusing. The Neferkas honestly believe we're with them, some more than others I'm sure. Im just worried about Chris staying loyal to Christine and Sam. That's gonna for sure be a problem later on. This is all honestly laughable. The game their playing is idiotic. I mean honestly me and Sam are just cracking up about it. I don't even know how to explain it, but they're so stupid. and it's amazing. I mean I'm still worried about idols and shit but we have to vote so hopefully that doesn't happen. 

Christine: So...tribal is in a few hours and...I still haven't made up my mind. It's going back and forth between Sam and Janaya. Personally, either is fine for me cause neither of them really talk to me. But the aftermath is what scares me. If I vote Sam, I'm afraid of damaging any connections with Khufu and possibly Jenna because I know she wants Janaya gone. If I vote Janaya, the tribe could possibly benefit and start winning some challenges, but Neferka would lose a number. Ugh, I don't know what I'm going to do. 

Jenny: This may be my last confessional. So basically Ms. Messy, aka erin, is targeting and spreading lies about me. Even though we are in an alliance. Well fuck her. Now Hector and I are causing shit in order to try to keep me in. I won't be surprised if I go home, but I'm gonna be upset. I have no idea what's going to happen tonight. I just don't want to be 16th out. 

Jenna: I want it on record that i am actually still not sure who to work with in this game. So i am not lying to Danny when i say I'm with him. Okay… i just needed to set the record straight. 

Adam: So the tribe swap has happened and because it did i lost my position as chief and we all had to revote for one, but i knew right away that i had to make sure i stayed chief that way i could control who goes in and out of the tomb for my old sahure alliance so no one besides us gets the idol, and i had my alliance's votes but i had to make sure everyone else voted for me too not to cause suspicion and then hector said he wanted to do it too and i love hector i really do he's a great person .... but like... STAY IN YOUR LANE .... i needed to make sure i kept the power and luckily i did :)

So I didnt win immunity, which i was kinda surprised i thought i had a really good score and then i came 2nd to last on my tribe and was shocked and disappointed in myself because i love winning i dont like losing especially this bad like i must look pathetic, but on the bright side me looking bad in comps might come in handy to make people keep me around once a merge starts 

ok so now that i didnt win immunity i gotta work my magic to make sure people dont try and overthrow me and vote my ass out, the easy decision even before anything happened was jenny seeing she just kinda got screwed over by the swap and she was the only person not on sahure before, but then she made it a little easier to vote her out when she accidently said something in the main tribe chat about how "rhea was the only one she talked to" making it clear she was informing her old tribe mates erin/hector about being here now which is just too shady for me

BUT THEN even more shady shit happened, you know i was perfectly set and ready to vote out jenny and i even submitted my vote but then erin messages me basically trying to get some info out of me and i wasnt really budging and she suggested voting rhea to me which i expected, what i did not expect however was for erin to turn out to be THE most shady and manipulative person in this game (next to me at least), i obviously told rhea to watch her back and rhea tells me that ERIN HAS BEEN SAYING MY NAME TO HER TO TRY AND GET ME OUT.... like wtf you come to me and plant a seed with me to get one person out and then you go to them and do the same about me after telling me you would never target me? GET YOUR LIFE AND GET REAL. 

OH BUT WAIT THATS STILL NOT IT, hector approached me too and told me erin was ALSO throwing out jennys name and pushing for her to go when erin/hector/jenny were supposed to be working together.....like shes gotta be joking right shes literally talked about voting out half the tribe i wouldnt be surprised if shes talking about voting out the hosts too 

if youre gonna be shady with me then you better check yourself ESPECIALLY if you gonna try and pull a fast over me like that because you know what, now that i know all this i could easily get my old sahure alliance to flip and vote with the jenny/hector duo and get erin's shadier than a nicki minaj verse ass out and im about to 

so right now im contemplating between erin/jenny because personally id rather see erin go beause she is so shady taking her out saves a lot of trouble especially with me because if she tries to come at me like that again, i love her as a person, but in this game i will pop off so fast at her, but then again erin being shady is strategically good for me because everyone's onto her lies and no one is ever gonna trust her meaning she'll no influence over anyone, and she'll always be a target over me, whereas hector/jenny are a powerful duo especially since i know for a fact theyre together now its scary, if i take out erin sure id have the numbers, but hector/jenny are capable of rallying lindsay with them against old sahure, then all theyd need to do is flip 1 person and they got it, keeping jenny in this game is just too risky and might strategically be better especially since erin can help us win immunities now and then we just cut her at the next tribal we go to before merge because even if i save erin now theres no way im letting her make merge, ill throw an immunity comp and vote her out before i let her make that merge because then she becomes a threat with how good she is in immunity comps and people might wanna keep her up until f3 because of how shady she is theyll think no one will vote for her

so long story short, hopefully im not blindsided tonight, and hopefully jenny goes because right now its probably between jenny/erin and possibly rhea if hector/jenny dont vote erin and do rhea instead and then hopefully next immunity comp we lose i take the chance to get erin's shady ass out

Héctor: I'M PISSED. Erin just said that Jenny might be an easy vote since she "has been to the tomb twice" 

Let me just say this:

💩🐃💩🐃💩🐃💩🐃💩🐃 bull shit bull sHit💩 thats ✖️ some bull💩💩shit right💩💩th 💩 ere💩💩💩 right✖️there ✖️✖️if i do ƽaү so my selｆ ‼️ i say so ‼️ thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ‼️ 💩💩 💩HO0ОଠＯOOＯOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ💩 💩💩 💩 ‼️ 💩 🐃 🐃 🐃 💩💩Bull shit

THIS GIRL IS A MESS WITH LEGS. Jenny just went once while she was on Kufhu because Erin herself sent her there SMFH.

why would she turn on us that way? Jenny is my closest ally (nobody knows that of course) and the fact that we and her and Lindsay have been working together and then this is thrown really makes me angry. Erin is about to taste some habanero sauce I'm telling you. 

Jennifer and Miranda said an argument that seems to be the one that convinced Erin, it was that "uuuhmm well idk she is the NEW ONE AND IT WON'T CREAT DRAMA because I don't have ties with her haha" OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS THIS TRIBE IS GONNA BE FLOODED WITH DRAMA NOW LMAO POOR SOULS IN DISGRACE THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY'RE SAYING... 

if there's a new person in the tribe FUCKING TALK TO THEM, THIS IS NOT MIDDLE SCHOOL WHERE YOU OSTRACIZE THE NEW KID FROM YOUR "COOL" GROUP OF FRIENDS I WANT THEM TO GROW SOME FREAKING BALLS AND TALK TO PEOPLE THAT MIGHT BE USEFUL TO YOUR GAME

DAMN ok...

I'm rallying some votes to get her out, Jenny told Rhea that she's on the chopping block (not anymore but she doesn't know that) and I told Adam (who is very smart!!) that we might have to get Erin because she's messy AF. So there's 4 votes. 

We're trying to get Lindsay's vote by exposing Erin to her... if they are working together then there's gonna be a TIE and my ass will be exposed but i couldn't care less, Miranda and Jennifer told me they'd vote Erin next if there's a tie that'll give me time to expose Erin live on tribal and maybe sway one vote to avoid rocks. If we go to rocks I don't care, I'll go to the last consequences to get her out. 

This could be avoided because the original target was Rhea and Adam I'M LIVID 

Chris: I am so nervous for tonight.  I went to work trying to get Michael and Christine to vote for Janaya.  I think they're going to do it.  If this works...I am going to be so proud of myself and Jenna.  We really laid it into them and gave them amazing arguments why we should get rid of Janaya.  It's either Janaya goes, or we go to rocks.  This is a pivotal tribal for me.  Stay tuned folks.

Héctor: ok desperate time takes desperate measures... Miranda has voted already but I shared this hot receipt with her just so she knows the kind of mistake she was doing and maybe it's gonna help break a possible tie:  I think I've said this before but Here's my theory. Miranda and aleks were in a pregame alliance from Olympics. Aleks mentioned his friend Miranda in his post that got him expelled. Adam was a part of that drama saying he had recipes of aleks being racist blah blah. So I think Miranda and Adam don't like each other or at least aren't aligned as much. So we can do one of two things. Get Miranda to see Adam needs to go and she can convince jennifer and rhea to vote Adam. Or we can get Adam to vote rhea which weakens that trio.

