H A N G E D M A N

When the sun sets we're both the same Half in the shadows Half burned in flames Independent Roleplay Blog for John Murphy from The 100. Est. January 2016

[hangedmcn]

              aka the promo for all the murphy roleplayers i know about disguised as an album 

the album for all your edgy emo jonathan murphy needs.

1. in the end - linkin park featuring @hangedmcn written by molls

2. last resort - papa roach featuring @expedientsentence written by arrow.

3. animal i have become - three days grace featuring @manyandnonemuses written by shawna.

4. my immortal -  evanescence featuring @killedtwo written by ashley.

5. waking the demon - bullet for my valentine featuring @redropetiedfate written by morgan.

6. i’m just a kid - simple plan featuring @willend written by alice.

7. pretty fly for a white guy - the offspring featuring @fxithless written by koh.

8. system of a down - chop suey featuring @suspendium written by let

9. thanks for the memories - fall out boy featuring @imnobodysson written by lex.

and finally the premium song for all ur angsty edgy ‘ more emo than kylo ren ‘ jonathan murphy :

10. mama - my chemical romance.

[suspendium-blog]

I have been horrible and absent but I am back and ready to go! Starter call here!

[suspendium-blog]

“Make me,” he replied to the comment that he should shut up. At the command he got to his feet, dangerously glaring at the other as he walked up on him. The height difference between them was fun, as he looked up daringly.

“Make me,” he repeated, fisting his hands into the other man’s shirt.

“You must have a lot of choice,” he started, trailing his fingertips over the man’s stomach, feeling the muscles that he had mustered up, the flesh under his fingers warm. “I’ve heard word about how good you are.”

[suspendium-blog]

“Those who sign up for the hunt know what they sign up for, just as those signing up for the first watch know they gotta stay awake till 12, and those who sign up for cooking know they shouldn’t burn their shite.”

He stuffed his hands into his pockets.

“Bellamy, you did well, in the circumstances. And it ain’t your fault. Shady as it be, you can’t save everyone.”

And here he was, John Murphy, telling Bellamy Blake not to feel too bad. Oh, how the tables had turned.

“You can’t always tell yourself to be better. I did, and it tends to make stuff worse, I promise.”

Reason for coming in here forgotten, Murphy shrugged off his ratty coat and settled on one of the crates in the corner. “And I was just following you because you looked like you needed an angry fuck. Turns out all you need is venting. If I had only known.”

He gave a wilting smile, unable to leave the sneer out of his voice, even if there was uncertainty in his eyes.

“You are a good leader, and they know it.”

[bravexrebel-blog]

THIS, well.. it’s weird to say the least. They’re not supposed to be like that. Bellamy doesn’t talk about his feelings ad Murphy definitely shouldn’t calm him down. It seems UNNATURAL, but somehow it’s working.

Bellamy’s eyes narrow as he watches how Murphy makes himself comfortable, obviously not planning on leaving anytime soon, and then there it is; the reason why he followed Bellamy in the first place. Angry fuck. Eyes widened this time. Both at Murphy’s blunt words and the fact that he himself is not even angry. It’s not as though he’s not familiar with an angry fuck. He’s has plenty of girls. But that’s it. They were always girls.

He’s speechless for a few moments, nostrils flaring and eyes darkening the slightest at the mere thought of what could happen. Eventually he nods to himself before a sly grin curls up his lips. 

                “–– venting is not ALL I need.”

[suspendium-blog]

He had not expected the other man to bite so easily and it brought a pleased smile to his face as he leant over to study Bellamy in the dim light of the tent.

"Not all you need, eh?"

He clucked his tongue and licked his lips, casually leaning forward as he studied the other man intensely, as if trying to see whether this was safe, whether he could trust him.

He ended up not caring.

"You seem like a man who takes what he needs," he said, feigning to inspect rest of the tent. "I advice you just to do so, since I'm not one for politely giving..."

A grin around his lips, a gentle smile.

"If you know what I mean."

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] I knew you’d bring me some xxxxx [text: Hummingbird] yeah. No worries, i’ll be there for you ;)

[scngbirds-blog]

[text: Murphy] you’re just using me for custard now. [text: Murphy] no need! i’m not scared or anything!! 

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] everyone uses everyone. I just chose custard ;) [text:hummingbird] We'll see about that.

[suspendium-blog]

Murphy, of course, showed up entirely shit-faced, his car pulling up with a sway that betrayed his state of mind, his body rigid as he walked inside. He held himself remarkably well as he sauntered over to the dancefloor. He had found her within a moment, with the arm of Mick around her middle, and his hands were itching… and before he know it he had jumped the other guy, in for the kill, ready to deliver a beating the other wouldn’t forget in years.

Except for the fact that Murphy wasn’t very strong and Mick was the leader of the track team.

[scngbirds-blog]

Despite her mind being preoccupied with the thought of Murphy, how he was doing and if he was going to show up, she was still having a good time with Mick. He had his arm around her waist and she was leaning into his side, her head resting on his shoulder as he was chatting with his friends. She was waiting for a slow song to come on so she could pull him onto the dance floor and dance with him, maybe make the move that she had been practising for when she felt him being ripped away from her. And when she saw who it was ripping him away, she couldn’t say she was shocked.

“Murphy!” She yelled, wanting him to get off her date but it was quickly reversed with Mick jumping on Murphy and she was yelling at the other, screaming at him to get off, trying her hardest to get in and pry them away from each other.

[suspendium-blog]

It ended with Murphy really quite severely beaten up, taking two teachers to drag Mick off and an ambulance to take his assailant away, but while they were waiting and Beth sat at his side he just looked smug.

Smug.

