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when i watch other people my age, i see that they have this kind of effortless way about them that i don’t think i’ll ever have. the way they talk to each other and the way they go out and pursue what interests them without having to think twice about it. the way they know how to conduct themselves, the way it all comes so naturally to them, like breathing or swimming or riding a bike. it’s like they all have something ingrained in them that i just don’t have, and it’s so embarrassing and it’s fucking killing me. i wish i knew how to be okay.

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Me staring at the legs of random skinny people

boywithbear

💫🌟✨ if you see this, don’t forget to take your meds ✨🌟💫

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My therapist asked me to create something “motivating” so I made these.

lol.

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I really love these, and I reblog them every single time. Some of you don’t realize how easy it’s to forget to do some of those stuff or how hard they can be some days.

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i’m not fat, i can see my ribs without sucking in, i have prominent collarbones, a thigh gap, a defined jawline, i can see the bones in my wrists.

but i’m not skinny either, my thighs are huge and jiggle when i walk, my stomach isn’t flat, my calfs are huge, my chin is fat when i look down, my arms jiggle, and i cant wrap my fingers around my arm with one hand.

can my body make up its MIND ???

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3 months

It takes 3 months to make a drastic change to your appearance. By September you can be at your goal weight. By October you can dress in that Halloween costume you were waiting to wear until you lost the weight. By November you can wear big sweaters and cute socks and look ADORABLE. By December you can actually enjoy the holidays and not be concerned about that extra fat you used to carry around. By January, you can cross out “lose weight” from your New Year’s resolution because you were disciplined enough to get to your goal weight a long time ago. Just imagine where you could be if you just stick to your plans for the next 3 months.