-Erin, July 29th, 2015. 

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Ep 7 Confessionals: “Any Way You Slice It, It’s Survivor Madness!” - Jenn

Jenna: well, I came here to write a very sad confessional about how I was about to turn on my friends but now I am literally dying of happiness. I mean yeah it sucks that Aleks is the reason Teddy went home and had he been found out sooner we would have majority and teddy, but Aleks getting taken from the game is the most amazing thing. I wanted him gone and now I have one more day in the game. Now we are split evenly and Tyler isn't going home and I can actually have a chance at working with the people I like. I didn't want to turn on Sam or Tyler or Jenny and I'm so freaking glad I didn't have to. Of course Aleks was always a challenge beast which is unfortunate but hopefully even if we lose we can figure something out. Maybe someone will switch, maybe we'll have to draw rocks, but the future is brighter than its been in a while and that's all that matters. Hopefully we'll win, hopefully I'll stay in and can figure things out as I go. But Aleks got what was coming for him and I am happy about that. 

Jenn: My head is spinning with everything that's been happening lately. First, on the bright side, with Aleks leaving it means that if the original Sahure members can stick together, we have all the numbers over the old tribes. Plus, my core alliance doesn't lose a member since Jenna is safe. On the negative side, I really like everyone on my new tribe. I've established some really good relationships and even though this is Survivor, I'm having a moral dilemma about who I would vote off. I know it has to be a member of Khufu, but Chris is always so upbeat, Hector is hilarious and fun to talk with and I get along super well with Erin and I feel like we have lots on common. Who can I trust the most is the real question. Any way you slice it, it's Survivor madness! (I love it!)

Michael: Aleks being removed from the game changes the tribe dynamic COMPLETELY. Now we have two sides, each with 4 members. 

Sam: Wow Aleks! Thanks for making it just a little bit easier for our alliance :) Now maybe this tribe will realize that we have to win, or rocks it is. 

Chris: This is the second time where I've been on the winning side of an immunity and someone has left the game.  Jesus I just want to relax and stop thinking for one day.  IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?!

Erin: Chris and I are trying to get information out of Lindsay about Neferka...its slow but steady. At least i finally feel like I'm playing a freaking game and not just the immunity games. Crossing fingers we can pull out this win again. 

Jenna: i don't really understand why I decided to do a freaking endurance challenge again. What part of the last one did you like Jenna? The staying up for 40 hours straight? The unbearable heaviness in your eyes at 4 in the morning? How you had to sit in a room with all the lights on and only stare at your computer, doing NOTHING else, so you wouldn't fall asleep and lose the challenge for your tribe? 

And now I'm on vacation and can't use those tricks to keep me awake and I really really don't want to stay up all night. But I'm the only one who will. Winning takes commitment and I am not going back to tribal. 

As for alliances, what can I possibly say. Everything's the same except we don't talk as much. Teddy help us together and now it's silent and in worried. Also, Sam realized that even if the split votes and rocks go our way this time, she found a self vote in the tomb and has to use it the next time which makes it another split vote with more rocks and we aren't that lucky. 

So, once again we're back to win or sway or change sides. If we win until another swap I'm golden, if we lose I don't know. 

I've been working on Danny and I can see he's not stupid. But at the same time he won't go against his people. He wants to play a cleaner and truthful game. I could switch sides too I suppose, but I don't know if I could do that. I don't know if I could work with Michael or janaya (she brings out challenge scores down) and I barely talk with Christine. 

So our only option is to win. Which is hard, cause our tribe doesn't seem to have the energy to win or the effort or the togetherness old sahure used to have and I'm assuming they still have it. 

Hopefully a swap is sooner rather than later, but when am I that lucky. 

Héctor: We are challenge beasts, seriously, we kicked Khufu's tribe even when they had increases. DID THEY THROW IT? Probably, Nefreska tribe has the numbers, there was an easy target, Teddy :(, and they'll get another member coming up so it made no difference for them to throw it or win it. The good thing is it will buy me more time to get to know my new tribe members. I hope Jenny and Sam are doing fine because I'm struggling... Chris told me that he got added to a group chat with Miranda and Szymon.

Miranda has told me she's not that close to Rhea but I don't buy it, I think Adam has something to do with them too. Adam being chief and Rhea "making a mistake" with the sacrifice challenge... NO, I'M NOT BUYING IT.

I've talked frequently with Jennifer, I've planted some seeds that Rhea is dangerous, she agreed and said that Rhea should share what she finds in the tomb... if we keep winning and she doesn't share shit then I get the ammo I need to target Rhea and then probably Miranda and Szymon... Miranda was right, this game is not returnees vs newbies, it's a free for all and I'm rallying the newbies to get that trio out. 

I GOT RECEIPTS.

Lindsay: I'm a little late to comment on it, but Aleks is a catfish or sock-puppet or even both? I don't know. I was asked how I felt about it, since I'm the only one on my tribe who had any interaction with him. Well, other than Miranda, but she knew him as Ash? Truth it, it didn't really have an impact on me personally. I mean yeah, I was definitely shocked, but I barely had any conversations with the guy & I didn't even know who Ash was when it all went down, so it didn't really affect me. I do hope he's doing okay though & that he learns from his mistakes & grows because of it. If anything good can come out of it, it's that. He's young & people make mistakes.

However, I think it does have an impact on the game. I can almost certainly say that he was NOT the one from Khufu who would have been voted out that tribal council. It would have been one of the non-Neferka members. How does this affect me? Well, Nerferka is down to 5, same with Khufu, meanwhile Sahure is still sitting pretty at 7. This gives the members of the old Sahure on my tribe now even more incentive to throw the challenges &/or vote me out now. Weakens Neferka even more & saves Jenna & Tyler over there, so they can come back to them if/when there is another tribe swap/merge. Jeez, just when I thought things couldn't get any worse.

I'm trying to not complain though. You gotta deal with the hand your dealt with in this game, & right now it's this. It makes me even more worried about the immunity challenge now, but I can only do the best I can. I guess we'll see tonight if I'm in jeopardy.

Christine: So I guess me and Danny weren't the only returnees from Neferka...too soon? I'm sorry that was a terrible joke. Anyway I'm shocked that Aleks was removed from the game, he was such a sweet guy. But now that he's gone Neferka no longer has the majority so we have to find someone willing to flip and work with us. 

I'm pretty sure the plan is to get the old Khufu members on our side to target the old Sahure members, which personally we should have done the first tribal...But anyway I'm trying to get on good terms with everyone in case there's another tribe swap. I think I've made a good enough connection with Jenna and she seems like a trustworthy person so if things go south at the next tribal for our alliance, I think I'd be ok with working with her. But yeah, hopefully we end up winning this immunity challenge so I don't have to worry about anything like that anytime soon.

Jenna: I swear to god if we lose this challenge. I stayed up for pretty much 40 freaking hours and $57 is the best you can do. And then we lose and it'll either go to rocks and a good challenge person will go home or one of us who try our hardest will and it makes me so mad. Janaya should not be here. She sucks at everything and it pisses me off that I'll probably go before her. Our tribe is screwed if we don't come together and I'm willing to but I don't think they are.

Michael: We lost a third challenge in a row. This is not looking good for us. Anyway, I'm trying to get Samantha and Jenny to consider voting with the former Neferka members. I've made the case that the original Sahure members are very powerful on the other team and we'll all be wiped out unless we work together. Joining us will buy them a minimum of 2 extra tribals, so I hope they decide to do it.

Jenna: .....yeah.... Of course.... Why wouldn't we lose? Why did I think otherwise..... Lost 40 hours of sleep for nothing 

Jenny: I was so freaking happy when aleks was removed but honestly it really hasn't helped us that much. The only difference is that the ex-neferkas are trying to talk to us because now they sort of need us. Our tribe is split 4-4 and I would rather go to rocks than flip on tyler. Rocks at least gives us a chance of getting majority, meanwhile flipping on tyler makes us minority (because I don't actually think this "alliance" will last) and only makes us safe one more week. Basically my position in this game is still shitty.  