Despite an obviously broken nose, a mouth full of blood and a throat full of bruises he looked pleased

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] you know custard is the way to my heart. [text: Hummingbird] ehm, eternal friendship. [text: Hummingbird] I was thinking Grave Encounters. But not 2, that one has terrible acting. Just the first one. Nice and scary. We can kill the lights.

[scngbirds-blog]

[text: Murphy] custard it is. for eternal friendship, of course. [text: Murphy] nice and…. scary? sounds great.

[suspendium-blog]

[text: hummingbird] I knew you'd bring me some xxxxx [text: hummingbird] yeah. No worries, i'll be there for you ;)

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] knew it [text: Hummingbird] do you like apple pie? [text: Hummingbird] you wanna go out tonight? I thought maybe we could stay in, use the room, put on a film.

[scngbirds-blog]

[text: Murphy] shut up. [text: Murphy] loooove it!😍😍😍 [text: Murphy] staying in sounds nice. want me to bring custard for the apple pie? or maybe ice cream? [text: Murphy] what film was you thinking?

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] you know custard is the way to my heart. [text: Hummingbird] ehm, eternal friendship. [text: Hummingbird] I was thinking Grave Encounters. But not 2, that one has terrible acting. Just the first one. Nice and scary. We can kill the lights.

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Beth Greene] I am coming to show you what you mean to be even if it’s the last thing I do. [text: Beth Greene] they can’t take this, too. [text: Beth Greene] please let me keep you. [text: Beth Greene] see you later :)

[scngbirds-blog]

[text: Murphy] Please don’t turn up out of your face. [text: Murphy]  I want to see you but I couldn’t handle you making a scene. [text: Murphy] Yeah, see you! :) x

[suspendium-blog]

Murphy, of course, showed up entirely shit-faced, his car pulling up with a sway that betrayed his state of mind, his body rigid as he walked inside. He held himself remarkably well as he sauntered over to the dancefloor. He had found her within a moment, with the arm of Mick around her middle, and his hands were itching... and before he know it he had jumped the other guy, in for the kill, ready to deliver a beating the other wouldn’t forget in years.

Except for the fact that Murphy wasn’t very strong and Mick was the leader of the track team.

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] knew it [text: Hummingbird] do you like apple pie? [text: Hummingbird] you wanna go out tonight? I thought maybe we could stay in, use the room, put on a film.

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Beth Greene] I’ll keep it in mind [text: Beth Greene] i’ll be entirely shitfaced [text: Beth Greene] i will hit anyone who touches you in the face [text: Beth Greene] you know how I get [text: Beth Greene] you don’t want me there [text: Beth Greene] I may swing by after all if you like me to. Just for a moment. I’ll let you know.

[scngbirds-blog]

[text: Murphy] It’d be nice to see you :) x [text: Murphy] I really hope you’re looking after yourself.

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Beth Greene] I am coming to show you what you mean to be even if it’s the last thing I do. [text: Beth Greene] they can’t take this, too. [text: Beth Greene] please let me keep you. [text: Beth Greene] see you later :)

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] love, did I ever go against your rules? [text: Hummingbird] you trust me, right? [text: Hummingbird] don’t answer that. [text: Hummingbird] u know me 2 well. [text: Hummingbird] it’s just too easy and I bet you’re blushing.

[scngbirds-blog]

[text: Murphy] i’m NOT blushing.

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] you are a terrible liar. [text: Hummingbird] save some of that blush for later. [text: Hummingbird] I like seeing it.

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Beth Greene] I’ll keep it in mind [text: Beth Greene] i’ll be entirely shitfaced [text: Beth Greene] i will hit anyone who touches you in the face [text: Beth Greene] you know how I get [text: Beth Greene] you don’t want me there [text: Beth Greene] I may swing by after all if you like me to. Just for a moment. I’ll let you know.

[suspendium-blog]

“Those who sign up for the hunt know what they sign up for, just as those signing up for the first watch know they gotta stay awake till 12, and those who sign up for cooking know they shouldn’t burn their shite.”

He stuffed his hands into his pockets.

“Bellamy, you did well, in the circumstances. And it ain’t your fault. Shady as it be, you can’t save everyone.”

And here he was, John Murphy, telling Bellamy Blake not to feel too bad. Oh, how the tables had turned.

“You can’t always tell yourself to be better. I did, and it tends to make stuff worse, I promise.”

Reason for coming in here forgotten, Murphy shrugged off his ratty coat and settled on one of the crates in the corner. “And I was just following you because you looked like you needed an angry fuck. Turns out all you need is venting. If I had only known.”

He gave a wilting smile, unable to leave the sneer out of his voice, even if there was uncertainty in his eyes.

“You are a good leader, and they know it.”

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] love, did I ever go against your rules? [text: Hummingbird] you trust me, right? [text: Hummingbird] don’t answer that. [text: Hummingbird] u know me 2 well. [text: Hummingbird] it’s just too easy and I bet you’re blushing.

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Beth Greene] it doesn’t work that way [text: Beth Greene] i am not your friend [text: Beth Greene] not your lover [text: Beth Greene] you fucking hired me like everyone else and don’t pretend that it meant something because I know you aren’t lying and that makes it worse [text: Beth Greene] will do [text: Beth Greene] you know I wouldn’t have minded going with u.

[scngbirds-blog]

@suspendium​ continued from x

[text: Murphy] 6 is gd!! 😸😸😸 [text: Murphy] need me to supply anything?? and it’s easy!! i’ll show you when we’re together.

[suspendium-blog]

[text: Hummingbird] you bring the xtc, I bring the weed [text: Hummingbird] that was a joke [text: Hummingbird] I’ll supply everything [text: Hummingbird] also a joke [text: Hummingbird] no drugs [text: Hummingbird] promise [text: Hummingbird] only coke I take will be pepsi.