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@survivorssharingsecrets
Taking a short break.
This is just a quick message to let you know that this site will be inactive for a bit. I'm not doing very well at the moment so I need to take a short break. I hope everyone is doing as okay as possible. I'll be back soon. <3
even after all that has happened i'm still trying so hard to get better. sometimes i wonder why i keep going when the people around me don't seem to care but for some reason i still keep myself alive just in case things decide to change for me. i have to admit, this time last year, when i was still being sexually abused by my best friend, i would have never thought i would make it this far.
Posted by Anonymous.
the person who raped me is a relative of mine and so many people still tell me to this day how alike we look and it breaks me to even look at them and i can barely look at myself without seeing them.
Posted by Anonymous.
Being beyond the statute of limitations really sucks. I hate myself for waiting so long to want to report them. To be ready and to not be able to really sucks.
Posted by athingwithfeathers.tumblr.com
It's not okay to use me and make sure I have feelings for you just to see if you are ready for a relationship with someone else...
Posted by Anonymous.
how fucked up is it that i fell for the first guy who understood it. one of the first friends ive had to not abuse me, and the first friend who experienced the same incest. but ofc my life is problem after problem, so now im completely dependent on him and hes all i ever want and all that matters to me. id die to make him happy, i hate myself but i love him.
Posted by Anonymous.
It was a first date. I hate him and he hurt me so much. I can't concentrate in class and my mind races. He took my innocence away and knew it. But sometimes I think about the moments before and after the rape when he held me and I was so lonely at the time that even though he had just hurt me physically and emotionally I pretended it was real affection. But he didn't even walk me home, he tried to make me feel bad for "rejecting" him. I hate that I want someone like him, without that part.
Posted by Anonymous.
My dad is trying to get me to reconnect with my mom bc "all moms and daughters don't get along" maybe we don't get along bc of the years of extreme emotional abuse? Maybe bc she screamed at me in the street for 30 min so loudly the neighbors filed a noise complaint when I moved in with my dad bc she thought "I just wanted her to be miserable?" Maybe bc the last time I saw her she tried to kidnap and institutionalize me? Maybe that's why we don't get along.
Posted by Anonymous.
Im so afraid that maybe I'm faking it. I'd know if I was, right? It's so hard, the media representation of DID is so drastically different than my experience. I know it's dramatized, but I can't help but feel like a faker
Posted by Anonymous.
I feel so used
Posted by Anonymous.
They keep complaining about their depressed suicidal daughter. I'm their depressed suicidal son.
Posted by Anonymous.
It's been over six months since that breakdown I have, and the nightmares about the time period I was abused still haven't stopped. The person who caused it has apologized, but it was more for their own conscience than my well-being. They don't understand the full extent of what their actions did to me and several other people, especially since they still feel sorry for themselves for "driving people away." Take goddamn responsibility.
Posted by Anonymous.
Everyone acts like it's so freaking easy but it's not, it's scary as hell and they don't get it. I cringe every time someone raises their hands, even if it's for a high-five or a hug. I cry every time someone taps their feet a bit too loud because it reminds me of her footsteps coming up the stairs. I scream into my pillow every night because all I have anymore is nightmares. I don't feel alive anymore and everyone thinks I'm "just quirky" so fuck everything and everyone.
Posted by Anonymous.
Sometimes I don't even believe myself. I think there's no way ALL those things could have happened to me. Sometimes I worry I'm making it all up.
Posted by Anonymous.
It's funny actually, because I'm a years time I'll be gone. Won't even say goodbye. I'll be with people who love me. I'll delete you from my phone, and that will be the end. Can't wait, mom.
Posted by Anonymous.
When my dad molested me in front of my brother (he molested him too), being raped by my brother for 7 years (my therapist said something about my dad starting it all) and my dad asks me "will you miss me this weekend?" I will gladly be home without pain, nausea and possibly nightmares. Not being triggered every hour it seems. So no I will not miss you. I said yes though 😞
Posted by Anonymous.
I saw my abuser today. He tried talking to me, complimenting me, I completely froze. My friend, one of the only people who knows that he raped over six times in the course of a year, did absolutely nothing to help and even began a conversation with him. I don't know who I should trust anymore, honestly.
Posted by Anonymous.