Christine: Well we're off to tribal...again. If all goes according to plan, Tyler should be going home. I've made a pretty solid connection with Jenna and Danny so hopefully she can get Sam and Jenny to vote with us. We're also planting doubt in Janaya that things could go to rocks because we aren't really sure if she has an idol or not. Tonight will definitely be interesting and hopefully we can actually pull this out and start winning some challenges.

Jenna: This game is an awful, awful game. Here I am again thinking about voting out Tyler to save my own butt, to avoid rocks. Danny and Christine says there with us next to get janaya out but who knows if that's true. And then if I do make it to the merge or another swap, who will I even go with? I don't know if I trust Miranda very much anymore with what Teddy told me, but i don't know. And whose to say that their with me anyway. I can't constantly be flipping and I know that, so I have to choose which side my end game is. And I can't do it. I don't know what I'll say. I know I'll be on the bottom of this group come merge cause if hectors still in Sam and Jenny will want to team up with him. Well I won't be on top I'll be in the middle. 

I also hate being with so many returners. But that's the only choice I have. I need to stay around and my position is good right now if people aren't lying, but it's not just position it's also your heart and your soul, which are both struggling with the choices I have to make.

Lindsay: I can't believe we won immunity last night! We knew it was going to come down to the creativity part, because we knew our Lemonade Stand scores were amazing & Jenna won Endurance. Jenn really pulled through for us, well Rhea too, but Jenn like doubled everyone's score. Maybe they're not planning on throwing the competitions. I don't know. All I know is I'm still in the game & that's all that really matters.

Chris: I swear to Lorde that if a Sahure doesn't go home tonight, I'm gonna throw a fit.

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Ep 6 Confessionals: “The Villains Always Do Lose in the End”- Erin

Szymon: Ok so yesterday was pretty intense. Generally this new tribe is intense. I'm totally not used to have a tribe where everyone (well, still almost everyone) is so active!

And when i thought that everything was going great, and i was skyping my two closest allies in game (Miranda and Jennifer)... I RANDOMLY ADDED CHRIS TO OUR SKYPE CHAT!!!!!!!

SLKAJSDLGKAJSDLGKAJDGLAGJALKGL i was sweating and we quickly changed the name of chat and picture, saying that we wanted just a call for planning the challenge, and we quickly moved it on tribe chat...That call on tribe chat was so awkward. At the end everyone made some excuse to just leave it lol! But Chris seemed like he didn't catch the wind on anything /unless hes just playing/

Anyway its been good to win a challenge and have a day off right now.I spent it on trying to talk to people as much as possible. And here are my current opinions/impressions on new people:

Chris - He seems pretty chill, he said to me that I talk to him the most since the swap and that he wants to work on a long term with me, I said him exactly what he wanted to hear /aka the same/ which isn't exactly lie because i'd love to work with him, but not sure if on long term. Lindsay - She's really nice, i enjoy talking to her and i think she should be fine unless Neferkas will gang up on Jenna in other tribe. We actually have a lot things in common about food! Erin - ERIN IS AMAZING! I have no idea why she was targeted first tribal! But even if we didnt really game talk, i feel like she works really close with Chris as they message me almost at the same time. Hector - Idk what to think about him. Im pretty sure that he worked with Teddy and they both created a mess in Khufu dividing them into returnees vs newbie thing. 

Anyway all that counts for now is JENNA SURVIVING THAT TRIBAL. JENNA I BELIEVE IN YOU AND PRAY FOR YOU EVERY MINUTE! 

Jenna: :(

Jenny: So basically the only thing we were able to do was try to convince aleks to vote with us considering none of the ex neferkas talk to us. But he didn't flip  and we will probably lose the challenge because we are a mess. It's gonna be 5-4 again, and either tyler, sam, jenna, or I will be going home. Deja vu. Except it's tyler not teddy. Honestly it's miserable being on a tribe where half of your tribe mates don't talk to you. And I already miss Teddy. Him and Hector were my closest allies from the beginning and now I don't have either of them. My only hope is that second swap or merge will come before I am picked off. @Aleks:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OK4fJhbRL1g  At least accept our contact requests. Baaah. 

Tyler: Now that I've joined my new tribe I've been feeling a bit uneasy because I only have Jenna from the old Sahure tribe here. While we were close allies over there and still are here it seems like we are on the bottom. We've got to find a way to get out of this. 

Samantha: Honestly this is the most unfair swap. I hate my new tribe. Their communication skills suck and everyone is playing like a lil bitch. Definitely gonna miss Teddy, already do, that was the hardest tribal so far in this game. We were so set on our old tribe, super pissed about it. And now these Danny followers are just content with losing immunity every time because hey who cares, they're safe and they can just pick us off one by one. The new tribes should've been distributed better tbh. Guess we'll just have to fight for immunity each time so they can't vote us out. 

Jenna: Well i'm still here but i think i screwed myself over by trusting Aleks. I think i needed to just vote Teddy and prove my alliance to old Neferka, but whatever, the past is in the past and i think i can still pull something out of my sleeve. At least Tyler's here. Honestly, if he wasn't I don't think I would be able to handle all this on my own. But i mean really Im doing that anyway even with him here. I mean I was the one who risked my butt to save us by trying to turn Aleks, I can up with the original plan, I organized what we should be trying to say to everyone. And now Im apparently the only one who can actually hold conversations with people so Im gonna end up dragging Tylers butt to the merge all on my own. 

Still it's nice to have someone familiar. 

I talked with Danny a little after the vote and he was weird about it. He said he had wanted to work with me down the line, but i think i screwed that up. Honestly Im trying really hard to get with him. I know Teddy said to not to but the Khufus are doomed, unless of course Teddys little message helped them know that they have no ties to Erin and Chris which is worrisome. 

I think I'm done trying with Aleks. I don't like him. He doesn't come across well and he already screwed me over. I think I might just show Danny that he was this close to switching and try to get him out, but i don't know if that'll work.

Honestly, we just need to win. We need to get a day off and relax and get to know each other better so I can stay around and try working with My other people again

Though I did get some interesting information from Teddy on Miranda and Szymon which scares me but at the same time Szymon told me things about Teddy that didn't seem true either.

Anyway, I'm sad he's gone. I think he would have been a good ally to have. 

But anyway, everything is kinda bad overall

Chris: I'm amazed that they voted out Teddy last night.  They really fucked up on that vote.  They 100% should have voted Jenna out.  She was alone!  They left the door open to have Sahure make it to the merge with 7 original tribe members.  That was just a foolish foolish decision.  Sorry Teddy!  I was really hoping you would make it to merge.  Anyway, The Hags (Erin, Lindsay, and I) are all thinking that the old Neferka is going to throw the next couple of challenges to keep Lindsay safe.  I just hope that she doesn't disregard the Hags when me go to the merge.  Notice how i said WHEN.  Not IF.  I WILL SUCCEED.

Jenna: im really alone right now. I miss my friends from Sahure and I miss people actually caring about me. I miss not having to be mean and backstabbing and I really miss being able to talk on the phone for 2+ hours about stupid things. I really need some ally's right now and although I have Tyler Sam and Jenny they aren't real. They're game ally's and nothing more and I really want more. 

Michael: Tribal Council yesterday went exactly as planned. On Khufu it's extremely divided with the former Neferka tribe members on one side and everyone else on the other. At least I'm in majority. I'm not expecting it to stay this way forever though, so I need to maintain relationships with all my tribe mates. I spoke to Jenny and I'm gonna try to help her scrape by even though we're on opposite sides. I may need to work with her down the line.

Lindsay: @hosts I'm sending you  my medical bill for the carpel tunnel I'm going to receive from this fucking Avalanche game that I'm not giving up on because if we lose immunity I'm going home because your tribe swap put me on this stupid fucking tribe.  

Erin: Ahem....Is this thing on? I hope so cause this is going to be good.

Oh Teddy....what can I say? You got your's boo. Seems you got voted out by old Neferka because you didn't talk to them until time for tribal...how funny! Granted I'd rather you stay because you're a target before I am AND I wanted the satisfaction of writing your name with a sweet message from the rightful Chief of original Khufu who was forced and bullied into taking the spot, your plan to get me out first failed and I'm still here. OMG like I beat you dude! Little 'ol Erin, who played the game honestly and with integrity has beaten Teddy, the man who thought he could push me around and tell me how to think....guess the villains always do lose in the end huh?

Have fun with your life. See you never.

