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Hi i’m Flora (23, she/her, utc+1), welcome to my blog for Matthias H.elvar from Leigh Bardugo’s Grishaverse! Discord is available for mutuals. You can also find me on my multi @meinliied

🐺 CARRD 🐺 PINTEREST

SOOO i feel horrible about it tbh, buuut I think I’m gonna throw Matthias back on my multi? It’s not that my love & passion isn’t enough, but my tired ass just can’t handle multiple blogs atm. thank you so much for understanding!! <33

#❆ ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐋𝐄 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍 ) : ooc #i feel so bad buuut :))#i''m stressed and anxious and :)))

I ... may have accidentally stumbled across the perfect wylan fc???

#❆ ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐋𝐄 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍 ) : ooc #hi someone do this tbh??#he's even from the netherlands!!#*whispers* my precious runaway merchling <3 #no flora you're not adding him to your multi

andrumedas

Six Dangerous Outcasts, One Impossible Heist.

#❆ ( 𝐍𝐎 𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐒 / 𝐍𝐎 𝐅𝐔𝐍𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐒 ) : dyn. the dregs #❆ ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄 ) : aesthetic #the way i'm feral about literally all of them fjslfajsgln

ghrisha / roëd fetla:

she turns her face to him, surprise showing in the slight opening of her mouth, the softening of her eyes . she believed him ; after all they had been through she thought they could never lie to eachother again . and why should he? they had earned this right together. but hearing it said out loud, honest and raw in the deep timbers of his voice, still made her heart skip, her stomach flutter ❛❛ matthias . you don’t need permission. I’ll always, always want you . ❜❜

Although he’s said it in his mind a thousand times, it’s an entirely different matter to watch the slight surprise in Nina’s face turn to affection. It’s an expression he would kill and die for, an expression he will never get tired of, after they’ve wasted so long on hatred instead. “You can’t know that”, he returns softly, but it’s more of a playful challenge than earnest worry, indicated by the tone of Matthias’s voice, as well as the slight smile on his face ( a kind of almost-smirk that only Nina can evoke ).

#ghrisha #❆ ( 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 ) : v: post ck au #you licked me right in the feels so here we gooo xD #tbh i'#just winging it timeline wise but survival au seems fitting xD

archivars / The Darkling:

THERE IS LITTLE INTEREST SHOWN when he approaches , when he speaks & still aleksander’s ( ALWAYS ALEKSANDER NOW , HE STRUGGLES TO REFER TO HIMSELF IN TITLES OF THE PAST . ) eyes follow the man whose name he has yet to learn like a hawk . there is so little entertainment down in this dungeon , he will take it even in the form of a drüskelle if need be . “ i am surprised , really , ” he says , smile spreading , albeit slowly . “ i didn’t think they allowed rabid dogs among the grisha now . have we truly fallen so low ? ”

He’s well aware of the danger he’s putting himself in by coming here ( Matthias heared stories about this man and his crimes ever since he was a child and certainly many of them are true at least to some extend ). Yet the former drüskelle cannot help but give in to curiosity, like a moth drawn to the flame. But Matthias is neither a moth nor a dog, he’s a wolf through and through - cautious, on guard, ready to attack if necessary. “You’ve been at your lowest when you murdered innocent villagers and their children”, he spits. Truly, this place is hardly enough punishment for all the pain the prisoner has caused in both Fjerda and Ravka.

#archivars #❆ ( 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 ) : v: post ck au

astrificare / Inej:

the trial is not over yet. while it may seem they are sailing into calm waters, inej knows better; even if they make it back to ketterdam with no more fighting, they’re not unscathed. more than one of them has been wounded in this fight…and nina worst of all. inej’s heart feels as though one of her knives is stuck into it, twisting—she can hardly imagine what matthias must be feeling, but she doesn’t begrudge him a moment of peace before he returns, ever dutiful. ❝ i will sit with her, if you like. so you can get some air. ❞

Watching Nina’s struggle is excruciating to say the least. Not because of the insults she wields against him at times, but because his own helplessness is almost driving Matthias to the point of madness. She has to fight the parem alone and he can only watch over her, protect her. Will it be enough? He isn’t sure. The Fjerdan inhales deeply, before finally turning to fully face Inej. The offer is tempting and there’s nobody he would trust more with this task than her. “I ... would be grateful for that”, he squeezes out, feeling like he’s admitting a weakness. “Do you think she’ll recover from this?” The quiet question hangs in the air between them and his eyes stay firmly on her face, searching for an answer in Inej’s features.

