Artık-Sus

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Amk yeter yeminle hiç bi tadı kalmadı bu dünyanın üzgünüm ama ağzımı bozacağım lan yetmedi mi bu siktiğimin dünyasında hala o çamurluğun içinden çıkamadım lan alıştım artık orda nefes alamamaktan sakın beni amk gelip bana saygısız terbiyesiz diyorsunuz haklılar hemi saygısızım götünüz yere indimi azcık yardım ettiysem bırak teşekkürü LAN VARYA BIKTIM LAN BIKTIM BEKLEMEKTEN BIKTIM BU APTAL KAYBETME UNUTMA KORKUSUNDAN KORKTUM siktiğimin dünyasında beni anlayan kimse yok lan elbet vardır ama karşıma çıkmamıştır. Aq ağladım sen bana 9 ay yokum diyince haberin var mı unutursun diyorsun LAN İÇİMDE BU SİKİK KORKU DİNMEDİMLAN DİNMEDİ

Neyse içimi buraya sökmek iyi geldi

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“O nasıl biri?” Gözlerimi gözlerinden ayırıp başımı gökyüzüne çevirdim.

“O çirkin olsa bile gözümde güzel gözükür.”

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Hani arka plandan refleks olarak uygulamaları silersin de arasına Spotify karışır HAY AMK

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Sokağımda tek başımayım,

19 yaşındayım,

Hayatın başındayım,

Bu yolun sonundayım.

Derdim çoktu, kimsem yoktu,

Sustum, kalbim boştu,

Yoruldum, sorunlar doğdu,

tekrar tekrar ayağa kalkıp baştan yola koyuldum.

Hep başa dönüp durdu,

Anlat'cak kimsem yoktu,

Şarkılarla konuş'tum,

Onlar sırdaşım oldu,

Yıkılmam asla,

Güçlüyüm değilsin farkında,

Kırılmam asla,

Toparlarım dağılsa da,

Üzülmem asla,

Canım yansa daima hep sendin aklımda

Gözlerimin haline bir bak

Gölgemde gizli bir korkak ,

Yolun sonunu belki de göremem,

Kurtar hadi kendini benden.

Ayağa kalk,düzeni yak,

Müziğe dal, hadi yoluna bak,

Yanına al,beni de yanalım,

Gerekirse sabaha kadar

Aklımda başkasının benliği

Bulamaz aramak istese bile kendini

Hissettim melodinin rengini

Gelirdin görebilseydin gerçeği

Yıkılmam asla,

Güçlüyüm değilsin farkında,

Kırılmam asla,

Toparlarım dağılsa da,

Üzülmem asla,

Canım yansa daima hep sendin aklımda

Yıkılmam asla,

Güçlüyüm değilsin farkında,

Kırılmam asla,

Toparlarım dağılsa da,

Üzülmem asla,

Canım yansa daima hep sendin aklımda

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Control

They send me away to find them a fortune

A chest filled with diamonds and gold

The house was awake, the shadows and monsters

The hallways, they echoed and groaned

I sat alone, in bed till the morning

I'm crying, "They're coming for me"

And I tried to hold these secrets inside me

My mind's like a deadly disease

I'm bigger than my body

I'm colder than this home

I'm meaner than my demons

I'm bigger than these bones

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"

I can't help this awful energy

God damn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?

I paced around for hours on empty

I jumped at the slightest of sounds

And I couldn't stand the person inside me

I turned all the mirrors around

I'm bigger than my body

I'm colder than this home

I'm meaner than my demons

I'm bigger than these bones

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"

I can't help this awful energy

God damn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?

I'm well acquainted with villains that live in my head

They beg me to write them so they'll never die when I'm dead

And I've grown familiar with villains that live in my head

They beg me to write them so I'll never die when I'm dead

I'm bigger than my body

I'm colder than this home

I'm meaner than my demons

I'm bigger than these bones

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"

I can't help this awful energy

God damn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?

And all the kids cried out, "Please stop, you're scaring me"

I can't help this awful energy

God damn right, you should be scared of me

Who is in control?

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When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my placeMake that money, fake that bunny, ache my tummy

On the fence, all the time

Paint young honey, face so sunny, ain't that funny

All my friends always lie to me

I know they're thinkingYou're too mean, I don't like you, fuck you anyway

You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs

It hurts but I won't fight you

You suck anyway

You make me wanna die, right when IWhen I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being meKeep on dreaming, don't stop giving, fight those demons

Sell your soul, not your whole self

If they see you when you're sleeping, make them leave it

And I can't even see if it's all there anymore soYou're too mean, I don't like you, fuck you anyway

You make me wanna scream at the top of my lungs

It hurts but I won't fight you

You suck anyway

You make me wanna die, right when I When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place [x3]

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being meBeing me can only mean

Feeling scared to breathe

If you leave me then I'll be afraid of everything

That makes me anxious, gives me patience, calms me down

Lets me face this, let me sleep, and when I wake up

Let me breatheWhen I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might take my place

When I wake up I'm afraid, somebody else might end up being me

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Psycho

You chain me up, still speculating

Never enough

But soon you'll see I'm unrestrainable

I'm uncontainable

Any moment I'll have you begging

Don't turn your back

Oh, can't you see that I'm untamable?

I'm unmistakeable?I'm hearin' it all, I hear it in my head

Whisperin', they're whisperin' again

Hearin' it all, they see me as a threat

Pushin' me, keep pushin' to the edgeYou keep calling me a psycho

Got it in my head

Careful what you say

Think you might be right though

You made me a psycho

A psychoYou keep calling me a psycho

Thought that I was scared

But I came prepared

Think you might be right though

You made me a psycho

A psychoYou made me a psycho

A psycho

(I'm a psycho)

You made me a psycho

A psycho

(I'm a psycho)

You won't stop me, don't bother trying,

Never enough

'Cause soon you'll see I'm unrestrainable

I'm uncontainable

I'll always search for light in darkness

You'll never think I'm weak

'Cause I'm untamable

I'm unmistakeableI'm hearin' it all, I hear it in my head

Whisperin', they're whisperin' again

Hearin' it all, they see me as a threat

Pushin' me, keep pushin' to the edge

You keep calling me a psycho

Got it in my head

Careful what you say

Think you might be right though

You made me a psycho

A psychoYou keep calling me a psycho

Thought that I was scared

But I came prepared

Think you might be right though

You made me a psycho

A psychoYou made me a psycho

A psycho

(I'm a psycho)

You made me a psycho

A psycho

(I'm a psycho)I'm hearin' it all, I hear it in my head

Whisperin', they're whisperin' again

Hearin' it all, they see me as a threat

Pushin' me, keep pushin' to the edgeYou keep calling me a psycho

Got it in my head

Careful what you say

Think you might be right though

You made me a psych

A psychoYou keep calling me a psycho

Thought that I was scared

But I came prepared

Think you might be right though

You made me a psycho

A psycho

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Kaybetmeyi göze almayacak kadar az arkadaşım var. Onlar milyonlarca yıldızlar arasında benim güneşim.

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Hani misafirler evinize gelir, anne misafirlere:

“Bir yiyecek veya içecek alır mıydınız efendim?” Der...

“Yok canım sağol biz tokuz.” Der misafir,

Ondan sonra ortaya evin çocuğu gelir...

“Ben aslında acıktım, Ne var?” Dersiniz veya en azından ben derim ve dedim bile.

Ve o an annenin bakışları ile karşılaşırsın...

“Düşündümde ben aç değilmişim. Ben odamdayım.”

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Sen gittin, biz seninle ayrı kalmadık,

Biz seninle mahvolduk.

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