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Jenny: So Michael messaged me today saying that he feels badly about tribal and if we end up losing again, he's going to try to keep me safe and once merge or second swap happens, he would like to work with me, but for now it would be foolish of him to flip on the neferkas. If he's being sincere and truly feels bad for us, i guess that's kind of sweet...? Like at least he's talking to me...? But even so, he can easily help us by flipping to our side. If he's not being sincere, then it's a stupid attempt to make me like him in case i make merge and/or jury. It's a sugar coated way of saying I'll work with you when it's convenient for me. I should be thankful, though. If he's actually pulling for me, that's more help then I could have ever hoped for. Hopefully it will be enough to get me to a safer position. 

Adam: sigh, so basically here's whats been going on, me and the old sahure alliance agreed that one of us needed to stay chief in order to control who would go to the tomb and look for the idol and what not, i did not really want the position of chief because of how much of a target that's gonna put on my back especially if we ever lose any immunities as a tribe it makes me an easy first boot, but none of these people wanted to do it so of course i had to step up and do it because even tho it might hurt my game being chief it would hurt my game even more having someone i dont trust as chief so whatever 

my strategy as chief is to make sure people dont actually see me as a leader, im trying to make sure im basically just the figure head of this tribe and we make every decision together that way incase something goes wrong its not my ass on the line, but we'll see how that goes, and as far as the first immunity comp as a new tribe it worked well, thank god rhea didnt keep that amulet because now shes the only person who can go to the tomb for the next 3 immunities and i probably trust her the most on my new tribe, but those greedy little shits on the other tribe literally took every advantage possible and almost everyone is gonna have a 30% increase on the next immunity comp, which means i need to get to work and prepare for next tribal because odds are we're going to it, ive talked to pretty much everyone on my tribe and i think everyone feels good with me because thats my strategy, i want everyone to trust me and feel confident that im looking out for them so they keep me around when really the only person i really care about is myself no tea no shade so we'll see how that goes, if we lose immunity im pretty much gonna just hope to keep old sahure strong and hopefully get them to pick off whichever one of the other people i think is gonna be the least useful to me going down the road  

Janaya: Wow, this past immunity challenge though! My alliance has a plan, and this is only the beginning.

Sam: Okay that before and after comp was like harder than any other challenge or puzzle I've ever done so I am never picking to do one of those again hahaha wow

Chris: I'm gonna need a straight jacket after this godforsaken avalanche game.  Have I done something to make you angry hosts?!  HUH?!  WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS. 

Aleks: Oh we're so going to lose this challenge...whatever, there's more Sahure members to kick out

Lindsay: YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS. 

We won immunity so I am safe for another few days. Like, winning immunities is my only way to stay in the game right now, because I know as soon as we lose I'm toast.

Going back to last tribal council, I'm not sure why they didn't vote out Jenna because as long as she's still there, the old Sahure has all the reason in the world to throw challenges to vote me out. I'm honestly surprised they haven't so far.Get me out to weaken Neferka, while keeping Jenna & now Tyler safe. It just makes sense. Especially since Miranda, Szymon, & Jenn accidentally added Chris to a chat with the title "PRAY FOR JENNA 2k15". OBVIOUSLY I'm not complaining though. 

I really wish these people weren't so nice & easy to talk to, because it would make it easier for me to hate them if they didn't talk to me & weren't so nice. I don't believe a word they say, especially after the last immunity challenge. So, any time they try to talk any kind of game with me, I just play stupid & give away zero information. I've been talking to Jenn a lot, & she says she wouldn't vote for me if we go to tribal. Do I believe it? No, but hey, at least it's something right?

Chris thinks we can get Szymon to flip, but I really don't think so. I think Miranda, Jenn, & him are a tight three, with Adam & Rhea as 4 & 5. They're just trying to appease us & get information so they know our every move. There's nothing we can do about it but keep winning competitions, so we're just gonna suck it up & survive.

Sam: EVERYONE IN THIS GAME SUCKS! Honestly this whole "throw immunity challenges to get out the minority in the tribe" strategy is horrible. These cowards actually have no game whatsoever. I would not vote for any of them to win. And when I say them, I am referring to Danny, Michael, Janaya (who WAY TOO OBVIOUSLY threw that comp), Aleks and Christine. This group needs to put on their big girl and boy panties and start playing survivor.

Sam: I hope I'm not hated by anyone for my confessionals hahaha I just post what I feel and tbh I have a lot of feelings 

Michael: It's kind of sad that even with many of us having advantages, our tribe still lost immunity. Right now the plan is to vote off Samantha and lie to the others about the vote in case one of them plays an idol. I feel decently safe going into this vote because the ex-Neferka alliance has majority and even if an idol is played or someone flips, I think that Danny will get the rest of the votes since everyone views him as the alliance leader. I consider Danny as a shield right now for me in the game. I'm probably viewed as one of his sheep right now, which is exactly what I want people to think. It's too early to make a big move just yet.

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Ep 5 Confessionals: “Have Fun in Reject Land” - Erin

Jenn: Oh my god, I was not expecting the tribe swap to come so early. We should’ve known something was up as soon as it was a double Tribal. I’m feeling okay about the swap, as long as the original Sahure members stay together, we’ve got the numbers to control decisions. It sucks to lose a member of my core alliance in Jenna though, hopefully she can stick it out over there. Good luck girl!

Christine: I have no idea what’s going on right now. So the tribe swap has me completely messed me up right now. Even though NuKhufu has 5 out of the 6 old Neferka members, we lost Lindsay. Lindsay was one of the few people in our alliance and she was probably one of the only people I completely trusted. Hopefully her social game is strong enough and she’s able to survive and I do believe that if anyone can pull off an Amber, it’s her.

As for the people on Khufu, I really like them all at this point. I think I’ve already built a pretty good relationship with Teddy and hopefully Jenny will be willing to work with me since we have that first boot connection. This first challenge will be interesting so I guess we’ll just have to see what happens afterwards.

Héctor: 2 NEWBIES OUT!!!

A SWAP!!!!

AT KHUFU WE SAID TO STICK TOGETHER

CHRIS NOR ERIN ARE TALKING TO ME AT ALL IN THE NEW TRIBE

THEY’RE DEAD TO ME

DEAD.

Jenna: I’m so screwed. I am so fucking fucked. Of course OF COURSE i am the only one from my freaking tribe on the new freaking tribe. I mean i was set. I WAS SET TO MERGE. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I’m really pissed. I’m really pissed and really really scared. I don’t know who to trust and I really miss my group. Like I honestly want to cry. I like Jenny on this tribe, and the rest of the old Khufu is pretty nice, but they are in the minority. Even if i wanted to be with them it could screw me over because it’s 5 against 4. Unless someone has an idol and we could use that.

Miranda told me before I left to use my swing voteness and I’m gonna try. If we lose than i get tyler and we were close and I can work with him to try to stay in. Honestly i just need to get back to my group. I need to make it there and i’m set.

This freaking challenge sucks too cause the Neferkas could easily screw us over cause it doesn’t matter too much to them

Honestly i’m hoping that sahure will throw the challenge. as much as that sucks it may be the only way ill stay in the game and they can afford it. They don’t need to win

but neither does neferka. FUCK. I think i’m gonna just let people know my vote is free and hopefully Neferka will trust me if they know ill vote with them…. or that there are cracks in their group

otherwise I’m gone

Jenna: Fuck okay I have a plan. One of the things you can pick is an extra vote to cast at tribal, and if 2 people from the Khufu’s and me pick that then we could have more votes than the Neferakas and then we’d get Tyler if we lost and then it would be 5 against 4 with us in the majority. Of course, it takes a lot of trust and idk if i have that and it could totally screw me over but i’m playing the game until i go out, and if that means trying this suicide plan then so be it. hopefully they see the smarts in it. It’ll save them too

Jenny: Another twist, another confessional. So I came on after shabbat and was so happy to learn that khufu came in first again!!!! Go khufu kraken!! But legitimately one minute after I came online, it was announced that we were swapping. I’m so disappointed that Hector was swapped and he is in such a bad position right now. He’s on a tribe with Erin and Chris, or as I like to call them, Mr. and Mrs. Fake. I’m very relieved that I’m with Sam and Teddy still, but our tribe is 5-3-1. Jenna is the only one on our tribe from Sahure but she told me that the ex-Neferkas aren’t even talking to her. So she’s definitely going to join our alliance, which I’m super happy about- I really like her. I don’t really like the ex-Neferkas so far. I thought it would be nice to be with Danny and Christine, but considering they have the majority, they will probably stick together. Danny has already volunteered katniss style to become chief, and I’m fine with that. Jenna has already proposed some HUGE moves to get a majority. I’m in the mood for the excitement of a big move.  

