for every first I was having with him, he had already had his with her.
Pairing : Xavier x fem!reader
Synopsis : you were Xavier’s current lover, but it was hard to believe he didn’t mourn what could’ve been in the past with you.
Was it weird to feel insecure about you in another universe? Maybe but you were.
as you walk in the flower field hand and hand with Xavier all you can think about is being a good girlfriend.
“I’ve never been a girlfriend before, I hope I’m good at it” you say giggling.
“you’re perfect at it” Xavier says lifting your interlocked hands to kiss your knuckles. his blue eyes full of emotion.
But there was that thought again, she’d walked these fields with him before.
She was like an enigma you couldn’t live up to, you couldn’t help but think when Xavier stared in your eyes was he looking for a glimpse of her.
Was he trying to fall for your touch while thinking about the way it was?
Sometimes you’d sit with Xavier in the flower shop catching Jeremiah referencing something you should know about until he remembers you’re not her… you’ll never be her.
And that’s when the thought came in your mind.
Xavier came here to rewrite history, the original plan was always to get back to her. Was your love just a stepping stone to lead back her?
So you’d love Xavier, you’d love him with your whole heart. While he saw fragments of her in your eyes.
Because he was only here passing time in your arms.
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