Das Monster in mir ist so groß geworden

suusoh // Anna Liebert's baby girl // 20s // she.her // purely indulgent blog// contains YANDERE and DARK CONTENT // DO NOT INTERACT if you are a MINOR or if you are UNCOMFORTABLE with dark content. Can't believe another blonde anime loser in tan clothing made me make a blog dedicated to him again. (he's holding me at gun point).

[suusoh]

𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑, 𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐍

☽​​ About me

Suu/Susu/Suso ☽​ 20s ☽​ she/her ☽​ contains yandere and dark content. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT (18+ only). ☽​ check out the blog's roots!

♱​ Navigation (masterlist in the works!)

♱​ Johan Liebert (general johan tag: c.johan liebert) ♱​ Nina Fortner (general nina tag: c.nina fortner) ♱​ Anna Liebert (general anna tag: c.anna liebert) ♱​ Recent work: johan saying why eating him alive is good for you, actually. ♱​ Current fave: johan meeting nina's girlfriend, therefore his girlfriend now too. ♱​ Why writing Johan as "ooc" or "accurately" kinda.... doesn't matter lol. It's just part of fandomming. If sigma males can use his character how they want, so can we.

☾​ Rules

☾​ Minors will be blocked ☾ I write for female readers (will try gender neutral soon) and only x readers. no character x character. ☾ I will not write dom/motherly/top readers (because I do not have experience with any of those and therefore I cannot do that type of reader justice noasfkadj sorry) ☾ I will not write overly specific readers (e.g. "can you write johan with a bubbly reader who is short but has severe depression but loves to sing and make art?") ☾ I will not write breeding ☾ pregnancy ☾ guro ☾ hard incest (meaning directly related) ☾ pegging ☾ vomit ☾ major age gaps (pining is ok. but no relationship.) ☾ race play ☾ scat ☾ If you want to ask me something that isn't in these rules, go ahead :-)! If I am uncomfortable with the request or ask, I will answer it and add it to my list of rules, I won't just ignore it. ☾ I understand not everyone is comfortable with what I write, so please if you are uncomfortable, do not read. Leave, you have free will my friend. Take care of your own mental health. ☾ Please do not use very specific ideas or concepts of mine for your own writing/use without crediting me or asking for permission. I'm okay with people getting inspo and writing fics/expanding on some of general concepts or ideas, but please try to tag/mention me like in a little ol' shoutout or reblog it with the original post containing the concept idea before doing so. If it's a specific concepts and idea originally created and found within this blog please ask me for permission first, and credit me by tagging me or linking to my blog. If you're not sure if it's considered general or specific, you may just ask via inbox or dm! anything is fine :^)!!!! mwah mwah. ☾ I DO NOT CONSENT TO THE USE OF MY WORKS IN A.I. I will instantly block and report anyone who uses my work to feed into A.I. sites. Just don't be fuckwad when it comes to author/artist hardwork. period.

⚚​ Additional Info

⚚​ Purely self-indulgent. I am writing with my delusions and hornyness. ⚚​ Asks are open! feel free to brain rot with yours truly ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎ mwuah! ⚚​ It takes me a while to get to asks, I swear I'm not ignoring it <3 ⚚​ That being said, please do type in asks politely. Being rude or demanding may just discourage me from from answering with as much heart. ⚚​ first time writing, english is not my first language.

[suusoh]

Requests open!

Was going to crack open the inbox and use some asks for some practice writing... But uh-oh! most of the old asks I have since last year are on reserve for long fics hehe (A reward for anons who've waited so long. Asks that dont get answered immediately means theyre being marinated for good before being cooked!).

Anyways ask box is now open for those who are okay with short, messy, drabbles. This is for practice purposes only. So if your okay with less polished writing, but still want your request answered... Hit up that inbox and go go go!!

General guidelines:

Please read my main rules in my pinned post thank you <3

Not all requests are guaranteed to get fics unfortunately. This is for practice purposes, so I will be writing to whichever ask strikes my fancy or suits my inspo in the moment. I will pick n' choose!

Nothing too long please! If you have a throughly detailed idea, probably best to save it for long fic events :)). Today is about being short n sweet!

No nsfw for now! Semi-nsfw/suggestive is allowed.

I will announce when requests are closwd again. Any asks sent in after event is over announcement shall be deleted.

Okay are we bueno people? Yeah? NOW GO! MOVE SOLDIER!