Chris: Of course just as Khufu evens the playing field there’s a freaking swap.  Ugh I’m so annoyed.  AND OF COURSE i end up on a tribe with 5 Sahure members.  Like yeah that seems fair.  If we don’t win, Erin and I are goners.  BUT I may have a plan to get a really strong sahure member out and it’s just crazy enough that it could work.  Stay tuned folks!

Jenna: Okay, so I’m getting closer with Sam, Jenny, and Teddy. I know Szymon said to not trust Teddy but I have to and he seems trust worthy enough. We decided to all grab the double vote and some other advantages and that way we’d have 8 votes at tribal. Hoping that the old Neferkas all don’t do the same thing, we can vote out one of them/ hopefully Danny cause he’d be the chief/ and then get Tyler to be in our majority. Then we pick a new chief within one of us 5 so Neferka won’t be able to put anyone into the tomb to try and find the idol and then we’re set.

The only way i see this backfiring is if we lose or they play an idol on the right person. But if i go out it’s gonna be with a bang. And this bang is gonna be the loudest of the game yet.

Szymon: Ok so I feel like I’m behind a lot with confessionals, so let me talk a bit about last tribal.

Me, Miranda, Jennifer and Jenna had a skype call to decide what we were going to do, and after discussing our option it came down to either Blake or Adam going home.

There were both positives and negatives - personally i would rather to keep Blake, since even he doesn’t get online too much i thought that i would rather be stuck with him at tribe swap than with Adam, because i have no idea what to expect from that guy.

We figurated out that for the best of us it would be to vote out Blake, as that would keep tribe united. I mean he self-voted… Social game? Where are you..?

Syzmon: Then i woke up to a tribe swap……. I definitly missed the time when it happened but once i woke up i started to talk to people and feel them. Situation seems to be perfect… 5 sahure, 3 khufu and 1 neferka. But the situation seemed just as easy as here in my last season, Matsu where after the swap my original Nangan had majority to blow it up. I dont want  this to happen here. I don’t want to make the same mistake.

So im definitly going to approach this situation in other way.

The swap started WITH A BOMB! THIS CHALLENGE AND ANOTHER CHIEF VOTE.

I gotta stay away from chief role. I can’t afford to drag that target on my back, so i quickly noticed my alliance shaure chat that i don’t think me being the leader is the best idea due to my timezone… I dont want to put a target on Miranda or Jenn and i think the best thing would be to give Adam the role of leader as he seems that he wants to stay old-sahure-strong whatsoever. Im so glad that im still here with Miranda and Jenn but im also really worried for Jenna. I dont want her to leave but she is really smart so i can only hope that she’s going to be fine.

It seems like our tribe have a good startegy coming down to this challenge. “whatever is going to be the best for group”

Also from new people i really like Erin and Lindsay, i don’t really understand why Erin was targeted in her first tribal council and i honestly dont really understand why.

Adam: WHEW is there some things to talk about, first lets do tribal council, ok so it my last confessional i talked about the plan me and jenna were thinking of to blindside blake and it worked so well that he even voted for himself (okay so maybe not a perfect blindside since he caught onto it) but still that made me feel really good and i felt really comfortable in my position with my tribe

BUT THEN IN COMES A TRIBE SWAP TO MESS UP MY GAME, when i first heard “drop your buffs” i was terrified because i had just got done building strong relationships and alliances with people on my old tribe, but then beyonce christ herself showed up and literally the entire old sahure tribe was on the new sahure tribe, minus jenna and tyler but tyler still might get back with us, i was screaming, although poor jenna i hope she can survivor on her new tribe because i would love to reconnect with her at the merge but i can only worry about myself for right now, and as far as me in the game rn im in a really good position if i do say so myself, like not to sound conceited but i think im definitely the most powerful player on this new tribe, i made sure to keep old sahure in an alliance together so we have the numbers, but the new people have also approached me so i have almost all of them as a backup as well, my only fear with being in such a powerful position is that i might get voted chief now and while that just proves how much power i have im not a fan of the concept because it puts a target on my back, but you know im gonna have to put a little bit of trust in the old sahure that if we lose a challenge they aint gonna try and give me the boot so ill be fine with it if it even happens

but yeah i just feel like this tribe swap mightve actually improved my game now, i feel like a queen and every other person in this game are just my pawns who are about to be picked off one by one, im trying to play my game in phases, basically im a chameleon in this game, like phase 1 i played lowkey because  i was worried about not making it to the tribe swap stage of the game and now that ive done that i can step it up, i can be more aggressive and hopefully playing hard will carry me to the merge and then once i get there depending on how the games going phase 3 will start and ill adopt whatever new strategy i need to get me to the end, but i dont wanna sound too conceited who knows we could easily lose this next immunity challenge and ill be the first one voted off, thats the beautiful thing about survivor is you never really know what the hell is gonna happen

Lindsay: Remember that time I said I was excited for a tribe swap? Well, I’d like to punch myself in the face right about now because I just got swapfucked so goddamn hard..

Not only am I not with any of my Tomb Raiders in my new tribe, but I’m not with ANYONE from my old tribe whatsoever.. I’m the lone Neferka on nuSahure, & that means I am the easiest target to pick off.

They’ll probably throw this challenge to save Jenna on Khufu, vote me out to weaken the 5 Neferkas on Khufu, & then get Tyler back on Sahure for a 6-3 majority… I’m a sitting duck, dead man walking, any other cliche that means rip to me.

Honestly, my only hope is to work with the 3 old Khufu’s & try to flip one of the old Sahure’s.. Danny told me to trust Rhea right before we swapped, so I guess that’s my best bet, but I don’t know. I just think I’m fucked. But, I’m not gonna give up. In quoting fellow Canadian Justin Bieber, “never say never’.

Erin: 5-3-1. 5 Sahure, 3 Khufu, 1  Neferka. 5 Sahure, 4 others.

This should be interesting.

I hope Hector doesn’t Kass us and flip. It would be dumb for him to, he’d be next out, wouldn’t make it to merge.

I love love love Lindsey. Miranda and Jennifer are cool too. I’m glad I’m with Chris too but I’ll miss Jenny and Sam. :( Bye T*ddy tbh. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Miranda and Szymon make it pretty obvious they’re tight. And if Sahure is as tight as they appear to be they won’t be out anytime soon.

The old Sahure were talking about making me chief again LO FREAKING L. KILL ME. But Adam just volunteered which is good AND bad cause now Sahure has all control over the tomb. But I didn’t want that target anymore. He can have it.

Like now with this annoying immunity I cant even get a shot at the tomb anyway because the 40 points means i cant be chosen for three rotations so ugh. Like I want to choose something good because i had to deal with being chief which had zero perks for so long but i know it’ll make me a target.

This immunity is going to make or break me I can feel it.

Aleks: Ive been really busy recently so I forgot about this :( sorry, im happy Alex is gone tho

Héctor: ok my ex Khufu tribe members are not that dead to me, they are actually consulting things with me but there is no alliance chat whatsoever so… 50% dead, they’re zombies, I can use their zombie votes…

I’ve talked to Miranda and she says that the newbies vs returnees is not a thing this season… I’ll keep an eye on that, i’ll keep voting newbies just in case…

I’m playing a low key game right now, I hope I get approached if we go to tribal, I’m not taking any rewards out of the challenge, I hope somebody else does so a target can be created

Jenn: This whole new tribe thing is really throwing a curve ball into my plans. Everyone seems really friendly, and having a Skype chat certainly helped, but it’s hard to tell if it’s genuine or if they know they might be in the minority if original Sahure stays together. It sounds like Khufu was newbies against returnees, so any divide they already have is good for me. If that’s really the case, I don’t trust Hector. Survivor gods, wish me luck!

