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His support

I did something 'critical' today. That causes my anxiety to be on level 999. Though it's not under my name. I still blame myself about it. Over-thinking. Exaggerating. Normal-reaction will be frustration. But he still manage to tell that I just need to be focused. He's taking it seriously but still thinking sensitively. You are too cool for me, today.

It's been a year, I miss you. 😭

"It's always darkest before the dawn." -Florence & The Machine

Even she was in her painful moments, she still managed to smile with us. I really missed her laughs, her voice and her presence. How she calls our attention for lunch or dinner time. Her strong and persistent opinions. And she used to call me her 'panganay'. I can't stop myself not to be emotional whenever I see things that reminds of her. On 9th of this month, it's the 9th month from the last time I saw you - warm and breathing. But I still miss you, a lot.

Mood Changer

The taste of my music is all about drums, electric guitars and boy-next-door-vocalists. Hey, but what happened? I'm currently listening to love songs and feeling in love and chill music. What the fff?

Reaching out.

I think he just confessed, maybe not.

We just had our first voice call. And, uhm. He's sick. 😔

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I am 22, turning 23 in two months time. I'm not typical girl-next-door that you usual think. I'm into alternative rock genre of music. Gore, exorcism, suspense, horror and thriller are my faves when it comes to movies. My comfort foods are spicy noodles, twix, milktea, caramel macchiato, peaches & mangoes, seafoods, rice of course and pasta. I'm hopeless romantic from head to toe but not yet been in love truely. Independent, bratt, too good being a child, happy, I'm I smile always. But there are lots of emotions and opinion that remained untold. I'm currently being stressed by everything, everyone. I feel so useless today. I am so insecure with others. Am I being too sensitive? I just can't open myself to others now.

He just gave me his own words of encouragement. Way to go, Karls.

"Eternal Love"

It's a beautiful feeling What we got deep inside We got a flame that will last forever Together you and I Such a rush of emotions There's no way we can push it away 'Cause they'll never tear our love apart Our bond will never break Do you believe in the power Of everlasting love We can make it if we stay together Our love is just enough Promise me this forever We'll always stay this way We can start at the end of time And do it all again Oh my love I'm all yours And there will never be another one 'Cause I'm eternally yours My heart's a flame And it's burning in your name Even through the sands of time My love will always grow And I won't let go No matter if you're near or far Our bond will never break Promise me this forever We'll always stay this way We can start at the end of time And do it all again Oh my love I'm all yours And there will never be another one 'Cause I'm eternally yours My heart's a flame And it's burning in your name Even through the sands of time My love will always grow And I won't let go (It's a beautiful feeling) (We've got deep inside) And there will never be another one 'Cause I'm eternally yours My heart's a flame (Such a rush of emotions) Burning in your name (We can't push it away) Even through the sands of time My love will always grow My eternal love...

1st, is this a sign?

I read a line from the song that was playing in my mind endlessly last time (which is also the song I wanted to sing to the person I will love, uhh. In the future) from him. Is this a sign?

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Sometimes a hello is an ‘I hope I get to know you,’ sometimes it’s an ‘I’ve missed you,’ sometimes it’s a 'God, I love you,’ and sometimes it’s just a 'hello.’

(via i-wrotethisforme)

Go with the flow

I missed being loved by someone - whom I can love back; without any hesitations, awkwardness and lame reasons. I want to feel being a queen and his my king. I want to spend time with him doing nothing but feel contented. No dramas. I would love to show myself to him, no push backs and controls. I want him to love me in my biggest achievements and darkest desperations. In return, I will love him as I love God and my parents. I will definitely include him in dreams, plans and goals in my life. Travel goals with him. Food trip. Spending weekends with him. Watching the sky full of stars at night. Smile from my heart with him. Discover others things in life. But right now, I will just be in silent and observe. And wait what will happen.

I don't know why I don't need a reason but when I look on your eyes, my heart stops beating.

Every Avenue

My comfort zone forever and ever.

Temptations.

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