[suusoh]

Hey I just discovered ur blog and love it

Plz don’t die

Manifest for me silly goosie!!! Prayer circle that suusoh finishes this one long freaking fic so that she knows she can write again and she can finally go back to debauchery!!

[suusoh]

feed us pls🩷

The wwriting juice is running low... So i might use some old asks to kick up the noggin again!! :> current sytem for now is to use old asks as writing practice, and then get back to le longer fics when im up and at em again!! Also i cant wait to work on my masterlist!!

[suusoh]

hihihihihihihihi………

[suusoh]

sorry for scrolling to the beginning of your johan posts and spam liking them, I'm sick and had a bit of a hyperfixation 😭🫶 I hope you don't mind and I love your ideas!!

Ily….. therefor ii kiss u….

( ˶˘ ³˘(⋆❛ ہ ❛⋆)!♡

[suusoh]

gabriel coming in and making sure i dont give any of my catholic fics to johan.

[suusoh]

Johan Liebert with a spoon to your lips, drugging you via food and drinks because he doesn't like using needles on you at all:

"Ahh, here comes the train. Choo-chooooo.... No? Do you prefer the airplane instead? Myooom— "

[suusoh]

You can try honestly, but he probably already knows. I think it was mentioned somewhere that johan slowly grew a tolerance or an immunity to drugs. So most likely scenario is you drug his tea or something, he gets all faint, his movements begin to slow down, and then he passes out right in front of you.

So you wait awhile, slowly approach his body, and you poke him. Poke him again. Poke him a lot. His face doesn’t twitch once. You also shake his shoulder a bit to see if he truly is out cold.

Nothing.

And just when you let out a relieved sigh, you hear a faint chuckle before you’re quickly pulled into the tightest hug ever, and a playful smooch is planted right into your cheek. You whine and try to pry your way out, but Johan just gives you even more enamored kisses all over your head; he’s happy you’re at least getting some enrichment and doing an activity with him <3

[suusoh]

i just think……. I just think gabriel gets soooo into pretending hes the angel gabriel and alternatively, making reader his very own “Mary” or “Mariam”

[suusoh]

ineed to hear your gabriel thoughts like please. i’m so thirsty it’s fucking embarrassing

(Okay okay so I’m not up to date on the tmc lore yet…. .and by that i mean i have not watched a single episode yet so im basing all i know on him on vibes and vibes alone and the tmc wiki. but i read something about gabriel pretending to be several important holy and biblical figures sent by god.))

Anon…. im having heavy, HEAVY thoughts pf Gabriel doing some bastardization of the immaculate conception with you.

He’d insist that you’re the next Mary.

Gabriel would do the usual angel act and come down in a glow of lights and clouds all over as he presents himself to you. And you’re greeted with the face of a young man who looks as if he’s known nothing but kindness and mirth, who has never once done harm. Do not be afraid, he’d tell you with a voice softer than a feather, he is an angel sent down from the lord to deliver news.

Gabriel, its the name he tells you, and its a name you recognize.

The fact that your eyes get wide with recognition pleases him a lot too. He likes that you’re getting an idea of the situation.

He then proceeds to tell you the great news: that there is a second annunciation, that another child of God will walk the earth once more.

and that you, yes– you! sweet dearest lamb, he repeats in the fondest voice he can speak in, have been chosen to carry. He’s here to see if you’re ready to receive both the responsibility and the gift. Are you ready to conceive?

No? Yes?

Well either way, he’s not leaving until he’s made sure that you’re carrying his- ah, pardon- God’s seed. He’s here to do his duty afterall. So why not just lay down for now, close your eyes, pray…

And enjoy the feeling of God’s “will” inside of you.

[suusoh]

my lust for gabriel is so strong. I can feel the phantom orgasms kicking in already

[suusoh]

how are you in "wholesome johan jail" when you just answered an ask with johan sucking the shit out of your blood and eating out your wound like it's the last pussy on earth 😭

That wasnt me. What are u talking about?

[suusoh]

cannooooot wait to get back into perv johan the second im free from the wholesome johan headspace i need to be in while writing this fic.

[juniper-petunia]

sometimes friends should grope friends… it’s literally not weird and it’s good for everyone

[suusoh]

I wonder who gick drayson could be. Are you ever gonna reveal the real name?

Nah fam, im protecting his name. But ill give you another hint: it starts with the letter 'd', and ends with the letter '-ick grayson.'

[suusoh]

i think gabriel loves calling you his child a little too much.....

[suusoh]

if theres anything batfam fandom has taught me, it's that faux incest can be written in ways more fucked up than real incest. And thats talent.