Miranda: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_dj9di7omo

Michael: I’m so glad that the former Neferka tribe has majority on the new Khufu tribe. For this challenge, I’m taking all of the rewards and I know that Danny, Christine, Aleks and Janaya are taking a lot as well. But to keep the other members of my tribe from being angry at me, I accepted the rewards for the next immunity challenge and told them "I figured we’re already losing this challenge, so I may as well help us win the next one so we don’t lose two in a row”. I feel like giving everyone a heads up on my plan will make them trust me more and not have them feel blindsided when the rest of the former Neferka members take rewards.

Christine: Wow, let me just tell you guys that Khufu does not mess around at all. They’re certainly full of surprises and frankly that terrifies me. What terrifies me even more is that Neferka is targeting Teddy and they’re saying it’s a good thing for tribe challenges, which lets be honest, it’s a pretty terrible reason cause if that was the case we’d be going after Jenny. I like Teddy and I think he’s willing to work with me but Neferka has decided to already send in their votes and I’m just like, can we chill for a second please and thank you!? We have 24 hours to make our decision for a reason! It’s whatever I guess but if this decision comes to bite us in the butt during tribal then I’m gonna lose it.

Lindsay: So, we won immunity… Yaaaay, right? NOPE.

Everyone stuck to our plan of taking the Cursed Egyptian Amulet & Miranda & Erin even took challenge decreases to solidify our win. Oh, wait.. I’m forgetting something. That’s right! Rhea “screwed up” her submission, so she ended up sacrificing everything. Clearly that was a set up.

1. Rhea is now the only person who can go to the tomb for three rounds, ensuring she is the only one who gets a chance to search for the idol - keeping it in old Sahure’s hands

2. Rhea has to compete in EVERY competition we have now, when she was arguably one of the worst competitors on old Sahure & sat out most challenges - hmm. Could they be making sure we lose future challenges?

3. Miranda & Erin, our two best competitors are receiving decreases in the next challenge - Further adding to the fact that they could be throwing the next challenge, probably to get me out.

4. Adam gets to choose who does what in the immunity challenges, keeping even more power in Sahure’s hands - Hmm, Miranda there’s a puzzle this round, right? Oh, you can do the flash game then!!!!! (Kind of a stretch, but we’ll see how it goes)

5. Old Khufu & I have no advantages whatsoever, we are basically screwed.

Congratulations, Sahure. You outplayed us. We were so focused on not looking like threats & just wanting to make it through this round, we didn’t think anything like this could happen. We thought you’d throw this one if you wanted us out. That’s why we didn’t take the stupid vote doubler, we thought if we lost it would save us for this round only, Tyler would come back & we’d be at a 5-4 disadvantage again. But, I guess Tyler & Jenna were sacrificial lambs to them.

Our only hope for the Hags (Chris, Erin, & I - Because we’re older then everyone else) is to keep winning immunity challenges, which may be possible if my old pals at Neferka are throwing the challenges for me. We’re gonna try our damned hardest at whatever challenges they throw at us. If we can make it back to old Neferka, we can really run this game. But it’s a long fucking road to get there. We’re definitely the underdogs on this tribe.

Goddamn it, my dad will be happy I’m in this predicament & am probably getting vote out. I hope you’re all happy!

The only thing is that they think we’re fucking stupid enough to not realize what the fuck just happened. We all knew as soon as we saw the post. Come on, now.

Jenna: Well, we’re fucked… or more specifically, i’m fucked. Please follow through Aleks

Jenna: Here’s my poem: I am so freaking Fucked The light of dawn sure ruined my luck Oh Tyler if only I could be you Or you could be here then we’d have a chance too But no we are sitting here dead on the water I sure do wish that Aleks would decide to totter. Unfortunately Neferka is just too tight and us four can’t beak them even with all our might so I cry and i scream and i screw myself over just to try to someone I don’t trust to look over This could be the last time you hear from me too, Just know that I went out kicking and screaming not hiding in the loo Thank you

Anyway i miss my Sahures. i love you guys and if i leave I hope one of you wins! Please do not let Danny win though. If he does I will actually, literally die.

Erin: LO FREAKING L AT THIS IMMUNITY.

Like we won sure, but at a huge cost.

I hope Sam is okay over there. :(

Miranda’s already acting like she won this thing. Sure I like her,she’s nice and we have a lot in common, but not all 5 of you Sahure can make it to final 3 bbys… And Miranda…who won the last two immunities in a row? Khufu. WHo beat YOU by TWENTY SIX SECONDS in the slide puzzle and DOMINATED in the selfie challenge? Ahem…oh right, me. Miranda said Khufu is a mess. Khufu isn’t a mess. Teddy was. Get it right.

Chris: Does Sahure think I’m an idiot?  OH okay Rhea like you just FORGOT to say you’re keeping the amulet?  YOU HAD ONE JOB.  There’s no way this was planned.  Someone on that tribe told her to do it on purpose so she could be the only person to go into the tomb.  So dumb.  But I have to play along like a little idiot because then people will think I’m a threat.  And we have people like Miranda who think they own this game because they’ve only been to tribal once.  And her shitting on Khufu because we had a rough start?  LOL MIRANDA.  It’ll be grande to vote her out.  Girl, you have great taste in television shows, I’ll give you that.  But I was told your social game was on point.  LOL to that.

Christine: Ok, so I think I’ve finally decided to go along with Neferka and vote out Teddy because I’ve heard that he and his alliance are targeting Danny and I can’t risk that. Without Danny me and Michael can’t get into the tomb and with Tyler potentially joining our tribe after this tribal, I can’t risk him joining the others and forming a majority over us. So, I’m sorry Teddy but at this point I don’t have a choice.

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Ep 4 Confessionals: “Not to Sound Heartless But I Don’t Really Care” - Adam

Héctor: omggggggg WE WON!!!!! The octopuses got eaten by the Khufu Kraken.

So there are two possible scenarios, one is that the other tribes figure out that Khufu has voted out newbies so they will go after a returnee. Or the returnees are inspired by us and figure out a way to save themselves. I really hope it’s the latter so we can even the numbers a little bit more! 14 newbies to go!!

Adam: So I’m a little frustrated, I made it my mission to make sure I got put on the flash game that way I could blow the immunity comp just on my part and hopefully get sent to the tomb and get that idol for my ass and my ass only, so I blew the challenge no problem, but then when it comes time to send someone to the tomb and miranda goes ‘o lets pick someone from the flash game’, perfect, but before i can even say ill go szymon volunteers and everyone just agrees to it??? szymon has already been to the tomb so i dont know what hes trying to pull and more importantly i dont get why everyone just so easily agreed to it??

this doesnt sit right with me and the only logical explanation is szymon and miranda must be in an alliance, why else would she send him twice? it dont make no sense, like get your life can yall be anymore obvious? who knows jennifer and blake might be in on it too, theyre all just a bunch of shady little shits, and im onto them, but am i gonna let them know that im onto them? hell no. i know that there’s gotta be a majority alliance on this tribe and right now im completely on the outs. the only person who talks to me somewhat that i trust is jenna but the rest of these people? i dont know any of them, the only way im gonna survive in this game now is if i make sure we keep winning immunities until a tribe swap or a merge or something happens thatll save me and get me away from these people and around some new ones

also we were told today that tayvie quit the game, and hes not apart of my tribe so not to sound heartless but i dont really care, it’s just one less person for me to vote out

Chris: I am still in shock that Khufu won immunity!  We all worked so hard, and deserved this win.  I can’t believe that Sam and Erin got over 200 points on selfies alone.  That’s insane.  What I like about seeing these postings and how well the other players perform, is that I can finally start to see who I want to get out if we’re both around for the merge.  Miranda is at the top of my list. 9 seconds on the puzzle?!?!  THAT’S CRAZY!!!!  Also, Jenna isn’t too far behind because SHE ALSO GOT 9 POINTS.  How does that happen?!  Like yeah the puzzle was really easy but still that does not make sense.  Whatever we don’t have to vote someone out!  I just hope that Tayvie is okay.  It’s really unfortunate that a player quit, but I hope it wasn’t because of anything serious.  