#astrificare #❆ ( 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 ) : v: main #*sobs into my hands tbh*

I don't know anything about a modern verse yet, apart from: Matthias lives with a siberian husky. This is almost exclusively bc kids saying "look, a wolf!" when I go for a walk with our family dog is one of the cutest & funniest things ever XD

#❆ ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄 ) : headcanon #Have this random piece of information about a verse that might never exist lmao

and this is when matthias began to drink his respect inej juice tbh xD

#❆ ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐋𝐄 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍 ) : ooc #UWU #i'm just laughing so hard bc i reread this and matthias is like 'oh she's small i can easily throw her overboard'#and i'm just sitting here like LMAO SON NO YOU CAN'T #also i'm not thinking about the nina part bc it hurts me :)))

catch me on discord if you want! the antichrist's plus one#0649

#❆ ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐋𝐄 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐄𝐍 ) : ooc #just let me know who you are :)

@archivars ❤ ( for Aleksander )

“Plenty of humans were monstrous, and plenty of monsters knew how to play at being human.” The words are as cold as ice and unblinking eyes stay fixed on the man in the cell.

( from/inspired by: “vicious” by v.e. s.chwab )

#archivars #akjeALKJD idk but this really was a galaxy brain moment of us :'))

svikarinn

SMOLL STARTER CALL (most likely literature quotes) ??

mutuals only pls, multis feel free to specify <3

#Gonna try to work on more later 😘#& I have new followers so!!!

@ghafaith ❤

“The life I had is gone. There’s no getting it back. I’d rather make a new one. A better one.” His voice sounds low and hesitant, almost as if he’s afraid of the confession. And in a way Matthias is, because saying it out loud makes it that much more real.

( from/inspired by: “vengeful” by v.e. s.chwab )

#ghafaith #oh boi it's being emotional hours :))))#hope this works for you!

meinliiedarchived2-deactivated2

matthias’ post ck/survival au

(a lot of this has been discussed with @stardustvein, so shoutout to anna <3)

he is shot by the young drüskelle, but not in the heart, the wound isn’t life-threatening. matthias and nina stay with wylan and jesper for a while during his recovery.

eventually they leave for ravka. matthias encouraged nina to do so, since she has the chance to return home that he hasn’t. seeing the little palace and walking through these halls is quite a weird feeling for him, but the time they spend there and the time he gets to meet other grisha only strengthen his determination to help changing things in fjerda and his belief that he made the right choices.

so they go to fjerda undercover, in the disguise of a (fjerdan) married couple, planning to save grisha and find a way to bring peace between their countries. what happens then is basically nina’s kos storyline, only with matthias at her side (they discover Brum’s experiments in the north together etc).

i guess the rest will come after row??

#❆ ( 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 ) : v: post ck au #just thought i'd drop this here again :)#me?? still daydreaming about what a good end for his arc matthias killing brum/his manipulatur would've been?? more likely than you think #also gimme interactions with the other grisha (zoya genya etc) pls??

@ghrisha ❤

Their hands are entwined as he speaks, giving even more weight for the promise he’s making. “I will never leave you. It will be this, always, for as long as you will let me.”

( from/inspired by: “the song of a.chilles” by madeline m.iller )

#ghrisha #*lies down in her puddle of helnik feels tbh*#anyway i leave it up to you when you wanna set this? could even be survival verse?

SMOLL STARTER CALL (most likely literature quotes) ??

mutuals only pls, multis feel free to specify <3

#slight change of plans bc these work quite well for me :')#rooney & jane you're already noted ;)

I think of all the dregs matthias began to connect with inej first (& then with wylan too). no i can’t elaborate. xD

#❆ ( 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄 ) : headcanon #can i call this hc??#but yeah how could you NOT love inej??#& i feel like their strong faith gives them a lot to bond over? (i mean inej even mentions that in the end)#also wylan is precious & i think since they both kinda stumbled into this whole mess matthias would get protective quite quickly xD #honestly we were robbed of more interactions :/

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