Héctor: so we got the beautiful news that twoO TRIBES ARE GOING TO LOSE THIS CHALLENGE WHAT THE F#$“#$%&% WHY DIDN’T THIS HAPPENED LAST NIGHT WHEN A NEWBIE QUIT THE GAME AND WE STILL HAVE NO IDEA HOW THEY ARE WORKING, WHY DOES THIS HAS TO HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE LIKE US

I SUCK AT ALL OF THESE CHALLENGES, APPARENTLY MY NECK IS ON THE LINE AND THE ONLY THING I HAD GOING FOR ME WAS MY CHALLENGE PERFORMANCES BUT NOW I’M GONNA SUCK SO BAD UHHMMM

HOLD ON

actually if I suck at the challenge I can get picked to go to the tomb and  get something to help me out further, I don’t think I’m in danger but just in case

OH AND WE KNOW THAT SAM HAS A VOTE AGAINST HER SO IF I FEEL LIKE I’M GOING HOME I’M JUST GONNA EXPOSE THAT BECAUSE I AIN’T GOING ANYTIME SOON I’M PISSED WITH THIS CHALLENGE THEY SUCK AND THEY WERE ALL MADE BY SATAN HIMSELF THANKS BYE

Jenny: WE WON!! I was so happy that I didn’t have to deal with going to tribal, for the first time since i started playing TS. This victory was a huge relief, and hopefully from now on we will be able to stay away from tribal. I was looking forward to a relaxing 24 hours but then Tayvie decided to quit so now the immunity challenge was announced early. That’s shocking but I’m glad that Danny and Christine are safe for now. Teddy, Hector, and I really don’t want returnees to be picked off one by one, so the more returnees left after swap /merge, the better. Also, I barely know them, but I’m hoping if we all make it to swap/ merge that they will be willing to work with me because all of us are returning first boots. Anyways, I was really nervous about this challenge, especially because of the double tribal. I know that we pulled through for the last challenge, but what are the chances that we will come in first again? This challenge is extremely difficult. I mean, who can possibly beat miractopus on puzzles? I know shit about past tumblr survivor seasons. And after seeing the flash game, I never thought I would say this, I actually miss winterbells. I’m trying to be realistic about our chances of winning. You know what they say: hope for the best, expect the worst.

Jenny: I’m freaking out. So originally I thought i was going to do the puzzle which I am doing well on- i got 214 seconds and I know i can get lower than that. But now since Sam is in atlanta she has to do either trivia or the puzzle and she doesn’t feel comfortable doing trivia and then erin has a higher score than me so far in the puzzle and lower than me in the flash game so she’s gonna do the puzzle. But i can’t even get past the 9th level and i already have 400 deaths. So i’m obviously gonna perform the worst in this challenge and even though my alliance says they won’t let me get voted out because of that I’m still super worried. I’m honestly panicking right now I really don’t want to lose this for our tribe.

Erin: CAN YOU SAY SEFLIE QWEEN?! So happy we won our first immunity and got to relax for…well less that 24 hours until the next challenge was dropped like a bomb from hell. I’m killing this slide puzzle too so I hope its enough to win again.

I feel bad about Jace….but he would very rarely respond to me after the first tribal. And he wasn’t too good at the challenges and barely tried them. But its still so hard to hurt someone’s feelings.

Because only one tribe is safe this immunity I’m already preparing for the worst. I went to Chris and asked to form a majority alliance, him, me Sam and another (Jenny) but he said he didnt want to do anything yet BUT AFTER THE CHALLENGE ITLL BE TOO LATE  and they’ll think we’re just coming to them for the numbers like last time when i almost got voted out. Chris also said he 'could never write Teddy’s name down” ARE. YOU. FUCKING. KIDDING. ME.?!?!?!?!?! THE DUDE GOT 2ND HIS SEASON, HAS BLATANTLY LIED TO YOU, REFUSES TO TALK GAME UNLESS ITS A VOICE CALL SO THAT NOTHING IS IN WRITING AND IS AN ALL AROUND SHADY PERSON who, well, in my opinion, would never win in the end if he treats everyone else the way he treated me. So in retrospect he’d be a good person to string to the final 2…but its a long way to go until we get there…and who know’s what he’ll do along the way?

Keep your friends close…and you’re enemies closer I guess….

Chris: A double tribal council?!  UGH KHUFU DIDN’T EVEN GET A FULL 24 HOURS TO CELEBRATE.  Sorry about the caps I just needed to get that out.  We have have have to win this immunity.  If we don’t I’m toast.

Miranda: I don’t think we’re going to win immunity.

It’s a double tribal, and I think our chances are honestly slim. We’ve got both Blake and Tyler playing, with Blake at orientation, which pretty much spells disaster.

I’m a little relieved we’re finally going to lose something… which I shouldn’t say, but I don’t think we’re going to do too well after swap if we look like some kind of force.

I’m stuck doing this slide puzzle, which is funny, because I actually like playing Space is Key Hell as I’ve discovered.

I still think I’m probably coming off as a challenge threat which scares me, but I don’t want to let down my team as the chief… Hopefully, when/if we do lose, Jenna/Jenn/Szymon/I can decide who we want to leave. 4 is a lot of numbers and as long as they’re not playing me, I should be covered.

Szymon: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qJVvzuZTBU&feature=youtu.be SKJGAKLSDJKAG

Lindsay: So, it’s been a few days since I’ve submitted my last confessional & a lot has happened between then.

First of all, obviously Tayvie quit. That really wasn’t a big deal because everyone was planning on voting him out anyways, so really waiting until tribal council was just delaying the inevitable.

The good news, us losing immunity finally led to some decent strategy talk. Danny, Michael, Christine, & I finally made a legit alliance chat. So, now it’s official & we have a majority in our tribe. That will keep us safe as long as we’re all on Neferka.

On top of that, I feel like I have a very good connection with Janaya. We seem to agree on everything up until this point, so it’s a good thing to have her on my side. Also, she thinks that we’re in an alliance with Danny & Michael & she sheens very committed to it. Like, she’s mentioned f4 & everything. Obviously that one isn’t legit, but I think I trust her more than Christine, because at least Janaya talks game to me. Don’t get me wrong, Christine is a really sweet girl, but she doesn’t really talk game with me at all. & She’s obviously talking with other people in our alliance if we somehow made one? I’m definitely gonna try to keep Janaya in the loop & work with her as far as I can because I think she can only be wit my game. Obviously my real allegiance is to my alliance though.

Now, he’s where it gets interesting. Alex came to me & started talking about how he doesn’t really trust Danny, doesn’t know why he sent Michael into the tomb & it doesn’t sit well with him, thinks he’s talking game with everyone, & think that he’s making a big alliance without him.

Clearly I was right about him being dangerous, so it’s good to know that my gut is spot on right now. He mentioned wanting to work with me & others, but obviously I didn’t want to commit to anything, so I just casually agreed. He probably saw right through that, but who knows.

I went back to Danny with everything that he told me, since he’s my #1 & I want him to know if someone may be coming after him. I may have also done it in order to put a target on Alex’s back, should we lose the upcoming IC, which is more likely than not since it’s a double TC.

I just really don’t trust him. I mean, it seems like he trusts me right now, but I think if we ever tribe swap he’ll be the most dangerous player. So, if we lose tonight, I definitely want him to go.

Jenn: Arghhhhh, so this is the first time I feel that Sahure is in danger of going to Tribal Council. It’s just a feeling, you know? As long as we don’t become the next Luzon. I’m hoping that if the worst does happen, my group of 4 will be okay. I just picked in the Idol Tomb and found nothing! Again! Being really superstitious, I feel like this is a bad sign…

Christine: So we’re headed to tribal again (or for the first time I guess since Tayvie quit during the last one…) but yeah, anyway I’m not too worried about the vote because I think the plan is to target Alex for missing the deadline, which is fine with me considering that I haven’t really heard from him that much.

Aleks: Ngl but this is getting boring..it didn’t surprise me at all that we’re going to tribal, and I already know who I’m voting for…I can smell that the second the merge/swap comes our tribe will scatter and join different alliances

Danny just told me everyone told him that they’re voting for Alex, which I heavily doubt everyone did but I’m questioning Christine, Lindsay and Mike on it…and it turns out Dan did talk to all of them…jesus h christ we lost the challenge like an hour ago..i’m feeding them bs “dans being a good chief” ofcourse hes a good chief, but also a threat, and you bet ill get rid of him when i can

If I had to guess the tribe that’ll probably fall first, it’d be Neferka. Whatever, bye Alex! There’s only space for one Ale(x)ks in this game

Atleast Sahure is losing a member, I hope it’s that cheating rat Miranda, but I’m not counting on it because AFAIK she’s the chief…Coup d'etat? pls Sahure

No but seriously have you checked her puzzle thing? Like asked her to do a vid or something? It’s ridiculous.

Aleks: i’ve been thinking of the merge tribe name, and I WILL make it be Chip Chip, if it’s not chip chip tumblr survivor is not a game for me…Chip Chip will be the best tribe in TS history

Michael: It sucks that we lost ANOTHER challenge and we’re going to be down to 6 members. At this point I have an alliance with Lindsay, Danny and Christine and I’m feeling decently safe without being too cocky about it. Janaya also wants to work with Lindsay, Danny and I, so it would be stupid to get rid of a potential ally. It’s basically between Aleks and Alex. Alex did way worse in the challenge, so the decision is pretty simple. If we can get everyone on board, it should be a 6-1 vote.

Chris: WOW!  Honestly, I was fully expecting to go back to tribal tonight.  Now that I don’t have to, I’m just preparing for an impending tribe swap.  I’m actually really hoping that it’s a school yard pick so that way I can be chief and keep Khufu together.  This is a two fold plan.  One, I need numbers.  And two, you gotta keep your enemies close.  I’m starting to get really suspicious of Teddy.  He’s been talking to me less and less, and now he’s asked Erin to send him to the tomb next?  Like why would she do that??  He’s playing a really great game and I’m acting so dumb…on purpose.  "Yes Teddy I trust you.“  "Yes Teddy I want us to go as far as possible together.”  Of course I’m going to keep him close but when the moment arises when I can dispose of him, I’m going to be all over that.  

Jenna: Well, we’re going to tribal, which sucks, but at the same time our tribe needed a trimming. I feel bad for double crossing a few people, but I can’t not talk to them, and I have to answer their questions as best as I can, so I do. And i mean i’m not lying, just not making full promises. My alliance had a good talk about who should go and we were thinking Adam or Blake because of how inactive they are and we don’t trust them. With a tribe swap looming, we need people who will stay on our side. But, I didn’t feel comfortable making that decision without actually talking things through with them, so I decided to try, which is where things become tricky.

I’m telling Adam that I’m with him, which i don’t know if I am. He was thinking Rhea or Tyler, but I brought up Blake and he’s on board, and was thinking of getting Jenn, Tyler, and Rhea to vote with us.

It’s sad cause it doesn’t seem fair, but survivor isn’t fair. I mean, am I playing Adam? I don’t know. I need his number if he stays for a swap, so I need him believing i’m on his side. And I think I have Tyler their two, so that’s why I deflected anything off of him. Which means I have Tyler, Jenn, Miranda, Szymon, Me, and maybe Adam. I don’t know about Blake, I think he said he wouldn’t vote me, and I want to see what he could offer me before we get rid of him. Rhea is the only one i don’t think has huge ties to me, but i don’t see her as playing hard to get me out either. The only thing is everyone wants Blake, and if I think Adam it’ll be an uphill battle to get him enough votes so he’s gone.

Also, It’s interesting to think about how someone could be doing this to me as well, but if they are they suck cause i’m not promising anything I can’t keep, and I have heard a ton of promises from a lot of people, which is not cool man. But, I think if i don’t hear from Blake a lot then it’s him because Adam is going to think he’s convinced enough people to get him off and then it would make sense that the others would vote that way too, which would not expose anyone.

This is exughsting wow… I don’t want to be mean, but I have my group, and I like my group, and if I can I would like to stay with them, so the others are just pawns who will help us get to the end, and I can’t think of them as people like me who would be crushed to find this all out and get voted off.

But honestly if you’re not as dedicated and involved in everything, you have it coming, cause I want to play with people I can talk to and have fun speaking with and will help us win.

Anyway, not sure if things will change, but it is not looking to good for Blake… sorry Blake. And if Adam does go, I didn’t lie to you, I just didn’t trust you and Blake is better at challenges.

Adam: So my tribes been on a winning streak and up until now we were the only ones to never go to a tribal, and because of that no one’s really approached me with game talk which seemed odd to me and it made me paranoid that if we lost immunity id probably be the first to go, but now that weve lost immunity and we’re going to tribal, people have started coming to me with game talk and i feel so much more comfortable in this then i ever did with immunity

I’m not sure what the majority of the tribe was thinking, but me and jenna came together to talk about who we wanted to vote, i suggested like tyler or rhea, but i really didnt wanna vote either of them out I just threw their names out as easy targets to keep me safe, but jenna threw blake’s name out there, and i was surprised but excited, of all the people on my tribe blake is the one i trust the absolute least, he’s never even had a conversation with me and he’s shadier than me which means he’s gotta go.

I think if me and jenna can successfully rally the votes to get blake out itll definitely be a blindside especially to people like miranda and szymon who im still sure are definitely working together and might be aligned with blake and are probably just gonna vote for someone like rhea tyler or me at the vote, jenna’s already told me she’s gonna work on getting tyler on her side and ive already worked on getting rhea on mine, so we should already have 4 votes against blake, and im still waiting for jenn to get back to me because she asked me how i wanted to vote to so im gonna see if i can reel her in on me and jennas side, and if our plan works me and jenna are gonna be a force to be dealt with   in this game thats for sure

Erin: So happy we won again! AND on an immunity that only one tribe was safe. We’re all thinking the tribe swap is upon us. But 19 would be an odd number so we’re thinking 18. I hope I get to stay with at least Sam, Chris, OR, Jenny. Even teddy i wouldn’t mind because then maybe I could finally have the numbers to get rid of him before he gets rid of me. It sucks that as Chief I don’t have any shot at an idol. I’d like to get a chance at some point….

Miranda: So it looks like it’s going to be Blake or Adam with it leaning toward Blake.

The only reason to keep Blake is because of his lack of communication, he might feel forced to stay with us at tribe swap, plus good challenge scores.

Adam on the other hand isn’t really rocking the challenges.He’s also not really talking to people, but the difference is we know he’s online all the time because he’s on tumblr. To me he’s more of a mystery at a swap: Will he stay? Flip? I don’t know.

The tribe seems set on Blake and to change it now, I feel like someone wouldn’t be on to get the memo and the tribe unity would be split.

Alex: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XNnFhYApNU

Michael: Alex is basically blowing up right now because he knows he’s going. I know Lindsay is the one person that told him who to vote and now he’s complimenting her social game and indirectly putting a target on her back. He’s confirmed my suspicion already that Lindsay has a phenomenal social game. I definitely want to work with her and I think she’ll be a decent shield if someone wants to make a big move. But if she’s still playing this well at the end of the game, I’ll need to eventually cut her loose.

Lindsay: THIS IS WHY YOU NEVER TELL SOMEONE THEY’RE THE ONE GOING HOME.

I guess once Alex found out that people had already voted & no one had talked about the vote with him, he figured out the writing was on the wall. This led to him posting in the tribe chat asking who was responsible & other stuff. Obviously no one was responding to him, because let’s be real, no one wants to deal with that bomb. But, Danny decided to drop the truth on him in order to try & stop the awkward posts.

BUT, THAT JUST MADE EVERYTHING 10x WORSE, because he started going off on Danny in the tribal chat, saying how no one talked to him in the game, so he knew it was coming & basically outing The Tomb Raiders (our alliance) because of the order of how we were sent to the tomb, fml. Luckily Janaya thinks that he meant our “alliance” with her & Aleks wasn’t around for any of it, but we’ll see how that goes later. He’s definitely going to make an exit with his tribal answer tonight, so hopefully I won’t have to do too much damage control after all is sadi & done.

But, seriously, Alex didn’t talk to ANYONE after knowing we lost the challenge.. Like, communication is a two-way street, bud. If you had talked to people, maybe you may not be the one going home. Well, no, he probably would be because I wanted him gone, Danny wanted him gone, & he was the first name out of Janaya’s mouth, but still. You actually have to talk to people in this game, & can’t blame everyone else for not talking to you when you put no effort in either.

So, bye Alex! I’m not going to miss you constantly & obnoxiously accusing other people of cheating just because they got better scores than you & your ego can’t handle that. :)